Honestly, How Are You Doing? Ive Never Seen Anybody Ask You Before And I Wanted Reach Out

Honestly, how are you doing? I’ve never seen anybody ask you before and I wanted reach out 💜

Thank you for reaching out, I really appreciate it 😊 Please, don’t feel the need to check on me all the time tho. Me and my blog are just a molecule compared to the people around me, that’s why nobody asked. But it’s okay I promise.

Honestly… these days Mono has been hitting pretty close to home. The mixtape.. not the kissing disease (lmao). I’ve lost some of my interest and enthusiasm. Keeping up with everything: Vlives, tweets, announcements, whatever it may be (not just with bts stuff) I have little enthusiasm to do so. It’s bit discouraging when it comes to bts bc I do love them so much, it feels like I’m cheating them out or something. Awhile ago I mentioned that I was medicated and to be brutally honest, if I wasn’t at this very moment, I would’ve probably ended up in the hospital again. I’m very fortunate that it’s working very well with me. I’m just living on the mediocre side of life really. I’ve definitely been in worse places though so I’m am grateful for where I am rn.

Thank you again for asking 💜 I hope you’re taking care of yourself and doing well.

Other randoms:

I have a question for anybody who is willing to answer: when you buy an online PTD ticket, do you have to validate the ticket right away or do you wait till the concert day? I understand the instruction, but I also like real testimonies. Please help if you’re willing.

I applied for a job over a week ago and I still haven’t heard anything, so I’m a little worried.

I recently put more research and effort into my skincare and I have to say, I’m glowing 🤩

I have a lot of stuff that I want to say and explain, but I don’t want to make another blog to say it and this blog doesn’t feel like the right place. At the moment, I just keep it too myself.

Only bc I got some anon chats (not nice ones), Yes, I’m a 19 year old that smokes weed occasionally, suck my ass 🤨 I know what I’m doing, I wasn’t born yesterday 🤡 clowns. I will be celebrating 4/20 thank you very much.

Idk what’s been up with my header. It keeps moving on it’s own and it’s glitches from my pov. Idk what’s wrong with it.

Here’s my dog: Lucian

He’s a sweetie pie and I love him with all my heart. He’s a little of the chubby side of life, but that’s okay because he’s so soft and squishy 😊 I brush his teeth everyday bc he had a big stinky mouth and when you punch him (in a playful manner, I don’t hit my dog 🤨) he punches back.

This blog and my posts feel like a nuisance these days as well.

I have a gardening update coming soon

🌱🌾🍄🪷🪴 cute plants

BTS participate in April Fools like they invented the concept. I forgot what the origins are, why is it a “holiday”? Do you call it a holiday? Anyways, I think it’s cute that they prank Army.

I swallow my pride and accept that things don’t always go the way I want. That the world is cruel and nothing is guaranteed. But that doesn’t mean I don’t have the right to be upset. I am upset. I want to cry and scream and throw a fit. But I’m not, because I’m also so incredibly proud and my heart is so warm for how much love and respect I possess. They worked so hard. We’ve worked so hard. It happens. We can’t have everything. But we’ve worked our asses off to get to this point alone, and nobody can deny that. This moment alone speaks so much for what BTS and Army have done and have become.

Please don’t let your heart be too heavy. We are so proud of you and we love you so much. We will always be with you. You’re still the best of the best.

We are all in this Bangtan Sonyeondan shit for life 💜💜 I purple you 😊

PTD: Las Vegas 💜🧡💜

I also did some purple make up so I thought I’d show you. It looks more pink on camera but that’s okay. I’m so excited!!!! 😊

What’s something you do that annoys other people?!

I don’t eat candy or sweets very often, but when I do, I put the empty candy wrappers back in the bag full of candies. When somebody else reaches into the bag they find my empty wrappers.

POV: You’re me, and you live in tornado alley and the rotation was less than a mile from you, literally up the road, but you’re busy cutting potatoes for dinner.

Lolz, lmao, funny, haha.

It’s only funny because I live here and I recognize that 😔, but I felt like pestering y’all tonight with something completely random. In all seriousness, I’m okay, nothing serious happened. It was moving really fast and was out of my area within a few minutes. I’m used to it so I just brush it off and laugh about it at this point 😅

Also gardening update coming soon 👀👀👀