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#JOHNNY ROSIN UP YER BOW AND PLAY YOUR FIDDLE HARD ‼️

#CUZ HELLS BROKE LOOSE IN GEORGIA AND THE DEVIL DEALS THE CARDS ‼️

Dinky ass cat 141

Chat this Is so fire what

a soapghost comic i never finished (i wanted angry bloodied soap)

update: i am continuing it 1/1/2024 16/1/2024: i'm remembering why this took so bloody long (pun intended)

update: here's the whole thing - its basically 2009!Soap haunting Soap!

I think abt the left 4 dead 2 graffiti so often. Like they really had the human condition nailed huh.

sometimes your distress does indicate you should stop and respect your limitations. at other times it's more of a baby aquatic mammal being introduced to water for the first time thing. Too bad the difference is so hard to tell.

Humans were never meant to exist (Yap session)

Some of the most tragic homes I've seen were merely a shelter, something to fend against the elements, and nothing more. It leads me to wonder which is the real tragedy? Is it being forced to abandon what we could've been, our morals, or whatever It may be to simply survive? Is it a tragedy when it is no longer an option to live but a choice to not die? Is that the real tragedy? The loss of desire? The lack of want? The right to live being taxed? In which all that remains is need? Though there isn't a loss or lack of desire, is there? It is surely there but neglected out of necessity; all that remains is unfulfilled longing. The tragedy, which is our system that ensures we no longer need to be animals, we no longer need to survive and hunt and defend, that we can be civilized, continues to fail? And oftentimes on purpose. What is wrong? What is wrong with this system? What is wrong with those who made it? Is that not a question we often find ourselves asking? What is wrong?

What is wrong with the brain? The body? The systems and the histories and the children and the economy and environment! What is wrong with it all! With me! With them! Is that not why we create science and philosophy and religion? to figure out what is wrong with it all? And do we not categorize to determine what is right? Maybe not; I am not a scientist, nor am I a philosopher, and I'm certainly not religious. I think. It's surface leveled of me to simply say it is about the wrong with our world. I know better, I know that it is also about our curiosity, our seemingly never-ending hunger for understanding. But bear with me. Isn't it something we often find ourselves asking? What is sin? What is immoral? What is the issue, the problem, what is wrong? And we have a variety of answers to choose from. We've had a millennium to decide for ourselves, to pose the question. I sometimes wonder if we are what's wrong? Is the common denominator simply us? Humans? Are we always trying to discover what is wrong because we know intuitively that we are simply wrong as a species? Humans were never meant to exist. We Were a 1 in a million chance. Is that perhaps the problem? Is it simply that nothing we do or think or feel will ever be right because our mere existence was wrong, and flawed and parasitic to begin with? Are humans just inherently wrong? But wait--my mother told me that by saying we were "never meant to exist" would imply there is an order, that there is some code, something that predetermines existence. Life, What is meant to be, and what is right. That statement would imply something fateful. If we were never "meant" to exist, then why do we? If there is some divine set of rules and codes determining the privilege and curse of existence, why did it mess up? Am I wrong? Perhaps I'll never be right if this is the case.

Me if you even care

Just sniper things 🐦 (low stakes mission)

Im losing my Mind

gaz lovers how we feelin’?????

good LORD

Behold my TF141 attempt!

My drawing skills are so bad. I can't even draw stick people. 😭 This is why I've always preferred photography. God, I miss the smells of the darkroom.

Why must this happen

If this aint me

The way some of y’all be blessing my long work days.. 🥹🤤

*sigh* guess we have to do this then

Me when a song is sung with raw emotion and a shaky voice:

AND I KNOW NONE OF THIS WILL MATTER IN THE LONG RUN

BUT I KNOW

A SOUND IS STILL A SOUND

AROUND

NO ONE

AND WHILE

IM. IN. THIS. BODY

I WANT. SOMEBODY. TO. WANT

AND I WANT WHAT I WANT

AND I WANT

Youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

To Love Me

Youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

Nothing stands between him and his lil lady 🤺🤺

This Is too beautiful are you kidding

My mom named one of the street cats she feeds Tommy, so I thought to myself, "what if..."

TF141 (oversimplified)

y’all know that one audition tape Neil did? Yeah, so anyways make it Soap

Patience 💤

TikTokers are such pussies when it comes to ships. “B-but they’re not canon 🥺🥺🥺😭😭😖😖” honey back in my day we shipped characters from entirely different medias uphill both ways in the snow

I hate the way he looks at me. The man in the mirror.