
i'm starting to think this is not real
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Yk the feeling of dread when you are in the first few seasons of watching something and accidentally see a post with a huge ass spoiler but you only read half of it and never again so you watch the entire series, scared to death about what else was in the spoiler and if its gonna happen or not? No? Just me? Okay...



Rabbits in Training!!!!
please all mdzs fans, i have a question
So i got all the 35 episodes of the donghua but i have heard and seen clips from other anime style like chibi and was wondering if there was only one animated version of mdzs or more? Because i know theres
The novel
The live action
The donghua
The manhua
Audio drama
Japanese manga and anime which isnt released yet
So just wanted to ask which versions i am missing cause this summer i am on the run to watch all of em.
Edit: i got to know about the mdzs q which is another animated version . So thank you^-^
Kind regards,
Troy
Guys i started watching word of honor
And i am surprised because no one noticed how zhou zishu in the poster looks kinda similar to meng yao? Is it just me?
Like zishu looks like a mature and idgaf version of jin guangyao????





Happy birthday you sweet little pea, i couldnt do anything for your birthday:(
English teacher: why do you do this to me.. its just a copy, please stop
Me: *furiously writting all my answers with hidden meaning at every word when i'm mad*
NeVer
Handmade tassel!^-^ (2.0)
Well, i just had the blade charm the rest isnt really much, i hope it looks as cool as i imagined to you too
(Inspiration is qinghe nie clan)




The qinghe nie sect is next ss i have a very cool saber charm•U•
I might make em for all the clans so please stay for more!
Handmade tassel!^-^
So, i made a thing and then found out it comes under being called a tassel. The inspiration was lanling jin sect for some reason.
(The photos almost makes it look like real gold)





Too good to exist i am in LOVE

Yiling Laozu reappeared for the first time.

"Wei Ying, come back to Gusu with me."
DONGHUA VERSION
I mean yes wei wuxian's death is the main plot of the series but tell me why i havent found anybody commenting on what he mustve felt during those moments standing on the cliff deciding that its the end? Being pulled from the feeling by a ray of hope only to be dislodged to your doom by a sword held by the hands you knew all too well? To die by the hands of someone you grew up with, someone you gave your life to. Like to die knowing that the one who you gave your literal life to hates you. I havent read the book yet so i do not know what happens in the novel in his death scene but the look on wei ying's face as he said let go of me and calls out to jinag cheng is forever etched into ny memories

PEOPLE OUT HERE BE WRITTING SHIT LIKE THIS FOR FREE?!?!?!
This is exactly why i love fanfic writers
Edit: because people keep asking , this is from
https://archiveofourown.org/works/25731223
Or build me no shrines by
occultings (microcomets)
Thought of the day(3)
Derivakat songs on mdzs.
Like it goes hand in hand???
See, "why?" By her goes perfectly to the relationship between jiang cheng and wei wuxian.
I'll write some of the lyrics just so you can see it
So why? (why) Why did you lie? (lie) Why did your words amount to nothing? (nothing) And why? (why) Why did it fall? (fall) Why did you leave me here with nothing? (nothing) Look at what you've done, is this your happy ending? (Is this your happy ending?) Look around and see, this is history repeating (history repeating) Do you even care that you've left things beyond repair? (beyond repair) It was by your hand, you've turned a masterpiece into a nightmare (nightmare)
I know its not the perfect fit but i think this is what jiang cheng wouldve probably felt like towards wei wuixan..
Also, "doomsday" i think goes pretty parallel to the massacre of the nightless city.
Theses are just examples from songs of the smp, if you have more thoughts on this( i hope you do) then reblog this so i know i am not going insane alone.
EDIT: okay i am going insane alone, but i just listened to , " kiss your dreams goodbye" and idk how i didnt hear this before but this is the chorus
Face your fears, hide your tears Endless night, say goodbye Chaos always wins You'll pay for your sins Watch from behind a mask This life will be your last Lights flash, break through the darkness And sides clash, they're calling me heartless But I don't care anymore I don't care, I don't care You can kiss your dreams goodbye Keep you in the dark Go and kiss your dreams goodbye You know I'm never far Go and kiss your dreams goodbye
I dont think i need to read into it further to make you understand like it fits so well..
Also songs like tell your story that kinda go with wen ning towards the wen remanents or lan wangji in the 16 years when he told the juniors bout wwx
It is 4:23 pm
(Its 2 :26 pm at time of edit)
Buh byee

Happy birthday to the sweetest older sister and our soup queen.
Its late but heres a quick doodle of jiang yanli, i love her^-^
The editing on the last pic is so subtle but wouldve probly taken a shit ton of effort and i am here for it



— richard siken, war of the foxes
.... i cant cry dont make me cry
They never find his body; they suppose that was their first mistake.
Perhaps the next was assuming the one with the power of death and souls at his fingertips would remain dead.
Yiling longs to know whether their child, their patriarch, died that night.
Or if he simply slipped off into the night.
Either way, he still shows up.
Years later.
Changed.
A little smaller.
A little brighter.
Less haunted, less sad.
A white-clad enemy in tow.
Stoic, sensible, and irrevocably in love.
And the villagers think: "At last, our little Yiling boy, has a home and a family. No more cold nights, no more hunger, and no more dogs."
Now the threat of that family being ripped to shreds, is all but likely.
Safe, because of their reputation.
Because of their power.
Something Yiling wished the remnants had had, once upon a time.

Lan jingyi speaking the unwritten rules
The most capable thing my brain can do is be incapable of being capable when being capable is much more desired than being incapable. So in short, my brain is dumb.
I can see myself in bird point's view falling into mdzs more and more every living second. Not to mention mr. Idk anything has caught my attention for no apparent reason..
Why is ji li as nie huaisang so fine?! Is it just me?!?!

My mother : *walking into my room at midnight to check up on me*
Me trying to stuff the mess of books, my phone and candy under my blanket:

Thought of the day (night) (2)
I am confused and torn between whether to hate or love xue yang. And yes, this is about him, xiao xingchan and song lan again.
Like, i will actually cry if i got to read about song lan's adventure. And i mean just because of xue yang, two perfectly good innocent people who were bestfriends, got torn apart and witnessed the other die.(indrectly)
But all i've seen till now is xue yang's and xiao xingchen's ships and i dont understand because xue yang literally drove him to the point of suicide.
HE MADE HIM KILL THE BESTFRIEND WHO XXC GAVE HIS EYES TO
Like huh?!?!? Song lan's perspective is probably so sad... like imagine your living a good life, calm and all then suddenly you capture a guy and in revenge the guy kills your whole family(clan) and you go blind. Then you see again because your best bro gave his eyes to you but just as you wanted to say thank you, you couldnt. Then you waited more than 5 years searching (i assume) for him but in the end got killed by the person who never got the chance to say thank you or sorry to. Like, to know the person who you took on many adventures just killed himself like that and the only thing remaing is an artifact which used to belong in the memories of someone long gone.
Not to mention the look lan zhan has while giving song lan the sword because he knows the feeling of losing someone you loved...
And even though song lan has xiao xingchan's spiritual cognition, its so broken to the ppint he cant bring him back and i assume cant talk to him through the music notes too because of this.
So song lan basically travels the world with a peice of memory about someone who he will never meet again until his next life.
((BUT THAT TOO IN SOME CULTURE SAY UPON SUICIDE ALL TIES GET CUT OFF AND YOU NEVER BE WITH SOMEONE FROM PAST LIFE AGAIN))
Overall, THEIR STORY IS FUCKING SAD AND I WILL COMMIT SERIOUS WAR CRIMES IF IT MEANT TO SEE THEM REUNITE ATLEAST ONCE😭😭😭😭😭😭
Goodnight,
It is 11:28 pm
Buh byee

Thought of the day(night)
Xue yang. I could go into more depth because this character xue yang is so.... broken.
This boy, who we know nothing of, just wanted revenge and after he got it, he died.
He killed over 50 people and then decieved those who interfered him by making the so called hero kill innocent people.
He bit the hand that helped him and died for it.
And he didnt regret anything as we see until the last moments.
This man was so broken, and just as he was healing with xxc by his side more shit came. I honnestly would read an entire book if it was about him because he is just so intricate. Like wtf even goes on in his mind? I wanna know. And nobody talks that much about him from what i see.
Xue yang is a hell of a character and i am so sad we only get to see so little of him in the series because i would love to know what or who made this seven year old decide to take revenge for more than 20 years straight.
That is all,
Its 1:40 am
Goodnight
Buh byee
Hi,the name's troy
Now i admit, i am not the best host so i'll get straight to the point.
I like green, cats, food, poems, music, gaming and a shit ton of books.
So to not confuse any unlucky soul who may venture upon my id,
Here are the fandoms i am currently in
Fnaf (classic, never grows old)
I think its my first fandom and i will never get tired of it
Dsmp (it met a very sad end)
Seriously, it used to bring so much joy to me. Now its just filled with old memories
Kpop (mainly stray kids, txt and enhypen)
Yes, i am a multistan but my ults is skz and txt but recently got into enhypen as well.
Harry potter (couldnt resist it)
I blame my friend and the internet for forcing me into here but i kinda kinda love it so i am not complaining
DRAMAS (I LOVE EM)
Nothin else to say. Chinese korean Taiwanese thai anything. They bring so much joy in a way i cannot fathom explaining
mdzs( really excited to dive into this)
Yeah i started off with the series and am currently in the process of finishing the book online
Now, some facts about myself because i overshare like that
I am indian! I mean it wouldnt quite show but i am:D
I like food, alot.
I like books and poems also, alot.
I like cats.
I am in a constant state of unexplainable emotion which take over my entire being.
I like to write stories and poems
I have thoughts. Alot of 'em
And said thoughts will probably end up written down and posted at 3 am on tumblr
I am fragile and will break at any time but also "any time" is probably never
I am the force of attraction between magents with opposite poles
I wanted to kill myself, now i dont. Improvement:)
I have short term memory(by short term i mean i forget what i did 10 seconds ago)
Okay i've yapped enough,
Goodnight^-^
Buh byee<3