Something Was Missing

something was missing

it had dawned one me, that I think I have no swag. and you just can't buy that in a box. but then I saw some purple hair dye called "purple swag". so I guess you can.

horrible

self loating and season born misery and lost of  lostness of selfitude and withdrawls of mood stablelizing drugs

and i am so indesscriblbly miserable I hope this is not waht drunk feels like.

because wtf. why

and i just do not like myself always and hate it all. my head swims with the confussion and lack of knowing how to fix anything while doing it alone and having only people that might not be the best to do it

to fix me.

just shut up and buck up and do it and fly right and stand tall.

The moment I knew I would love 10

what is transabled

so this is a "i'm fine but really feel like, or wish I were/was_________"

is this just a cute way of saying "I think I'm going to merge Munchhausen's with hypochondria"

screw you guys. be nice to me. I'm medicated but I swear I have Borderline personality disorder and some shizmits like that.

or eah. maybe I was supposed to?

or maybe I was not supposed to be with scoloisis and neuro fibromatosis. yeah yeah. the backwards of transabled. I have reason to have body dysmorphia. I don't empthizie with the "i'm 300 pounds overweight I hate my body"

I also am transhobby. I just gravitate twords drawing things, but I should of been a really really good female wrestler.

I may of been born  a geek, but I don't think I can, as hard as I try be a scene brat clubber or swinger.

that is what it is.

joke?

what is an identidy joke? "2 guys walk into a bar, the 3rd is very short and ugly said he is a bottle of vodka and the two said they agree because he ain't no tall drink of water and an angry drunk"

glow action fan art. 3x3. drinking 3 coffie mug sizes of black tea makes for difficulty in fine detail.

used craft acrylic and varnished

I am thinking of selling but for how much?