
i don't know. 99.9% womany, myrsexual myrromantic fictosexual. is this where I list all my medical and mental health problems? I wish I could be a hot mess, but I'm only a mess
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Transethnic
transethnic
transethnic, a new term so weeaboos can feel good?
so, this is more of "I was born in Kansas, raised by very very American people, good old flag lov'n folks. but I can't quite shake this feeling that I should of been born into another nationality, It's not just that I am a Francophile, but I really feel I should of been born in France, to French parents"
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so much a sorry
i feel so terrible I cannot easily get into contact with a kiln and don't think it is right to ask those places where it just feels like a "stop by, pay money, paint your own pottery" to go "yo! how much to just fire this thing? it has glaze, it just needs to be fired. I don't want to feel like these horrible people and kids from the internet who break promices and run off with money"
i want something pretty
there seems to be a lack of "pretty" males or ones I like the look of. especally on Pounced.and if they are lithe and pretty they will be homosexual and that kind of dosen't work for me, as I am a heterosexual female woman girl thing who cannot shapeshift with a snap of the fingers.
joke?
what is an identidy joke? "2 guys walk into a bar, the 3rd is very short and ugly said he is a bottle of vodka and the two said they agree because he ain't no tall drink of water and an angry drunk"
horrible
self loating and season born misery and lost of lostness of selfitude and withdrawls of mood stablelizing drugs
and i am so indesscriblbly miserable I hope this is not waht drunk feels like.
because wtf. why
and i just do not like myself always and hate it all. my head swims with the confussion and lack of knowing how to fix anything while doing it alone and having only people that might not be the best to do it
to fix me.
just shut up and buck up and do it and fly right and stand tall.