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Love Hate Me: A Levi x F!Reader Series (Completed)

summary

There is only one thing in life that you are sure about: you hate Levi Ackerman just as much as he hates you.

You and Levi have never gotten along. You hate how he is utterly full of himself, how he looks bored all the time, how he constantly picks on you. He hates how you glared at him the first time you met him, how you seem to spend too much time with Jean Kierstein, how you seem like your hiding something. The two of you despise each other, and perhaps that is the only thing that the two of you can agree on.

But, you have to wonder, is there something else hiding under all of that hate?

warnings

nsfw: fingering, cunnilingus, smut, degradation, name-calling, hint of somnophilia

violence: mentions of blood, wounds, killing

spoilers: fic takes place in season 3 and references the plot

chapters

part 1: the dream

part 2: his eyes

part 3: the handkerchief

part 4: the cut

part 5: the wound

ao3 link

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fanart

sketches by @mioni-sora

drawing by @mioni-sora

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Soo apparently Tumblr has this thing where posts won’t show under relevant hashtags until you’ve actively used your account for a certain period of time so idk when this will become officially public but if you’re reading this I suppose it’s been sorted. I will happily take requests if you think I’m good enough.

Levi Ackerman X Reader

Summary: Eren is being held on trial for his newly revealed power of being able to transform into a Titan. You being his sister are also accused of being of being a Titan. Levi is not happy.

Disclaimer: I don’t own Attack on Titan or its characters which is sad, I also don’t own you because why would I want to? I also don’t own the GIF below. Just my words. That’s all I own.

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You stood outside the courtroom leaning against the cold stone wall, your arms folded and legs crossed over each other, biting your lip so hard you were surprised the skin hadn’t broken. Your brow furrowed into a small glare as you stared intently at the ground, nerves eating away at your insides causing a sick feeling to wash over you, some bile rising in your throat.

Your Survey Corps jacket still steaming from Titan blood that had yet to evaporate from the previous battle outside wall Rose, your adrenaline still pumping from the experience of flying through the air and cutting down the titans. Your brain still hasn’t fully grasped what the fuck had happened. One minute you had seen Eren be devoured by a Titan, the next he was storming the battle field very much alive and in the form of the enemy. Your little brother. The boy you had protected almost your whole life could transform into a Titan.

It just couldn’t be real.

You squeezed your eyes shut, your grip tightened around your arms, the brown leather from your jacket crunching under the pressure. Is this what your father had been doing in the basement? Experimenting on Eren? Is that why he had these powers? You couldn’t separate facts from assumptions, your mind lagging at every thought. They were willing to kill him if they thought he was guilty of anything, they would happily drag him away to be executed and you no doubt would suffer some kind of interrogation. If you screwed this up your entire future could be in jeopardy. Eren’s too.

But that begged the question: where you a Titan too? Did the power reside in you too? You hoped to God it didn’t.

You growled a sudden surge of rage flying through your body and on instinct you lashed out, your fist pummelled the wall a loud crack coming from your knuckles a hot sting pulsing through your hand. Your body trembled violently as you stood, your fist still connected to the dented stone, lines of thick scarlet liquid running down the wall to drip on the floor creating a pool of scarlet blood.

“That was stupid.”

You turned your head to meet the steely gaze of Captain Levi, the man stood before you his arms folded, his uniform pristine and clean as ever, as if he hadn’t been battling titans an hour before. His sharp jaw set in a firm line, raven black hair brushing over his silver eyes, his lips set in their usual unsmiling position. You let your hand fall to your side, standing straight turning away from him to hide your face, blood still dripping from your cuts.

“You’re acting like you wouldn’t do the same if you were in my situation.” you replied icily, your tone not even making him flinch. He lazily moved his eyes to the side in response as if exasperated by the entire ordeal, he moved forward so he was less then a meter from you.

“I know I wouldn’t break my hand punching a fucking wall.” he drawled gesturing to your now reddened and bloodied mess of a hand. You pulled it infront of yourself to hide it from his line of view cradling it in your other hand, he made a “Tch” noise you didn’t raise your head or turn around, you couldn’t bring yourself to look at him.

You stood in silence for a while as the last few members of the military and court opened the door. You turned your head see a glimpse of the courtroom as the door closed behind the last person that entered. You could see an ocean of faces, the stand in the middle where your brother would be held in five minutes when the trial began. You sighed folding your arms staring back down at the cobbled floor, tears pricking your eyes which you refused to let fall.

“I’m just scared for him.” you whispered your voice cracking slightly “they could kill him Levi...they...they could dissect him or or worse...”

You trailed off a wave of dread washing through you, but you quickly regained your composure, you heard Levi step closer behind you flinching slightly when he reached up placing his hands on your shoulders turning you round to face him. You turned your head down refusing to look at him, reaching up he roughly grabbed your chin and pulled your face to meet his, his eyes dead set and serious.

“You’re a fool if you think I’d ever let anything happen to you or your brother.” he said his voice as monotone as ever but his misty eyes softened ever so slightly his hand reaching up further to brush your cheek before pressing his lips to your own, soft and comforting against yours, his free hand grabbing you by waist and pulling you closer to his small but muscular body. Gently he pulled away, the familiar taste of lemon and mint on his breath lingering in your mouth.

“Captain, (y/l/n)!” Petra called from down the corridor “it’s about to start.”

You trembled slightly, swallowing the lump in your throat. Levi turned towards the door at the end of the corridor his hand grasping your own, guiding you down the corridor your legs weak as you came towards the huge oak doors. He opened them, holding it open for you before letting it close behind himself.

The courtroom fell into a hush as they laid their eyes on you, you noticed Mikasa and Armin in the crowd they waved you over, the military police and Garrison members staring at you. You glared defiantly back marching over to where your brothers friends where, the staring only stopping when Levi glowered at them the infamous captain asserting his authority and protection over you with just a look before walking off to join Hange and Erwin, you gave him a small smile as thanks as he passed.

“Are you ok (y/n)?” Armin asked, you stared down at the small blonde and nodded swallowing a lump in your throat.

“I’m ok Armin.”

“You look quite pale.” Mikasa answered gently, you kept your vision forward where the verdict stand stood, you let your gaze drift to where the judge sat before your eyes drifted over to Levi, as a veteran you should have been standing with your Commander and Captain but you took comfort with being with your younger brother’s friends.

Before you could reply to Mikasa’s concerns the door opened with a bang, the entire room falling into another silence all eyes on Eren, his hands cuffed behind him, members of the military police guiding him to the stand. The breath hitched in your throat at the sight of your little brother bound by shackles and forced to kneel before the judge a pole placed throug the chains he wore to hold him as prisoner.

You felt Mikasa grasp your hand, her own panic evident in her face at the sight of her best friend being treated like a criminal. Eren looked just as pale as you if not more, his huge green eyes plagued with unrest, he looked so much older then he did when you last saw him two days ago. Eren turned his head, l his emerald orbs widening at the sigh of you and his friends.

“Eren Yeager, you are here to prove to this court that you are not a threat to humanity and have a right to dwell within these walls.” The judge called out, his voice ceasing any and all chatter, Eren swallowed nervously and nodded “it’s said here that you have the ability to transform into a Titan. Is this true?”

“Yes.” Eren replied weakly dropping his head, his ebony hair falling around his face “it’s true.”

It wasn’t long before the court was yelling at each other, their arguments all crashing into each other falling apart as quickly as they were put together. The Garrison yelling at the military Police, the Wall Worshippers yelling at the Survey Corps, all the while you could only watch as Eren closed his eyes tightly, his nose scrunching up and his chest rapidly falling and rising.

You knew he was stressing. His form hunched over as he pulled against the restraints, the clanking of the chains falling on deaf ears as the court continued to yell at each other. You felt your heart rate increase, your own thoughts scrambled not being able to properly form at the confused and fear stricken atmosphere.

You looked to your side leaning forward slightly to meet eyes with Levi, his steely gaze met with yours, your own eyes quivering slightly in panic at the situation your brother was in. His expression never changed from it’s ever present frown but his eyes told you enough, telling you that you shouldn’t worry because he would protect you and Eren even if it meant his own form of punishment. You nodded to him, inhaling a shaky breath, your eyes drifted over to Hange who looked just as concerned as you. Erwin seemed to be calculating in his own head what the next actions should be, your commander had promised when Eren was still imprisoned that he would try everything he could to save your brother. But you knew that one slip up would cost Eren his life.

“How can we trust him?” a voice called out “how do we know that he isn’t a Titan who can transform into a child and he came here to destroy us?”

“Do you hear yourself?!” you yelled your anger getting the best of you, slamming your hands into the wooden bar infront of you, Armin jumped violently as you grit your teeth “Eren didn’t even know he had this power, how can you accuse him of being an enemy Titan?!”

“Well he is a Titan if some kind, we can’t neglect the idea he could be our foe!” another voice called out, you shook your head a low growl escaping your throat.

“I’ve seen Titans! I’ve killed many of them I know what a Titan is, who here can say they’ve seen one? Killed one even?” you pointed out, although you couldn’t see him ticked away from your view behind Erwin, Levi smirked to himself his lip lifting upward slightly at your honest backlashes, he would always love your confrontational streak “he sealed Wall Rose, he killed other titans and he saved Mikasa!”

“It says in the report he also attacked her when closing up Wall Rose. Is this true Mikasa?” the judge asked all eyes turning to the raven haired girl who stood quietly her gaze drifting to Eren who stared at her wide eyed “you cannot lie young lady, you are in a house of truth.”

“Yes. It’s true.” Mikasa said quietly, your breath hitched in your throat as the crowd began their murmurs again, you knew she would lie if she could but a part of you couldn’t help but be angry with her for throwing Eren under the horse like that it was selfish of you really , it’s not like she had a choice in her candour.

“Knowing all this are we really prepared to invest our money, will power, time and the face of humanity into this danger? One who has unexplained abilities that could put all of us at risk?” someone from the stands called out, your fists clenched inton tight balls.

“What about her!?” someone yelled, their finger pointed at you, the entire court room turned to face you. Any normal person would have shrunk back in their place at being given this much negative attention. You were not a normal person, you were dating Captain Levi you would never be classed as normal. Instead you folded your arms glaring at the Garrison member who had his dirty finger pointed at you “she’s his sister it’s probably genetic! She probably came here with him to damn us all!”

“He’s got a point we don’t know what causes it she could be the same as him!” another person yelled.

“She could be a monster too!”

“Maybe we should dissect her too!”

Your eyes widened slightly. For the first time since becoming a scout you felt threatened, fear rising in your throat like a sickness. All sound had left your mind, the shouts from Levi and Eren against the court members not even being processed as you own thoughts internalised. Where you a Titan too? It was possible. If Eren could do it then what was to say you couldn’t too? You didn’t want to be a Titan if you were one.

What would Levi do? He wouldn’t love you anymore, he hated Titans he spent his whole existence killing them, there was no way he would stay with someone who could become his most hated enemy. The thought of that scared you more then anything, you didn’t know what power you held, you prayed you were not like Eren, you prayed that your life would stay the same as it always had. Levi would never look at you the same way again if you were in fact a monster. He would never touch you the way he did, or even acknowledge you like he did if it was true that you were in fact plagued with that burden.

You were ripped from your thoughts when you felt three pairs of hands roughly grab you, one pair pulling up and down on your hair smashing your face into the wooden beam below of the stand pinning it there, your cheek smushed into the cold wood. The other pair of hands firmly grabbed your arms pulling them behind your body while the third pair pressed sharply into the back of your neck. You hadn’t even realised what was happening until it had happened and you found yourself being crushed against the bar your breathing restricted to raspy gasps, your eyes wide in alarm as you tried to see who your attackers were.

Your eyes darted around the room, your vision limited by the position you were in, the world sideways. You could see Levi, an angered glare on his face his body tense and ready to fight as he made a sharp move towards you, Erwin and Hange both having to hold him back from making a bigger scene, your boyfriends angered shouts and cussing ringing in your ears.

“You son’s of bitches.” he seethed his patience wearing to its last nerve “let her go! She has no part in this! Wait till I get my hands you you bastards!”

The captain clearly very disturbed but the position you were in, to hear that the love of his life was threatened to be dissected like an animal. He only stopped his shouting when Erwin roughly grabbed him by the shoulder pulling him back, Levi fuming quietly to himself.

“Hey maybe I’m the monster you’re after but you leave her out if this you hear me?!” Eren yelled his desperate cries echoing in the hall as you struggled against the men holding you down trying to raise your head only for it be slammed back into the wood, your form shaking in shock and anger, Eren pulling against his shackles “she’s innocent! Do whatever you want to me but leave her out if it!”

“Why should we trust you?” a voice called out.

“What does it even matter? You’re so intent on pushing selfish agendas you’re blind to what’s infront of you.” Eren spat, his voice low, you could only stare at home trough your compromises position the firm grip on your body not letting up “non of you have ever seen a Titan,so what are you so afraid of huh? What’s the point in having a weapon if your not going to fight? You’re all cowards! I’ll do it for you, I’ll kill the Titans I won’t stop until every last one is dead. Shut up and put all your faith in me!”

The room was silent for the longest time. You could hear your own heart beat in your skull, the blood pounding through your brain, your chest and face beginning to ache from the position you were gripped in. Your laboured breathing the only thing anyone could hear, a muffled moan escaping your mouth as your hair was yanked on harder.

Your eyes were only focused on Levi, his gaze never leaving you, you could see it in his eyes that he was plotting how he would punish the military police members who had you pinned. You knew he wanted to come and get you out if your painful position, but he couldn’t get to you, you knew what he wanted to do to the men holding you down you could see it in his body language. His fists clenched by his sides his jaw clenched, he leaned forward before jumping the gate and walking swiftly up to Eren, his eyes dark.

You watched with anxiety as Levi made his way over his next move unknown, before lifting his leg, you knew what he was going to do but before you could even attempt to stop him Levi’s leather boot had connected with Eren’s cheek, sending his body into a recoil his tooth flying from his mouth bouncing along the floor. Mikasa rushing to pull Levi off of her best friend, Armin pulling her back causing her to grunt and only glare at the man currently laying it on Eren.

You could only watch in horror, squirming under the hold, as your boyfriend mercilessly beat your brother to a pulp. Eren’s eyes black and blood dripping from his mouth as his body was pummelled in all directions, his cuffs clanking against the pole that restrained him. Levi continued to smash his fists and feet into Eren, the captain’s face ever expressionless as he continued his ruthless beating until Eren was gasping for the right to breath slumped over, blood dripping from his lips. Levi stood above him, his eyes glazed over before looking up.

“You know personally I believe nothing instils discipline like pain, what you’re in need of boy isn’t a talking to. You need a firm lesson and luckily you’re in the perfect kicking position.” Levi said smoothly before landing a few more kicks to Eren, your brother grunting in intense pain as you tired once again to pull out of grip from your captors yelling at Levi to stop, a grubby hand clamping down around your mouth as you heaved as much air as possible to try and breath.

“N-now hold on Levi.” a Military Police member said, Levi pauses his kicks, his foot rested firmly on Eren’s forehead.

“What is it?”

“It could be dangerous, what if he gets angry? Turns into a Titan?” he asked his voice cracking. Levi stares at him, arching an eyebrow his leg dropping to the floor, his eyes glancing at you his last half lidded gaze shifting to one of more enraged fury at the sight of you being muffled by a Military Police member.

“You seem to have no problem inflicting pain on my partner,” he drawled his tone laced with ice as he glared at the Military Police members holding you down, as if to emphasise your discomfort the one holding your hair tightened his grip from the fear of the Captin casuing you to gasp, Levi growled but remained composed “you’re telling me that Eren Yeager will turn into a Titan if pain is inflicted on him but not if you inflict it on his sister who we actually have no proof is a monster?”

You flinched slightly at his words, so he would think you would be unlovable if you were a Titan? You closed your eyes, your heart sinking as you felt your captors swiftly release you, your body no longer being pushed into the wooden bars as you slowly stood up, Mikasa helping you stand as your head spun. Your back cracking lightly as it straightedges out from his bent position, your neck stiff and cheek red.

Levi gave you a look his eyes softening and you nodded letting him know you were alright. He gently nodded in return and lowered himself down grabbing Eren’s hair and pulling him up, your brother moaned in discomfort but you were still dizzy from your lack of air to say anything, Mikasa still clutching you tightly.

“Anyways don’t be silly. After all you were going to dissect him weren’t you? They say when he transformed Yeager could take down twenty titans before he ran out of strength. As an enemy his intelligence makes him all the more dangerous, but I can still take him down without a problem. How many of you can say the same? Before you torment the beast you’d better think : can you actually kill him?”

The room fell into a silent hush for what seemed like foreve as the minds of the intellects worked trying to configure an argument. Levi walked back over to where you stood, his glare hardened at the sight of the Military Police members who stepped away from you and Mikasa, but not before Levi landed landed a harsh blow with his elbow to each face of the three men, they cried out in muffled pain as blood began to run down their faces trying desperately to claw their way back through the crowd to get away.

Levi made his infamous “Tch” noise before gently taking you from Mikasa’s grasp, she hesitated but only let you lean against him when Armin tugged on her jacket. Levi wraped his arm around your slim waist, your head leaning against his shoulder, you felt weak leaning into him for support infront of everyone who viewed you as a fierce Titan killer, but in this moment you needed him to be your crutch to hold you while your brothers life lay out of reach from your control.

“Are you ok?” Levi mumbled his gaze dropping to look at you, Erwin’s request about Eren’s placement on the Survey corps fading to the background.

“Yeah, I’m ok.” you mumbled pressing your sore cheek further into his firm chest, the white material of his shirt creasing“just took me surprise.”

“Hmm, I still want to behead them for what they did to you,” Levi growled his grip tightened around your waist.

“That makes two of us,” you reply and he lets a small huff of air escape his nose in small amusement “you went a bit harsh on Eren, you knocked his tooth out. You’re lucky I was held down.”

“It was necessary, now he gets to join the Scouts. You can keep an eye on him.”

“You mean you can keep an eye on him.”

“Tch, I don’t want anyone getting hurt, least of all you. If it means I lose a few extra hours of sleep trying to keep Eren contained then so be it.”

“Don’t do that to yourself, you don’t get enough sleep as is.” you scolded pulling away from his chest to stare directly into his eyes, despite being taller then Levi, the Captain still had more dominance over you.

“If I continue to wake up next to you I don’t care how many hours of sleep I get. I have to keep you safe, I have to keep everyone safe,” he replied and you felt your face heat up. Levi rarely showed public displays of affection or said anything that would make him seem like he had gone soft. But his love for you was never out of the question. Maybe your previous thoughts about being a Titan and it’s consequences were mislabelled.

“Alright we have a conclusion,” the judge said banging his hammer against the wood of his stand “Eren Yeager, you will be handed over to the Survey Corps. Your ability will be monitored and tested outside the walls. Captain Levi will adopt you into his squad and will be under constant surveillance. Any slip ups, any casualties, anyone gets injured where unnecessary by your hand, you will be placed back under the custody of the Military Police where you will be executed and used for scientific experiment.”

“At least we get to look after him.” you whispered as you watched the Military Police unchain Eren, letting him rise to his feet, the court beginning to disperse “I can’t imagine how scared he must be.”

“He’ll be fine, but you had better let him know how serious it is if he makes a wrong move. I can only get him out of his messes for so long. And if it came to a choice of humanity’s safety or your brother’s you know I would always pick humanity. No matter how much you would hate me after.” he said glancing at you and you nodded pressing a kiss to his cheek. You knew Levi cared about Eren, of course he did. But you also knew that when the needs of the many outweighed the needs of the few, Levi would always pick the majority.

“(Y/n) are you ok?”

You looked away from Levi to see Eren stood before you, his eyes searching your body for injury. You nodded rushing forward and embracing your brother tightly, his own arms wrapping around your form to pull you into a tight hug, your pelvis crushing once again into the wooden bars that separated you, but you don’t mind this time.

“Yes Eren, I’m fine. But what about you? I was so worried I thought they were gonna take you away from me.” you gushed pulling away from the hug, clutching his cheeks in your slender fingers.

“I’m great. Better then ever. I finally get to kill titans, I have the power to do it so no one else has to get hurt. Not you or Mikasa or Armin. We can take back Shinganshina.” he answered and you stepped back slightly. You knew Eren’s desire to cleanse the world from titans, but sometimes he scared you with how aggressive he could be. He would get himself killed if he continued to act so impulsively.

“Just be careful kid,” you whispered “you’re the only family I have left.”

Eren nodded, giving you one last hug before exiting the court room, his two friends and the rest of the Scouts following behind. You turned back to Levi, the small man holding his hand out which you gladly took as he walked you toward the oak doors letting them close behind you, his hand clutching yours tightly as you walked through the corridors. You stayed silent for a while, your own thoughts spinning on loop as you stared down at the floor.

“How’s your hand?”

You glanced down at Levi’s words, the skin still stained with blood and bits of skin peeling away where the stone wall had pierced the fragile flesh. It felt numb and it looked swollen, you sighed and pushed it into your pocket.

“We’ll clean it when we get back, .” Levi continued and you nodded, he stared at you before realeasing a small sigh “Eren’s going to be fine you know.”

“Yeah I know.”

“Then why are you so down?” he asked, although sounding exasperated his layers of genuine concern lay underneath, the hints of his affection that only you could pick out from his own Levi language smothered by his harsh tone.

“What they were saying back there, in the court, that if I was like Eren. It just got me thinking,” you raised your head to stare into his silver eyes holding back small tears that threatened to fall “what if I am like him? What if I can also become a monster.”

“That’s what had you so upset?” he asked, he sounded almost relieved that that was the only problem, you shook your head.

“No. That wasn’t it. I was worried...” you trailed off, you didn’t like taking about your own feelings too much it made you feel stupid but with Levi it would come so easily once you built up the courage “I was worried that you wouldn’t love me anymore if I could do it. Become a Titan. You hate Titans, I couldn’t bare it if you hated me too Levi. You’d never look at me the same way.”

Levi stopped in his tracks, his hand letting yours slip out of his causing you to walk a few steps forward, you stopped too and turned back to face him, nerves spasmed in your stomach and you suddenly felt just as awful as before the trial. Levi just stared at you, his eyes giving away his shock at hearing what you had just said, as if it was blasphemy that you had even conjured those thoughts to begin with. He glared at you, causing you to shrink slightly before he stepped forward and took your hand firmly in his own dragging you behind him like a rag doll.

“Don’t you ever say that.” he partially growled “don’t ever say that to me again.”

“But Levi I...” you don’t have time to finish before Levi had swung you round, your back slamming into the wall behind you, his hands placed either side of your head, his gaze never leaving your own, his well built chest pushed up against your breasts, his hot breath falling lush on your face.

“I’m ashamed you think I’m that shallow,” he said his tone no longer holding its edge, instead replaced with his usual boredom but once again his voice held layers of hurt “I don’t think you realise how much you mean to me. You think I’m going to let something like that get in the middle of what we have? You’re an idiot if you think I would ever stop loving you (y/n) Yeager. I hate Titans, not you. If you have the same power as your brother then that’s how it is, I’m not going to stop caring about you not after I’ve cared about you for so long. So you can stop any ideas you might be forming in that head of yours right now, because you’re the only one thing in this entire damned earth I need.”

His lips were hovering inches from your own, your bodies pressed together your heart hammering in your chest as you stared into his eyes, his scent filling your senses as you tired so hard not to cry. Relief flooding your veins as his words sunk into you, absorbing every heartfelt word he had said. Before you knew what was happening you had thrown yourself into his arms, your lips crashing against us own. It didn’t take him long before his arms wrapped themselves around your waist, his hand reaching up to tug lightly on your locks of (y/h/c) hair as he bit on your lips letting his tongue wrestle for dominance over you own. Before he pushed back up into the wall, despite his small stature he was very strong as he lifted you up, his hands reaching to grab your ass giving it a squeeze, your own long fingers raking through his onyx locks, trailing through his spiked undercut, letting your hands run down his broad shoulders and over his toned chest, your fingertips brushing the ascot that he wore so proudly round his neck.

Gently he pulled away from the intimate kiss, both of you panting lightly as he let you slip down the wall back to your feet. You lips numb from the passionate act of affection, Levi once again took your hand in his own walking you back down the corridor any doubts in your mind now completely erased.

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I hoped you enjoyed that sorry if it was boring I like little actions of affection sometimes, this took me ages to finish cause I just write too much. I might do a Haikyuu one next with Kageyama (it will be fluff I promise I just don’t see Levi as a fluffy person so I wrote more grit with him) because my kink is aggressive and moody black haired anime boys. If you want updates on what I post then be sure to follow and if not I hope you have a nice day and thank you for reading.

Birds of a Feather Masterlist

Pairing: Canon!Levi x F!Reader

Current Word Count: 46.7K

Summary: You were the most notorious criminal in The Underground City. With your organisation of highly skilled professionals, only one man could take you down. He also happened be be Humanity’s Strongest... and your ex.

Content Warnings: Canon typical violence, torture, abuse, smut, death, major character death, survivor’s guilt, mentions of suicide (nothing explicit)

A/N: hallo hallo, this is my first Levi series! i hope i haven’t missed any warnings off, but if i have please don’t hesitate to let me know. this was probably the first Y/N x Levi idea i came up with, and my god has so much planning gone into this. this whole mini masterlist will be updated with things as i go, but for now let’s keep it to chapters ^-^

Chapter list

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Chapter Three: Bird Cage (8.2K) {𖣘𐀔}

Chapter Four: Firefly (14.8K) {𖣘𐀔}

Chapter Five: War of Hearts (13.2K) {ꨄ𖣘𐀔}

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Chapter Eight:

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Hii I have an angst scenario where levis so gets trapped under a collapsed building after a titan attack because she was saving civilians -with a happy ending please :3

Out of the Ashes

Pairing: Canon!Levi x F!Reader

Work count: 6.4K

Warnings: Canon typical violence

A/N: god you people know me so well at this point. I. LOVE. WRITING. HURT/COMFORT. PLEASE the angst is just the best. i love all your requests but hurt/comfort just holds a special place in my heart… FUN FACT! this is actually named after my favourite Michael Morpurgo book i read as a kid :,)

i hope this is what you hand in mind ^-^

You could never just have one fucking day to yourself, could you? There always had to be one thing after another, one disaster immediately following the next. It was how you found yourself zipping around Trost district, slicing through nape after nape.

Vibrations rattled the legs of your bones as you quickly kicked off the wall of a spire, sending yourself through the outstretched fingers of a 15m, before it's nape too was swiftly taken care of.

This was a shitshow. An absolute fucking shitshow. Once again humanity had been caught unawares by the Colossal and Armoured titans, somehow taking out your defences as if they were punching and kicking through paper. And not a Scout in sight. The Garrison were doing as much as they could, protecting civilian lives and evacuating them to the gates, but it wasn’t enough. It was never enough.

You winced as you landed on a rooftop, your knee giving out slightly as it buckled beneath the impact and your weight. It was the reason you’d stayed behind rather than heading out on the most recent expedition. Managing to pop your knee out of place when taking a hit for another soldier on the last mission had hindered your mobility too much to ride a horse, much to your dismay, and Levi’s relief.

You’d been dating for some time now. When you first met him, you still being a cadet and him fresh from the underground city, you thought he was the most annoying, foul tempered, vile humoured, prickly little bastard you’d ever had the displeasure of meeting, often finding yourselves provoking each other, belittling each other or just plain ignoring each other. That was until a particularly harsh expedition roughly eight months after your begrudging introductions. The same expedition where you’d lost your best friend. She’d been with you since you were cadets. You were partners in crime, two peas in a pod, she was your ride or die. And then she did die. She died protecting you, throwing you clear of a crawling titan’s jumping trajectory and quite literally sacrificing herself to save your pathetic little life.

You were barely holding yourself together, your sanity hanging on by a quickly fraying thread, when he made a comment about you being here and not her. It didn’t have his usual biting tone, but the words were there nonetheless, and you snapped. You snapped and punched him square in the jaw, the faintest crack gracing your ears as you raised your fist to strike again, before two arms looped beneath your armpits and held you back. Of course you struggled against it, you wanted to fucking kill him. Not for what he said, but for being right about it. She had given her life to save you. You, of all people. And you screamed at him. Screamed every damn word about how stupid she was, how fucking ridiculous she was that she’d had chosen you over herself. How pitiful and shameful it was that you were the one to live. How you knew every single damn insult that was about to fly from his mouth because you’d already thought of it beforehand. You’d already realised before he even had time to say anything that yes, it was a great fucking shame that you were the one to return and she wasn’t.

It was only when you fell quiet did you realise the entire courtyard was looking at you in sympathetic pity, and you hated those looks. You didn’t want pity when you were just stating facts, and the raging fire in your shining eyes told Levi just that, before the flames were quenched completely. You relaxed in Hange’s grip, now realising it was your mutual friend who had stopped you from going berserk, and there was no other way to describe you other than fractured. You looked tired, broken. Like an old toy nobody wanted to play with anymore, left on the shelf to gather dust and cobwebs.

When you’d later discussed this incident a little further into your relationship, Levi described you like he was watching sunlight bleach the cover of a book, or grey skies sapping the green from the trees. You drained of colour before his eyes, monochrome replacing the fiery oranges and striking reds he’d always seen you as, before you silently walked away. Nobody went after you, everyone having heard your outburst knew what you’d just experienced, and knew you probably wanted to be left alone. But by the fourth day of not hearing your random biting remarks about whatever tea he was drinking, he’d started to realise he actually missed you. He missed hearing your laughter in the mess hall, as much as he used to claim he hated it. He missed seeing your scowl whenever you made eye contact with him. And though that punch really fucking hurt, he missed when you were paired up during hand to hand combat practice, feeling you give every strike your all, watching your eyes light up whenever you manage to gain the upper hand. He missed you. Fuck, he really missed you.

So by the end of the fourth day, Levi took his metaphorical olive branch in the form of a tray of tea and two bowls of soup, to your door.

You shared a dorm with your best friend, or rather, you did. But it didn’t exactly look like a dorm, more like the site of a titan massacre. Whatever anguished rage you couldn’t take out on Levi had been taken out on your possessions, and on hers. Picture frames had been shattered, pillows had been torn apart, clothes ripped from their drawers or closets and flung in any and all directions. The wooden bedframe had splintered under the weight of one of your kicks, and small splatters of blood decorated the floorboards where you’d sliced your foot open on broken glass.

A sharp intake of breath was the only sound your soon-to-be lover made as the door slowly creaked open. Nobody had been in here, not even Hange, since you’d locked yourself away. Well, not locked, only high up’s doors could lock, but you’d shut yourself away nonetheless. And Levi then immediately understood what you were going through, because he went through something extremely similar not eight months previous. His eyes fell to you, curled up in a corner by your bed, not even sitting on the stripped, ruined mattress. Whether you’d noticed him come in or not, he couldn’t tell, but he set the tray down on the nearest flat surface, having to gently move what looked like a really sweet pencil drawing of the two of you from beneath shards of glass, before kneeling in front of you. He’d removed his own cravat to use it as a bandage for your foot, cleaning the wound with a spare cloth he kept in his jacket pocket.

When you’d finally lifted your head, you’d expected to see Hange, or maybe a member of your squad. The last person you’d expected to see was the man who you swore hated you, and who you could have sworn you hated too. But when his soft eyes met yours, so full of empathy and understanding, you realised that maybe, just maybe, he wasn’t so bad afterall.

You ended up talking most of the night, answering his questions about who she was to you and how you knew each other. He, in turn, opened up about his own experience when he lost Isabel and Farlan, explaining who they were to him and how they died. You knew vaguely, of course, you’d lightened up on the insults and general nastiness when word reached you he’d just lost the two people who had come up with him from the dirt. But you didn’t quite understand the connection between the three of them, not until now anyway.

You ended up understanding that the two of you were fairly similar in some ways, and you realised that night, you’d just seen a side to him nobody had ever seen before, at least nobody in the Scouts, to your knowledge. And you sure as hell never expected to see this side of him. Shit, you doubted he even had this side to him. But when he turned your head to look you in the eyes, gently gripping your shoulders and asking you to promise him you would never regret what happened, never regret her decision, you realised just how wrong you had been.

It was after that night you two actually managed to talk without wanting to rip each other’s throats out. You congratulated him on becoming a captain, only to be met with his request for you to be on his squad. You shared his paperwork, his tea –as foul as you thought the drink was–, his thoughts and fears, and all of a sudden you were sharing his bed, sleeping in his arms after you’d both realised you’d fallen in love with each other.

It was with his help you managed to honour your best friend’s life. You fought for her, and for this new relationship that seemed to have blossomed from the seed of grief. She used to take th piss out of the two of you relentlessly, constantly chiming about how thin the line is between hatred and love. And you guessed she was right.

That must have been nine or ten years ago now, seven of those years having been spent by his side as his lover, and three of them as his wife. The thin, simplistic gold band around your ring finger glinting in the midday sun as a testament to your love for each other. You wonder where he was now, whether he too was fighting titans, or whether they were setting up camp. Their return date wasn’t for another couple of days, you knew that, but then again, Erwin Smith was always a little unpredictable. You knew from experience, having known the man for a while now.

Smoke and fire rose from ruined homes, screams of the innocent rising like a choir singing for a malevolent god. You carved through flesh and muscle, felling as many beasts as you could whilst still keeping your injury fairly safe. If you didn’t stop, it didn’t have time to hurt, that was your mentality. Until high pitched cries for help stopped your rhythm, twisting in the air so you could at least deduce where the pleas were coming from.

And your heart dropped as soon as you realised.

There was a school. An entire class worth of children and teachers trapped by surrounding titans and flames. It was a hellscape, but one you had seen before, and wouldn’t hesitate to walk through. Flipping your direction from the original path you’d set yourself on, you drew two more razor blades from your scabbard, metal singing a chorus as they too glinted in the sunlight, before you set to work.

Your first port of call was to clear the area of titans. The giants currently surrounding the building, reaching their large hands through flaming, shattered windows in search for their next morsel filled you with a certain kind of rage you’d never felt before. You’d recently had that talk with Levi. The whole “children” talk. Whether you both wanted one, and whether it was a good idea to bring a child into this world of death and terror. Maybe that was why you sliced through titan flesh so viciously, watching with sick satisfaction as the beasts toppled and fell before they even knew what hit them.

You fired a green flare, a visual sign for backup as you kept up your attack, growing tired as more large hands replaced the ones you just severed. There were too many, and the screaming from within the building wasn’t helping your sense of panic either. You were trying to stay calm. Trying everything you could to keep your breathing regular. If this was any old titan attack, you’d be fine. But there were civilian lives at stake. Children’s lives at stake. Letting them die wasn’t an option.

Relief calmed your stuttering heart as the sound of gas accompanied by the sick squelch of blades through muscle came to your aid. A small squad of Garrison soldiers putting their cadet training to good use by actually killing some titans. You would have been impressed if the current situation wasn’t so dire.

“Keep them at bay! There’s people in there, don’t let a single titan near this building, understand?!” even if they didn’t know who you were, they obeyed your orders without question. Something about your tone of voice screamed authority, and they knew you were everyone’s best bet at survival here.

Without a second thought, and without even considering the faint cracking of strained support beams, you disengaged your gas, running through the small inferno. Smoke clogged your lungs immediately, and you crouched as low as you could whilst still being able to travel at a reasonable pace. You were listening. Over the roar of fire, you were listening for the panicked shouts and hollers for help. You just needed to find where they were, and you’d get them out. You had to.

You managed to look up seconds before a part of the ceiling collapsed in front of you, prompting you to dodge back. The movement had you coughing, and once you started, it was difficult to stop. Pulling a small cloth from your pocket, you planted it over your nose, hoping to filter out the smoke as you continued your painstaking search. Long hallways lit by the blaze taunted you as you ran into each classroom, searching what felt like in vain. Until angelic, blood-cooling screams graced your ears, and you sped up as much as you could without prompting yourself to pant.

Throwing open the door, you surveyed the class of terrified looking kids, all huddled close to the ground. Tear stained and puffy eyed, they looked to you in fear, and your gaze fell to the teachers keeping them as safe as possible. It didn’t look too bad, if not for the fire that separated the two sides of the room, blocking off their exit and preventing you from accessing them. You were now frantic, searching in desperation for something, anything that could help them escape. Some desks and tables had already been consumed by the flames, but others were almost unharmed.

The structure creaked and cracked all around you, falling debris could be heard outside the classroom as you dragged one of the desks as close to the blaze as you could, gesturing for one of the adults to do the same. You had managed to create a sort of makeshift bridge, although they would have to leap across a small gap, fire licking the legs of the desks, as if taunting you, mocking you. Reaching up to pull you into the flames.

“You have to jump! I will catch you, I promise!” you shouted, heart beating faster than you thought possible as a little girl clambered up onto the desk opposite you, her expression one of utter terror. You held your arms out, cringing slightly as the heat from below engulfed and singed your skin, but you didn’t have a choice. You had already told yourself you were going to save these children, so that’s what you were going to do. Mustering all the courage you had, you wiped your own expression, before producing a calm, reassuring smile. Determination sparkled in your now flickering irises, and you took a step closer to the edge of the desk, the toe of your boot now hanging over the inferno. “Trust me.” you implored, before you saw the girl nod, take a small step back, and leap into your arms.

Instinctively you curled her into your embrace, before placing her onto the ground behind you. The next kid, a smaller, brown haired boy, seemed a little braver, and didn’t hesitate to jump over the flames, colliding into your steady body.

“I have to take two at a time! I’ll be back, I promise!” your voice must have carried to one of the teachers, her wide eyed expression, though nodding in confirmation, silently pleaded you to hurry. You had nine more children to help escape, that and the two adults. Hauling the two kids over your shoulders, you started to run. Smoke and ash coated and burned your lungs, but you didn’t stop. Eyes streaming, you gasped for fresh air as soon as your eyes saw the blue sky beyond. A small crowd had gathered in front of the school, the titans nearby having been eradicated, civilians and soldiers alike stopped to watch in awe of a single woman running in and out of a burning school, collective screams ringing out each time a piece of the building collapsed. Some people yelled at each other to help you, but nobody seemed willing to risk their lives in the same way a Scout would.

It was the commotion that drew Levi to the scene. Word had reached the Scouting Expedition that titans had broken through the wall and were running amok in Trost District. His immediate thought turned to you, worry infecting his mind as he constantly wondered if you were okay, unable to think of anything else the entire gallop back to the walls. He’d already seen enough shit today. Some cadet falling from the nape of a titan skeleton was bad enough, but arriving in front of a burning building just in time to see his wife sprint back inside of that very same burning building was enough to drive him insane. Hange ran up to his side, clearly having seen the exact same thing.

“Was that–?”

“Yeah, it was…” Hange’s eyes flicked from the doorway to Levi’s face, slack jawed with fear as he watched wide-eyed. You’d just run head first into a burning building. You. When he finally managed to tear his gaze from the door, Levi realised what was happening. There were people in there. Evident by the Garrison soldiers providing water and blankets for ashen faced children. Soot coating their little bodies, clothes stained black. Dread pooled in his gut. You were injured. That’s why you stayed behind. You had badly fucked up your knee and needed to rest. His stomach roiled as more screams from the crowd pierced the air, another section of the school collapsing to the ground, rubble and embers piling up as only one section remained. Levi couldn’t wait any longer.

There was no hesitation in his step as he ran forward, only increasing his speed with Hange’s panicked shouts behind him. But the longer he didn’t see you emerge, the more the icy hands of terror gripped his heart. He couldn’t lose you. He couldn’t lose you. He couldn’t–

“Levi?!” snapping out of his hazed trance, Levi looked up to see you, covered head to toe in ash, two kids thrown over each shoulder. Neither of you stopped to say just how fucking relieved you were to see the other. It was all conveyed through your eyes anyway. You passed the kids over to him before cupping his neck and pressing your forehead to his.

“You’re okay…” he breathed, eyes flicking between yours.

“I’m fine. Get these ones out of here. There'll be two teachers next, followed by me and the last kid. Don’t do anything stupid like come back in for me, okay? I’ll be back soon.” you reassured him, briefly capturing his lips in a light kiss before you both turned your backs on each other and ran the opposite directions.

The situation was becoming more and more dangerous by the second. Splinters and shavings of wood crested with sparkling embers continued to fall from the ceiling, smoke continued to swirl from shattered windows and broken walls. Levi didn’t know how long you had been doing this, but he was impressed you hadn’t collapsed. His own lungs strained from the excess inhalation of smoke, coughing slightly as he managed to carry the kids out to safety, gently setting them down with the rest of their class. Now was the waiting game.

Hange came to his side again, offering their canteen of water, but Levi was too focused on the doorway to notice. Everything had dulled slightly. The din around him had faded as he could focus on nothing but the door. You had to return. You had to come back.

The crowd erupted as two adults came running from the building, arms stretched out to greet those who had been waiting for them. But that’s not who Levi was looking for. That’s not who he was waiting for.

“There!” a miscellaneous shout to his left brought him back and spurred him once again into action. There you were, limping badly, a little girl clutched in your arms. His subconscious mind briefly admired how good you looked carrying a kid, before he ran back in to help you. Like earlier, you handed the little girl over to him, but as Levi went to put your arm around his shoulder so you could take some of the weight off your injured knee, you immediately protested.

“No! Get her out first, I’ll be right behind you.” you shouted over the sound of fire and destruction around you.

“I’m not fucking leaving you here,” he spat through gritted teeth, hand still clasped around your arm, but your expression remained steely.

“I’m not giving you a choice. You die, she dies. Get the fuck out of here, I’ll be right behind you, I promise!” Levi lost his grip on your arm as you shoved him forward. He gave himself time to look back as you, brows creased with worry.

“You better be.” he said, before leaving you behind. If there was ever a time Levi doubted his speed, it was now. He couldn’t seem to move swiftly enough, run fast enough. Every step seemed like it was taking another hour. But you were, of course, unable to keep up with his speed. Your knee howled in pain, having to make the jump over the fire yourself since the last girl was too scared. You’d managed to fall and land on it, badly. No permanent damage, but enough to keep you a good six or seven feet behind your husband, a man who you could usually keep up with.

But it was six or seven feet too far.

Levi cleared the doorway, shielding his face as a sudden burst of fire exploded to his right. A shrill scream of your name had him whirling, the deafening crack of solid wood hitting the ground an accompaniment to your pained yelp as you once again jumped back. It was Hange who had screamed your name, a fear like one Levi had never seen raged in her hazel irises as he set the girl down before turning back to you.

Or to where you should have been.

The doorway had caved in, creating a barrier of raging heat and smouldering logs. You were trapped. Trapped in a building that was seconds from collapsing. Levi could see it in your face. Could see the sudden, horrified realisation. The paralysing fear that you were now caught in a web of fire. The panic as your eyes searched for a way out, and the grim resolve as you realised, this was it. And it was that gentle, melancholic smile of acknowledgment that speared his chest.

Time came to a standstill. Everything faded into the background as fiery gold met desperate silver through the impassable doorway. Levi couldn’t breathe, the familiar feeling of helplessness wrapping barbed wire around his windpipe. Feet stuck to the ground, heart stuck in his throat. He couldn’t lose you. He couldn’t lose you. He couldn’t–

“I love you.”

Levi’s breath hitched in his throat as he swore he could hear your words. He lurched forward, arm outstretched, fingers flexing, trying in vain to reach you. A roar of your name ripped from his throat, anguish and grief shattering the moment of stricken peace.

Before the ceiling, and his world, came tearing down, snuffing out the flames, and your life, in a heartbeat.

There were no screams around him, or if there were, he couldn’t hear them. White noise clogged his mind as he could do nothing but watch, stuck staring at the last place he’d seen you.

You were gone.

The woman he’d sworn to protect. The woman he’d given his heart to. The woman who’s finger wore the symbol of his devotion. The future he was going to have with you. The memories he hadn’t made yet, had just been snatched away in a split second. No time to say goodbye. No time to tell you yes, he wanted to have a child with you. Wanted to start a family with you. In this world of death and terror, he wanted to bring something joyful, something brimming with such innocent happiness that he could come home to. He wanted that, more than anything.

But you were gone. A reality he couldn’t accept, not yet.

Where his legs found the strength to run, he wouldn’t question, but he was carrying himself forward. His hands didn’t even register the searing burn on his palms as they began tossing smouldering debris to the side. You weren’t gone. You weren’t. You couldn’t be. No, you weren’t. No. No. No, no, no no no nonono–

Halted in his movements by a pair of arms looping beneath his elbows, Levi felt himself being pulled back and away from the rubble. The rubble you were trapped under. Nothing made sense. No sound was distinguishable. An cacophonous amalgamation of shouts swirled together like an oil spill. Thick, stagnant air constricted his lungs as the iron-like grip around his arms dragged him further away from you. And as quickly as everything had slowed, time sped up again.

“LEVI STOP!” it was Hange’s voice, a voice he knew well. One he could easily distinguish in the sudden tsunami of sounds. Everything was suddenly too loud. Too fast. The smokey stench of death curled around him, taunting him, mocking him. But there was a kernel of hope. A small flicker that he clung onto and held tight. You were alive under there. You had to be.

“The fuck are you doing? We’re getting her out. Now.” His voice held the usual authoritative edge to it, but laced with desperation. Hange didn’t lessen their grip, only held him tighter.

“Levi… there’s no point. She’s–”

“She’s not dead.” he snapped, whipping round to face the morose looking scientist. Their expression slowly dimming the small flame of hope. Anger flared in his gut, eyes narrowing in grief stricken rage. “She’s not fucking dead, but she will be if we don’t get her out. She was right behind me, she promised…” his voice was losing what little conviction he had, expression falling as the reality finally dawned on him. He’d left you behind. He’d abandoned you. He shouldn’t have listened, he should have stayed and helped you. And now you’re gone.

You’re gone.

“I’m so sorry Levi…” apologies were worth nothing. Not when he’d survived and you hadn’t. You’d given your life to save him. And he can’t help feeling every single word you’d screamed at him years ago. This was how you’d felt. He’d forgotten the feeling. Forgotten what it felt like to lose someone so close to him. To lose someone he loved so dearly. He never thought this was possible. Losing you. He’d never even entertained the thought because it was simply too terrifying to think about. But now he had lost you, and he realised there would have been nothing he could do to prepare himself.

Sinking to his knees, the bite of the stone didn’t even reach his numbed mind. Unbeknownst to him, Garrison soldiers had been having trouble keeping people back from the devastation. Your act of selfless heroism had struck a chord with the civilian crowd, and though the likelihood of you being alive was small, they wanted to do what little they could to at least recover your body. With soldiers being tired after a day’s battle, there was nothing they could do when the crowd broke through. Immediately people set to work, wrapping their hands with whatever material they could gather to protect their hands from the heat. Though the fires were now out, a few glowing embers still glowed.

Hange watched with tear glistening eyes, their expression awestruck as they surveyed the situation. Levi too had managed to turn his head. In this world of death and terror, the occasional kindness of humanity mesmerised him. This is what your selflessness had done. You’d brought people together, people who were too scared to move, too scared to help. Through the blanket of agony, a small arrow of pride cut through the cloth. Pride over how high you’d soared from how far you’d fallen. He was so fucking proud of you. So–

“SHES HERE!” any more lacerations to his heart and Levi didn’t think he would survive. They’d found you. From beneath the smouldering debris and rubble, they’d found you. His hope reignited, Levi was on his feet, the crowd parting for him like some biblical figure.

Joke after joke had the universe played at his expense. Death after death, loss after loss, heartbreak after heartbreak. But the weak strained cough from your dusty, bloodied body felt like fate giving back. You were alive. You were alive.

Your lower half was still buried, a beam of solid wood preventing you from crawling to safety, but the slow, shallow rise and fall of your back was the proof Levi needed that you hadn’t left him. You were still here. He didn’t have to say goodbye. Not yet. Levi couldn’t quite work out why his vision was suddenly blurry, until wet warmth trailed down his face. Sinking to his knees for a second time, a tentative hand cautiously brushed bloodsoaked hair from your face.

Cracking an eye open, you struggled to focus your gaze on the familiar yet hazy outline of your husband, head spinning from the crushing weight currently paralysing you from the waist down. You opened your mouth to speak, immediately tasting the metallic tang of blood on your tongue, but before you could say anything, Levi was already shushing you.

“It’s okay, you’re okay, we’re gonna get you out, okay? Just hold on for me, you’ll be out soon, just hold on,” whilst his words and gentle caresses of your hair soothed you, a small smile pulled at your lips when you mentally questioned whether he was trying to reassure you, or himself.

Levi briefly looked up from your face to quickly gage how they were actually going to get you out. Currently, the entire weight of the collapse wasn’t on your legs. But there was a steady creak of wood telling him that soon, the supporting plank will give way and completely crush you. He needed to get you out. Now.

“Captain Levi Sir! We’re more than willing to pull together and lift what we can! But we won’t get another chance Sir! That plank is minutes away from breaking and once it does, we won’t be able to lift the full weight.” Levi closed his eyes for a second as the soot stained civilian addressed him. He needed to separate his emotions. He needed to forget that it was your life at stake, because everytime his mind reminded him, panic flooded his system and he couldn’t think straight.

“Alright, thank you. We have one chance at this, I’m counting on you.” he replied, his voice steadier than it was a few moments ago. Reverting his gaze back to you, you seemed a little unaware of what was going on. Drifting in and out of consciousness, you tried your best to stay awake, but exhaustion was proving that task difficult. Levi’s brows pinched slightly, before once again stroking your hair to get your attention. “Hey, ‘m going to need your help. Can you prop up your upper body for a second? Can you do that for me?” it wasn’t really like you had much of a choice. The only way Levi could gain enough leverage to pull you out without ripping your arms off was if he could hook his elbows under your armpits and tug.

You nodded, slowly bringing your arms from their positions to push yourself up. Only, all and any strength had left you. Your arms wouldn’t work, bones feeling like twigs, muscles feeling like foam. You tried in vain to muster any strength, closing your eyes in defeat as you relaxed your body, accepting your fate.

But Levi wasn’t having any of it.

“Don’t you fucking dare give up. Don’t you dare.” he hissed, lifting your head with a finger beneath your chin. Though his words were harsh, his touch was gentle, eyes filled with steely determination. “I thought I lost you earlier, I thought you were dead. I thought you were gone. We’ve been given a second chance, I am not losing you now, understand?” the haphazard, makeshift support groaned in protest to the weight, spiderwebbing cracks only underlying the urgency in his tone. You were tired. You were hurt. But giving up was not an option. Not now.

You nodded as much as you could, a new determination igniting to life as you grit your teeth. You had never felt heavier, but as soon as you’d managed to elevate your upper body high enough, Levi slid beneath you. Bracing a foot against the wreckage, his hand cupped the back of your head, still unable to quite believe you were still alive. Though now wasn’t the time for reprieve, neither of you could help quickly basking in each other’s presence as you buried your face in his neck.

“Levi–”

“It’s okay. You’re gonna be fine. This might really hurt sweetheart, but you’re going to have to trust me, okay? You’ll be safe soon, I promise, just a bit longer,” he soothed your slightly matted hair, reassurance spilling from his lips before he looped his arms beneath your shoulders. He felt your breath against his neck quicken slightly, anxious adrenaline feeding your heart.

“Ready?!” the same man from before shouted, a whole line of both civilians and soldiers alike had their hands braced on the beam that was currently rendering you helpless. Multiple answers of “Yes!” and “Ready!” rang out amongst the crowd, before the countdown started.

“Three! Two! One–”

“I love you too,” Levi murmured, before his arms tensed around you.

“LIFT!”

Wood and brick tumbled from the wreckage as the entire mountain of rubble was lifted from your body. An agonised scream tore from your throat as blood stabbed a thousand needles into your legs, rushing to rehydrate the veins and nerve endings. A grunt of effort left your husband’s gritted teeth as he dragged you from beneath the debris, using his leverage against the collapse to push against, finally pulling you free.

As if unable to bear the weight any longer, as soon as you were safe, the deafening crash behind you told you all you needed to know, the split of the support beam and the rumble of falling shrapnel making you jump in Levi’s embrace.

But, you were free. And your husband wasted no time in gently adjusting you so you were cradled in his arms, secure within the crease of his abdomen. He held you against his chest, your hand coming up to weakly grasp his bicep. You didn’t realise you were shaking.

“It’s okay, you’re safe now. You’re safe. Fucking hell you scared me shitless, fuck.” he muttered, breathing slightly erratic. You could tell by the tone of his voice he was crying. Not that you could blame him. Not when you were crying as well.

“I c-couldn’t breathe, Levi, I th-thought I was going to die, I never thought I’d g-get to see you again,” you stuttered through tears, prompting him to hold you tighter.

“I know sweetheart, I know. But you’re safe now. I’m sorry I didn’t come back for you, I’m so fucking sorry,” you slowly, gently pushed against his chest so you could look up, wanting to show him it wasn’t his fault. And peering into your now shining eyes, Levi saw everything you wanted to say. Your tentative hand came up to softly caress his cheekbone, and though he couldn’t help feeling like he should be comforting you, he couldn’t help leaning into your touch, hand coming up to encase your wrist, holding you against his cheek after being so terrified he’d never feel it again. You guided his head to yours, tiredly raising your head to touch your brow against his, and finally you could breathe again.

A small, calm smile pulled at Levi’s lips, allowing the peace to settle in both his mind and his body. “If you ever pull a stunt like that again, I swear I will just kill you myself and get it over with,” there was nothing in his demeanor that even remotely suggested he would do such a thing. You chuckled weakly, contently resting your head back against his chest.

“Yeah yeah, like you wouldn’t have done the same thing.” you responded, and though exhaustion swaddled your bones, you had enough energy for a spark of mischievous defiance to enter your gaze.

“Tch, I mean it. Don’t fucking do that again,” he reiterated, though clearly amused by your old self slowly returning. In those brief minutes he thought you were dead, he realised he’d never get to see this again. But you’re here, and Levi silently made a promise to himself to always protect you, no matter what. There was a beat of contented silence, before you spoke up again.

“Sooooo, about that kid…” your smile morphed into a sly, toothy grin. Rumbles of laughter vibrated from his chest at your expression, his hand coming up to cup your face, thumb smoothing your ruffled brow.

“You are in no state to bring that up now. Heal up first, then we can start trying for a brat,” and the look on your face was worth everything the two of you had just been through. Your jaw slackened slightly, eyes widening in realisation as his words processed in your mind. Fresh tears welled in your eyes as your smile broadened into something awestruck, searching his face for any sign of deceit and coming up naught.

“Wait, really? You want one? A family?” you couldn’t help confirming what he’d literally just told you, incredulous disbelief swirling in your irises as he just nodded, admiring your expression.

“Yeah,” he brought you into his embrace again, reslishing in your face once again being buried in his neck. “Yeah, I think I do.”

Killing stalking.

Unpopular opinion, Yoonbum is just Levi Ackerman if he hadn’t been saved my Kenny

* Levi Ackerman Headcannons *

He isn’t into PDA but he will give you head pats or just ruffle your hair when around other people.

His Love language is acts of service, I feel like he isn’t great with words, so he would express his feelings by bringing you tea, cleaning your office, checking your odm gear is working properly, things like that.

Since he has insomnia he would probably watch you sleep on a sofa next to his desk while he works.

If your sleeping in the bed he would peek his head through the door every few minutes just to make sure you’re ok.

He absolutely adores when you stroke his hair and scratch his undercut with your nails.

He loves going on walks with you.

I feel like he’d be scared of thunderstorms (because of what happened with Isabel and Farlan) so when one happens he would be curled up under a blanket and you would just have to hold him and tell him everything is going to be okay.

Every time he goes into town he would bring you home a little trinket that reminds him of you.

If he did finally have some time to sleep and rest he would probably lay his head on your chest while you run your fingers through his hair.

Or if he’s not laying his head on your chest, he is holding onto your arm with his face nuzzled into your shoulder.

One of his favourite pastimes is Sitting in front of the fire, reading a book, with you curled up beside him sleeping.

Or Him laying his head on your lap while you read outloud to him.

He likes when you hug him from behind.

He’s Actually Hilarious, like I don’t think he realises how funny he actually is.

He will just randomly poke your cheek.

He has really fluffy and silky hair.

He smells like Mint and Vanilla with the occasional scent of bleach.

He gets flustered really easily.

Most likely would fall asleep on your shoulder

Hear me out ~

⚠️ Season 3 Spoilers ⚠️

when Levi was younger, his mother would always hum a certain song to him, he can’t remember the words,but he can remember the tune perfectly.

He often finds himself humming it when he’s stressed or upset about something.

One day after a very tough expedition, Commander Erwin called him to his office, they were talking about casualties and things of the sort.

The conversation died down and Levi was about to leave when he heard Erwin humming the same tune that always comforted him.

He turned around and looked at him, memories of Kuchel filling his mind.

He felt relaxed, he hadn’t even realised how tense he was.

It became a normal thing for Them to hum to each other when either was stressed or upset.

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When Erwin Died, Levi went back to his body and hummed the song to him for one final time.

Levi: Y/n... I like you.

Y/n: I like you too!

Levi:...

Y/n:...

Levi: I want to be more than your friend

Y/n: Do you want to be my... cousin?

Levi: Fuck I give up

You have me | Levi Ackerman

Sumarry: Levi can't stand to see Y/n torture himself like this anymore.

Pairing: Levi Ackerman X Squad Leader!Reader | word count: 575

A/N: English is not my first language, so I’m sorry for any mistakes.

"Could you calm down for God's sake?" Levi asks leaning against the doorframe, watching you sign the papers.

"What are you talking about? I'm calm." You say without taking your eyes off the paper.

Levi sighs, and enters the office closing the door behind him.

"You've been here for about four hours, and I think you're going to fly away if you keep swinging your leg like that." Levi says sitting in the chair in front of his desk.

"I'm fine Levi." Y/n says, giving Levi a slight smile, who is obviously not convinced.

"Let's get something to eat, by the way, when was the last time you ate?" Levi says remembering that he hasn't seen Y/n eating in a while.

"I'm not hungry, I just want to stay here and finish this." Levi looks at Y/n with a frown.

'She's punishing herself' Levi thinks.

"Y/n, that wasn't your fault" As soon as Levi says that, Y/n stops writing.

"I could have done more." Y/n says closing her eyes tightly.

"You almost died there, what else could you have done? Y/n if you had died, what would I have done?" Levi says feeling his heart tighten at the thought of losing Y/n.

"Please tell me Y/n, how would I go on without you?" Levi says reaching out, and holding Y/n's hand.

Y/n finally looks at Levi, and can't control his tears, Levi sighs sadly, and goes around the table getting behind his chair, hugging Y/n who is still sitting in the chair, from behind.

Levi wasn't much for physical contact, but it was his Y/n that needed comfort.

They stayed like that for a while, until Y/n finally calmed down, and stopped crying a little.

"Hey" Levi says kneeling in front of her, so he can see her face.

"It wasn't your fault" Levi says softly, and Y/n closes her eyes crying harder.

"How could it not have been Levi? They trusted me." She says shaking her head and crying more.

"You did a wonderful job, how many times have you saved all of us? How many times have you saved my squad's cadets?" Levi speaks feeling his head start to hurt seeing his favorite person in that state.

"I should have gone in their place." When Levi hears this, he feels his heart breaking.

"Would you be blaming me if were my squad?" Levi asks after a while of silence.

"Of course not." Y/n says sniffling.

"Then why are you doing this to yourself? Can't you see how strong you are?"

"Can't you see you're the strongest of us all? Cadets are crazy about you, damn I'm crazy about you." Levi speaks, and sees Y/n's eyes fix on him.

"I've lost so many people Y/n, but I don't know what I would do if I lost you, please don't say that anymore." Levi says stroking Y/n's leg.

"I'm sorry Levi...I am-"

"Exhausted, I know honey." Levi smiles softly, a smile that only Y/n could see.

Levi gets up and grabs Y/n's face, wiping away his tears with his thumbs.

"Since you are in no condition to take care of yourself, I will take care of you"

"Get on my back" | Eren Jaeger

Prompt's: 26 - "Without you, I wouldn't even be here anymore" and 27 - "Get on my back"

Pairing: Eren Jaeger X Reader

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Eren smiles and runs as soon as he sees Y/n sitting on the grass.

"Hey I was looking for you." Eren says sitting next to Y/n.

"I'm just here…thinking." Y/n says pulling the grasses out of the ground.

"In what?" Eren says leaning his shoulder against Y/n's.

"just...how are you?" Y/n says and turns around looking worriedly at Eren.

He looks at her almost in shock, and smiles fondly.

"Is that what's bothering you? I'm fine." Eren smiles at she.

He had noticed how much Y/n had been worried about she, since she had seen Squad Leader Hanje experimenting on him, she knew that it had scared she.

"I just...wanted to do more for you." Y/n says lowering her head.

Eren looks at her, and smiles in disbelief.

"Maybe you don't know anymore... Without you, I wouldn't even be here anymore" Eren says and feels his cheeks heat up.

"I don't even do anything..." Y/n says and Eren pushes her lightly.

"You do everything, even though I don't deserve half of it...

"hey Y/n."

"What's up Eren?"

"If one day I change, or I'm cruel to you... know that I still love you, okay? That will never change no matter what happens." Eren says scratching the back of his head.

"I love you too, Eren." Y/n smiles shyly.

Eren looks into Y/n's eyes, and leans down giving Y/n a tender peck on the lips.

Yes, that had been their first kiss.

"Brats, come both of you, I need to talk to everyone." Captain Levi shouts from afar.

The two shyly separate.

"Well, we better go." Eren says getting up, and extending his hand to Y/n pulling her off the ground.

"Get on my back, I'll take you." Eren says and Y/n smiles, jumping on Eren's back, grabbing her neck.

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リヴァイ兵士長

Captain Levi

Capitão Levi

him✨✨✨

🤍🤍🤍

Ok but sex with postwar!Levi is so soft and so passionate, he wants to feel every part of you. His hands are gentle, he would caress every single inch of your skin. Levi likes to be able to see you when his cock is buried in your wet pussy, he loves the expression of pure pleasure on your face. "Cum for me darling, please." His kisses would be long and full of emotion.

Not to mention how sensitive he is, your mouth makes him feel like he is on cloud nine. "Fuck. F-fuck. Baby I'm gonna-" And he whines while cumming because it just feels so so good for him.

BEFORE THE RUMBLING!!

Levi x Reader

Mentions: angst, pregnancy, and fluff

Random story I just created

More than likely to have errors it’s 1:50am and I’m TIRED.

Instagram: Cornerofdesires (artist)

Levi x Reader

Things have been always out of control in paradis. You and Levi have been together in secret. Yes he was a busy man however he had the time to build a hidden home. Had the time to visit you as much as he could. It was often.

“It’s been awhile..” you said twiddling with your fingers. “ I know. I’m glad you’re safe” he said suddenly holding you tight. “I have something to confess.” You spoke. Levi stepped back. He started to panic.

Many thoughts ran through his head.

“Maybe she found someone else?”

“ maybe I don’t make her happy enough?”

“ Did I do something wrong?”

“ She probably hates that I haven’t visited her in a month”

“Does she want to kill me?”

“ she doesn’t love me anymore?”

He calmed himself down. “Yes? What is it?” He said with a calm voice. You placed your hand on you lower tummy. A barely visible bump. “ I’m pregnant.” He chuckled. “No you’re not.” You got angry and slapped him. “I’m pregnant!” You yelled . “ you can’t be. Not right now. Not with all of this shit going on.” He said sternly yet crying. Crying because he knew he wouldn’t be around 24/7 during your pregnancy. Worried something can happen to you. He’s lost almost everyone he’s cared for. “ Why are you crying?” You asked wiping his tears away. “You c-can’t be. I’m happy yes. That we’re together. That I’ll be a father but I’m scared something might happen to you. I promise I’ll be here as much as I can. I love you.” He spoke holding your hands. “ I love you Levi. Calm down. We will get through this together.”

Soon enough years later Levi informed Hange about you. She was shocked.

“Hey little guy copy and paste. Very strange how genes work.” She spoke. “ Hi lady” he replied sitting on your lap. “This is my wife. Y/n Ackerman and our son Levi Ackerman jr.” Levi said flicking hanges forehead.

Hange wished Erwin could’ve met you and your son. Erwin knew, Levi told him as soon as he got back to work after you had told him. Which is the reason he would come home a lot more often during your pregnancy. Erwin met him only twice. At a year old and at 3yrs.

“ what’s that?” Levi asked. Hange burst out in excitement “ some gifts for the baby!” She replied

You opened the big box. There were a lot of baby supplies and toys. Your eyes widened when you saw a fake mini odm gear.

“ maybe he’ll be interested to join the scouts one day.” She said. Levi quickly spoke. “ there won’t be any need of him thinking about joining. I’m sure everything will be fine by then.”

He rubbed your back giving you a peck on the cheek.

Time went by. Levi left early in the morning. Leaving a letter behind.

My dearest y/n,

I won’t be back home for a while. A few weeks? Months? You need to stay strong. Not only for yourself but for our child. I’ve left many supplies for emergencies along with more hunting materials in the cellar.I love you and our baby boy very much, more than anything. I’ll be thinking about you and Levi Jr everyday like I always do. My beautiful family. I promise this world will change soon.

Ps,

When you get lonely think of me and you’ll definitely release. ;)

Love you my dearest y/n

Love you my wonderful son

You read the letter with a smile and tears slipping. Levi can always make you laugh with his dirty words. You knew he’d come back even though you worry 24/7 when he’s gone.

It’s been a 1 1/2 year. Levi hadn’t come home. You had come to the conclusion that he’s dead. You were heartbroken and Levi jr knew something was bothering you. He’d ask frequently about his father and your responses were along the lines of the military is a work that takes up a lot of time. That his dad was humanity’s strongest soldier.

Since you lived in a hidden part of paradis there wasn’t much you knew. The last thing you knew was the scouts infiltrating Marley as Levi had said when he returned then left.

Another few months went by. You were going insane. Crying everyday when your son was asleep.

“ He’s gone and left me alone. Humanity’s strongest soldier.. it was all a lie.” You cried into his coat. Your heart couldn’t take it anymore. “ how could you do this to me. You promised you’d come home. To our son and I.” Your body trembled and your knees gave out on you. Your body touched the ground. “ m-mama!” Your son cried seeing you fall. He looked around trying to find a way to help you. “ mama wait!” He yelled grabbing a cloth from the table and pulled the chair out. “ up mama up. You can do it.” He held your hand.

Flashback

“Up y/n up. You can do it.” Levi said with a tch afterwards. You had just fallen due to tripping hard. You cried as he held your hand.

“There mama see you’re good.” Levi jr said as you sat down on the chair. It’s crazy how he’s identical to Levi. You remember what his letter said. “You need to stay strong. Not only for yourself but for our child.”

That got you back on track.

“Why are you crying mama?” He asked as you picked him up. “ I miss daddy that’s all. He should be home soon.” You replied. You did miss him but in your mind he wasn’t coming back. Not at all. He was K.I.A. “He’s coming home! Really!? My birthday is next week! so cool!” He was so excited. Full of hope and faith that his father would come home just in time for his 5th birthday.

The day of Levi jr’s 4th birthday was such a sad event. His dad was a no show. He still ate a pie you baked. You still sung his Happy Birthday. He still got a great gift. You always make them. After awhile Levi jr stopped asking for his father. He didn’t care about him.

Another year passed.

He was more focused on learning from his teacher, you. He learned how to read, write and learned many other subjects. He eventually helped you do cute little tasks around the house.

Setting up the table

Organizing your books

Clean up his toys

Help you sweep. (Didn’t do it 100% right but you appreciated the help)

You were slowly forgetting Levi. Getting used to living calmly with your little boy. Happy. “Mama it’s almost lunch time.” Levi jr said excitedly. Lunch is his favorite meal of the day. You walked outside shooting a goose. “Sweetheart wait here.” You ordered him. You walked over to pick up lunch. “ Hello ma’am?” A man spoke you quickly grabbed the arrow you shot the goose with and held it to his throat. He had beautiful ocean blue eyes and blonde hair. “Come back here and I’ll make sure you won’t live to see another day.” You spoke. “ Are you Y/n Ackerman?” He asked with a gulp following after. “ What’s your business?” You replied pressing the tip of the arrow enough to prick his neck. “ I’m Armin Arlert your husband is asking for you. There was a war. He was injured. It took awhile for him to recover. He asked me to come here until he was fully recovered. Here I am.” He said.

Levi jr quickly ran outside cutting the back of Armins knees. Not deeply enough to cause damage. You taught him how to defend himself. Armin hissed. Then looked at the little guy.

“Levi was correct. Copy and paste.” He spoke.

“ w-where is he now?” You asked carrying jr. “Good job Levi. You’re doing great.” Armin looked confused but then realized it’s important to fight. “Back at his house. Everything is peaceful now without the titans.”

You invited Armin into the house. As you cleaned his wounds he explained everything. You were still cautious so you kept a knife close by.

“ y/n?” Levi spoke. You saw him. His injuries. His fingers, he has faint scars on his face and his eye was white. He’s in a wheelchair so his leg must be broken. “Levi!” You spoke bending down to hug him tight. Your body shook. You couldn’t believe you were touching him. “You piece of shit. God I’ve missed so much. I love you.” You cried. “ I love you. I’ve missed you all along. I’m sorry I ended up like this.” He replied. You let him go. “ it doesn’t matter. I’m glad you’re safe. You’re wi-” you got interrupted. “ Mama!!” You turned and saw Armin chasing Levi jr. You giggled as he hugged your waist.

He immediately went silent as he saw his father. He starred at him looking at his facial features. He noticed how identical they looked.

“D-Dada?” He spoke with his hands trembling as they held your long skirt. “ yeah bud it’s me. You’ve grown so much.” Levi replied tears slipping.

Levi jr burst out in tears jumping onto his father’s lap. Levi held him close. “Dada you never came home. Mama cried everyday.” You frowned. You thought he never heard you. “ you stayed strong for mama?” He asked. Levi jr nodded giving him a bright smile. “Yes and for me too. We both did our best everyday! Cleaning and hunting and school!” He giggled. Levi pecked his cheek stating “From now on I’ll always be here with you both. I love you my son and my dearest wife.” You couldn’t help but cry.

“We love you too d-dada so much” Levi jr said with a sniffle.

As time went by you and your family were happy. Everyday was full of craziness. Some days weren’t perfect but they were beautiful.

The Ackerman family grew. You now have 2 boys and a little girl. The new house you guys lived in was amazing.

Later on you guys got a cat.

Life for the Ackerman Family was finally peaceful.

Kids Names ( levi wanted a L babies)

Levi Ackerman Jr

Lonny Ackerman

Lilly Ackerman

Cats name

Sparkles

BEFORE THE RUMBLING!!

Eren x Reader

Mentions: pregnant, verbal abuse, angst.

Will have errors. 2:57am writing.

Minimal 18+

Minors don’t interact.

During the time the scouts were capturing Annie. You saw the destruction. The buildings falling, the awful sounds of people screaming. You saw it all at a distance. Your home was perfectly safe. You were lucky your side of town wasn’t destroyed. Not a single scratch.

Just because there wasn’t a scratch doesn’t mean you weren’t hurt. Your mother died that day. Only you and your father remained.

One day you were walking around taking in the damage titans do. Thinking :If it’s scary with only two titans…imagine what the scouts see outside the walls.

You tripped over some rubble landing on your stomach. Your dress definitely got stained. “Oh here let me help you.” A guy said helping you up. Your eyes widened. “It’s you..Eren Yeager…Titan.” You spoke backing away.

Eren saw your used to be clean cut dress. Your jewelry and purse. He’s never seen such a beautiful sight. His heart stopped for a second.

“ please don’t be alarmed. I only need a breather right now” he said. You relaxed. “ I’ve always wondered what it would be like beyond the walls…the scouts are brave. You’re discovering the answers people ask themselves.” You spoke sitting down with him at a nearby bench. “ the answers are difficult to find. It can drive you insane. I’m not giving up.” He replied looking up to the stars.

You looked over at him smiling softly. You stared at his beautiful features. His nice sharp jawline. His lips. His eyes. You’re blushing.

“ I’m Y/n. It’s very nice to meet you Eren.” He chuckled, “Yeah nice to meet you too.” “ Eren. Let’s go.” a girl said grabbing his arm. She must like him. Maybe that’s his girlfriend? “ Mikasa. I’m having a conversation with someone.” He said taking her arm off him. “I umm..if you really need to go I understand.” You said. “ We don’t have the luxury to have time off like you and your people.” She said rudely. You frowned. She’s right.

You live a comfortable life. You have a nice 2 story house. Fancy clothing and accessories. Wonderful meals everyday. You have luxury other people don’t have. All that makes you grateful for what you have. The situation was definitely awkward as hell.

“ Hey we can meet again. Tomorrow at midnight.” He proposed. You knew you shouldn’t be doing this. Making friends with people think is a criminal but you couldn’t help it. Something inside you just exploded.“ O-okay yeah definitely. We can meet here.” You replied standing up from the bench fixing your dress.“ Have a nice night lady y/n.” He said waving goodbye. “Bye Eren.” You said making your way home. Your hair blew from the slightly wind. You were feeling something you’ve never felt before. You were charmed by his kindness and beauty.

You’ve been meeting Eren a lot the next couple months. Sometimes you’d sneak out of town. Especially when your dad was working. You felt like a total rebel. There was a time where Eren, Armin and Mikasa needed hiding. You allowed them to take shelter at your house. You couldn’t believe you allowed it but you had many moments with them.

“ Is there really such places?” You asked Armin. Very curious. “ yes and one day we can get to see it. Isn’t it exciting. A huge ocean. Hot red mountains. Land of only sand for miles.” He replied. You were amazed by his knowledge. You looked out the window. “ it is exciting. I wish I could tell others here…but they’d think I’m crazy. All they know is titans roam around all the time waiting to kill.” You replied with a sigh afterwards. You wished maybe in your next life you’d be able to see everything Armin described to you.

As nightfall came and the night was dark and silent. Eren came upstairs from the cellar.

“ You’re so beautiful.” Eren spoke as he saw you undress from your beautiful long blue dress. You two got carried away. Allowing lust to take full control. You were both on your bed. You gave yourself to him completely. He gave himself to you. It was a night of pure bliss.

“ s-so good y/n” he groaned hiding his face in your neck. Your body trembled with pleasure. “Eren I feel something” you spoke and suddenly moaned out loudly. “ yeah my love? Feels good doesn’t it.” He chuckled thrusting harder. You can hear the squelching and the slapping of skin. Your body was overflowing with pleasure. You felt him deep inside you. Eren reached your special spot. “ y-yes a~ah. Uhh e-eren. There. Just like that.” You said scratching his back. He hissed but continued. You both were losing your minds. Lust overtook your minds. Moans and groans bounced off the walls. The room smelled of sex. Your bodies were sweaty. You didn’t care who was hearing. You were consumed by the pleasure.“ E-Eren. I love you. I- close..” you said and released. “ I love you y/n” he groaned releasing his thick white cum in you. You milked him perfectly. Every last drop. After you both were at a clear state of mine. You both realized what you’ve done. “ I- okay…maybe there’s not a high possibility?” He said. “Are you kidding?” You replied with a dumbfounded look on your face.

Both of you were in a bad situation. You were both young. 17. You’d be wanted gone. It’s improper for a lady to be pregnant without a husband. No one besides his childhood friends knew you were dating.

“Eren. What are we going to do?” You asked as he cleaned you up. “I can’t drag you into the scouts life. You’re the safest here.” He replied getting the bath ready. “ No I’m not. I’m single to everyone here. I can’t just suddenly be pregnant without being married. Gosh. My father is going to kill me. I’ll be the fucking scandal of the year.” You said almost crying. You held your tears back. Dominating your feelings. “ it doesn’t matter. The baby is important. More than people’s stupid opinions.” He replied.

3 months passed and you couldn’t hide your pregnancy anymore. You finally decided to confess to your father about the entire situation.

“ I became friends with Eren Yeager. We fell in love and I sheltered him and his friends the week you were out of town. Things got heated and now I’m here 3 months pregnant.” You said quickly and almost out of breath. Your father took awhile to process the entire thing. “ from now on you’re not allowed to leave this house. You’re a dirty woman without a husband. Knocked up by a criminal. I’ll figure things out for you.” He said. You didn’t cry of course. You saw this coming.

Weeks passed. Armin and Mikasa always brought eren to you when they weren’t busy. “ 4 months. That’s exciting. I know things are very rough right now but we’ve got this.” Eren spoke trying to be optimistic. You knew this was a shit situation. He was at risk everyday. You weren’t surprised if he died the next day. You all heard the door opening downstairs. “ Eren we have to go.” Mikasa spoke urgently. “ I love you y/n. I love you so much. Our baby too.” He said hugging you. “I love you too.” You said crying hugging him tight. “ Eren hurry.” Armin said. “y/n? Sweetheart? You there?” Your father asked knocking on your door. You said your goodbyes. “ yeah dad come in” you said wiping your tears. As he walked in. “ I want you to meet someone.” He said. You made your way downstairs with him entering the living room. “Y/n this is William Jones. He’s taken an interest in you. He is aware of your situation.” Your father said. “ Hello lady y/n I’m Mr. Jones. It’s nice meeting you.” He said kissing your hand. “ it’s nice to meet you as well Mr. Jones. I do have a question. Why have you taken an interest in me?” You asked sitting down carefully. “ You’ve always known men desire you. You’re young, beautiful, healthy. Overall perfect. You’d make a great wife. I’m wealthy. I’m 26. I need to marry already and have an heir to my business.” He replied. You did have the skills of a wife. You cook, clean and you care.

You married William Jones. The wedding was beautiful. Your dress was beautiful. It brought out your beauty. Your invites were so excited for you. There was one flaw. The person you wanted to marry was Eren. “ y/n do you take William Jones as your husband? To love and to hold.?” This question made you cry. You pretended it was Eren holding your hands and standing in front of you. “yes. I do.” You stated. You imagined Eren was the one putting the ring on you. The one who kissed you. You didn’t allow the sadness completely take you. You did enjoy dancing and eating cake.

Even after the wedding there were days Eren would visit. He hated the fact that you’re married to someone else. He knew it was for the best. He knew you’d be in good hands. That you’ll have a good home and a good life. He loves you. He always says that when greeting and leaving you.

“It’s a baby boy.” Your doctor said. You smiled and suddenly your vision blurred. Birthing was hard. When you woke up. William was by your side holding the baby. “ my baby boy.” You said sitting up carefully. “ what are you naming him?” He asked handing him to you. You held him in your arms. He’s so precious. “ Eren his name will be Eren.” You said happily. The baby cried. You pecked his head softly. “ shh shh my love. It’s okay.” You comforted him. He stopped crying. He knew he was in his mother’s arms.

Months passed and Eren would visit. In secret. “I love you buddy. I’m sorry I can’t be with you and momma everyday. I’m happy I get to see you grow. You’re so strong and healthy.” Eren said to his son. You smiled. “He looks like you very handsome.” You said allowing him to carry baby eren. “ that’s our son. He’ll have girls crushing on him left and right. He’ll be a gentleman. Treat women with respect. He’ll be strong and honest. Very intelligent and hardworking.” He replied.

Years passed. Baby Eren is 2 years old now. Some nights Eren would come over only to visit his son in the middle of night without you knowing. “ Sasha is such a fun girl. She’s hungry 24/7. She always makes the group laugh with her silliness. When she dies things will be different.Oh and then there’s Levi. He’s the exact opposite. Very grouchy. Works us to the bone everyday but he has a nice side. Although he doesn’t show it much I know he cares. Armin..he’s my best friend. I know none of us would be alive if it weren’t for him. He’s very intelligent. He’s shy. It’s cute. He keeps me grounded. Mikasa..she’s always behind me. On my ass. Shes also kept me alive. I cherish them so much. They’re my family. Then there’s the commanders. Crazy but smart. Erwin is a monster. Risks a lot of things. Comes up with amazing plans. They almost always work. He’ll die in the near future and the Hange will commander. Once she dies it will be Armin. Hange is strange. She’s not only a scout but a scientist. She is in love with studying titans. She loves studying on how I heal fast and how I trigger my power. Both commanders have all my respect. Captain Levi too. Jean and Connie. Those crazy fuckers. Together they’re dumb and dumber. You’ll have fun days with them. Everyone I care about are good people. They all don’t give up. They all have strong hearts.” Eren said. He told him many moments he’s had with his friends.

“ My little Eren. Don’t forget I love you. You must take care of your momma when you grow up. I love you very much. I’m sorry I won’t be able to be here for you both. I’m sorry for all the horrible things I’ve done and the ones I will commit.” Eren spoke to him. Tears slipped from his face onto the baby’s clothes . “W-what’s going to happen eren?” You asked. You felt something in your stomach. You felt nauseous. “ E-Eren tell me.” You said crying. “ y/n I love you. I promise you the world will change. Titans won’t be something to be worried about anymore. You’ll have freedom.I have to go but remember all the moments in time we’ve had together. I’m in love with you. Thank you..for birthing our son.” He spoke and kissed you afterwards. “ I’m in love with the you too.”

You cried your heart out for days. You knew he was never coming back. William finally knew why.

“ You really love him?” He asked you carrying eren. “Yes and he’ll always hold a special place in my heart.” You replied looking at baby Eren. His full name Eren Yeager Jones. You didn’t mind Jones. After all you are married to William. “ I know I’m not him but I’ve always promised you a good life. I’ve kept my promise and I always will. You’re my wife. Yes I did it out of interest but..I’ve grown to love you. You’re smart, stubborn and genuine. Little things you do made me fall for you. I’ll always treasure you and baby Eren. He’s not my son by blood but he is by heart.” William said. It made you burst into tears.

“Armin you have to promise me you’ll visit her and baby Eren often with Mikasa as well. You 4 are the most important people in my life. I love you all. I’m sorry for all the horrores I’ve committed.” Eren said to Armin. “ We committed them together. I promise I’ll visit them. How could I not.” He replied.

3 years have passed.

“ I finally get to meet Eren.” Levi spoke. The 5 yr old stood beside you. Levi stayed silent as he stared at your son. “ Happy Birthday Eren!” Jean said setting his present on the table.

Ever since baby Eren was born. His father spoke about his friends to him. Told him stories about the good times he’s had. Baby Eren thought hard.

“Momma that Levi.” He stated waving Hi to him. Your looked down at him. “ how do you know?” You asked. “ Dada told me about his friends. He said Levi was grouchy but has a nice side.” He sat on the chair. “Dada said friend Sasha loved food.” He continued.

Jean and Connie couldn’t help but tear up. They had lumps in throat. Everyone was confused and shocked on why and how he knows that.

“ What else did he say bud?” William said carrying him. “ that his commanders were crazy but very smart. That uncle Armin is shy. He said it’s cute.” He giggled. You pecked his cheek. “ Dada said he loves everyone.” You smiled. Eren did commit so many horrifying things. Murdered so many man women and children. He went about it the wrong way. He was aware of that. Regardless of all that he never stopped loving his friends and family.

“Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday Dear Eren happy Birthday to you.” They all sang. Baby Eren blew the candles out. His wish was so lovely.

“ what did you wish for kid?” Levi asked. “ I wished for a bike.” He lied. “ Well it came true.” Jean said pointing at the wrapped bike.

Eren’s true wish was that his friends and family stay happy and live long lives just like his dad wished too.

“ woah!” He exclaimed seeing his awesome blue and white bike as he unwrapped it. “ say thanks to Uncle Jean.” You said. “ thanks uncle Jean. Thanks everyone for my presents.” He thanked everyone with a blush on his face. He looked so much like Eren. His teal blue eyes. His long lashes and adorable nose. His brown hair. “Open mine next.” Armin said setting a box infront of him. Eren struggled to open it but eventually did. He looked around it. It had children’s books. Pencils journals for school. Most importantly.Photos . Eren picked up the frames and looked at the photos of a man. He knew it was his father. “ It’s Dada.” He said crying. “ Oh sweetie.” You carried him. Looking at the photos. It was Eren holding his baby boy close to him and one with the 3 of you. You looked over at Armin. “ You guys weren’t looking.” Was all he said. William rubbing your lower back towering over you and eren. “Eren you are so loved. You’re so special and precious to everyone here.” William spoke. “ I love everyone dada. You and mama and uncles and auntie too!” He said crying.

“ you jealous you didn’t have a kid with Eren?” Levi asked Mikasa. Teasing her. “ I’m still in love with Eren. He didnt feel the same. That doesn’t mean I’m jealous that I didn’t have a child with him. I’m glad to see a part of him is still in this world.” She replied. “Me too.” Levi replied.

Levi and Mikasa understood each other. Clearly.

As time passed by. Your family grew. “ one more?” William asked hugging you from behind as you cooked. “ Will. That would be our four one.” You replied smiling. “One more wouldn’t hurt.” He said pecking your cheek. Eren still holds a special place in your heart. You thought about progress in your life. You have a wonderful man by your side a beautiful son and a good life. Baby 2 came then 3. “ one more wouldn’t hurt. Let’s do it.” You replied finishing cooking. “ I love you y/n” William said. He set up the table. “Grandpa!!” Eren yelled running to him. They hugged. “ Dad just in time.” You said. “ you noticed the flowers in his hands. “ you’re coming with us?” You asked. Your father didn’t like Eren for leaving you. Although he had no choice. After lunch you were going to Eren’s grave. “ it’s about time. I shouldn’t be mad. He’s given me such a cute grandson” he said walking to the table with baby Eren. Your tears slipped. “ oh my love it’s okay.” William wipes your tears. You smiled. You’re happy. With your family. William served dinner. “ yum yum!” Baby Eren exclaimed.

You visited Eren twice a week with your family.

William, your kids, your father, Mikasa and Armin.

Erens birthday toys:

Family photos

Bicycle

Children’s stories

Journals

Pencils

Stuffed teddy bear

Clothes

Art book with watercolor paints

Toy cars

Sling shot

Animal cookie cutters.

A weird jumping thing Levi made.

Small trampoline.

Eren loved all his toys.

Everyone is welcome to make story requests.

My main 4 anime stories are :

- Haikyuu

- Jujutsu Kaiser

- Attack On Titan

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I’m definitely willing to do animes that people don’t talk about as much.

Fairy tale

Naruto

Yu-gi-oh

Blue exorcist

The devil is a part timer

The misfit of the demon king academy

Kiss him not me

Ouran high school host club

Black butler

My happy marriage

And many more.

I truly believe that Yagami Yato has inspired the next generation of fanfiction.

From now on, we'll probably see so many "Bunny", "Kid" (more than usual), "Teddy Bear", "Kitty", "Baby Carrot", "Puppy", "Chibi-chan", etc.

We'll probably see a lot of written lemons with some of the dialogue from those audios.

Yes I've listened to them, you have too, don't lie.

Thanks for coming to my TEDTalk.

Farlan: how was your relationship with Kenny?

Levi: oh, it was a little hit and miss

Farlan: sometimes it was good and sometimes it was bad?

Levi: Sometimes Kenny hit me and sometimes he missed