I Wish I Was Better At Talking To People

i wish i was better at talking to people 

idk

i have a few online friends and i’m really glad i have them but it’s not enough, i want irl friends (selfishly) i long to have someone to hug or some one to walk to school with. just any one to do “friend” things with like hanging out after school and sleep overs going to school dances. it’s so stupid that i’m mourning all the things i’ve never had but i’m so tired of this loneliness. my whole life i’ve been unable to connect with people no matter how hard i try, for so many years i’ve watched how people interact with each other and i’ve tried to replicate it but it never works, i pay attention to what’s “popular” and things so i just don’t get it??? am i just supposed to be lonely forever??? am i doing something wrong??? i’ve just kind of given up at this point but i’m still sad that i’ve wasted the “best years” of my life due to isolation and alienation 

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i’ve been re watching a lot of kubz scouts recently  

my biggest problem is that i just spend too much time in my head