Today, That One "VeRy BaDaSs" Girl Called Me A "not-enough-woman".

Today, that one "VeRy BaDaSs" girl called me a "not-enough-woman".

Well, if in my country I couldn't be arrested for that, I would probably shout at her YEAH I'M A TRANSMASC, NOW WHAT??? SUCK IT UP AND SHUT UP, FOR THE LOVE OF GOD!11!1!!!1

but I can't. because I live in a country where lgbtquia+ is a nono move. and I don't wanna get bailed for my gender yet.

[P.S. Dear FBR, please don't arrest me for saying that-]

And yeah, before you're gonna tell me that I should just move from this country, WELL I CAN'T DO THAT YET, I DON'T HAVE CASH OR STABLE JOB FOR THAT YET, SO MOVING AWAY IS A NONO RIGHT NOW. If I had those guaranteed, then I would 100% move already despite everything, lol. But rn I need to get a degree and at least some savings.

Ughhheaaurrghh it's hard to be trans when you're in a country where it's thought to be wrong or considered as a mental sickness pls let me just exist without constantly deadnaming and mispronouncing myself just to fit into your world view

What is wrong with you?

IT'S SIMPLE, NOTHING IS WRONG WITH ME, IM JUST SILLY!1!1!!1 >:P

BLEHHH, IF YOU SO WISH TO CALL ME INSANE, THEN DO IT NON-ANONYMOUSLY. I'LL WAIT, IF YOU REALLY DO HAVE ENOUGH DETERMINATION TO SHOW YOURSELF, HAHA.

(That was unfunny laughther)

WXCQRWP R BJH RB CADN, KDC R LJW'C JMVRC RC HNC. SDBC MNJU FRCQ RC. FQJCNENA.

SORRY FOR DISAPPEARING, I JUST GOT SICK AGAIN. Ughahaauauauhuahauahauah >:[

My immune system doesn't sucks I swear!1!1!!!

I'm just being too silly from time to time bwahahaha

BTW, VERNAM HATERS DONT LOOK UNDERCUT!11!1!! THERE'S NOTHING FUNNY 4 U TO LOOK AT!1!1

I warned you >_<

Guys what if, WHAT IFFFF-

OK just HEAR ME OUT GUYS he's just too SILLY I ADORE him

(And ye that's one of my sketches that I made during math class cuz MATH IS BORIIING)

(YES I prefer drawing Vernyanyanyanyanyan over stupid math I don't understand it anyway)

WOAH, TUMBLR SEEMS A WEIRD PLACE. I LIKE IT.

I guess it's gonna be some kind of infopost about me???

Call me whatever you want, but my preferred name is Jay.

But I don't mind using other names for myself, or maybe just weird stuff xd

My tags that I'm going to use and their explanation:

#jayjay likes that — for reblogs that I like >^<

#jayjay's art — for my artworks/sketches/random stuff that I drew

#jayjay's textdump — for my text-based posts

#jayjay answers asks — obviously for my askbox

And maybe some fandom tags as well since I'm a multifandom bro :^

My fandoms:

Geometry Dash (my fave)

Gravity Falls (my brainrot that I'm trying to get rid of)

That's all 4 now ig

(P.s. Starless brought me here so they better be ain't no blocking me at least here!1!1)

Yesterday, in the evening I had a fever and it lasted till night, and I think I've got a little too silly yesterday, so I wrote something weird... Eh...

Imma translate that for you guys (the original text is on Russian)

I translated that for you and fixed some typos

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IIII KNOOOOWW WHAT'S THE PROOOBLEEEM

F__k I forgot

Wait

Did I forgot, or forget?

F__k who am i

What's the point of life???

I had a dream about that somewho asked someone something

I looked at him and realized that his face looked like a f__king plate

Then I ran away from there, catching butterflies, and suddenly I ran into Luntik and he says "F__k, wanna play poker?"

I agree, we pull out chess and start playing football (I won and after it Luntik fell onto atoms and flied into Kyrgyzstan)

Then I look at the clock and realize that it's already 50 of the morning, and that I need to go to school, so I quickly pick up my switch-plug and jump out of the window, but Vernam catches me, because he was running away from my skibidi-classmate

Welp that's sure a weird dream tho I don't f__king understand even a thing

F__k where's slippers

Am I dreaming???

I sleep with open eyes???

WHY WALLS BREATHE HEAVIER THAN NORMALLY

WHERE AM I

WHY IS IT COLD

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^^^ that was the text I wrote while having a fever.

All I'm just gonna say... WHAT. THE. HELL.

Imma just gonna post my recent rambles here so you can give me LIKESSSSSSSSSSS [I WANT THAT YEAH!1!11!1!1]

FIRST OF ALL!!!1!1 Meet dat jester (my gd sona)

(P.s. the reference is a Therapist!Jay AU, so don't worry he's just a silly gober)

JayJay is basically a weird dude who is just SILLY (no he ain't he's a crazy homosapiens)

Anddd yeah, that's just a shitpost because I have some art block stuff to deal with, andddd most of the time I'm drawing only Vernam or Eiriley (they're SILLY guys I swear)