Im Talking About The Vaccine Here. Please Be Nice If You Do Read This

I’m talking about the vaccine here. Please be nice if you do read this

Okay I’m really hesitant/embarrassed/guilty about saying this, but I’m not vaccinated yet. It’s not because I’m against it or anything like that and I don’t want to sound like I’m making excuses, but I haven’t had a good time. I don’t hardly leave my house because of anxiety and other stuff, and if I do, I always wear a mask which I know is not enough. Nobody around me wants to get vaccinated and if we talk about it it’s always talk about how it’s a hoax and skepticism about the whole thing. It makes me upset. Currently in my state, it’s illegal for employers to mandate a vaccine but with the new presidential mandate, it might change. I need to get on my feet and get a job and I don’t want me not being vaccinated to be a problem. Plus I just want to be safe in general. I’m really thinking about sucking it up and getting vaccinated after the holidays. I’m just really scared. I’m really anxious about side effects. I’m okay with fevers, but it’s the nausea I’m worried about. It makes me really anxious when I am, and anxiety makes it worse. Side effects are my main hinderance. I’m also just kinda weird about shots. I’m trying to just suck it up and get it over with because I know there are people who can’t even get vaccines and so many people have suffered from Covid; it’s ignorant for me not to have it just because I’m anxious. I feel guilty about it. I’m emotional writing this. Anyways, I guess I’m asking about other people experiences and how to cope with it.

Please be nice if you do say anything. I understand the problem with not being vaccinated, and I’m really looking to fix it. I’m just looking for some comforting words I guess.

I’m sorry, I think I’m a little confused 😅 If you don’t mind me asking, what’s been going on with the boys?

Well first of all, I overthink a lot so it’s probably not as bad as I think. Basically, since Joon’s birthday live, he’s expressed multiple times that he just hasn’t been doing the best mentally. I also know based on his lyrics and things he’s said in the past, his mental health is something that he’s always struggled with. I’m just worried about him is all, I don’t want him to fall too far, ya know. I think that if he’s been struggling there’s probably some other members that are too (this part is purely just my brain wondering). I know they also just really want to perform in front of army really bad too. Like the previous anon mentioned they are quiet busy rn and I know that. All that being said, I don’t want what they do to become a chore bc they are dealing with stuff. I just want them to be happy and satisfied with what they do.

Hey,

Several people asked me to turn my anonymous jazz on. It should be on now, but let me know if it isn’t. The mobile app is kinda ass-backwards and difficult about some things.

If it is on, feel free to asks me or talk about anything. Don’t be scared to get anything off your chest. I want this to be a safe space and I’m more than willing to talk. If you just want to say something and for me not to reply or for me to reply privately, that’s completely fine too. It may take me a minute, but I’ll get to you. My only rule is to be respectful, but I hope that goes without saying.

Sorry, it took me a few days to change my settings. I don’t have my tumblr notifications on, so it took me a minute to realize that people asked me for that.

Anyways, have a good day and take care of yourselves ❤️

I dont think jhope has a alcohol intolerance because he says in the vlive he likes whiskey which is 2 twice as strong as soju. Being Red from drinking is normal to. But It’s surely an interesting idea that he could have another reason why he doesn’t handle alcohol well 🤗

Yeah 😅 the more I wrote, the more there were points that went back and forth. I wasn’t trying to imply that he does have it, but it kinda turned out that way. 😔 It’s also difficult bc people can have different levels of intolerance. But I do know a lot of people that react to alcohol very differently, no matter how the type, amount, preference so...

It was more just supposed to be “Hey, look at this interesting thing I know.” and an ice-breaker for my blog, so that’s why I ended talking about Jhope too. But I do appreciate the feedback. I was probably reaching a bit in that post, sorry about that.

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Just a little something I’ve noticed in the past few months 🤩 so sweet 🥺

Here’s a shrine for our strongest, bestest boy for a strong, quick and healthy recovery. Get well soon, Yoongi. 💜💜 feel free to add on.