Wei Ying Had This Murky Image Of A Domestic Life With A Dedicated Partner And A Little One, Hand In Hand,

Wei Ying had this murky image of a domestic life with a dedicated partner and a little one, hand in hand, warm and loving, all that good stuff, but she told herself that was just an echo of her only memory with her parents. That reality was far, far away, and Wei Ying had more urgent matters now. She always seemed to have more urgent matters. Thankfully, Lan Zhan was always there to keep her steady.

I'm a few chapters in to a fic about wen yuan getting taken into foster care with cisswap wangxian. It's a lot and I don't know how long it will end up, but it's been lovely for processing some of my own experiences with becoming a foster parent. I have so many scenes saved up that I want to get to, just need to stitch them together! (My least favorite part lol.)

Rated M (may change to E, not sure yet).

tw childhood trauma, panic attacks, distressed babies (wwx included), so far just vague allusions to neglect and emotional abuse

Title from Notion by Tash Sultana.

I am physically holding back the urge to post fic content before I am at least most of the way through if not done because I am not leaving another unfinished fic to haunt me at night

shinzawa fic I will come back to you please be patient with me, mxtx has me by the throat

I can delay this gratification. I can. Save the dopamine. It's possible.

(it's wlw wangxian modern au, little bit of foster care a-yuan and other bits 👀)

I don't think any protagonist can ever top Wei 'Yiling Laozu' Wuxian. No one is doing it like him. He is an icon. He can shoot arrows blindfolded. He is a prankster. He falls for a boy and decides immediately that he must have said boy's attention on him at all time. He is necromancer exacting his vengeance. He is just three years old. He is a flirt. He has his first kiss in his twenties. He does not remember your name. He does remember that one song his crush sang to him in a cave when he was injured and feverish. He is a sunshine boy. He survived the hell of hells. He died and was unhappily brought back to life. He's the bizarre genius, the miraculous hero, the force of the rebellion, the flower that blooms alone. He walks the single plank bridge alone. He is the awesome gay uncle who knows everything. He is a pretty boy. He is the most moral, steadfast person you know. He is just a man throwing flowers to his love. He rips his hard won talent out to repay a debt that never was. He is a sister's boy. He is an abuse survivor. He is an urban legend. He is one of the most handsome men of his time. He has so much trauma. He plants children like radishes. He threw the arrow he was shot with from a rooftop and killed someone. He is a talented musician. He is a scheming fox. He can drink you under the table. He is so fucking tired of this bullshit. He has probably long since burned his tastebuds with the spice he puts in his food. He is broke. He kisses skeletons on their hands in gratitude. He confesses his deep, abiding love in the middle of being held hostage. He attempts the impossible and succeeds. He is an untamed hero, standing against a world condemning the innocent. He is everything.

WangXian Thoughts of the Day:

Lan Wangji’s reassuring “I am here.” 

Chapter 50, after Wei WuXian has been injured, and Lan Wangji is carrying him to safety on his sword. Prior to this Wei WuXian and had warned Lan Wangji not to go with him or his reputation may be destroyed.

Chapter 63, Wei WuXian is asleep recovering from injury.

Chapter 101, Wei WuXian being terrified of Fairy.

I always felt that every time Lan Wangji said “I am here”, Wei WuXian fell a little more in love.

It's the 2 month anniversary of this blog! Here's all the main MTXT couples to celebrate.

Happy trans day of visibility / mdzs volume 5 day