kaiyodei - i don't know what is going on here
i don't know what is going on here

i don't know. 99.9% womany, myrsexual myrromantic fictosexual. is this where I list all my medical and mental health problems? I wish I could be a hot mess, but I'm only a mess

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Transethnic

transethnic

transethnic, a new term so weeaboos can feel good?

so, this is more of "I was born in Kansas, raised by very very American people, good old flag lov'n folks. but I can't quite shake this feeling that I should of been born into another nationality, It's not just that I am a Francophile, but I really feel I should of been born in France, to French parents"


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12 years ago

a joke

how many fictional characters does it take to screw in a lightbulb?

as many as the writer writes them to do, because they are not real and need a creator to dictate their actions


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12 years ago

ready set go

so when to people say "everything posted in godkin are from trolls"?


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12 years ago

Maybe the reason people/beings get mixed up about their identities is that it’s sometimes difficult to tell the difference between what you identify as and what you identify with.

You can identify with lots of different things: plants, animals that you think are cool, elves, anything really....

12 years ago

what is transabled

so this is a "i'm fine but really feel like, or wish I were/was_________"

is this just a cute way of saying "I think I'm going to merge Munchhausen's with hypochondria"

screw you guys. be nice to me. I'm medicated but I swear I have Borderline personality disorder and some shizmits like that.

or eah. maybe I was supposed to?

or maybe I was not supposed to be with scoloisis and neuro fibromatosis. yeah yeah. the backwards of transabled. I have reason to have body dysmorphia. I don't empthizie with the "i'm 300 pounds overweight I hate my body"

I also am transhobby. I just gravitate twords drawing things, but I should of been a really really good female wrestler.

I may of been born  a geek, but I don't think I can, as hard as I try be a scene brat clubber or swinger.

that is what it is.


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12 years ago

horrible

self loating and season born misery and lost of  lostness of selfitude and withdrawls of mood stablelizing drugs

and i am so indesscriblbly miserable I hope this is not waht drunk feels like.

because wtf. why

and i just do not like myself always and hate it all. my head swims with the confussion and lack of knowing how to fix anything while doing it alone and having only people that might not be the best to do it

to fix me.

just shut up and buck up and do it and fly right and stand tall.


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