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Saddest character I've written for Ghosts in the Pizzaplex.

That's a hard one.

The most obvious answer is Toby. He's had so much happen to him in canon.and I've continued off of that and traumatised the poor kid more.

Mary Jo is another obvious answer. She has a canonical sad backstory and how she speaks about in the fic is casual, even though she definitely understands the gravity of the situation.

Delilah and Hudson both have their issues but aren't necessarily sad, more just tired of getting hit in the face by life and death.

Jeremiah might have to be the saddest. His canon was atrocious and I took it a bit far with the backstory arc with Laurence, and especially now that he's back, he's often forgotten or left out since newer ghosts show up. (My fault BC I forget abt him sometimes, but y'know).

Does that answer your question? Also you're welcome to not anonymous yourself. I love knowing who reads and enjoys the fic, and feel free to ask more questions about it. Maybe just make sure to add a bit like "For Ghosts in the Pizzaplex" so I know what you're talking about lol.

Would you mind doing a character analysis of Toby? This guy has so many layers and it’s driving me crazy-

Toby Billings analysis for the anon!! Also you don't have to anon!!!

Please I want to know who the Toby fan is, of the few people I know of who know him, a lot of people misinterpret him...

Thanks for asking about him!!! He's my favourite little guy!

THIS IS USING THE ORIGINAL BOOKS! NOT THE GRAPHIC NOVELS! THEY CHANGED HIS PERSONALITY AND PARTS OF THE STORY IN THE GRAPHIC NOVELS! PLEASE READ THE CANON STORY, NOT JUST THE GRAPHIC NOVELS!!!

⚠️TW: Mentions of SH and Suic!de (Canon to the story)⚠️

Basic info:

- Youngest of two

- Competitive (For a reason)

- Loves Arcade Games

- Constantly second to his older brother

- Friends with Reggie (we love Reggie on this blog)

- Occasionally has something in his mouth (toothpick)

- Nickname "Tobes" from Connor

- Bullied by his brother, blatantly

- Short fuse (also for a reason)

- Ignored by is dad unless he does something wrong.

- Not super good at school

- Basically ignored by teachers because he never lived up to his brother's shadow (kinda ironic)

- Tabitha? Was she meant to be a love interest? Not done well.

- Does not want therapy

- High School

- No friends anymore

- Nightmares :(

Ok so I clearly have a favourite because I analysed him a lot more in depth but also he's such a character. Just his basic stuff is pretty bad tbh. Lots of isolation and bullying in his own home. Doesn't seem to want help, or know how to ask for it. Does allow Tabitha to help but clearly dislikes it. The short fuse definitely comes from him watching his brother throw tantrums when he didn't win, and growing up in that household, he probably picked that up. There's a lot of issues there.

- Self image issues

- Low self esteem

- Basically abused/neglected

- Barely hesitates to harm himself to get rid of the rabbit

- Seems to go into a bit of a depressive state after Shadow Bonnie is sewn into him

- (⚠️TW⚠️)Is completely willing to scratch off his skin, and almost drown himself to get rid of the shadow

- Literally makes a list of how to get rid of it and the only thing he refused to do is to burn it off

- Cannot eat because of Shadow Bonnie

- Refuses to let Connor win, even when he tries to call off the competition

- Cracks his knuckles when he's nervous

- Doesn't trust people

- He isolated himself (which is his opinion, from other clues in the book, I feel like it was mutual)

- (⚠️TW⚠️) Literally kills himself to win

Oh boy. So a few little personality quirks, cute. But also omg the poor kid. He's very much hurt at home, no one cares. Isolates himself, but it is also probably a self preservation technique because he was definitely in some type of abuse/neglect situation. His willingness to hurt and kill himself shows a lot of underlying issues he most likely was already going through and Shadow Bonnie just brought it to a head. He suffers a lot of physical and mental trauma throughout the book and relates it back to previous trauma from before the incident.

- Mother left when he was around 5

Woo mother issues. We actually get a heck in on her in The Breaking Wheel where she is Reed and Julius's robotics teacher. She seems like she may have some mental health issues herself, with how she acts and treats them, which may explain why Toby had some underlying issues.

- Honorable mention that Reggie likes Tabitha

Toby is just a little guy and I want him to have a happy home life and I want him to be happy. He's such a guy. Scott really did him dirty tbh. But he's also a well developed character with a lot of layers and mental illness.

Tried to keep any AU and fanfiction stuff out of this.

Thank you for coming to my Ted Talk.

Can you do something for me, please?

I want you to reblog this if you believe that two people can be very close and physically affectionate with one another, but still have a completely nonsexual, non-romantic relationship. 

Even if the two people in question are capable of being sexually or romantically attracted to one another. 

Because the friendship I share with someone I consider family in a way that transcends blood has been typecast as a romantic relationship ENTIRELY too many times, and I’m beginning to get sick of it. 

Uhh guys 😨😨 How did it find out? I made sure to erase all knowledge of the event from canon!!!

Thanks for the @ Tuesday (plural) 🔥🔥🔥

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tagged by @lost-my-sanity1 to do this character head canon generator!! (thanks for the tag, i made a new post b/c…. the last one was a *tad* long….)

i forgor what i was doing and clicked the generate button too many times.. the first one i got though was that i only speak in memes… which is not true. i swear. (or maybe it is. who knows. i suck at self analyzation)

but also. i would 10/10 succumb to the fog. the fog means that i dont have to try anymore on anything, and why wouldnt i want that. im lazy and i know it

no pressure tags: @toxicrevolver (i prommy. ill get to the tags games you sent me. in the next 300000 business days.) @loredwy (hi. i have lost hope for all previous tag games. but i still will keep sending you more) @coldbasementruins (idk if you do these. but i cant think of who else to tag) @ghostfeather (hows uh… summer break going) @certifiedmaidenlessblog (i dont think you do these either but oh well) @/anyone else if they want to do this

do you watch spooky month?

Bestie you have my discord-

But no I do not.

What are your Julius headcannons and Also does something bad happen to Julius in the tales from th pizzaplex and aldo does he get redemption arc!?

Hello viviliqu I know it's you lol.

I don't think abt him too often but ig here we go.

Headcanons for Julius:

- keeps his hair long to defy his parents

- does not have a good relationship with them (I do think this is mentioned in the book but I don't feel like checking)

- absolutely cracked at first person shooters games

- did drama for 1 year and secretly enjoyed it but never speaks about it

- Not LGBTQ+ (as a lot of people think he is) but isn't gonna beat you up if you are gay (unless you're Reed ofc, but that's not BC he's gay)

- was severely jealous of Reed and that's why he targetted him a lot (I want to say this is also briefly mentioned but I can't remember)

- like Alec, didn't understand what "bad" was until people started to call him it when he acted up

- anger management issues (womp womp)

Does something bad happen to him in my fic (Ghosts in the Pizzaplex)?

Not yet, but I only have chunks planned so it may change in the future. To be honest I think he already got his punishment and deserves a second chance, but how a lot of people give him that second chance I dislike so I'm doing it a different way. He does however get involved in the issues to come and may get damaged, but nothing permanent planned.

Does Julius get a redemption arc in said fic?

He does and you can see it slowly happening after he is forcibly befriended by Mary Jo. It's small at first but I am planning on a mostly full recovery towards the end and him trying to make things up to the people he's hurt/annoyed/caused issues for (Reed, Delilah, Dirk, Monty, Vanessa, etc).

Lmao feel free to keep asking things about the other characters too, or about specific things that have happened if you want to. I enjoy talking abt it lol.

And a fun little bonus!!! ✨✨✨

Art I made of them a little bit ago. Can't remember if I posted it lol so here it is.

I was sleep deprived when I started it and just went with it lol.