Pls Tell Me I'm Not The Only One - Tumblr Posts

i'm asexual of course i want to be in a QPR and a romantic relashionship at same time

I’m asexual, of course I’ve been called a plant

(Chain post not forced)

sometimes i just cant fall asleep without some real real angst and heartbreak,,,,u know?? :D

ik that this situation is kinda specific but...was anyone else the only child of a single mom (i mean "only child" by environment and parent because i have a brother that's 10 years older than me but he was adopted by my grandparents, since my mom had him when she was really young) and she always claimed that you were her everything and her little miracle but treated you like anything but that?? for the first like 11 years of my life, she barely ever acknowledged me and whenever she did, she made it seem like she was annoyed just by my fucking presence. she yelled at me for literally everything and everytime i tried to express how much that hurt me, she'd guilt trip me by using the fact that she's a single mom that works her ass off for us to live and then would gaslight me and say that nothing like that ever happened/i was blowing the whole situation out of proportion. and she's one of those single mom's that make it their personal mission to make you hate your father and everything about him, not because he wasn't around, but because of her personal vendetta against him for leaving her. my daddy issues would probably not be anywhere near as bad as they are if it weren't for her telling me all of the horrible stories about him that she did, when i was only like 7 years old. and then after telling me all of the HORRIBLE shit that he's done to both her and his other baby momma's, anytime i would ever misbehave or do something she didn't like, she would scream at me and tell me that she was gonna send me to live with him or have him come take me......like first of all, after all the shit you've said he's done (she literally told me that he tried to KIDNAP some of the other children that he had and that his family, like, grandparents n stuff, were abusive and racist to white people.....i'm mixed btw) and you're threatening to basically send me to the wolf, and second of all, for me supposedly being your "miracle" you sure as hell make it seem more like i'm an inconvenience. something else that i hate is that she never ever payed attention to my mental health issues, which were clear as fucking day. from ages 14-16, i was homeschooled and other than going to the store with her every couple of months, i never left the house, i was having mental breakdowns all the fucking time, some of which were in front of her, too, and it got so bad to the point where i was going months without showering because i just could not bring myself to get up and do it. and you know what she did the whole time?? nothing, she never even asked me if i was okay. her attitude towards me did change eventually though, even though she still continuously tried to gaslight me by saying that she never did anything wrong, once i reached like 11-12 (i was pretty mature for my age and never actually went through the whole "super moody, emo, and disrespectful" teen phase either, which probably helped) and was not a small little child that she has to take everywhere with her and have an eye on 24/7, she stopped treating me as an inconvenience, and now as someone that was cool and someone that she could hang out with. i- i just, i'm gonna stop here because i can go on about this shit for days but, i just needed to vent because she's still like this to this day and it doesn't help that basically my whole family is toxic asf and wouldn't even fucking listen to me if i tried to tell them, i've been trapped in my own little bubble for the past 10 years (the only reason im still around them if you're wondering, is because of my nephew, i refuse to leave him with them without anyone with common sense) so, thanks if you read this.

Am I the only one who has a heated argument with myself but then get a really good argument for the side that I'm acting like I'm fighting

This is not even half normal Molten Freddy crossed my mind and I got an uncontrollable urge to cry he is so special to me I love him so fucking much man. I fucking can’t.

You ever just message someone that you like as a friend and value, then when they reply you just,,, freeze??? Like you don’t open the notification you don’t open the app. You just don’t answer. You don’t even check what they said. Because what if they think you were waiting for them or what if they thought the message was annoying and didn’t want to be rude or what if you just disturbed them.

Then u sit there like :D but ur also crying inside.

Then u don’t reply until exactly 15.2315 hours later :0

Same man

Y'all ever just get like one second of motivation to get your ass of bed and do something and when u start doing that thing the motivation just goes:

"✨bye bitch✨"

The influx of Logan content is soooo good and I love it as someone’s who’s been BEGGING for it but it just reminds me people will do ANYYTTHINNG but write a character correctly. Writing Logan as a super intense daddy dom who’s degrading you relentlessly when we see in the movies this man is GENTLLEE he is soft and yes he has an aggressive side but that man just wants to love u. Like some stuff I get and it works, but most of the time y’all are just writing him SOOO out of character

Am I the only one who lowkey gets a bit attached to their pfp?? it’s like another way to express myself as a person like if I’m feeling silly, serious, funny etc you’ll kind of know? And it HAS to be the perfect one, so it’ll take a while before I find a new one to replace the old one. But each time I change it I feel like a parent abandoning its child?? 

Pls tell me I’m not the only one😞