Moonlights ;

moonlights ;

In a small town I used to call home

I sit on the floor, staring blankly at the window

I once was a person overflowing with words

but nowadays even words can't express my sorrows

I wish the people who are here knew how to be like the moon

being an instrument to light on me, guiding towards the dark path

Instead, in the mornings they hide in the shade when the risen sun lights on us

They conspire and complain when others are being tanned in the sunshine

This is why I prefer moonlights over daylights

Instead of seeing them conspire my days of light

I'd rather set the moonlight on myself so they remain in the dark

with fright.

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花樣年華: THE NOTES [4/x]

석진 - PART 2 13 June YEAR 22

It has been two years since Hoseok’s name appeared on my phone screen.

“Hyung, Jungkook got into a car accident.” 

I cannot recall how long I had sat at the foot of my bed back then, staring at my phone until the screen dimmed before it eventually turned black. Even in the haze of guilt, my thoughts had been all over the place and I remember grabbing the one that meant the most to me.

What had I done?

Two solid years have passed without a single phone call from my friends. I deserve it. I had taken their trust and crushed it with my bare hands. I hadn’t realized what I had, what I would not have given up if I had the chance to live my life all over again. Somehow, the world has its funny way of holding up your happiness and dangling it above you like a dog treat. Merciless. Ruthless. And I fell for it, like a gullible fool who only knew how to be selfish.

I am sorry. I really am. If I had a chance, I would want to go back into time, to tell my present that his future was ruined all because he hadn’t realised, that the world had already given him all the love he could get in the form of six best friends. Once upon a time, Fate had looked at me with sadness in her eyes and said, “be content,” and I had replied with “I can’t.”

She must have been offended, because this is the harshest punishment one can ever get.

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That’s probably the best chili paste stew ever 😤

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                       I like my eyes the most on my face. About my voice, actually I didn’t like hearing my recorded voice before. I felt like it’s husky and didn’t sound good. But many fans told me they like my distinctive voice so now I have come to think of it as a precious element that symbolizes me. And my smile. I tend to laugh so big that my eyes thin out and disappear even at small things. Sometimes the members stay calm but I’m the only one laughing…

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This diagram shows what happens during a total solar eclipse