Lil Sneak Peek & Life Update-ish

lil sneak peek & life update-ish

hey besties it's been A WHILE I KNOW. here's a lil snippet of the angsty sunghoon fic i've been working on for forever now and it's still gonna be a while bc life is chaotic per usual and it doesn't help that i've been having a writer's block for the longest time now. sorry for such a delay but here's an unofficial sneak peek of what's to come :))))

"Look, let's just––can we pretend I never said anything? About..uh...you know..me liking you and all that. Can we just go back to being how we were before? Just friends," You finally let out, your eyes trying to focus on anything else surrounding you in order to not meet the eyes of your best friend that were currently boring into you and your figure. (Was that plant on the window sill always that droopy? You make a mental note to water it tomorrow morning.)

Sunghoon's not exactly the best at interpreting his feelings, so he can't exactly pinpoint what this feeling is, but he knows it's not a good one. It feels as if someone just stuck their hand into his chest to rip his heart out and crush it with their own bare hands, and for safe measure, chucked it at the ground before stomping on it to make sure it's shattered into a million pieces. That's what it felt like.

"What?" he asks as he finds himself shaking his head at your words. "But you like me."

Your face scrunches up as you finally look up at him, your nervousness transforming into anger at the way he said that. At the tone he said it in. As if you had an obligation to like him. You scoff. "Well, yeah. But it doesn't mean anything, obviously. Not when you're not reciprocating."

No, not true, Sunghoon wants to say. Instead, his mouth runs dry and the words are jumbled in his mouth. It means everything.

Instead, because he feels his heart in his throat, the most he can let out without his voice cracking is,

"Please don't stop."

You blink at his mumbled words, frustratedly trying to piece together what he was trying to say. But before you can question him, he continues.

"Please don't stop liking me," he still says quietly, but more clearly as he continues to face down, him now being the one afraid to look into your eyes. The eyes of his own best friend he lost all because he's terrified of his own stupid feelings.

Hello i was curious if you apply to scholarships before or after applying to college? Thank you

hiii!! so the main scholarship i got is actually from my major at school, and i didn't even know about it until after i got in haha so sometimes you automatically get a scholarship once you get it. All other scholarships i applied for, i did after getting in! my highschool guidance counselor introduced me to many scholarships to apply to, so i would definitely reach out to them! hope this helps:))

sometimes i just cant fall asleep without some real real angst and heartbreak,,,,u know?? :D

just wanted to drop in and say that i LOVE (emphasis on love) your writing!!! don’t even worry about not getting anything out quickly bc it’s seems that you have a lot going on and that’s sooo wonderful <3 wishing you the bestest energy !!╰(*´︶`*)╯♡ ♡ ♡ ♡

omg </333 TYSM😭😭😭this genuinely means so much to me and thanks for being so understanding heh,,,i just feel bad for not releasing as much content as i would like to but hopefully this summer break (after everything settles down) i can focus on my writing :’)))) sm loveee (=^▽^)σ

photo cards are just the kpop equivalent of pokemon trading cards

bro im in the middle of the moving process and having no wifi is such a struggle when trying to writeeee