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lil sneak peek & life update-ish
hey besties it's been A WHILE I KNOW. here's a lil snippet of the angsty sunghoon fic i've been working on for forever now and it's still gonna be a while bc life is chaotic per usual and it doesn't help that i've been having a writer's block for the longest time now. sorry for such a delay but here's an unofficial sneak peek of what's to come :))))
"Look, let's just––can we pretend I never said anything? About..uh...you know..me liking you and all that. Can we just go back to being how we were before? Just friends," You finally let out, your eyes trying to focus on anything else surrounding you in order to not meet the eyes of your best friend that were currently boring into you and your figure. (Was that plant on the window sill always that droopy? You make a mental note to water it tomorrow morning.)
Sunghoon's not exactly the best at interpreting his feelings, so he can't exactly pinpoint what this feeling is, but he knows it's not a good one. It feels as if someone just stuck their hand into his chest to rip his heart out and crush it with their own bare hands, and for safe measure, chucked it at the ground before stomping on it to make sure it's shattered into a million pieces. That's what it felt like.
"What?" he asks as he finds himself shaking his head at your words. "But you like me."
Your face scrunches up as you finally look up at him, your nervousness transforming into anger at the way he said that. At the tone he said it in. As if you had an obligation to like him. You scoff. "Well, yeah. But it doesn't mean anything, obviously. Not when you're not reciprocating."
No, not true, Sunghoon wants to say. Instead, his mouth runs dry and the words are jumbled in his mouth. It means everything.
Instead, because he feels his heart in his throat, the most he can let out without his voice cracking is,
"Please don't stop."
You blink at his mumbled words, frustratedly trying to piece together what he was trying to say. But before you can question him, he continues.
"Please don't stop liking me," he still says quietly, but more clearly as he continues to face down, him now being the one afraid to look into your eyes. The eyes of his own best friend he lost all because he's terrified of his own stupid feelings.
I was doing figure drawing practice and got this outfit idk
if u are reading this i am handing u a smol flower
🩷🌈Beanie and poppy playlist covers 🩷🌈
Oh nah bro I got u I'm reading a book called Life Itself by Boyce Rensberger it has about three chapters dedicated to it here's the internet archive link
https://archive.org/details/lifeitself00boyc
Learning about reproduction in biology rn and frankly I am struggling not to talk randomly to my family at dinner about why male infertility and chronic bronchitis are related
witch's treehouse (updated)
cross stitch pattern here
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kankuro & gaara supportive brothers hcs?
gaara gets very excited when kankuro shows off his work. well, as excited as gaara can show. but even though he's not beaming, the sparkle in his eyes & the more upbeat tone of voice speaks volumes.
kankuro gets to name every other cactus or succulent, meaning that we could have "honeydew" right next to "THIRSTATRON 500" & gaara will never stop him
modern au they get REALLY competitive in Just Dance
when will my girl post a selfie for me to love (and pin)
