Yk The Feeling Of Dread When You Are In The First Few Seasons Of Watching Something And Accidentally

Yk the feeling of dread when you are in the first few seasons of watching something and accidentally see a post with a huge ass spoiler but you only read half of it and never again so you watch the entire series, scared to death about what else was in the spoiler and if its gonna happen or not? No? Just me? Okay...

.... i cant cry dont make me cry

They never find his body; they suppose that was their first mistake.

Perhaps the next was assuming the one with the power of death and souls at his fingertips would remain dead.

Yiling longs to know whether their child, their patriarch, died that night.

Or if he simply slipped off into the night.

Either way, he still shows up.

Years later.

Changed.

A little smaller.

A little brighter.

Less haunted, less sad.

A white-clad enemy in tow.

Stoic, sensible, and irrevocably in love.

And the villagers think: "At last, our little Yiling boy, has a home and a family. No more cold nights, no more hunger, and no more dogs."

Now the threat of that family being ripped to shreds, is all but likely.

Safe, because of their reputation.

Because of their power.

Something Yiling wished the remnants had had, once upon a time.

Hi,the name's troy

Now i admit, i am not the best host so i'll get straight to the point.

I like green, cats, food, poems, music, gaming and a shit ton of books.

So to not confuse any unlucky soul who may venture upon my id,

Here are the fandoms i am currently in

Fnaf (classic, never grows old)

I think its my first fandom and i will never get tired of it

Dsmp (it met a very sad end)

Seriously, it used to bring so much joy to me. Now its just filled with old memories

Kpop (mainly stray kids, txt and enhypen)

Yes, i am a multistan but my ults is skz and txt but recently got into enhypen as well.

Harry potter (couldnt resist it)

I blame my friend and the internet for forcing me into here but i kinda kinda love it so i am not complaining

DRAMAS (I LOVE EM)

Nothin else to say. Chinese korean Taiwanese thai anything. They bring so much joy in a way i cannot fathom explaining

mdzs( really excited to dive into this)

Yeah i started off with the series and am currently in the process of finishing the book online

Now, some facts about myself because i overshare like that

I am indian! I mean it wouldnt quite show but i am:D

I like food, alot.

I like books and poems also, alot.

I like cats.

I am in a constant state of unexplainable emotion which take over my entire being.

I like to write stories and poems

I have thoughts. Alot of 'em

And said thoughts will probably end up written down and posted at 3 am on tumblr

I am fragile and will break at any time but also "any time" is probably never

I am the force of attraction between magents with opposite poles

I wanted to kill myself, now i dont. Improvement:)

I have short term memory(by short term i mean i forget what i did 10 seconds ago)

Okay i've yapped enough,

Goodnight^-^

Buh byee<3

Lan jingyi speaking the unwritten rules

I dont think so you do...

Thought of the day (night) (2)

I am confused and torn between whether to hate or love xue yang. And yes, this is about him, xiao xingchan and song lan again.

Like, i will actually cry if i got to read about song lan's adventure. And i mean just because of xue yang, two perfectly good innocent people who were bestfriends, got torn apart and witnessed the other die.(indrectly)

But all i've seen till now is xue yang's and xiao xingchen's ships and i dont understand because xue yang literally drove him to the point of suicide.

HE MADE HIM KILL THE BESTFRIEND WHO XXC GAVE HIS EYES TO

Like huh?!?!? Song lan's perspective is probably so sad... like imagine your living a good life, calm and all then suddenly you capture a guy and in revenge the guy kills your whole family(clan) and you go blind. Then you see again because your best bro gave his eyes to you but just as you wanted to say thank you, you couldnt. Then you waited more than 5 years searching (i assume) for him but in the end got killed by the person who never got the chance to say thank you or sorry to. Like, to know the person who you took on many adventures just killed himself like that and the only thing remaing is an artifact which used to belong in the memories of someone long gone.

Not to mention the look lan zhan has while giving song lan the sword because he knows the feeling of losing someone you loved...

And even though song lan has xiao xingchan's spiritual cognition, its so broken to the ppint he cant bring him back and i assume cant talk to him through the music notes too because of this.

So song lan basically travels the world with a peice of memory about someone who he will never meet again until his next life.

((BUT THAT TOO IN SOME CULTURE SAY UPON SUICIDE ALL TIES GET CUT OFF AND YOU NEVER BE WITH SOMEONE FROM PAST LIFE AGAIN))

Overall, THEIR STORY IS FUCKING SAD AND I WILL COMMIT SERIOUS WAR CRIMES IF IT MEANT TO SEE THEM REUNITE ATLEAST ONCE😭😭😭😭😭😭

Goodnight,

It is 11:28 pm

Buh byee