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Let Me(Mark) Pt.2

Let Me(Mark) pt.2

Let Me(Mark) Pt.2

Requested by: SiaSuYee

I just want to let all of you know that it is literally so hard for me to write imagines for Mark bc this man right here ^^ yeah...he's my ultimate bias and my heart is seriously hurting as I'm writing for him x'D  Btw i'm just going to use (y/n) for this one, in the first part I used the requested name but it was someone else who requested a part two so like I said..I'm just using (y/n) xD

~I see you reflected in today's sunlight, you are crazily radiant. You plant the sun in my heart. Let's you and I be together today~

It's been almost half a year since Mark convinced you to talk to Yugyeom about your difficult past, and you now thank him everyday because of it. Since that day Yugyeom and yourself had gotten even closer than you were before and you tell each other everything, it was as if he wasn't just your little brother but your best friend as well and it was nice. Mark and you? Well, let's just say today he's taking you on a date to celebrate your third month-iversary, as he calls it.

It was honestly going good, you both got a long great and you were comfortable around each other. You've had little disagreements but that's all they were, and they weren't anything huge or damaging. And every night Mark will send you a text in the middle of the night to make sure you were alright in case you would have a nightmare, and even though they were slowly disappearing they still came and it made you feel reassured to know what he was doing. It made you realize that no matter what others would say he honestly really did like you, and you him.

~Will you be by my side, by my side. Can I hold your hand? Don't be shy today we come together. Today you are especially lovely to me. Tonight is our Just one chance. Can I hug you? Don't be afraid today we come together~

"Y/n!! Hyung's here!!" You rushed to finish getting your stuff together when you heard Yugyeom's warning, slightly out of breath from all the running around you had just done you scolded yourself about not working out lately.

You headed down the small staircase and smiled at your handsome boyfriend, who was currently leaning on the counter talking with Yugyeom.

"Alright Yuggie-ah, I'll be home soon." And with a quick hug from Yugyeom, both you and Mark were out the door and walking to his car. "So fish, where we headed?" [I am totally using the fact that he called us his tunas on asc bc of a typo lol x'D]

He laughed at my nickname and reached over the center console to grab hold of my hand before answering me. "I can't tell you, it's a surprise."

You narrowed your eyes at the now nervous male and glowered at him. "You know I hate surprises." And you did, you were a very curious person so you always had a problem with getting surprises. Especially around holidays such as your birthday or Christmas, you always found out what you would have and it pissed everyone off. You thought it was funny seeing them so mad though.

~Let me hold your hand atop this blue ocean, look at me baby. Hug me now lady you drive me crazy. With the cool breeze, the two of us. Let me hold your hand, embrace me atop this blue ocean. Embrace me now with the cool breeze, the two of us~

"Don't look at me like that," he laughed out as he squeezed your hand. You smiled, he knew a;; your looks and when you would use them and that amused you. "Tonight is supposed to be special though, so please don't ask questions?"

You sighed, deciding to let him win this one you silently turned your gaze out the window to let him know you wouldn't pry. He squeezed your hand from thanks and you smiled, keeping your gaze towards the buildings you were passing by. Still curious though, you looked around quietly and tried to figure out where your boyfriend could be headed that was so 'special'.

Your investigation was cut short though when Mark pulled the car over on the side of a dark street, literally it had no street lights or anything.

"Uhm, Mark?" You said as you nervously looked over to him, just now realizing he had gotten out of the car and was opening your door. "Oh, you surprised me."

He smiled and reached out his hand, helping you up and out, then turned you around to face the car which confused you even more.

~It might have been the bright sun my face turned red probably, it might have been just a feeling I saw you blush too. I'm getting drunk on a good feeling today, neither of us even touched alcohol. Can I softly hold your hand? If you're ok, can I go for it? Baby let me hold your hand~

"Oh~kay? What the hell is going o-Mark! What the hell?!" You screeched as your vision was turned dark by the blindfold your boyfriend just placed over your eyes.

"It's okay, I'm keeping the place a secret until we get there remember? This way you won't guess or find out, and no peeking," he said as he hit your hand down from where it was tugging the edge upwards.

"Ugh, you're so mean," you pouted which made Mark chuckle and tug you closer since his arm was around your waist.

"But you love me," you heard him say before you felt him peck your cheek.

"You're lucky I do boo," you said with sass which only made him laugh louder. You didn't care though, you loved listening to his laugh. That's why you were always saying and doing stupid crap. Just so he would laugh. Jesus you were whipped.

"Okay, jagi step up a little. There you go. Okay, now we're going to the left." Mark led you like that until you felt his touch disappear completely, which just made you start mentally panicking as you tried to reach out for him.

"Mark?! Mark, this isn't funny. Mark!" Your voice was slowly getting more pitched, it was fine under the blindfold if he was touching you or you could hear him but now it was silent and your fear was starting to grow. "Mar-"

"Shh, jagiya it's okay. I'm right here! I'm sorry baby, I had to make sure the table was still reserved." He hugged you to his chest, blindfold still over your eyes which you were thankful for as you willed the tears to go away.

~Will you be by my side, by my side. Can I hold your hand? Don't be shy, today we come together. Today you are especially lovely to me, tonight is our Just one chance. Can I hug you? Don't be afraid, today we come together~

"I'm sorry," you muttered into his chest that he was still pressing you against, while he rubbed your back silently.

"No, don't apologize. I'm sorry. I shouldn't have left you like that, I forgot about your fear. I'm sorry, baby."

You smiled as you looked up at him, well not actually looked since you had the blindfold still over your eyes so it probably looked very strange. You heard him chuckle and felt his hands on your hips, turning you around so your back was pressed against his chest. "Take the blindfold off now," he said lowly in your ear.

You quickly listened and tore it off your head, before looking at the lovely scene set out in front of you. Mark had gotten them to set candles and rose petals around the table and you just noticed your favorite ballad song playing softly in the background. "Mark this is-" You stopped and shook your head, trying to come up with the right words. "This is beautiful," you said before turning and wrapping your arms around his waist and squeezed tight.

"I'm glad you like it, the food's even better."

And with that you both headed to the table, him pulling your chair out like the perfect gentleman he was, and looked to the waiter as he brought your course out. You smelled and realized that Mark had ordered your favorite meal here, which just so happened to be your favorite restaurant.  

~Let me hold your hand atop this blue ocean, look at me baby. Hug me now lady you drive me crazy. With the cool breeze, the two of us. Let me hold your hand, embrace me atop this blue ocean. Embrace me now with the cool breeze, the two of us~

"Wait," you said looking to Mark with a confused expression, "Did you take a different route just so I wouldn't know?"

He nodded absently, paying attention to the food now set in front of him. He was smart, you'd give him that. You smiled and knew that he would be around for a while, you knew it because just by him doing that shows how much he knows and cares about you. It might sound confusing and stupid but it was there, in the way he made this a surprise for you. You hated surprises but maybe surprises like this wouldn't be so bad sometimes.

"Oh by the way," Mark said after he swallowed and turned his attention back to you. "I expect you to surprise me next time," he told you with a wink.

Your mouth and eyes widened in surprise, but you laughed and decided to play along. "Hmm~ I don't think I could do that though."

"Oh? Wae?"

You smirked at him, "Who knows what'll change between then and now. What if I can't think about anything to surprise you, besides you know I hate them."

"Yes," he smirked himself, "But you love me."

~Will you hold my hand baby? Hold my hand wherever you go, please don't let go I will cherish you baby. I will make memories everyday. Will you believe me now? Don't listen to what other people say, will you for me? I follow your heart so girl just let me hold your hand~

You froze, literally not able to do anything. He noticed, "Jagi are you okay?" He sighed and stood, walking over to where I sat before pulling me sideways in my chair and kneeling in front of me. "Y/f/n, I love you. With all my heart. And I thank Yugyeom and I thank your parents everyday for bringing you into my life, because since I've met you my life has turned right-side up and I'm thankful for it. I don't know if you feel comfortable enough to say it yet or not, if not that's fine, but I wanted you to know that I do in fact lov-"

You cut him off, no you didn't get up and run or just shushed him. On the contrary, you grabbed his face and kissed him. You knew you loved him, but it was still surprising to hear him say it. So you were going to show him before you actually confessed. Smiling in satisfaction you pulled away and looked down at the dazed Mark in your palms.

"I love you too, fish."

~Atop this blue ocean, look at me baby. Hug me now lady you drive me crazy with the cool breeze, the two of us. Let me hold your hand, embrace me atop this blue ocean. Embrace me now with the cool breeze, the two of us. Oh Let me hold your hand. Atop this blue ocean, look at me baby. Hug me now lady you drive me crazy with the cool breeze, the two of us. Let me hold your hand, embrace me atop this blue ocean. Embrace me now with the cool breeze, the two of us~


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Crash(Yongguk-B.A.P)

Crash(Yongguk-B.A.P)

Requested by: SiaSuYee

~It doesn't make sense, you're so perfect. My breathing gets quicker – this is a foul. Your eyes, those lips, your everything shakes up my heart~

You groaned as you felt something pushing against your cheek, then against your closed eyelid, then your other cheek. You sighed and opened your eyes, looking at your husband annoyed as he smiled as he leaned over you. His arm was laying beside your head and he was basically laying on top of you as he smiled down at you, proud of finally waking you up. You squinted your eyes, still sleepy from your restless sleep, and then looked over to where your alarm clock layed on the bedside table.

You wanted to hit your husband when you saw the blaring red lights displaying the current time, 5:30 am. You turned your head back towards Bang and tried your best to glare at him, to which he laughed at your poor attempt. Groaning, you almost wanted to cry. Instead you settled with grabbing the pillow beside you where your husband was laying and smashed it against the side of his head, succeeding in getting him off of you and quickly pulled the comforter over your head.

Bang laughed and you felt the bed dip as he moved around. "Come on," he told me as he started to tug at the comforter. "You have to get up."

~ The unforgettable first feeling toward her has stolen my heart like a fool. As if my heart is broken, I am ablaze with love. My heart is boom boom beating (and beating) Please save me – you're my girl~

"Ugh," you muttered, "Go away. You're like a little fly that just keeps getting slapped at but never dies."

You heard Bang laugh and then you felt nothing, which honestly worried you more. Then all of a sudden you felt something heavy land on your back, making you sink into the bed and loose all of your breath. You tried to move, but you couldn't. Not even an inch.

"Oh my gosh, Bang get the hell off of me! I can't breathe!"

You felt the blanket finally getting pulled off of your head and felt his breath against the back of your neck. Then goosebumps rose on your arms as you felt him kiss the back of your neck lightly. You were silent though, waiting to see what he was going to do next.

"Will you get up and ready if I do?" He asked softly, trailing kisses along your neck and the top of your shoulders, making knots form in your stomach.

~Help me help me help me, my breaths get quicker when I see you. Help me help me help me. My eyes get blinded when I see you. My heart is boom boom beating as I run and look for you. Where you are – I'll wait for you~

"Yes, fine. Just please get off of me," you groaned out.

Truthfully though, you didn't want him to get off of you. Okay, you did want him off but you didn't want him to go away. You liked his warmth, loved being able to snuggle up against him and have his arms wrapped around you. Both of you had been married for five years so far, since you guys had gotten married a couple years after you had started dating. Even though you guys had fights they were small and didn't last that long, thankfully you guys would just make up soon after having the fight.

You loved him more than anything else in the world, and yes though it may seem as if that was a bit dramatized it honestly wasn't. You really did love him that much and it amazed you how after being with him for eight years it still felt like every day was the first day. The butterflies still came when he smiled and said the corniest things, goosebumps would rise when he touched you, and you still felt like the relationship was fun and lively like when you two first started dating.

~You you you – meeting you was really a huge thing. No matter what, I want to get to know you. I'm like Conan – you probably don't know how I feel. I keep thinking of you – you even made me forget about my first love. Even if you keep telling me to go away, I will tell you that you're my everything cause I Love You Girl~

"Yah!! Jagiya, get up~" Bang whined as he came back into the room and noticed me still laying on the bed.

"Ugh, I'm up. I'm up."

You got out of bed and rubbed your eyes as you walked into the bathroom, to get ready for the day. Bang didn't tell you what he had planned for the day, but it had to involve traveling in the car for a while if he needed to wake us up this early. It always excited you though, knowing that he always planned something for the two of you to do when you guys had the time. That he took the time to plan this, that's what really got to you. That is what made you remember why you fell in love with him.

Now finished, you were down in the kitchen eating the breakfast that Bang had surprised you with. He had made your favorite things and was gathering the things he thought you guys would need for the day, along with packing a lunch as well which made you realize that he planned to spend the whole day out. You smiled over at him once you were done eating and headed into the kitchen to wash off your plate, noticing the already cleaned plate sitting in the drying rack.

~The unforgettable first feeling toward her has stolen my heart like a fool. As if my heart is broken, I am ablaze with love. My heart is boom boom beating (and beating) Please save me – you're my girl~

You walked up behind Bang and wrapped your arms around his waist, setting your forehead against his shoulder blade. "You're on a roll today, Mr. Bbang."

He laughed when you said his nickname, then turned in your arms and kissed your forehead. "This'll get me months of get out of jail cards, right?"

You laughed and leaned back, hitting his chest. "Hey!"

"I'm kidding, don't worry. You ready to go?" You nodded and he grabbed your face, kissing you quickly and then letting you go to grab the bag. "Alright, let's go."

-time skip-

Your breath caught in your throat as you stopped and stared at the view in front of you. It was literally the most gorgeous view you have ever seen in your life, with a small waterfall falling down from the rocks above and down into a smaller lake. Most likely it was a larger pond, but you were too amazed to care.

"Bang, this is gorgeous!"

"Eh, I've seen better."

~Help me help me help me, my breaths get quicker when I see you. Help me help me help me. My eyes get blinded when I see you. My heart is boom boom beating as I run and look for you. Where you are – I'll wait for you~

"What? Are you insane?!" You said as you looked over to him with wide eyes.

He was smirking at you before he brought his eyes up and down your body slowly. "It's true, because you are the most gorgeous thing I have ever layed my eyes on."

You blushed as you looked away and smiled slightly, looking at him out of the corner of your eye. You saw him getting closer and looked to him as he grabbed your hand, leading you over to where you hadn't noticed he had layed a blanket out. Then after you both settled down he started pulling out what he had prepared for the both of you.

Again you were surprised to see that he had made all of your favorites yet again. This was actually starting to made you suspicious, not that you were doubting his reasons for this or doubting him at all. But you were getting very curious to know what all he had planned.

~na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na ~ na na na na na na na na na na ~ na na na na na. She makes it seem like I can touch her but then gets farther away. Please just give me one chance. If you can hear my heart, please answer me~

The date was over now, and you had an amazing time. You two had swam and then layed out underneath the sun to get dried off, before finishing with a nice walk then headed back home. Bang had never let go of you the whole day, always touching some part of you. It made you happy, that's the thing though, when you were with him you were always so happy. It amazed you.

"Hey, y/n."

You looked up from your book and over to the doorway that your husband was leaning against. "Yeah, jagi?" A look of concern crossed your face when you saw how serious he looked, the joy from the day was gone. "Is everything okay?"

He sighed and walked towards you, sitting on the spot besides you but not touching you. Which made you worry even more and lay your hand on his leg.

"Sweetie, what's going on? You're worrying me."

"Uhm, I need to ask you something." He paused and stared at his hands, not even glancing towards you. "D-do you-" He rubbed his hands over his face and tried again, "Y/n, we've been married for five years. Do you love me?"

Your eyes widened in surprised and you were quick to reassure him. "Of course I do, you don't even need to question it. Baby, what's going on?"

~As if my heart is broken, I am ablaze with love. My heart is boom boom beating (and beating) Please save me – you're my girl~

"You know I love you," he said as he turned and grabbed your hands. "I didn't know how to say this, actually you know what. Yes, I do." He let go of your hands and grabbed your face, leaning closer to you. "I love you, with all my heart and I want to start a family with you."

You gasped as you stared at him, your mouth ajar as you looked to him in shock. Then you surprised both him and yourself when tears started to form in your eyes, making your vision blurry.

"Baby, I'm so sorry. Hey, don't cry. I'm sorry." He apologized and got on his knees in front of you, wiping your eyes for you as you started to laugh and grabbed his hands.

"No, no baby I'm not upset. I'm happy."

He looked at you with his eyebrows drawn together, confused. "Then why are you crying?"

"Because you suggesting this shows me how much you love me."

"It does?"

You laughed harder and grabbed his face. "Yes, and yes."

"Huh?"

"I want to start a family with you as well."

~Help me help me help me, my breaths get quicker when I see you. Help me help me help me. My eyes get blinded when I see you. My heart is boom boom beating as I run and look for you. Where you are – I'll wait for you~


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First Love(Sehun-EXO)

First Love(Sehun-EXO)

Requested by: kpop-panda55

~Oh oh oh oh(the secret diary of my first love)ah-yeah. Step by step, I follow you. Without you knowing, I match my footsteps with yours. Your scent passes by my clothes. Why am I so nervous? It's so sweet~

Fans, what does that word mean? To normal people fans are people that squeal and flip out over their favorite group. To other fans, some are like a family that bonds together over their favorite groups while others are seen as enemies. To that idol or group though, fans are precious. They are the reason the idol is able to do what they love, what they're passionate about. And to your boyfriend, Oh Sehun of EXO, well fans were basically a second family to him. He loved them, and you understood.

Even though you understood, you were hurt when no matter how much you tried to show them. Tried to explain that you actually really liked your boyfriend. None of them cared it seemed like, and you were getting so much hate in such little time that it honestly shocked you. Most of all though, you were hurt from the things you'd read. Some pointed out the fact that you were just 'using' Sehun and some pointed out all your flaws, what you were the most insecure about they would somehow find out and make fun of them.

Of course, you couldn't tell Sehun. How could you when he loves them so much, when they help him and his group continue their dream. You couldn't and it really hurt you to lie to him, but you couldn't think of a better solution. Honestly, you wanted to defend yourself but that would involve Sehun seeing it all and that would most definitely not work out.

~That small and pretty hand is almost about to touch almost about to touch, it tickles my heart. I'm holding onto this soft warmth. our innocent love story has only been told to me~

"Jagiya~"

You quickly locked your phone and put a smile on your face, turning to greet your boyfriend. "Hey, Hunnie~"

He chuckled and hopped onto the couch next to you, laying his head on your lap and closed his eyes when you started to run your fingers through your hair. "What's the plan for today?" He asked as he yawned and looked up to you lazily.

"Hmm~ I was just about to head to the store to get stuff to make for dinner. Want to come with?"

His eyes widened and he jumped off the couch, quickly heading into the foyer so he could get his shoes and wallet. You let out a laugh and got up after him, though at a slower pace than his. Then once you two were ready you set out and headed in the direction of the store, you ignoring the multiple pings coming from your phone and informed the curious Sehun that it was probably just notifications and you'd check later.

~My heart (is white) my cheeks (are red) Our eyes are locked (black) my sky turns (yellow) It feels like I'm floating above the clouds, it feels like I could fly, this gentle heart pounding. You came to me and bloomed(a pretty single stemmed rose)~

You two had arrived at the store and were wondering around, finding the things you would need for dinner. Sehun had used his aegyo on you multiple times to get you to buy stuff you really didn't want to, and it aggravated you that you still were a sucker for him doing that. You sighed as once again your boyfriend had just used his cuteness to spoil him and get him something else.

"Yah!" You shouted softly and pulled on his ear lightly, making sure to get his attention. "Go away~"

"Wah?!" He shouted back and looked at you with wide eyes. "Wae?"

"Because you keep using aegyo to get me to buy you a bunch of extra crap, you're going to make me go broke on this shopping trip alone!"

He smirked and got closer to you, making you almost giggle but you bit your lip to hold it in. "I can always repay you jagi, you know that."

You narrowed his eyes and poked at his chest, "I don't think so. Go!"

~You are my light (my light that shines in my heart) A secret that no one knows (a secret only we want to keep) The most dazzling picture (my picture, such a beautiful picture, love) Every day, I practiced all the sweet sweet words ~

He pouted and sighed before turning and walking to who knows where to wait as you got the rest of the items on your list. Once he was out of sight you smiled at his behavior and then pulled out your phone, your smile dropping as you saw the many notifications from twitter and instagram that most likely involved hate messages.

And of course, you were right. You scrolled through the many messages and felt tears starting to prick your eyes, but you quickly wiped them away. Sehun would notice, you told yourself as you sucked in a deep breath and went to put your phone away. You stopped though when your eyes caught a picture that was taken just a few minutes ago when Sehun had gotten close to you. The message underneath said, I just overheard them! He said he'd pay for her crap! She's totally just using him for his money! Ugh, she just needs to go away!! Seriously!

Your eyes widened and your heart stopped when you read the un-true words, wanting to defend yourself but you couldn't. You were frozen and tears were about to start falling down your cheeks, and unfortunately you didn't think you'd be able to stop them.

"Jagi, are you ready to check out?"

~But when you look at me and smile they all melt down, out of my memory. But nothing else is needed when it comes to a boy and girl's first love. With clear eyes, you whispered to me and in that reflection, I am smiling~

You quickly made sure your cheeks and eyes were dry then set your phone down, grabbing the last thing on your list then turning quickly towards your boyfriend. "Mhm," you smiled over at him.

"You okay?" He asked, always somehow being able to see right through your facade which surprised you each time.

"Of course," you said to keep up the act. "Just tired is all."

"Oh, well here. Let me push the cart okay?"

You smiled and stood aside as he grabbed onto the railing and started towards the check out aisles, you following quickly.

-short time skip-

You had paid and you were both now headed to your house, and Sehun kept pestering you about why your eyes were red and why you seemed upset. It surprised you since you thought that he'd drop the subject by now, but apparently he wasn't going to just ignore it this time. So you noticed something that would save you some time and you silently thanked God before turning and mentioning the forgotten bag to Sehun, who in turn offered to run back and get it but not before telling you to stay where you were.

So now here you were, leaning against the wall and waiting for your boyfriend to come back with what you are now going to call your personal life saver. Even though it was weird to call a bag of tomatoes that, you would since it ultimately saved you from having to keep lying to the one you loved.

"Well, would you look what we have here."

~My heart (is white) my cheeks (are red) Our eyes are locked (black) my sky turns (yellow) Everything looks different. Why am I wandering through dreams every day? Everyone has this dream at least once. Even your name makes my heart flutter, this dream called first love~

Your eyes widened and you looked up quickly, suddenly seeming a lot smaller than the group of girls that were now surrounding you. Gulping, you looked around the street just noticing how quiet it was to see that it was empty. Except for the small group of you guys there was no one out, and it scared you even more knowing no one would help you.

"What do you want?" You asked softly to the girls who honestly didn't look that much older than you, but they definitely looked like they knew a thing or two about how to hit someone.

"We want you to leave our man alone. Stop using him and just die." Die. That word somehow struck fear into you, and started repeating in your head. No one's ever told me to die, you thought with rising panic as the girls got even closer.

Your panic was well placed it seemed as the 'leader' of this group started to pull at your hair, talking about how you were too ugly for him. All the others started to join in too, and now you were partially bent over and gasping for air from the blow one of them just threw to your stomach. I'm too scared to move, you thought as you closed your eyes tightly and prayed for someone to help you.

~I'm falling deeper and deeper, like a child who has seen the world for the first time. The unknown mystery that is you, I want to get to know one by one. Teach me what love is, only you can teach me. Slowly draw it on a white piece of paper so only I can see. Every day, it's crazy, I will be with you, I dream baby. Love you baby baby. You came to me without a sound, carefully spreading more and more~

You wanted to cry out but you couldn't, you were still trying to catch your breath from that first punch. Distantly though, you honestly thought that you heard someone. Someone calling out for them to stop. For them to leave you alone. You thought you were imagining it though, not seeing who would be coming to help you now. But you noticed you weren't when you heard the voice louder this time, clearer, meaning the person was getting closer to you. And you just noticed who it was, even though it was hard to distinguish with the blood rushing in your ears it seemed.

"Yah, leave her alone!" Your lovely boyfriend screamed out as he pulled them off and stood protectively in front of me, as if using his body as my shield.

"S-sehun!" The 'leader' stuttered out, nervous now that her idol had seen them abusing his girlfriend. His love. The girl who meant everything to him.

"What the hell are you doing?!" He screamed out, angry and pissed beyond reason. You glanced up at him and noticed that his shoulders were rigid and shaking, meaning he was a kind of pissed you've never even seen before.

"W-we-"

"Don't even think about making up excuses!" He looked at all of them and then noticed the exo badges one girl had on her shoulder bag, pointing them out. "You're fans?"

~Everything I got to know through you is beautiful, I want to fall asleep forever in this dream. My heart (is white) my cheeks (are red) Our eyes are locked (black) my sky turns (yellow) The moment I stepped inside your world I was born again~

The girls all noded happily, thinking that this was their chance of redemption. Of getting Sehun to forget all of this. But they were wrong, wrong to think that even though they said they were fans that Sehun would just forget the fact that they made you bleed. Their looks of fear intensified when they saw Sehun smirk and heard him let out a low laugh, definitely not a laugh any of the girls there including you had heard before.

"How dare you." He said, calm all of a sudden which frightened even you. "How dare you call yourselves my fans, my group's fans, when you just beat the girl I love. And the hate, was that you as well?" The girls did nothing, just shook in fear and numbness. "Was it?!" Sehun suddenly shouted loudly, making everyone flinch.

"We started it yes," the leader of the girls said when she finally worked up enough nerves to speak. Which quickly disappeared when Sehun grabbed her phone from her hands and smashed it to the ground.

Your hand, which was holding onto your stomach, now moved to your mouth as you watched in surprise and honestly a little fear. Your boyfriend was breathing heavily and had his eyes closed, most likely to calm himself from doing anything other than breaking the girl's phone.

"If you ever," he started saying lowly, "and I mean ever, hurt her or try to lay a hand on her again I will not go easy on you. But I want your names and contacts, all of them, because I'm suing you. And I don't ever want you to call yourselves my fans again, because a true fan would not do this to someone I love. Someone the whole group loves."

You stayed on the ground waiting as the girls sniffled and apologized to you and Sehun, gave  him their information, and then scurried off. Heartbroken. You watched your boyfriend with worry as he paced back and forth while on the phone with his manager, telling him the information and not taking no for an answer about suing them. He was royally pissed and you smiled slightly knowing that he did this for you, that your fear of him picking his fans over you instantly disappeared when you saw him fight for you. It made you fall in love with him all over again and you didn't notice the smile still on your face as Sehun crouched in front of you, examining you closely to see what all they had hurt.

"I'm taking you to the hospital," he said and the way he said it you knew it was an order, not a suggestion. So you just nodded and almost laughed when you saw him look at you with confusion. "Why are you smiling?" He asked you cautiously.

You grabbed his face and leaned forward, kissing him softly then wincing and pulling back quickly from the pain in your stomach. "Oh crap that backfired," you wheezed out before letting out a small chuckle. Then you saw Sehun looking you over, concern etched all over his face, so you grabbed his hand and gave it a squeeze. "I love you."

He sighed and cracked a smile, bringing your hand up and giving you a kiss on the back of your hand. "I love you too. Please, don't ever let something like this happen again. Tell me if you get anymore hate, because I honestly thought my heart was going to stop when I saw them hurting you."

"Okay," you paused all of a sudden though and looked at him with confusion. "Wait a minute, how'd you know I was getting hate?"

"Uh, you left your phone in the bag I had and it kept going off so I got curious and checked it. I don't like that you kept that from me though, jagi. I need to know those things."

"Okay, I'm sorry. I just thought you wouldn't believe me, and I didn't want to hurt you since your fans are precious to you."

He cut you off by leaning his forehead against your own. "Those weren't fans baby. If they don't accept you then they don't accept me, and that means they aren't true fans. Now come on," he said as he picked you up. "Let's get you to the hospital."

Then after placing you in his manager's car, which you had not noticed pulled up, the three of you headed off to the hospital. Where Sehun had spent the time doing whatever you asked and made sure you listened to the doctors orders, getting some rest, and cuddled you the rest of the night. It was nice.


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Party Rock(Sungjun-Boys Republic)

Party Rock(Sungjun-Boys Republic)

~Hello Ayyy, we've met for the first time so I'm sorry baby but I want to sit next to you, for real. Oh, not even the Louvre Museum contains, yeah a beauty like you~

"Ugh~" You groaned as you rolled over and coughed, throwing the blanket off of your body. You were laying in bed and you were sick, your nose was running and your throat felt like it was raw. Your nose was red and hurt from having to blow it so many times, and you still couldn't breathe so you had your mouth open slightly to be able to breathe properly.

"Knock knock," you heard a soft voice say from the door making you look over and see your husband Sungjun coming in with a tray in his hands. "Hey jagi, I made you some soup and fixed you some orange juice. Do you think you'll be able to eat?"

You smiled over at him and covered your mouth and nose with your blanket. "Yeah, just lay it on the nightstand and I'll get it."

He set it on the nightstand and sat beside you then started to stroke your hair back away from your face, "Will you quit covering your face? I've already told you I don't care if you get me sick."

"Yes, I know but I care. I'd feel even more awful if I got you sick." You closed your eyes as he kept stroking your hair lovingly, not even sure if he heard what you said since it sounded like you were croaking and your voice was also muffled by the blanket.

~Yeah here and there, everyone's a superstar but only you shine. Your star is like Orion, pulling me stronger to you. Na na na na na, become my star tonight. Yes, oh gimme gimme party rock~

He smiled  and pulled the blanket away from your face then leaned down and kissed your forehead. "Come on," he told you as he put his hands underneath your back and helped you sit up. "I'll feed you, I remember you liked it when I fed you last time you were sick."

You blushed and were thankful that Sungjun wouldn't be able to see it since you were already flushed from your fever. Silently though, you were happy that he remembered that you loved it when he did sweet things like this. You watched him as he blew on your soup to cool it then held the spoon out to you, waiting till after you [A/n: quick question...do you eat soup..? or do you drink it..??? o,o..whichever you guys think i guess.] it then he takes the spoon back and repeats the action until there's no more soup left in the bowl.

He helped you get comfortable after you were finished and layed a damp rag on your forehead, then he rubbed your arm as you closed you eyes and sighed. "I'll be back in a second, alright jagi? I'm going to go get your medicine."

You made a noise to acknowledge that you heard him, not wanting to say anything else since you didn't want to hurt your throat anymore. After hearing him walk out of the room you felt yourself slowly drift in and out of consciousness, then tiredly opened your eyes when you felt the bed dip. Sungjun was staring at a bottle of medicine with his eyebrows pulled together, probably trying to figure out how much he had to give me.

~I go crazy for you tonight, I'll steal your heart tonight before the night is over. We've gotta fire, we're gonna party rock. Woo woo ya ya ya, Woo. Call me and tell me you're going home soon~

It had been about two hours since Sungjun had given you your medicine and you had fallen asleep, now he was downstairs washing the dishes so you wouldn't have to when you were up and feeling better. After loading them in the dish washer he dried his hands and put the rest of the soup into a container then set it in the fridge for you to eat later.

He always hated seeing you sick, he always wanted to take the misery away from you and take it upon himself. He looked towards the stairs and debated upon whether he should go up there or not. I shouldn't bother her, he thought to himself and after fighting the urge to go upstairs and risk waking you he took a seat on the couch and turned on the TV, wanting to have something to distract him.

He looked at his phone when he heard it buzz and saw a text from Minsu, who was your best friend, asking how you were feeling. Sungjun messaged him and told him how you were and how you were currently taking a nap. He set his phone down and quickly stood up when he heard you start coughing. After he got to the room he peeked in and saw you sitting up and holding a tissue over your mouth as you kept coughing.

~Put your hands up to the rhythm. Slowly open your heart to the beat. It's alright alright, that's the real you. It's alright alright, that's the real me~

"Hey, you alright?" He sat beside you and rubbed your back and handed you your water when you were finished.

You nodded and took a sip of your drink and then leaned against him, thankful that he was there since you didn't want to be alone when you were sick. "Thank you," you said softly to him before taking another sip of water.

He smiled and kissed the side of your head, then after taking the glass from you and setting on the stand he leaned back against the pillows and layed your head on his chest. He smiled and pulled you closer when you snuggled closer to him. He hummed as he rubbed your back and looked up at the ceiling as he smiled.

~You know, guys who aren't good enough look at you and drool. I'm different, your desirable lips are on my cheeks, next to me. Na na na na na, don't think about a different guy today. Yes, oh gimme gimme park rock~

"Hey, Sungjun?"

He looked down at you when he heard you murmur. "Yeah?"

You peeked up at him, making him melt when he saw your big eyes looking up at him. "Thank you for helping me get better. I definitely feel better thanks to all you've done."

He smiled down at you and squeezed you closer, "I'll always be here when you're not feeling good jagi. Remember what we promised? In sickness and in health until death do us part."

You looked up at him confused, "Did you really just repeat our wedding vows?"

He looked at you innocently and said, "Yeah didn't it fit our situation perfectly?"

You started laughing, well what could be considered laughing since you still could barely breathe out of your nose and your throat hurt. Seeing you smile Sungjun joined in laughing and silently thanked god that you were feeling good enough to laugh, he wished that you would never stop smiling.

~I go crazy for you tonight, I'll steal your heart tonight before the night is over. We've gotta fire, we're gonna party rock. Woo woo ya ya ya, Woo. Call me and tell me you're going home soon~

It had been about half an hour since you two had quietened down and were slowly falling asleep. You snuggled closer to Sungjun and smiled when he wrapped his arms tighter around you. You looked up and him and smiled when you saw that he was already asleep, you started tracing his facial features and was so thankful that you got such an amazingly handsome husband to call your own.

"Thank you Sungjun," you whispered as you kissed his cheek then layed your head on his chest again and drifted off into sleep.


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A.D.T.O.Y.(Junho-2PM)

A.D.T.O.Y.(Junho-2PM)

Requested by: SiaSuYee

Couldn't resist this picture..i mean have you seen how flipping adorable he is in it x'D Gaaahhh ma baby D'x

~(A.D.) All day I (T.) think of (O.Y.) only you (O.Y.) only you (A.D.) All day I (T.) think of (O.Y.) only you (O.Y.) only you. I can't do a thing all day because of you, it is like you took my heart away~

You sighed as you sat forward and stared at your television screen, where the group '2PM' were currently performing on a music show. You'd actually never even heard of the group before, in fact you never were one to watch music shows unless your bias group was on but something about this group had caught your attention. Whether it was the amazing vocals, cool rapping, or the very handsome man who was currently standing in the middle of them all you did not know.

Your attention was brought back when you heard the music and singing stop and the fans start to cheer. Upset that you had missed the last part of the song you frowned and brought your phone out, you were planning on looking them up and studying about them. Of course, there were a lot of stories that made you concerned on whether they were actually worth getting involved with. So shrugging, you decided that everyone has a past but you can always change your future and paparazzi sucks, you shut your phone off and decided to head into town.

Your friend had messaged you earlier and had wanted to hang out in a little bit so you decided to ask and see if she knew about 2PM. You were sure she had, especially since you had seen that they came from JYPE. Like you had said, you weren't really into groups that much excluding your bias groups and they weren't from JYPE or SM or even YG. You were more into stanning groups that weren't as popular but had a hell of a lot of talent.

~It is like you're here by my side, my head is enraptured in last night's memories. I cannot break free, it is all because of you, I am going out of my mind, I want you. Want to possess you, want to touch you. Sinking in Deeper and Deeper~

Finally arriving at the cafe your friend and you usually met up at you got out and headed inside, confused as to why exactly it was even more crowded than usual. Shrugging, you found your friend in the usual booth and started to make your way over to her. But of course knowing your horrendous bad luck, you bumped into someone and was about to fall when you felt a pair of arms surround your waist and hold you up. You thanked them, without looking at them and instead looking to the floor from embarrassment, and straightened yourself up.

"No problem," you heard him say. Of course, you'd realized how nice his voice sounded so you glimpsed at his face and almost passed out when you saw just how handsome he was.

Wait, you paused and studied his features, why does he look familiar? You smiled a little and bowed your head to him before hurrying off to where you friend sat waiting. The question repeated over and over in your mind until you reached your friend, who looked like she was about to blast right out of here with glee.

Raising an eyebrow at her behaviour you sat across from her and took a sip from the drink she had ordered for you. "Thank you," you told her when you set your cup down. "And what's got you so giddy?"

"Do you not realize who held you?! Who had his arms around your waist?!"

~ My body and mind are endlessly craving for you, like a child with a candy taken away. I am going out of my mind, I cannot concentrate. How can do a thing when my mind is somewhere else? What have you done to me? I'm not supposed to be like this~

"Uhm, no?"

Your eyes widened as she gasped and grabbed your shoulders tightly from over the table and started to shake them, well as well as she could anyways from sitting across from you.

"Are you crazy?! That was Lee Junho!" You sat in silence and raised an eyebrow at her, to which she rolled her eyes at. "You idiot. Junho! From 2PM?!"

Your eyes widened once again, this time from shock, as you quickly looked back to where Junho had caught you. You couldn't believe it! You knew he looked familiar! He was the one you thought was cute when they were performing. Looking back towards f/n you saw her smirking as she watched you looked for him, then she leaned forward and whispered.

"So, you finally found out about 2pm? It's about time," she giggled as she sat back in her booth and looked at you. "So, let me guess. By your reaction you saw them perform or saw their mv and thought Junho was cute?"

Shyly you nodded at her and looked down to your drink, not wanting her to see the slight blush you could feel forming on your cheeks. You looked up though when you heard her start choking and hitting her chest lightly. Looking to her confused, you saw her start to gesture slightly to look behind you. You turned your head slightly to the side and looked out the corner of your eye, but you didn't see anything so you turned back to her confused.

"Hey, you're the girl that I caught right?" A deep voice suddenly asked from directly behind you making your eyes widen.

~Your eyes upon me drive me crazy. With that mysterious smile you call my name and keep making eye contact, you call my name and make eye contact. Your soft touch leaves me breathless, you tie me up. Slipping from my hair down my neck. Slipping from my hair down my neck~

"Uh," the face you were making must've been laughable because you saw f/n cover her snicker behind her hand and a fake cough. After giving her a glare you turned your head to look back to Junho, who was smiling softly down to you. "Yeah, that would embarrassingly be me."

"Good," he surprised you even more when he sat down next to you in the booth and held out his hand. "I'm Lee Junho."

"Uh, uhm. I'm y/n." You wanted to slap yourself for stuttering and sounding like a complete idiot.

Junho however just smiled again and shook your outstretched hand. "Beautiful name for an even more beautiful girl."

You scoffed and your eyes widened as you just realized what exactly you had done. So turning you quickly faced him to apologize for being rude but stopped short as you heard him start laughing. His laugh is nice, you thought to yourself as you tried to stop yourself from watching him. Key word being tried.

"You're cute, y/n. Thank you for bumping into me and letting me catch you."

"Uhm, you're welcome? Thank you? I, uh, don't actually know what to say now." You looked down at your drink that was in front of you on the table like it was the most entertaining thing in the world.

Junho laughed some more and then leaned towards you a little bit more, bringing him even closer to where you sat. It wasn't like you minded though. "You know your friend's gone, right?"

~(A.D.) All day I (T.) think of (O.Y.) only you (O.Y.) only you (A.D.) All day I (T.) think of (O.Y.) only you (O.Y.) only you (A.D.) All day I (T.) think of (O.Y.) only you (O.Y.) only you (A.D.) All day I (T.) think of (O.Y.) only you (O.Y.) only you. All day I think about you. That's all I do. All night I think about you. That's all I do. All day I think about you. That's all I do. All night I think about you. I think about you~

With wide eyes you looked up and realized that he was in fact right, f/n had abandoned you and you would make sure she'd pay for this later. You let out a nervous laugh and rubbed the side of your arm, not really sure what to do or say. Junho let out a chuckle and you felt him pat your head making you look to him with wide and confused eyes.

"You're cute when you blush, you know that?"

Your eyes widened and you felt your cheeks heat up again. Clearing your throat you tapped your fingers on the table top and looked to Junho sideways, then quickly looked away again when you noticed he was looking at you already. You didn't notice the smile that crept onto his face, nor did you notice when he leaned even closer to you and took a strand of your hair, tucking it behind your ear.

"You know, I'd really like to see you again."

"You would?!" You quickly slapped a hand over your mouth when you noticed how loud you had asked the question.

Junho laughed and leaned his face into his palm, elbow leaning on the table top. "Yup, you wouldn't mind though would you?"

Shyly, you shook your head and smiled back at him. Well what do you know, today was a pretty good day after all. Maybe your bad luck was turning good.

~All day I think about you. That's all I do. All night I think about you. That's all I do. All day I think about you. That's all I do. All night I think about you. I think about you. (A.D.) All day I (T.) think of (O.Y.) only you (O.Y.) only you (A.D.) All day I (T.) think of (O.Y.) only you (O.Y.) only you (A.D.) All day I (T.) think of (O.Y.) only you (O.Y.) only you (A.D.) All day I (T.) think of (O.Y.) only you (O.Y.) only you~


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It’s Raining(Sebin-Snuper)

Its Raining(Sebin-Snuper)

~It's rainin, it's rainin, wash away my tears. It's pain, it's pain, erase my scars. Every time, you say it's over, that you're tired, as you push me away, but your trembling lips don't really convince me~

"How's dinner?" You ask your fiance as you keep your gaze on your plate, pushing your food around.

He didn't say anything, instead answered you with a grunt which made you roll your eyes. Of course he wouldn't answer you, not when he was in a pissy mode. Honestly you were getting pissed yourself. You were getting so tired of Sebin coming home and acting like this, and he's been doing this for months and you had no clue why. You just wished that you knew the reason why he was acting this way. Did something happen at work?

You set your spoon down, not really feeling hungry anymore, and picked your plate up to bring it to the sink. Sebin wasn't finished with his or paying attention so you just went about your own business. You thought about what to do, tonight was you guys' date night but like you said he wasn't 'in the mood'. He wasn't ever in the mood anymore.

~Cruelly painful days (you cry) But still, I can't let you go. You're standing at the edge of a cliff (sorrow) I won't let go of your hand~

You were now sitting on the couch, reading a book that totally caught your attention from the start. You were so into it that you honestly were starting to feel like the main character was. Of course that's how you always were when you read a book you really liked. And then it happened, what every book lover dreads. Your favorite character died, and now your crying like a baby. Yes it's ridiculous but come on, they described it and everything! Not to mention he died right in front of the mc!! Like seriously! What the hell?!

The book was now laying on the floor across the room, where it landed when you threw it after you got pissed. You? Well you were currently curled up into a ball on the couch with tissues laying discarded next to you. You kept blowing your nose and wiping your eyes to stop the tears, all the while thinking about how stupid you were. This is so stupid! You thought to yourself as you used yet another tissue to wipe away the never ending tears.

"Y-y/n?!" You heard before you turned your head and looked at Sebin through your blurry vision.

"What?" You croaked out then cleared your throat when you heard how hoarse your voice was.

~I'm not thankful, I'm not sorry, it's love because it's crazy. I'm not struggling, I'm not tired, it's love only if it's crazy. It's rainin, it's rainin, wash away my tears. It's pain, it's pain, erase my scars~

"B-baby, what's wrong? What happened?" Sebin was now kneeling in front of you with a look of sheer panic and concern laced in. You opened your mouth to reassure him, tell him that it was just because of a book, and secretly you were ecstatic that he was finally giving you his attention. Although, when you was trying to tell him he kept interrupting you.

"Listen, if it's because I've been so distant and closed off I am so sorry! It's just that work has been very stressful lately! And I know that I shouldn't have taken it out on you, but I didn't want to worry you so I just didn't tell you anything!"

Your eyes widened in surprise as tears started falling down his cheeks, then you started to feel really guilty. But of course, every time you tried to calm him down and tell him the reason you were still bawling he would interrupt you. You were starting to get agitated and finally got so upset that he wouldn't let you talk that you exploded.

~You cry (cry) You said let's just end this cleanly. Don't try (try) trick for me, why are you lying? I know you, you're not like that. I'm not that generous, I never cool to you. I won't easily let go of you baby~

"Sebin! For heaven's sake shut up!" You yelled out as you covered his mouth, instantly feeling even worse when you saw the hurt expression cover his face. You sighed and started to explain, "Baby, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to yell at you, but you wouldn't let me speak and I was getting agitated. Now, will you let me speak and listen carefully?"

He looked at you, wiped his tears, and then nodded. Then, after making sure you had all of his attention, you began to explain carefully.

"I was hurt that you weren't speaking to me, but I understood that it had to have been because of work. Sebin, I know that you wouldn't purposely hurt me and that's why I didn't say anything about it." He opened his mouth to speak but quickly closed it again when you threw him a look. "Now, listen to what I'm about to say and listen good. I was not crying because of you sweetheart."

~Even if you barely endured me (you cry) I'm sorry, I won't fall for it. Your break up is just a complaint (sorrow) You don't mean it. I'm not thankful, I'm not sorry, it's love because it's crazy. I'm not struggling, I'm not tired, it's love only if it's crazy. It's rainin, it's rainin, wash away my tears. It's pain, it's pain, erase my scars~

He looked at you with confusion and raised an eyebrow. "Then, why were you crying so hard? I mean, seriously, what the hell made you cry so hard that you used all of those tissues?" His face than instantly hardened, making you back up a little due to shock and a little bit of fear. The look on his face was honestly terrifying, but it was actually kind of hot to see this side of him. Shut up, y/n. Stop being weird, you mentally scolded yourself as you turned your attention back to Sebin.

"Did someone hurt you?" He asked so calmly it made you gulp.

"What?" You squeaked out, unable to actually form a sentence.

"Someone hurt you? Who the hell was it?! Tell me there name so I know who to hurt."

Your eyes widened once again, surprised at the turn this conversation was taking. "No, Sebin calm down! You don't need to hurt anyone!"

"Of course I do. Y/n if someone hurt you enough to cry this hard then they're dead!"

~I won't erase, I won't let go, even the rain is stopping you. I can't erase, I can't let go, that's the only way I'll live. It's rainin, it's rainin, wash away my tears. It's pain, it's pain, erase my scars~

Your jaw was now slack, probably making you look like a complete idiot but you didn't care. Your eyes started tearing up, but from a different reason and feeling this time. You were happy, ecstatic actually, that Sebin was telling you this. Showing you just how much he cared for you, something he won't normally tell you. Feeling all of these emotions you grabbed his face and kissed him, succeeding in calming him down and shutting him up.

You pulled back and almost laughed at the look he had on his face, it was so funny that you didn't even know how to describe it. He quickly snapped out of his stupor though when he saw the tears on your face, then he started to wipe them away. When he started muttering that he was sorry but honestly looked like he didn't know why he should be apologizing, well that's when you finally let out yours laughs that you were holding in.

Of course this made him even more confused, but he waited patiently until you were finally calm enough to explain to him. "Sebin-ah, have I ever told you how much I love you?"

He turned his head away quickly, but not quick enough since you saw the light blush forming on his cheeks at my words. You chuckled and turned his face back towards you, holding your palms over his cheeks.

~Rainy day will pass. When tomorrow comes, it'll be alright. Fall even more. Hide my scars~

"First off, I was crying because my favorite character died in my book not because of you Sebin-ah." He didn't say anything, just sat there with his mouth open in shock. You held in another laugh and continued. "Second, I kissed you and started crying again because I was happy."

He looked at you confused. "Why were you happy?"

"Because of what you said Sebin. You told me that you'd hurt anyone that made me cry and that made me so happy because you've never showed me that much emotion. Ever. And I was so happy to know that you cared that much."

He didn't say anything, just continued to look at me with a blank look on his face. Finally he turned his gaze away and scratched at his head. "Geez, Hyung was right," he muttered which then made you the confused one. He saw the look on your face and let out a light chuckle, leaning forwards and capturing your lips with his. "You women are bipolar." He said, chuckling as he pulled away and dodged the pillow you threw at him.

"I love you, Sebin-ah," you told him softly as you two snuggled together on the couch.

"I love you too, jagiya. And I promise that I'll talk to you next time, I won't shut you out ever again."


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