Justapersonlookingtospeak - I Just Want Company I Guess

You think attention is love and that’s why you suffer so deeply.

Isnt it unfair how you can grow up with the luck of having a working body, getting used to everything working the way it should, being happy, being healhty, just for it all to be ripped away as you get older. Having to get used to the idea of never doing the things you loved again, and people expecting you to be okay throughout it all.

"do it scared" ok but I would like to do something some other way occasionally. Like at least once. For a change.

“I’m just broken. But in a way that makes me … me. My drugs don’t define me. I’m not psychotic. I’m not dangerous. The drugs I take are just a pinch of salt. A little seasoning in life, if you will.”