Party Rock(Sungjun-Boys Republic)

Party Rock(Sungjun-Boys Republic)

~Hello Ayyy, we've met for the first time so I'm sorry baby but I want to sit next to you, for real. Oh, not even the Louvre Museum contains, yeah a beauty like you~

"Ugh~" You groaned as you rolled over and coughed, throwing the blanket off of your body. You were laying in bed and you were sick, your nose was running and your throat felt like it was raw. Your nose was red and hurt from having to blow it so many times, and you still couldn't breathe so you had your mouth open slightly to be able to breathe properly.

"Knock knock," you heard a soft voice say from the door making you look over and see your husband Sungjun coming in with a tray in his hands. "Hey jagi, I made you some soup and fixed you some orange juice. Do you think you'll be able to eat?"

You smiled over at him and covered your mouth and nose with your blanket. "Yeah, just lay it on the nightstand and I'll get it."

He set it on the nightstand and sat beside you then started to stroke your hair back away from your face, "Will you quit covering your face? I've already told you I don't care if you get me sick."

"Yes, I know but I care. I'd feel even more awful if I got you sick." You closed your eyes as he kept stroking your hair lovingly, not even sure if he heard what you said since it sounded like you were croaking and your voice was also muffled by the blanket.

~Yeah here and there, everyone's a superstar but only you shine. Your star is like Orion, pulling me stronger to you. Na na na na na, become my star tonight. Yes, oh gimme gimme party rock~

He smiled  and pulled the blanket away from your face then leaned down and kissed your forehead. "Come on," he told you as he put his hands underneath your back and helped you sit up. "I'll feed you, I remember you liked it when I fed you last time you were sick."

You blushed and were thankful that Sungjun wouldn't be able to see it since you were already flushed from your fever. Silently though, you were happy that he remembered that you loved it when he did sweet things like this. You watched him as he blew on your soup to cool it then held the spoon out to you, waiting till after you [A/n: quick question...do you eat soup..? or do you drink it..??? o,o..whichever you guys think i guess.] it then he takes the spoon back and repeats the action until there's no more soup left in the bowl.

He helped you get comfortable after you were finished and layed a damp rag on your forehead, then he rubbed your arm as you closed you eyes and sighed. "I'll be back in a second, alright jagi? I'm going to go get your medicine."

You made a noise to acknowledge that you heard him, not wanting to say anything else since you didn't want to hurt your throat anymore. After hearing him walk out of the room you felt yourself slowly drift in and out of consciousness, then tiredly opened your eyes when you felt the bed dip. Sungjun was staring at a bottle of medicine with his eyebrows pulled together, probably trying to figure out how much he had to give me.

~I go crazy for you tonight, I'll steal your heart tonight before the night is over. We've gotta fire, we're gonna party rock. Woo woo ya ya ya, Woo. Call me and tell me you're going home soon~

It had been about two hours since Sungjun had given you your medicine and you had fallen asleep, now he was downstairs washing the dishes so you wouldn't have to when you were up and feeling better. After loading them in the dish washer he dried his hands and put the rest of the soup into a container then set it in the fridge for you to eat later.

He always hated seeing you sick, he always wanted to take the misery away from you and take it upon himself. He looked towards the stairs and debated upon whether he should go up there or not. I shouldn't bother her, he thought to himself and after fighting the urge to go upstairs and risk waking you he took a seat on the couch and turned on the TV, wanting to have something to distract him.

He looked at his phone when he heard it buzz and saw a text from Minsu, who was your best friend, asking how you were feeling. Sungjun messaged him and told him how you were and how you were currently taking a nap. He set his phone down and quickly stood up when he heard you start coughing. After he got to the room he peeked in and saw you sitting up and holding a tissue over your mouth as you kept coughing.

~Put your hands up to the rhythm. Slowly open your heart to the beat. It's alright alright, that's the real you. It's alright alright, that's the real me~

"Hey, you alright?" He sat beside you and rubbed your back and handed you your water when you were finished.

You nodded and took a sip of your drink and then leaned against him, thankful that he was there since you didn't want to be alone when you were sick. "Thank you," you said softly to him before taking another sip of water.

He smiled and kissed the side of your head, then after taking the glass from you and setting on the stand he leaned back against the pillows and layed your head on his chest. He smiled and pulled you closer when you snuggled closer to him. He hummed as he rubbed your back and looked up at the ceiling as he smiled.

~You know, guys who aren't good enough look at you and drool. I'm different, your desirable lips are on my cheeks, next to me. Na na na na na, don't think about a different guy today. Yes, oh gimme gimme park rock~

"Hey, Sungjun?"

He looked down at you when he heard you murmur. "Yeah?"

You peeked up at him, making him melt when he saw your big eyes looking up at him. "Thank you for helping me get better. I definitely feel better thanks to all you've done."

He smiled down at you and squeezed you closer, "I'll always be here when you're not feeling good jagi. Remember what we promised? In sickness and in health until death do us part."

You looked up at him confused, "Did you really just repeat our wedding vows?"

He looked at you innocently and said, "Yeah didn't it fit our situation perfectly?"

You started laughing, well what could be considered laughing since you still could barely breathe out of your nose and your throat hurt. Seeing you smile Sungjun joined in laughing and silently thanked god that you were feeling good enough to laugh, he wished that you would never stop smiling.

~I go crazy for you tonight, I'll steal your heart tonight before the night is over. We've gotta fire, we're gonna party rock. Woo woo ya ya ya, Woo. Call me and tell me you're going home soon~

It had been about half an hour since you two had quietened down and were slowly falling asleep. You snuggled closer to Sungjun and smiled when he wrapped his arms tighter around you. You looked up and him and smiled when you saw that he was already asleep, you started tracing his facial features and was so thankful that you got such an amazingly handsome husband to call your own.

"Thank you Sungjun," you whispered as you kissed his cheek then layed your head on his chest again and drifted off into sleep.

Killer(Daehyun-B.A.P)

Requested by: SiaSuYee

~She got the rhythm of my heart I can feel my heart race. Her style's like hit'em Oh My God. No one can swim out of her charm. Even if you just look the feeling comes, shut up Feel it. The picture itself is different, my instincts want it~

"Hey, y/n."

"Hm?" You looked towards your brother, Youngjae, and saw him standing in the doorway to the living room.

"You busy?" He asked slowly, making you confused since it seemed like he was almost hiding something.

"Uh, no?"

"Is that a question?" He asked you, raising an eyebrow.

"No?"

"Is that a question?" He started to laugh at you which in turn made you start laughing.

"Why?"

"Well, I may have brought some company over."

"Company?" You raised an eyebrow at him in suspicion.

"Y/n!" You covered your ears as five boys ran into the room and started screaming  at the top of their lungs.

~she makes me nervous,everyone is fallin'. aimed at my heart Oh. She got this heart, makes me go crazy. She got this heart. In my eyes i can only see you. You make me fall, you make me smile. Everyone calls you like this~

"Yah! Yah! Be quiet!" You yelled out.

"Yah! Settle down!" You narrowed your eyes at Youngjae, who had not helped in getting the boys to quiet down. He chuckled and scratched the back of his neck nervously, before walking over to you and sitting beside you. "Sorry, the boys and I had nothing to do, so we were wondering if you wanted to hang out today?"

"Oh? What did you guys have in mind?"

"Hm? Oh, uh. We didn't really plan anything." He paused and looked over to the boys, who were still being loud and crazy. "Hey guys!" They all stopped and looked over to Youngjae who had a small smirk on his face, one I didn't notice. "What do you guys say we go to the arcade?"

The rest of the boys, with the exception of Daehyun, smirked back at Youngjae and all agreed. So, with the boys and their unspoken plan, we all headed out and to the cars that were parked outside the front of the house.  You were in the car with Youngjae and Daehyun while the other four went in the other car with Himchan driving. Youngjae was at the wheel and you were in the front seat, you had tried to convince Daehyun that he could sit in the front but he wouldn't listen to you.

The three of you were humming along to the radio and there was a nice quiet that had settled over the car. You were looking out the window enjoying the scenery, well at least what scenery was there that didn't include buildings.

"We're almost there!" Youngjae suddenly screamed out making you put a hand over your chest in shock and look to him.

~Yeah She's the killer Bang Bang Yeah She's the killer Bang Bang Yeah she's the killer for my soul. There's no other way my heart in her hands, she got my heart. You hold me and let me go Girl, you're shaking me up crazily. It's as if my soul will explode the closer i get to you as if my breath will stop, my heart trumbles. I Need U Darlin' i only need you to be here. I love you -in chinese- i love you. Our two gazes meet as if they'll melt I Fell So Hot it's hot~

"Yah! Yoo Youngjae! Why the hell do you always feel the need to shout?! There's only me and Daehyun in here." You hit your brother, which just caused him to laugh and look to Daehyun in the rearview mirror.

"Yah, you don't mind me shouting?"

Daehyun narrowed his eyes slightly, "I never said I didn't."

You laughed as Youngjae's face turned to one of shock. "See," you teased as you poked his arm. "Loudmouth," you muttered as you shook your head.

"Yeah yeah, just get out of my car."

Both you and Dae laughed as you followed Youngjae out of the car and towards the front of the arcade where the others caught up with you guys. Youngjae, who was still pouting, walked inside ahead of all of you so you hurried to follow. Daehyun was chatting with Himchan and telling him why Youngjae was pouting, which made the rest of the boys chuckle and pat your shoulder.

Once you were all inside everyone decided to split off into smaller groups, to make it easier to do what everyone wanted to do. So Himchan and Yongguk split off to go see where Youngjae went and Zelo and Jongup hurried off to the first game they wanted to play. And you looked around nervously as you realized that that left you with Daehyun, who was always look down at his feet and would glance over to you.

~Even if you just look the feeling comes, shut up Feel it. The picture itself is different my instinct want it. She makes me nervous,everyone is fallin'. Aimed at my heart Oh. She got this heart, makes me go crazy, she got this heart. In my eyes i can only see you. You make me fall, you make me smile. Everyone calls you like this~

"So, what do you want to do first?" Daehyun asked you softly as he fixed the jacket he had on.

"Uhm, I'm not sure. How about you choose first then if I see something we'll do that next?"

He nodded and smiled at you. "Okay, follow me."

He turned and you followed closely behind as he led you through the crowded room towards his destination. Which turned out to be DDR and honestly it surprised you as Daehyun hurriedly jumped on and put his coins in, then hopped on the arrows and preceded in picking out the song he wanted to dance to.

The music started and Daehyun followed, now he wasn't the best but he wasn't too bad. You held in your giggles and secretly took a video to show the boys, honestly though Daehyun looked like he was having fun so you cheered him on which made him smile over at you. And that one second glimpse made your eyes widen as you looked at the screen and saw the song speed up.

"Daehyun!"

With wide eyes he exclaimed his surprise and quickly tried to follow the arrow steps, but ended up missing. Your eyes widened in surprise and Daehyun suddenly tripped over his own foot and started falling towards you, so you not wanting him to hit the ground and hurt himself hurried over to try to catch him. Of course, since nothing ever turns out the way you want it to, when he hit you the force behind it ended up pushing the both of you down onto the ground. You closed your eyes from the impact and layed there on the ground for a couple seconds, before finally getting the courage to open your eyes.

~Yeah She's the killer Bang Bang Yeah She's the killer Bang Bang Yeah she's the killer for my soul, There's no other way. My heart in her hands, she got my heart Ay rip my heart apart,into shreds. If it's you,if it's you it's ok, I'm only my own slave. In this brightned night,i'm having you. I want to comfortably close my eyes Eh-Oh Eh-Oh Wah~

When you opened your eyes you saw a pair of nice brown ones staring right back at you. You felt a blush start to form on your cheeks and quickly willed it away, not wanting him to see you blush. You looked back to Daehyun and was surprised to see a light blush dusting his cheeks. He cleared his throat though and hurriedly got off of you, then grabbed ahold of your hand and helped you up as well.

He cleared his throat and rubbed the back of his neck nervously before speaking. "Uhm, I didn't hurt you did I?" You silently shook your head and kept your gaze on the ground, too nervous to look up. "Good, I mean it's good that I didn't hurt you!"

You smiled slightly at the sight of Daehyun's sudden nervousness, which made him stop and stare at you with wide eyes. Your smile dropped and you hurriedly went to cover your face with panic. Did you have a mark or something on your face? Your thoughts were on full blown panic mode and you were having a hard time controlling them.

Daehyun must've seen your internal struggle because he quickly reached out and brought your hands down, reassuring you that there wasn't anything on your face nor did you have any marks from falling. You stopped your panicking only to forget everything as you looked up and realized how close Dae was. He was looking down at you with an almost gentle-like expression as he scanned your features.

It was a secret that you had a huge crush on the singer, the only person who knew your secret was your older brother. So, seeing Daehyun looking at you like this made your heart race and made you become even more nervous.

"Uh, Daehyun? Is everything alright?" You asked him softly seeing as he still hadn't let go of you, which it wasn't like you were complaining.

He shook his head and brought a hand up to cup your cheek. "Y/n, I need to tell you something."

~you take my breath and make it stop, even the sound of my breath becomes rough. So bright , my eyes burn. Me on the target. Although i have nothing to give , i end up giving more to you naturally, you make me do the impossible. What am i supposed to do? She got this heart, makes me go crazy, she got this heart. In my eyes i can only see you. You make me fall, you make me smile. Everyone calls you like this~

"Y/n, I've been keeping something to myself that I just can't contain anymore."

"What is it?" You were honestly confused now, what all did this singer have that was secret?

Instead of saying something, he grabbed your other cheek with his free hand and leaned forward. Your eyes shut automatically and you braced yourself for the kiss, instead you felt his soft lips touch your forehead gently and then opened your eyes when he layed his own forehead against yours.

"I like you, a lot." He paused as you looked up into his eyes. "And I have for a while, but I was too nervous to tell you anything. I understand also if you don't l-"

You brought your lips up to his cheek and smiled slightly as you answered his unspoken question. "I like you too, Daehyun."

His smile brightened and he quickly squeezed you to him, making you lose your breath but you didn't care. You just wrapped your own arms around his frame and squeezed back. For the first time in a while you were truly happy, and you didn't think anything could take that away.

"Hey, hey. Alright, hands off!"

A hand pulled you back away from Daehyun and you looked up in annoyance to see your brother standing in front of you. "Yah!" He quickly shushed you and faced Daehyun again.

"Listen here, you might be my best friend but if you hurt my little sister you're dead. Understood?"

Daehyun smiled and nodded, promising that he had no intentions of hurting you. All of you laughed when Youngjae suddenly screamed like a girl and wrapped Daehyun in a hug before quickly dragging him towards the exit of the arcade, talking about how they could actually end up being brothers.

You shook your head in embarrassment and hurried after the duo, the boys following closely behind. This is nice, you thought to yourself.

"Yah, y/n! Hurry up or I'll leave you!"

You narrowed your eyes at your older brother than smiled gently as you realized Daehyun was holding the car door open for you. Thanking him you hopped in and your smile broadened as he hopped in beside you, wrapping his arm around your shoulder and pulling you close to him. Yeah, this is really nice.

~Yeah She's the killer Bang Bang Yeah She's the killer Bang Bang Yeah she's the killer for my soul, there's no other way. My heart in her hands, she got my heart~

Rainy Day(B-Joo-TOPP DOGG)

~Love is always like a monsoon that comes and goes, it stays for a while and leaves to someplace else. Sweet rain falls for a moment and stops~

You stared out the window, watching as the droplets of rain slid down the glass pane and fell onto the ground. Distantly you heard your phone ring but ignored it, not wanting to move from your spot and not wanting to talk to anyone. You continued to stare out the window and watch the rain fall, much like how yours tears were falling down your cheeks. Sighing, you wiped your cheeks dry yet again then groaned in frustration as more fell.

"I knew you wouldn't answer." You jumped and turned around to see your best friend, Shin Jiho standing in the doorway. Or, as he's also known as Xero. He smile fell when he saw your wet cheeks and puffy red eyes, kneeling in front of you and grabbing your hands.

You didn't pull away but you turned your head, not wanting him to see you crying and then tell the others. "What are you doing here?"

~The sun has gotten too long, I pray that rain falls on this dry city. The only way I can feel you is the rain that drenches me~

"Where else am I supposed to be when my best friend is crying?" He pulled me up then sat down where I was preciously, then he pulled me onto his lap and layed my head on his chest. "It's okay. I'm here now, you're not alone."

The tears started to fall faster as you let yourself feel the grief and pain, finally wanting to cry since you weren't alone. This is why you loved Jiho, ever since you guys had become close friends when you were kids he was always there for you no matter what.

After a little while, the tears finally seemed to stop and you felt like your chest was lighter. Like a burden was taken away from you, leaving you to feel more at peace. Of course, you didn't think you could ever truly feel better ever since you lost him. You didn't even want to think about that night, the night where everything that was so right went so wrong so quickly.

~Every day, every night, in my eyes rain still falls. I wish this rain was a light shower, but it feels like a long monsoon. Why is that?~

"The guys are worried about you," Xero muttered into your hair while rubbing your back. "You want to go see them?"

You kept looking down listening to his heartbeat that was steady, slowly calming down more and more until you were able to breathe regularly. "I don't think seeing them would be be-"

"You know they don't blame you, right? It wasn't your fault y/n, don't you see that?" He grabbed your chin and made you look up at him, his eyes showing honesty and hurt. "None of us blame you, it was an accident. And if he was here, he wouldn't blame you either so you shouldn't blame yourself."

"I was driving the car Jiho, I could have prevented that wreck! I should have died instead of Byungjoo!"

~It feels like you'll come from somewhere. Will you fall like a rain shower? That's just my hopes, it's too late~

Tears welled up in your eyes again and you stood up, angered. Jiho stood up right behind you and grabbed onto your shoulders, making you look into his eyes. "It wasn't your fault, y/n! Stop blaming yourself. Byungjoo wouldn't want you to be like this! If he saw you like this, wanting to be dead, how do you think he'd feel? Huh?"

"It doesn't matter does it?" You said as you stared at him blankly. "He isn't here anymore."

You knocked Jiho's arms off your shoulders and ran into your bathroom, making sure to lock the door behind you. You heard Jiho pounding on the door, trying to reason with you and get you out so you wouldn't be alone. Blocking everything out you slid down the wall and onto the floor, pulling your knees to your chest and silently crying. The banging had stopped and so had the shouting, making you pick up your head and place your chin on your arms.

It doesn't matter does it? He isn't here anymore, "And it's all my fault." You whispered to yourself as you closed your eyes.

~When rain falls on my lips it feels like I can touch you, feels like I can catch you. The rain resembles you~

flashback

"Yah, jagi! Come here, quickly!"

You rushed downstairs, worried that something had happened. "What is it Byungjoo?"

You saw him standing in the doorway with the door wide open as he pointed out to the sky. "It's raining!!"

Staring blankly at him you tried to understand what it was that he was so excited about. "Uh huh, shut the door and come in or you'll catch a cold."

You turned and started to walk back upstairs to finish your work when you felt a hand on your arm, stopping you and turning you around to face a smiling Byunjoo. "Come on." He said simply making you look at him with confusion.

"Huh?"

"Come on!" He said, starting to pull you out of the house and out into the rain.

~The sunlight has gotten wet, I hate the rain so much. I try to forget you but you keep falling, stop it~

"B-Joo! What are you doing?! We're getting soaked, and I'm not even wearing shoes."

"So?!" You could barely hear him over the sound of the rain falling hard onto the ground.

"We're going to get sick!"

"So? That's why we have each other right? To be there for one another? Come on baby, live a little! Have some fun," he told you as he jumped into a puddle and made sure to splash you.

You shrieked and jumped back then stared at him, "What the hell B-Joo?!"

He laughed and grabbed your hand, twirling you around and then pulling you towards him and starting to dance. You tried to hold your laughter in, not wanting him to win, but eventually you couldn't hold it in anymore and started to laugh as he spun you around. He pulled you to a stop, you pressed against his chest and looking up into his eyes.

"I love you, jagi." He said before he leaned down and kissed you, making this a night you would never forget.

~It's like this every day after you left. All day, rainy day. It's because it's raining~

~~

"Are you serious? I've been busting my butt working to help pay the frikin bills, and I'm tired. I told you I didn't want to go to that thing tonight!!" Byungjoo shouted at you as he stood in the middle of the room.

"You don't think I'm tired? I've been working too, Byungjoo! It's not just you trying to pay bills, and we promised my parents that we'd go tonight over three months ago! You're going to break your promise just because you're tired one night? Is that how little my family and I mean to you?!"

He shook his head and looked away from me, "I don't know why I ever married you." Your eyes widened and he turned, stomping into the bathroom to change.

You hurriedly wiped your eyes and headed downstairs to get your keys and bag in order. You glanced upstairs , listening as you heard him turn the shower on and then started to silently let the tears fall. Lately, your marriage hadn't been going so well due to the fact that you both always had insane work hours and when you finally were together you both were either too tired or didn't feel like doing anything. But to hear him say that, it really hurt you.

~Coming from a long way it was so hard for us to meet, but breaking up was so easy. Each of us had different ways of hurting, it was just the difference of weight. We're strangers now, it's over now~

The silence in the car was becoming unbearable as you drove to your parents house, Byungjoo sitting beside and glaring out the window at the rain. You sighed quietly as you focused your attention back on the road, not realizing that there were tears falling down your cheeks. Neither of you said anything, you too scared to break the tension more so than not wanting to speak. It had started to rain harder and between your eyes being blurry from your tears and the rain hitting the windshield, it was getting harder to see the road.

You felt the car hit a puddle and swerve slightly, making you shriek and grab tightly onto the wheel. "God, can't you even drive?!" Byungjoo stopped short when he saw how you looked. Your eyes were red now from the tears, your cheeks had tear streaks, and you were shaking. He felt his heart break, realizing it was his fault you were like this and wanting to take everything he said back.

He hadn't meant any of it, he loved you more than anything in the world but he was just too tired. He noticed that you had bags under your eyes from sleep deprivation, and felt even worse knowing that you had in fact been having a rough time as well. He reached over and tried to grab your hand, failing when you hit his hand away and grabbed the steering wheel tighter.

~Every day every night, it's useless. The weather said it'd be different today but it was wrong. Look at my head, drenched with your thoughts. Are you with someone else, somewhere?~

"Jagi," he said softly to try to calm you down. "Hey, jagi I'm sorry. Here, pull over and I'll drive okay?"

You ignored him and continued to keep your attention on the road, frustratingly wiping your tears as you tried to see better. Byungjoo grabbed your hand successfully this time and pulled it up to his face, kissing the back of your hand and gently squeezing it.

"I'm sorry, jagi."

"How could you say that?" You said through new tears, not looking at him.

He closed his eyes, his heart breaking even more when he heard your hoarse voice. "I didn't mean it baby. I was tired and aggravated. Not once have I wished that we weren't married, and not once have I regretted marrying you! That was the best decision I have ever made, and I'm so sorry that I've hurt you."

~It feels like you'll come from somewhere. Will you fall like a rain shower? That's just my hopes, it's too late~

You stayed quiet, wanting to forgive him but not really sure if he was telling the truth. You loved him, of course you did, but his words had really hurt you and you weren't sure if he was telling the truth or just saying this cause he felt guilty.

"Baby, please pull over so we can talk. I don't want you driving when you're upset."

You sighed and turned on your turning signal, checking you mirrors and over you shoulder more than once before pulling onto the shoulder. After the car was off Byungjoo unbuckled his seat belt and grabbed your face, pulling you into a kiss that showed you how sorry he was. He pulled back slightly, pushing a strand of hair back as he smiled at you and studied your face.

"God, you're so beautiful. I don't think I have ever seen anyone as beautiful as you." You blushed and hid your smile as you playfully pushed him away.

"Shut up, sweet words won't get you forgiven this time."

~When rain falls on my lips it feels like I can touch you, feels like I can catch you. The rain resembles you.The sunlight has gotten wet, I hate the rain so much. I try to forget you but you keep falling, stop it. It's like this every day after you left. All day, rainy day. It's because it's raining~

"No? Hmm," he smiled widely and layed his chin in his palm. "What if we go out in the rain and dance like we did three years ago."

Your eyes widened and you quickly looked over to him. "You still remember that?"

"Of course I remember that, we were sick for a week after that." He laughed loudly, making you chuckle and play with your hands. "That's not why I remember it though." You looked over at him confused and saw him staring at you, serious and smiling softly. "I remember that you looked so beautiful with that rain falling down around you. I remember how alive you looked as you twirled around, your hair hitting your face but you didn't care. You just kept smiling and laughing, you looked so beautiful that night, and it made me realize just how lucky I was to have you in my life."

He wiped the tears away that had fallen while you listened to him, falling in love with him all over again. "Okay," you mumbled, "Maybe sweet words will get you forgiven."

He chuckled and leaned over, kissing you once again as you smiled and forgave him. "Okay, okay." You chuckled as you pulled back, motioning for him to put his seat belt on. Once he did, you turned your turning signal on once again and made a quick u-turn once the road was clear.

~After the rain stops maybe you're sorry, maybe. It feels like you're going to come back. Always at that place, on this street we met for the first time, just come back to me~

He looked over to you confused when you did and asked, "Wait a second. Where are we going? I thought we had to get to your parents?"

You smirked over at him. "I'll just tell them you caught the flu."

His eyes widened as he watched you with shock, "You'd lie to your parents?"

You laughed and patted his hand, "Oh please. It's not like you wanted to go anyways."

"I would've gone for you, I'd go anywhere for you."

You looked over to him out of the corner of your eyes, not understanding how someone so amazing could exist. God, you loved him so much and you smiled and he grabbed your hand. The one second you looked over to him, you saw his eyes widen and he started to shout. "Y/n, watch out!"

You quickly turned your head back to the road and saw a truck in your lane, heading towards you. Turning the wheel you tried to get out of the way, not making it sadly as the truck slammed into the side of your car and made it flip. Byungjo reached out and grabbed your hand, squeezing tight as he screamed for you to hold on.

~When rain falls on my lips it feels like I can touch you, feels like I can catch you. The rain resembles you~

flashback ended

You wiped your eyes as you recalled the last time you saw him, panic on his face as he pointed out the truck that had been the cause of Byungjoo's death. You knew it wasn't your fault, it was an accident but you couldn't help but blame yourself. It had been almost half a year since that dreaded accident, but the scar was still fresh and every time someone brought it up it just got deeper and deeper.

You felt a blanket being wrapped around your frame, making you look up and see Jiho sitting on the floor beside you with his arm now around your shoulders pulling you towards him. He didn't say anything, just kept his arm around you as you two sat in the silence and thought about Byunjoo. All the good times you all have had played through your mind, making you faintly smile and lay your head on Jiho's shoulder.

"I'm sorry," you whispered into the air quietly to Byungjoo. Jiho said nothing, just tightened his grip on your shoulder. You both turned your heads towards the bathroom window when you heard everything go silent. Standing, you walked to the window and saw that the rain and clouds had disappeared letting the sunlight shine through the window and warm your figure.

"Lookie there," Jiho said over your shoulder as he too looked outside. "I told you he doesn't blame you."

You smiled and layed your palm flat on the now warming glass, closing your eyes and letting out a breath you hadn't realized you were holding. I love you, always.

~The sunlight has gotten wet, I hate the rain so much. I try to forget you but you keep falling, stop it. It's like this every day after you left. All day, rainy day. It's because it's raining~

First Love(Sehun-EXO)

Requested by: kpop-panda55

~Oh oh oh oh(the secret diary of my first love)ah-yeah. Step by step, I follow you. Without you knowing, I match my footsteps with yours. Your scent passes by my clothes. Why am I so nervous? It's so sweet~

Fans, what does that word mean? To normal people fans are people that squeal and flip out over their favorite group. To other fans, some are like a family that bonds together over their favorite groups while others are seen as enemies. To that idol or group though, fans are precious. They are the reason the idol is able to do what they love, what they're passionate about. And to your boyfriend, Oh Sehun of EXO, well fans were basically a second family to him. He loved them, and you understood.

Even though you understood, you were hurt when no matter how much you tried to show them. Tried to explain that you actually really liked your boyfriend. None of them cared it seemed like, and you were getting so much hate in such little time that it honestly shocked you. Most of all though, you were hurt from the things you'd read. Some pointed out the fact that you were just 'using' Sehun and some pointed out all your flaws, what you were the most insecure about they would somehow find out and make fun of them.

Of course, you couldn't tell Sehun. How could you when he loves them so much, when they help him and his group continue their dream. You couldn't and it really hurt you to lie to him, but you couldn't think of a better solution. Honestly, you wanted to defend yourself but that would involve Sehun seeing it all and that would most definitely not work out.

~That small and pretty hand is almost about to touch almost about to touch, it tickles my heart. I'm holding onto this soft warmth. our innocent love story has only been told to me~

"Jagiya~"

You quickly locked your phone and put a smile on your face, turning to greet your boyfriend. "Hey, Hunnie~"

He chuckled and hopped onto the couch next to you, laying his head on your lap and closed his eyes when you started to run your fingers through your hair. "What's the plan for today?" He asked as he yawned and looked up to you lazily.

"Hmm~ I was just about to head to the store to get stuff to make for dinner. Want to come with?"

His eyes widened and he jumped off the couch, quickly heading into the foyer so he could get his shoes and wallet. You let out a laugh and got up after him, though at a slower pace than his. Then once you two were ready you set out and headed in the direction of the store, you ignoring the multiple pings coming from your phone and informed the curious Sehun that it was probably just notifications and you'd check later.

~My heart (is white) my cheeks (are red) Our eyes are locked (black) my sky turns (yellow) It feels like I'm floating above the clouds, it feels like I could fly, this gentle heart pounding. You came to me and bloomed(a pretty single stemmed rose)~

You two had arrived at the store and were wondering around, finding the things you would need for dinner. Sehun had used his aegyo on you multiple times to get you to buy stuff you really didn't want to, and it aggravated you that you still were a sucker for him doing that. You sighed as once again your boyfriend had just used his cuteness to spoil him and get him something else.

"Yah!" You shouted softly and pulled on his ear lightly, making sure to get his attention. "Go away~"

"Wah?!" He shouted back and looked at you with wide eyes. "Wae?"

"Because you keep using aegyo to get me to buy you a bunch of extra crap, you're going to make me go broke on this shopping trip alone!"

He smirked and got closer to you, making you almost giggle but you bit your lip to hold it in. "I can always repay you jagi, you know that."

You narrowed his eyes and poked at his chest, "I don't think so. Go!"

~You are my light (my light that shines in my heart) A secret that no one knows (a secret only we want to keep) The most dazzling picture (my picture, such a beautiful picture, love) Every day, I practiced all the sweet sweet words ~

He pouted and sighed before turning and walking to who knows where to wait as you got the rest of the items on your list. Once he was out of sight you smiled at his behavior and then pulled out your phone, your smile dropping as you saw the many notifications from twitter and instagram that most likely involved hate messages.

And of course, you were right. You scrolled through the many messages and felt tears starting to prick your eyes, but you quickly wiped them away. Sehun would notice, you told yourself as you sucked in a deep breath and went to put your phone away. You stopped though when your eyes caught a picture that was taken just a few minutes ago when Sehun had gotten close to you. The message underneath said, I just overheard them! He said he'd pay for her crap! She's totally just using him for his money! Ugh, she just needs to go away!! Seriously!

Your eyes widened and your heart stopped when you read the un-true words, wanting to defend yourself but you couldn't. You were frozen and tears were about to start falling down your cheeks, and unfortunately you didn't think you'd be able to stop them.

"Jagi, are you ready to check out?"

~But when you look at me and smile they all melt down, out of my memory. But nothing else is needed when it comes to a boy and girl's first love. With clear eyes, you whispered to me and in that reflection, I am smiling~

You quickly made sure your cheeks and eyes were dry then set your phone down, grabbing the last thing on your list then turning quickly towards your boyfriend. "Mhm," you smiled over at him.

"You okay?" He asked, always somehow being able to see right through your facade which surprised you each time.

"Of course," you said to keep up the act. "Just tired is all."

"Oh, well here. Let me push the cart okay?"

You smiled and stood aside as he grabbed onto the railing and started towards the check out aisles, you following quickly.

-short time skip-

You had paid and you were both now headed to your house, and Sehun kept pestering you about why your eyes were red and why you seemed upset. It surprised you since you thought that he'd drop the subject by now, but apparently he wasn't going to just ignore it this time. So you noticed something that would save you some time and you silently thanked God before turning and mentioning the forgotten bag to Sehun, who in turn offered to run back and get it but not before telling you to stay where you were.

So now here you were, leaning against the wall and waiting for your boyfriend to come back with what you are now going to call your personal life saver. Even though it was weird to call a bag of tomatoes that, you would since it ultimately saved you from having to keep lying to the one you loved.

"Well, would you look what we have here."

~My heart (is white) my cheeks (are red) Our eyes are locked (black) my sky turns (yellow) Everything looks different. Why am I wandering through dreams every day? Everyone has this dream at least once. Even your name makes my heart flutter, this dream called first love~

Your eyes widened and you looked up quickly, suddenly seeming a lot smaller than the group of girls that were now surrounding you. Gulping, you looked around the street just noticing how quiet it was to see that it was empty. Except for the small group of you guys there was no one out, and it scared you even more knowing no one would help you.

"What do you want?" You asked softly to the girls who honestly didn't look that much older than you, but they definitely looked like they knew a thing or two about how to hit someone.

"We want you to leave our man alone. Stop using him and just die." Die. That word somehow struck fear into you, and started repeating in your head. No one's ever told me to die, you thought with rising panic as the girls got even closer.

Your panic was well placed it seemed as the 'leader' of this group started to pull at your hair, talking about how you were too ugly for him. All the others started to join in too, and now you were partially bent over and gasping for air from the blow one of them just threw to your stomach. I'm too scared to move, you thought as you closed your eyes tightly and prayed for someone to help you.

~I'm falling deeper and deeper, like a child who has seen the world for the first time. The unknown mystery that is you, I want to get to know one by one. Teach me what love is, only you can teach me. Slowly draw it on a white piece of paper so only I can see. Every day, it's crazy, I will be with you, I dream baby. Love you baby baby. You came to me without a sound, carefully spreading more and more~

You wanted to cry out but you couldn't, you were still trying to catch your breath from that first punch. Distantly though, you honestly thought that you heard someone. Someone calling out for them to stop. For them to leave you alone. You thought you were imagining it though, not seeing who would be coming to help you now. But you noticed you weren't when you heard the voice louder this time, clearer, meaning the person was getting closer to you. And you just noticed who it was, even though it was hard to distinguish with the blood rushing in your ears it seemed.

"Yah, leave her alone!" Your lovely boyfriend screamed out as he pulled them off and stood protectively in front of me, as if using his body as my shield.

"S-sehun!" The 'leader' stuttered out, nervous now that her idol had seen them abusing his girlfriend. His love. The girl who meant everything to him.

"What the hell are you doing?!" He screamed out, angry and pissed beyond reason. You glanced up at him and noticed that his shoulders were rigid and shaking, meaning he was a kind of pissed you've never even seen before.

"W-we-"

"Don't even think about making up excuses!" He looked at all of them and then noticed the exo badges one girl had on her shoulder bag, pointing them out. "You're fans?"

~Everything I got to know through you is beautiful, I want to fall asleep forever in this dream. My heart (is white) my cheeks (are red) Our eyes are locked (black) my sky turns (yellow) The moment I stepped inside your world I was born again~

The girls all noded happily, thinking that this was their chance of redemption. Of getting Sehun to forget all of this. But they were wrong, wrong to think that even though they said they were fans that Sehun would just forget the fact that they made you bleed. Their looks of fear intensified when they saw Sehun smirk and heard him let out a low laugh, definitely not a laugh any of the girls there including you had heard before.

"How dare you." He said, calm all of a sudden which frightened even you. "How dare you call yourselves my fans, my group's fans, when you just beat the girl I love. And the hate, was that you as well?" The girls did nothing, just shook in fear and numbness. "Was it?!" Sehun suddenly shouted loudly, making everyone flinch.

"We started it yes," the leader of the girls said when she finally worked up enough nerves to speak. Which quickly disappeared when Sehun grabbed her phone from her hands and smashed it to the ground.

Your hand, which was holding onto your stomach, now moved to your mouth as you watched in surprise and honestly a little fear. Your boyfriend was breathing heavily and had his eyes closed, most likely to calm himself from doing anything other than breaking the girl's phone.

"If you ever," he started saying lowly, "and I mean ever, hurt her or try to lay a hand on her again I will not go easy on you. But I want your names and contacts, all of them, because I'm suing you. And I don't ever want you to call yourselves my fans again, because a true fan would not do this to someone I love. Someone the whole group loves."

You stayed on the ground waiting as the girls sniffled and apologized to you and Sehun, gave  him their information, and then scurried off. Heartbroken. You watched your boyfriend with worry as he paced back and forth while on the phone with his manager, telling him the information and not taking no for an answer about suing them. He was royally pissed and you smiled slightly knowing that he did this for you, that your fear of him picking his fans over you instantly disappeared when you saw him fight for you. It made you fall in love with him all over again and you didn't notice the smile still on your face as Sehun crouched in front of you, examining you closely to see what all they had hurt.

"I'm taking you to the hospital," he said and the way he said it you knew it was an order, not a suggestion. So you just nodded and almost laughed when you saw him look at you with confusion. "Why are you smiling?" He asked you cautiously.

You grabbed his face and leaned forward, kissing him softly then wincing and pulling back quickly from the pain in your stomach. "Oh crap that backfired," you wheezed out before letting out a small chuckle. Then you saw Sehun looking you over, concern etched all over his face, so you grabbed his hand and gave it a squeeze. "I love you."

He sighed and cracked a smile, bringing your hand up and giving you a kiss on the back of your hand. "I love you too. Please, don't ever let something like this happen again. Tell me if you get anymore hate, because I honestly thought my heart was going to stop when I saw them hurting you."

"Okay," you paused all of a sudden though and looked at him with confusion. "Wait a minute, how'd you know I was getting hate?"

"Uh, you left your phone in the bag I had and it kept going off so I got curious and checked it. I don't like that you kept that from me though, jagi. I need to know those things."

"Okay, I'm sorry. I just thought you wouldn't believe me, and I didn't want to hurt you since your fans are precious to you."

He cut you off by leaning his forehead against your own. "Those weren't fans baby. If they don't accept you then they don't accept me, and that means they aren't true fans. Now come on," he said as he picked you up. "Let's get you to the hospital."

Then after placing you in his manager's car, which you had not noticed pulled up, the three of you headed off to the hospital. Where Sehun had spent the time doing whatever you asked and made sure you listened to the doctors orders, getting some rest, and cuddled you the rest of the night. It was nice.

U(Seung Jun-KNK)

~I hate you but I need you. I hate you but I miss you. Your beautiful and dazzling eyes, it doesn't shine anymore. Your warm lips speak coldly now~

His POV:

"Hyung, how're you feeling?"

I ignored Jihun, instead focusing my attention solely on the picture frame I held in my palms. The picture that was trapped in between the glass and back piece, the picture of you and me on our three year anniversary. I smiled as I looked at you, remembering how you always managed to look so beautiful even when you said that you didn't try. We were both happy, with huge smiles on our faces as we looked to the camera.

I faintly heard Jihun let out a sigh then walk out of the room, leaving me to be alone. In the room I've locked myself in since you left. I've barely eaten, only when the guys can convince me to. I just sit there, staring at our pictures, at the life we used to share together, and hating myself for letting you go. There was no way I could make you stay though, and I hated myself for that. I hated you, hated you for making me love you so much that I feel like I've lost a part of me completely now that you're gone.

~You, I'm sorry baby say goodbye. I hate you. My hands can't let go of you, my heart still calls out to you. No matter how much I stretch out I can't reach you, that's how far your heart has gotten. I can't hold onto you~

I remember that night, the fight we had about the stupidest little thing then you stormed off crying after I said words I didn't mean. When I told you that I hated you, that I hated our relationship, your face crumpled. I hated seeing it, it hurt me so much watching how my words affected you. Words that I never even meant, but that is the price I have to pay for making you leave. Making you run into your car when it was storming and drive away.

I don't mind living with the guilt, it makes me remember you and I love that. I love living in our memories, remembering our fights then our make-ups. Remembering the way you felt in my arms though, that's my favorite. Sometimes, I honestly felt like if I closed my eyes I could feel your warmth against me. That's what I miss the most, not being able to hold you.

I hated the fact that I'll never get to wake up and see you in the morning, sleeping soundly with little snores escaping. They were cute and they made me love you even more. I remember on our days off, you'd wake me up by giving me little kisses all over my face. I'd smile and wake up, then I'd hug you to me and give you a long kiss. One that would show you how much I loved having you there. And then I messed everything up, and now I'll never be able to experience those things again.

~It's over, why am I the only one hurting? It's over, I curse at you and hate you but in the end, I'm calling out to you again. Hurry and hold me~

"Can't you do just help out around here once?! I'm not asking you to clean the whole flipping house, but it would be nice if you could stop playing your stupid games and help out once or twice!"

I watched as you screamed at me, finally getting fed up with how I acted around here. "Well, I'm sorry that I go to work and want to come home and do nothing but relax! What the hell happened to this relationship?! You ruined it by nagging so frikin much! Jeez, and you know what if you don't like that then get the hell out, because I'm the one who owns this house not you and I'm tired of you doing this crap!"

"Fine," you said as you wiped your eyes and walked into the front foyer. Then after grabbing your wallet, jacket, and phone you left the house.

Now that I think about it, she was right to yell at me about not helping out. I didn't and now I can't do anything to make it right because you were gone. I still curse that car, curse God for making it rain, curse myself for being the reason you left crying. I miss you, so so much. I'm so sorry, I can't ever tell you how sorry I am. With that last thought, I drifted off into a nightmare filled sleep clutching our picture to my chest.

~Hurry and save me from this endless maze, take me out of this darkness without any light. Everything has stopped. My watch is broken, it's ticking in place. I'll be waiting for you~

"Hyung!" I ignored the voice, not really knowing where it was coming from.

"Seungjun!! Seungjun, wake up!"

I bolted up, sweating and gasping for air as Youjin and Jihun were kneeling beside me. They were looking at me with concern and wide eyes, though they knew this wasn't the first time I've had nightmares. Not even close to being the first time. I have them every time I close my eyes, even if I just rest them I see you dying in my arms every time. I didn't really understand it, I wasn't even near you when you died.

"Seungjun are you alright? Was it the nightmare again?"

I couldn't find my voice so I just settled for nodding, wiping my forehead as I let out a shaky breath. I felt Jihun rub my back and closed my eyes in relief, so glad to know that I wasn't alone. I felt tears start to form in the corners of my eyes, but I held them back since I didn't want them to see me break. I didn't deserve anyone's reassurance, I didn't deserve people telling me that it would be okay.

~I can't do anything without you, I close my eyes but I still see you. The more time passes, the deeper my longing grows. In there, I'm drawing you out~

"Hyung, it-"

"Don't! Don't tell me it's going to be okay! It's not going to be okay, and I don't want it to be okay!" I shouted as I stood from the bed and walked to my dressers.

"Seungjun, what are you doing?"

"I'm going out for a while. I need to clear my head, and I don't like taking it out on you guys so I need to be alone."

Youjin sighed and layed his hand on my shoulder, "Alright. If you need anything call us, okay?"

I nodded, keeping my head down since I didn't want to look at them. I didn't want them to see my face, the look of determination as I gathered my clothes and got ready. I was done, done living with this regret and grief. I'd decided to finally get rid of this pain, but I wasn't going to tell them that. I just wanted to see you again, to hold you in my arms once more and bury my nose in your hair. I'd do anything to feel that again and to be able to smell your shampoo.

~It's over, why am I the only one hurting? It's over, I curse at you and hate you but. In the end, I'm calling out to you again. Hurry and hold me~

-time skip-

I stood at the edge, looking out over the water as I debated my decision once more. Did I really want to do this? Leave my friends and family behind, but be able to see you once more. I did, and so I stepped over the railing but my hands kept their hold. I looked out once more, closing my eyes as I felt the wind push against me as if it were trying to get me to go back. To not make this decision.

But I didn't, I'd made my decision and I planned on going through with it. I was tired, sick and tired of not having you here. Of being the reason why you weren't here. And if I were to be honest, I was excited and happy at the thought of getting to see you again. My eyes widened as lightning suddenly stroke across the sky, then watched in disbelief and wonder as it started to rain. Hard.

Well, isn't this ironic? It must be fate that it started to rain. I closed my eyes, your perfect face etching itself into my mind once more as I felt myself relax. I was ready, ready to accept this. Ready to see you. And so, I started to let go of the railing.

~I need you, come back to me so I can breathe again, I don't care if it hurts. I only need you, I need you. I need you U, U, U, U. I need you U, U, U, U. I need you U, U, U, U. I only need you, I need you, I need you~

"No!"

My eyes popped open when I heard your voice, and I was starting to believe that I had actually gone mad. That losing you and then missing you had actually brought me to lunacy. But that proved to be wrong when I saw your sweet face above me. I noticed that you were talking to me, but I couldn't focus. You were here. You were in front of me and I wanted nothing more to grab you and kiss you. So that's what I did.

I grabbed your face and gave you a long kiss, showing you how much I missed you. How much I love you. How much regret I had about that night. And you accepted it, you accepted me. Then after pulling away you cupped my cheeks and wiped away the tears I had not noticed had fallen. You smiled at me and I felt like my soul had been replenished just seeing the sight.

~Your voice that called out to me, your warm eyes, all of you. It still remains so clearly with me but where are you? Where are you now? I can't live without you. I hate you but I need you. I hate you but I miss you~

You shook your head and layed your forehead against mine, closing your eyes as I stared at you. Etching everything onto my mind so I would never forget, not that I had to anymore. I smiled as you opened your eyes, and I stared into them remembering how much I loved getting lost in them.

"It's not time, Seungjun." I looked to you confused, wondering why I couldn't speak. Wondering what you meant. "Seungjun, you need to go back."

I instantly shook my head, I didn't want to go away from you. I wanted to stay here, by your side where I belonged. You let your tears fall as you put your palms on either side of my face and made me look at you, making sure I listened to what you said.

"It is not your time yet, Seungjun. I don't want you to come here this way. Go back, they need you. When your time comes I will be here, waiting for you. But that time is not now." I panicked as I watched you stand and start to back away, reaching my hand out to try and grab onto you so you wouldn't leave me again.

"Oh, and Seungjun? Forgive yourself, alright? It wasn't your fault and I know you love me. I love you too, so forgive yourself and remember the good times. Not the bad."

~I need you, come back to me so I can breathe again, I don't care if it hurts. I only need you, I need you. I need you U, U, U, U. I need you U, U, U, U. I need you U, U, U, U. I only need you, I need you~

That was the last I heard from you before I was enveloped in a bright light, I didn't know it was taking but I knew you wouldn't be there. Why couldn't I call out to you? Why couldn't I stay, like I wanted to?

"Seungjun! Seungjun, come on. Breathe!"

"Hyung!"

I gasped, water spilling from my mouth as I coughed and hacked before finally regaining my breath. I layed my head on the ground and looked around at the worried faces of the guys, my best friends and brothers. Youjin and Jihun helped me up before Inseong covered me with his jacket.

"I'm sorry," I croaked out as I was finally able to speak. "I just miss her so much."

The guys said nothing, instead huddling around me and comforting me like I was finally admitting I needed. I was glad to have them, glad they were here to help me. I looked out over the ocean through the heavy downpour of rain, remembering the last things I heard you say.

"Oh, and Seungjun? Forgive yourself, alright? It wasn't your fault and I know you love me. I love you too, so forgive yourself and remember the good times. Not the bad."

I will, I vowed silently to you over the water. I'll never forget, but I'll try to forgive. I love you.

Smile(Yuto-Pentagon)

Requested by: im_a_v_girl_BTS

~You make me smile alright, like that faraway dream I had every night. Stay by my side, give me a smile that's sweeter than candy. Smile like a child, show me your smile. Did you land on the wrong planet? Are you allowed to be like this? Since the moment I first saw you, you're always so pretty. I love you, more than dew. Yes I do, you are clear and pure, baby~

"Yah! Y/n-ah!"

You turned and smiled as you saw your friend, f/n, running up to where you stood. Both of you had finished what finals you had to take and you were now officially out for winter break, of course this excited f/n so much that she was literally running through the halls screaming her joy. She smiled when she finally caught up to you and grabbed onto your arm then after jumping up and down a few times in excitement she started to pull you out of the doors and into the cold air.

"Thank god we're done," f/n whined in relief. "I swear, I thought my brain was going to burst with all of those questions."

"Don't be so dramatic," you laughed at her as you bumped your shoulder into hers. "You only had to take four remember?" [A/n: So when I was in high school if we had a certain grade then we were able to get out of finals in that class. How was/is finals for you guys? Is it different?]

She narrowed her eyes at you, "In my hardest classes! And you're lucky! You only had to take two!!"

"Hey, in my defense I did tell you that you should keep your grades up but you never listened to me."

You both laughed at each other and you stopped when you saw a certain someone standing up ahead of the two of you. Yuto Adachi. He looked very handsome with the snow falling around him, landing on his clothes and hair. A small group of people were standing around him laughing and talking. He wasn't popular but a lot of people loved to be around him, there was something about him that made everyone smile or laugh. Everyone always loved being around him. Of course, that's one of the things that attracted you to him. [A/n: Now, sadly. I do not know that much about Yuto, or any of the other members, as I have not learned a lot about them. So if he's not like this, or you don't think he's like this, than just imagine lol x'D] Yes, you had a pretty big crush on him but you'd never be able to tell him. You were too nervous and scared to tell him, scared of the rejection that would follow.

~Through your blowing hair, beauty flows down. You're my ideal girl that I've been dreaming of. My heart trembles, you're like treasure. I keep saying that I want you, it's not just because you're pretty it's because I fell for you at first sight~

You were positive that he didn't even know your name, he probably didn't even know you existed. Not once through all of your years of going to school together has he ever even looked your way, not even a glance. Which of course led to you admiring him in silence and without anyone, except f/n, knowing. You were now an expert at concealing feelings behind a blank face so people wouldn't catch on. Of course, f/n had caught on shortly after your feelings had grown even more for the brown eyed boy. She picked at you and kept saying she'd tell him for you but you would shush her, you weren't ready for him to know. You weren't ready for the rejection. She kept reassuring you that he wouldn't reject you, but you weren't stupid you knew that he'd reject you.

F/n snapped you out of your thoughts by waving her hand in front of your face, and muttered something about 'stop staring at pretty boys' when she realized she had your attention again. You smiled at her shyly and looked down at your feet before she sighed and started leading you once again. You felt your heart beating faster the closer you got to him, and honestly it frustrated you to know that he could do this to you. You peeked at him as you were walking by and your eyes widened when his eyes came up and met with yours. You turned your gaze back towards in front of you and you quickened your pace as you hurried away from him.

"Hey, y/n! Wait up!"

~Like that faraway dream I had every night, stay by my side. Give me a smile that's sweeter than candy. Smile like a child, show me your smile. Again today, my eyes stop at you. You're always so pretty. I'm worried about you. If I talk to you first, you'll think I'm too easy. I like you so much that you might hate me. When I think of you, I get frustrated but I know I'll be the same way again tomorrow~

You stopped in your tracks and you felt the world stop. Did, did Yuto just call out my name? No, you shook your head, it's probably just someone else. Why would he know my name?  Your thoughts however were interrupted when f/n pinched your arm lightly and slightly nodded her head behind you. You turned and your breath got caught in your throat when you saw him standing there behind you, with a smile lighting up his face.

"Y/n? You okay?" He looked down at you, the smile now gone and replaced by concern when you didn't say anything.

Oh my gosh, speak you idiot! "H-hi," you stuttered out and then mentally slapped yourself. Really? Hi?

Yuto laughed and smiled once again, taking your breath away once more. "Hey. So, I was wondering if I could talk with you for a second."

"With me?"

"Mhm," he was smiling so gently at you that you couldn't say anything so instead you nodded in agreement. "Uhm, a-alone?" He said nervously as he looked over to where f/n stood, looking at him now in suspicion.

"Hmm~ Fine, but you hurt her you've got to deal with me. Got it pretty boy?"

He laughed and nodded his head, watching her as  she walked away. Meanwhile you were silently panicking at what he needed to talk to you about. Had he found out about you glancing at him almost every five minutes? Actually, it might've been more than that but who could blame you? Shaking your head to get rid of your thoughts you looked up to him nervously and smiled a little.

"So, what did you need to talk about?"

"Hm? Oh right!" He cleared his throat and looked down at you, "Y/n, do you like me?"

~Now I'm ready, my capacity for you is quite big. My speed is faster than anyone else. I'll make sure you won't get hurt, be careful. I like you, if you push me away. I like you because you're rude. I don't need anything else. If only I can be with the flowery you, I'll be a bourgeois. Like that faraway dream I had every night, stay by my side. Give me a smile that's sweeter than candy. Smile like a child, show me your smile~

"W-what?" You couldn't breathe, you couldn't move, you didn't know what to do. His one question just stopped you in your tracks, stopped you from thinking.

His bottom lip quirked up a tiny bit in what you hoped was a smile, "You heard me. Y/n," he leaned closer to you, "do you like me?"

"E-eh? Uh, uhm." You lowered your gaze and looked anywhere but at him. "I, uh, I don't know why you're asking th-that." You cleared your throat and tried to act like you didn't. Of course the key word here was tried. Seeing as how it was you, Yuto caught on and laughed a little.

"Aah~ I see. Okay then, this'll make what I'm about to ask harder though."

You looked up to him, your eyebrows furrowing in confusion. "What?"

He let out a breath and put his hand on his chin, "What should I do now? You said you don't like me so I can't ask my question, right?"

"W-what question?"

"Hm? Oh, you want me to ask it?"

Slowly, you nodded. You were curious as to what you saying you didn't like him had to do with his question. You watched him as he let out another long breath and rubbed his chin in a thoughtful way. "Yah~ We'll freeze to death if you don't ask." You said, trying to get it out of him.

"Oh? Hm~ Okay then." He stepped closer and grabbed your hand which in return made your eyes widen and you froze, yet again. "Y/n, I like you."

"W-, h-huh?"

"Oh? Can you not hear me?" He put his head right beside yours and whispered softly into your ear. "I-like-you." He paused after every word and then leaned back, smiling. "Ah, and don't worry. I remember you said you don-"

"You too!"

"Huh?"

"I,uh, I l-like you, too."

"I know," he was smirking down at you in a playful way and stuck his tongue out at you. "I knew you liked me, it was cute though how you pretended you didn't."

"Yah!"

He laughed as you hit his arm, then grabbed your face in between his hands and qsquished your cheeks together. "Gahh~ my girlfriend's so cute!!"

"G-girlfriend? Who said I'd be your girlfriend," you said as you hit his hands away.

"Oh? So you'd rather just continue staring at me from afar?"

"What?"

He laughed, "Relax no one else noticed. I think."

"Yah! Yuto!"

"So," he wrapped his arms around you and pulled you closer. You felt his warmth and automatically moved towards him some more. "Will you be my girlfriend?" [A/n: oml guys, I'm sorry for these a/n but I swear as soon as I wrote that line Boyfriend's song Boyfriend just started playing in my head....]

You smiled up at him and nodded your head, laughing when he squeezed you closer and twirled the both of you around. Well, what do you know? F/n was right after all.