
Good morning, I'm Jess(they/them/she), a proud fan of my local public radio, Welcome to Nightvale. I'm listening to Daft Punk on loop and am the proud owner of at least 2 cats
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TW: Bullying, Long Vent/rant, Attempted Murder.
TW: bullying, long vent/rant, attempted murder.
I was bullied. I was heavily bullied. I'm autistic and gender non-conforming. Still far from the tripple-whammy that kid in #4 was dealt. I went to the school. I ignored the bullies. I tried to be the bigger person. It did not stop. I was called names, slurs, I was threatened, I was hatecrimed, I was followed. I tried to stand proud. I went to the school. I went to my parents. I went to my therapist. It did not stop. I was still not safe. walked the walk, I danced the dance, I said the magic words. It did not stop. I was not safe. The only thing that ever happened to stop the bullying was getting expelled after getting within 2 minutes of murdering another student. I ended up telling my biology teacher that I had a knife and needed to be stopped. It should not have gotten that far. I should not have had to take things into my own hands. I should not have felt that that was the only remaining option. I still feel that that was my only remaining option. I still feel that I had no other choice to protect myself. I still feel worse because of it. If I was back there - when I get back there - I promise you I will not stop. If the school does not do anything, if the people around me do not do anything, if I am alone again against those people I do not believe I will tell someone, I do not believe I will stop. I do not believe that the past year has done anything but make me bitter and alone. I do not believe I am any better of a person than before. I think I did the right thing. I think doing the right thing only ended up making everything worse.
Humanity will fall and it will be beautiful when we do.





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