Feeling

Feeling

Feeling kinda restless Wanna do something Mum tore that dream to pieces Now I’m left cleaning

OHHHHHHHHH MYYYYYYYYY GOOOOOOOOOOODDDDDDDDDD

Okay anyway. I just needed somewhere to rant that wasn't a someone because I didn't wanna spoil anyone or something but the thing!! Is!!! I was digging through my cabinet aka my "treasure trove"/trash dump for something else but I stumbled upon an old piece of my writing for a not-so-old story idea that I kinda ditched hiatus-ed for now on Ao3 and I remember writing this during one of my down phases (a lot of my writing/story ideas spring from trying to make myself feel better) and it's!! So!!! Good?!?! Idk this sounds like self praise but honest it's not cuz like I had no idea I wrote that?? Like okay fine I know I wrote that I remember every word but I?? Wrote??? That?!?! Okay now that I've overreacted yall probs gonna think it's mega good but it's not thaaaat good but I'm still impressed because honestly it has that feel/vibe I'm going for. I've paused that story 60% cuz life got in the way and 40% cuz I kinda lost my way with it and couldn't continue, but reading that just got me kinda wistful now. I kinda wanna go back to it now, but, ya know, life's still happening, so not so fast buuut I mean I might? The part I wrote was really kinda the climax part or maybe the start of the climb to the climax and really there's not much context, but it captures the mood quite well. At least now I kinda have a reference to work on so this is looking good, I think. Dear god, thank god for my past self for writing this. See, this is why I never throw/delete stuff I write. Oh my god. I'm gonna go type it into my com now to keep a soft copy of it. Byeeeeeee~~~~

This is more accurate than accurate

A summary of Bangtan MVs

No More Dream: The rebellious Jin drives a school bus into a stack of empty cardboard boxes. Jimin has nice abs

N.O: BTS doesn’t want to go to school

Boy in Luv: Jimin sneaks a peek at Jungkook’s dick and neither of them wash their hands

Just One Day: Taehyung’s deep ass voice

Danger: Jungkook destroys a perfectly good piano for no apparent reason. Taehyung cuts his actual hair

War of Hormones: Bangtan lowkey creeping on some chick

Dope: An unlikely group of friends with seemingly random professions bond over their shitty girlfriends

I Need U: Some significant stuff happens but no one really knows what. We’re pretty sure it’s sad though

Run: LITERALLY WHO IS DEAD

Young Forever: Bighit compiles clips of previous MVs in an attempt to answer all our questions. Groundbreaking

Fire: Suga sets a man on fire with pure swag. Taehyung irons Jin. Nobody stops him

Save Me: The long awaited MV that would finally answer all our questions and wrap up the entire HYYH series: BTS dances in a field

Blood Sweat and Tears: Jungkook licks candle wax like he doesn’t think he’s still a fetus. We have a mid-song intermission so Namjoon can speak English for a solid minute and a half. Suddenly the entire fandom is Jimin-biased

Spring Day: BTS sing on the world’s biggest pile of dirty laundry

Not Today: BTS run away from their problems. Taehyung looks damn good in a headband

This afternoon, after my chemistry paper, I could have sworn I could taste the sweet, sweet aroma of freedom so strong it hurt. Then I realise it hurt because it was just Last Paper Syndrome and unfortunately my last paper is tomorrow, not today.

Hell yes

rb if you like bts and pineapple on your pizza

so @tayegi and i were just talking about how jimin has changed and we came up with some interesting points.

firstly, he’s matured. he used to clown around a lot during their debut days. but now hes more quiet. he’s still soft and laughs at everything but he is more control with his emotions. like before he would get angry really easily and it would show on his face. 

secondly, he’s always been really seductive but his method of seduction seems to have changed, he used to exaggerate sexual gestures e.g. the excessive running his fingers through his hair, the excessive tongue, the abs. the muscle shirts, now, he uses just the right amount to make everyone swerve. he just has to look someone in the eyes and smile and they’re gone. his sexiness has become more subtle now with side glances instead of the abs in your face. also his voice.. according to lu, “the man learned how to growl!”

thirdly, his physical appearance has changed a lot. his baby features have matured, his make-up has become more modest (he used to go crazy for eyeliner lol remember guys good times), his foundation matches his skin tone, they dont use concealer on his lips anymore. remember when he considered himself the ugliest of bts, i feel like now he’s comfortable in his skin. he knows that he’s attractive, not to everyone but to a lot of people, and tbh, confidence is very sexy.

this being said, as a jimin stan, i love both sides of jimin. the man that he was and the man that he is becoming.