Today, That One "VeRy BaDaSs" Girl Called Me A "not-enough-woman".

Today, that one "VeRy BaDaSs" girl called me a "not-enough-woman".

Well, if in my country I couldn't be arrested for that, I would probably shout at her YEAH I'M A TRANSMASC, NOW WHAT??? SUCK IT UP AND SHUT UP, FOR THE LOVE OF GOD!11!1!!!1

but I can't. because I live in a country where lgbtquia+ is a nono move. and I don't wanna get bailed for my gender yet.

[P.S. Dear FBR, please don't arrest me for saying that-]

And yeah, before you're gonna tell me that I should just move from this country, WELL I CAN'T DO THAT YET, I DON'T HAVE CASH OR STABLE JOB FOR THAT YET, SO MOVING AWAY IS A NONO RIGHT NOW. If I had those guaranteed, then I would 100% move already despite everything, lol. But rn I need to get a degree and at least some savings.

Ughhheaaurrghh it's hard to be trans when you're in a country where it's thought to be wrong or considered as a mental sickness pls let me just exist without constantly deadnaming and mispronouncing myself just to fit into your world view

WOAH, TUMBLR SEEMS A WEIRD PLACE. I LIKE IT.

I guess it's gonna be some kind of infopost about me???

Call me whatever you want, but my preferred name is Jay.

But I don't mind using other names for myself, or maybe just weird stuff xd

My tags that I'm going to use and their explanation:

#jayjay likes that — for reblogs that I like >^<

#jayjay's art — for my artworks/sketches/random stuff that I drew

#jayjay's textdump — for my text-based posts

#jayjay answers asks — obviously for my askbox

And maybe some fandom tags as well since I'm a multifandom bro :^

My fandoms:

Geometry Dash (my fave)

Gravity Falls (my brainrot that I'm trying to get rid of)

That's all 4 now ig

(P.s. Starless brought me here so they better be ain't no blocking me at least here!1!1)

And where should I post my fanart for him, so he would notice it? (I already asked starless to post one of my works so someone would notice it, but ig its not the way how it works??? I'm talking abt the monicaprin meme i made)

And yeahhh, I still have some sketches tho, so i guess i still have some attempts to do something better than monicaprin meme lol :_]

Guys, I'm just wondering... Is it even real to befriend Viprin? I just see y'all getting along with him, and I'm just like... HOW??? ARE U GUYS ESCAPED FROM HOGWARTS OR WHAT??? Gimme tips. I wanna be a viprin befriender N.1 too. ( –ω-)

MORE OF MY ART!1!11! [it's old but idk if it's still good enough to be posted]

All of them are just bwahahahahahahhh [ik my style sucks a bit but I don't really care abt it, I just like it the way it is]

T DETWW ESTYV ESLE TE'D YPGPC RZYYL MP RZZO PYZFRS.

AAAAAAAAAA HELP SOS HELP111!!!1!!1!

Im getting into another class and there's LOTS OF PPL WHO HATED ME IN PAST A LOT sooo I NEED A GUIDE HOW TO BECOME A NORMIE!1!1!!11

It's starting on Monday so I NEED HELP Y'ALL—

Is there any guide or something about dis???

I would DEFINITELY like to see em' all.

Imma gonna vent here hehe

Y'know how it hurts to choose between your found family and your beloved partner?

WELL, I CAN'T CHOOSE BETWEEN THEM.

I CAN'T. I JUST CAN'T.

I'D RATHER SACRIFICE MY OWN LIFE AND DREAM TO BECOME A MAN THAN CHOOSING BETWEEN MY LOVED ONES.

For context:

My partner wants to fly to Serbia and live here with me, and they said that they can't stay in Saint Petersburg, where my found family lives because my partner had some conflicts with certain person from my found family.

I don't want to abandon any of them and I just can't choose.

Any tips on how to deal with this sh1t???

And WIBTA, if I sacrifice all of them and delete all my social media so they can't find me anywhere and can't push me for that decision? (Yes, I do have that thought in mind rn, and I WISH I DIDN'T.)

UPD: Yes, we did break up. Yes, I've chosen my found family. I don't want someone to manipulate me into dumping everyone I feel attached for except for them. IM. NOT. YOUR. TOY. AND. NEVER. WILL. BE.

NEVER force your couple into dumping everyone else just to please your own ego.