Ill Just Leave This Here.

I’ll just leave this here.

what is transabled

so this is a "i'm fine but really feel like, or wish I were/was_________"

is this just a cute way of saying "I think I'm going to merge Munchhausen's with hypochondria"

screw you guys. be nice to me. I'm medicated but I swear I have Borderline personality disorder and some shizmits like that.

or eah. maybe I was supposed to?

or maybe I was not supposed to be with scoloisis and neuro fibromatosis. yeah yeah. the backwards of transabled. I have reason to have body dysmorphia. I don't empthizie with the "i'm 300 pounds overweight I hate my body"

I also am transhobby. I just gravitate twords drawing things, but I should of been a really really good female wrestler.

I may of been born  a geek, but I don't think I can, as hard as I try be a scene brat clubber or swinger.

that is what it is.

wait what?

http://www4.images.coolspotters.com/photos/417861/matt-smith-and-gucci-rtw-a-w-2010-11-leopard-print-jacket-gallery.jpg so what is with using the image with one of those memes. please enlighten me

or is it a trolling thing? It appears on the meme generator site. I am perplexed.

just don't

it is one odd thing to dream of "dead friends", in which when you do, you have the idea of "I know you are a ghost, hey someone else can see you? that is cool"

and then their sibling is in the dream, "oh good you see them too?" during that one time I thought the other had died to.

but then she did.  and now there is a "didn't you die? why/how are you here?" but their sister is no longer in the dream and I don't know why.

it is so weird.

and dogs. I dream of our dead dogs, and family wants me to feed the dogs. but I'm not taking care of ghost dogs

horrible

self loating and season born misery and lost of  lostness of selfitude and withdrawls of mood stablelizing drugs

and i am so indesscriblbly miserable I hope this is not waht drunk feels like.

because wtf. why

and i just do not like myself always and hate it all. my head swims with the confussion and lack of knowing how to fix anything while doing it alone and having only people that might not be the best to do it

to fix me.

just shut up and buck up and do it and fly right and stand tall.

joke?

what is an identidy joke? "2 guys walk into a bar, the 3rd is very short and ugly said he is a bottle of vodka and the two said they agree because he ain't no tall drink of water and an angry drunk"