Heart Been Broke Too Many Times I I Dont Know What To BeliEeEve~

Heart been broke too many times I I don’t know what to beliEeEve~🎶💔✌️🥲

Just a Friend to You

Chapter 8: I wanna be your girlfriend

The pair walk outside, Akaashi’s head tilted upwards as he looks at the scenery around him. On the otherhand, Y/N continues to fidget with her fingers, her eyes glued to her feet on the ground, until they get to a secluded space.

“Alright N/N, what did you want to speak about?” He asks softly, looking at Y/N. She plays with her fingers, her eyes quickly meeting his, then with the same speed going back to the same spot of looking down at the ground.

“Keiji, I really want you to hear me out on this one, okay?” She asks, looking up at him for another second to see him nod at her with soft eyes. Y/N takes a breath in, trying to calm the nerves that are buzzing inside her.

“I l ike you, a lot. Possibly even love you and if that’s not the most terrifying thing I could have done for the past 3 years I’ve known you, than I don’t know what is. I know that yeah love is a meaningless concept since one day we’re all gonna die- let me not go down that road, heh. But Keiji, I don’t want to just be your best friend. I love being your best friend but you don’t know how hard it is to look at you and your gorgeous, stupid face everyday and just want to scream out any compliment and tell you that you make me happy and hug you and kiss you until I can’t breathe. YOU make me feel those things and I can’t help it, I’m sorry.”

Afterwards, Y/N breathes out, slightly out of breath from the long speech of her confession. Her eyes lift to reach Akaashi’s which are staring back to her. The pair look at each other for a while, trying to read each other as well as trying to figure out what to say.

Finally, Akaashi sighs, pulling Y/N into a hug as her arms go around his waist, his on her back. As they stand in silence, Y/N continues to silently freak out whilst waiting for an answer from the man in front of her.

“Y/N,” he calls, her eyes following upwards, however they are still in a hug.

“I never wanted it to be this way and god I am so stupid and I am so sorry, I never wanted to hurt you in your life I promise you with all that I have. I just, I can’t return those feelings.”

A little crack appears in her heart as she hears that last sentence. Y/N steps back, separating herself from him as tears slowly but surely begin to well in her eyes.

“O-Oh, that’s perfectly fine.” She gives him a small smile, the cracks in her voice giving away how many emotions she’s currently holding back.

“I’ll talk to you soon, Akaashi.”

Notes

Akaashi does not like Y/N

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY

MR. LEVI ACKERMAN

December 25 2020

I almost missed it cuz I wasn’t on tumblr the whole day :0

I SIMP for this man 🥰

What a freaking badass •3•

Awww I love yammssss 🥺✨💕

Haiii! I’d like to place a mystery package!! (Male pls)

My favourite colour: mint pastel green

My favourite song (at the moment): line without a hook

Place to be: France, I’ve always wanted to go to France

Favourite flower: hyacinth or hibiscus 🌺 :)

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Manga Version Akaashi but Coloured

I traced this but I still wanted to share it cuz I don’t know how to draw but I enjoy turning the mangas into colour :p