I Am Physically Holding Back The Urge To Post Fic Content Before I Am At Least Most Of The Way Through

I am physically holding back the urge to post fic content before I am at least most of the way through if not done because I am not leaving another unfinished fic to haunt me at night

shinzawa fic I will come back to you please be patient with me, mxtx has me by the throat

I can delay this gratification. I can. Save the dopamine. It's possible.

(it's wlw wangxian modern au, little bit of foster care a-yuan and other bits 👀)

Because when you’re this gay every time you walk it’s a fucking parade

Wei Wuxian had no business looking so hot in the last Maotuan incense burner comic.

Also, somebody help poor babyji! ;_;

Happy trans day of visibility / mdzs volume 5 day

Wei Ying had this murky image of a domestic life with a dedicated partner and a little one, hand in hand, warm and loving, all that good stuff, but she told herself that was just an echo of her only memory with her parents. That reality was far, far away, and Wei Ying had more urgent matters now. She always seemed to have more urgent matters. Thankfully, Lan Zhan was always there to keep her steady.

I'm a few chapters in to a fic about wen yuan getting taken into foster care with cisswap wangxian. It's a lot and I don't know how long it will end up, but it's been lovely for processing some of my own experiences with becoming a foster parent. I have so many scenes saved up that I want to get to, just need to stitch them together! (My least favorite part lol.)

Rated M (may change to E, not sure yet).

tw childhood trauma, panic attacks, distressed babies (wwx included), so far just vague allusions to neglect and emotional abuse

Title from Notion by Tash Sultana.