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♪Now, I need somebody to know, somebody to heal Somebody to have just to know how it feels♪

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Cinderella(Jung Yonghwa-CNBlue)

Cinderella(Jung Yonghwa-CNBlue)

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Yonghwa was requested as an actor. I'm so glad I added actors to the list x'D

Requested by: Senpai Baka

~Hello my baby, I wanna be with you. Day and night, Together I wanna see this night end. The scent of your baby lotion lingers in my nose. All of my nerves and senses are alert, my god. When the clock strikes 12, you disappear like magic but I can't let you go today girl. When the clock strikes 12, turn off your phone I just wanna be with you~

"Well, this is just perfect." You muttered angrily to yourself as you squinted your eyes and tilted your head up, letting the rain slide down your cheeks. "Of course it would rain."

Getting your hair out from in front of your eyes you huffed and headed underneath a nearby building's awning, taking a seat on the steps in front. You looked out at the rain that was pouring down harder now and felt water fall down your cheeks, though this time they weren't rain drops. You didn't understand why your life had to be like this. Why did you have to be abandoned by everyone? Why did no one want you? You kept wiping away tears only for more to fill its place.

"Hmm? Why are you..sitting here in the rain?"

You sniffled and looked up, squinting to try to see the person who was talking, but it was no use. Your vision was getting blurry no matter how many times you blinked and you were starting to feel very faint. The last thing you remember was falling towards the ground only to be caught against something warm, then you blacked out.

His POV:

"Aish, jinja. That little-" Letting out a breath of frustration Yonghwa continued down the street, thanking everything that he had remembered to bring his umbrella today. "Ahh~ It's really pouring."

Casting his eyes off to the left slightly, he noticed a small shaking figure sitting on the steps of an old building. He tilted his head in confusion as he weighed his options, before finally sighing and walking over to them. Once he had reached them he noticed it was a girl, a small almost fragile girl.

"Hmm? Why are you...sitting here in the rain?" He asked carefully, not wanting to frighten her.

His breath got stuck in his throat when she looked up at him, her eyes captivating him yet his heart breaking from the distraught look on her face. She looked broken, completely broken, and it was hurting him to see her like this. He glanced down at her small hands and his eyes widened when he noticed not only the blueness but the bruises and scrapes.

"gwenchanayo?" He asked her frantically as he knelt down in front of her and reached for her hands, wanting to warm them quickly.

He watched with panic as she started to fall sideways towards the sidewalk and he came back to his sense just in time to slide his arm under her and pull her towards himself. His panic only risen more when he felt how cold she was, even through his thick jacket and sweater. "Yah, yah."

Quickly, he picked her up and hurried down the road forgetting about his umbrella and trying to get her inside and warm. "Please stay with me," he whispered as he kept running.

~Cinderella ooh ooh ooh. Don't leave me alone, baby drive me crazy (crazy). Cinderella ooh ooh ooh. Without you tonight, I'm a loner baby. Somebody help me ooh ooh. Somebody help me yea yea. Somebody help me ooh ooh. Somebody help me. Somebody help me ooh ooh. Somebody help me yea yea. Somebody help me ooh ooh. Somebody help me~

Your POV:

"You're usless!"

"Why can't you ever do anything right?"

"You should just die!"

Your demons surrounded you each one kicking, hitting, biting, some even spit or pulled your hair. They were all torturing you and you couldn't stand it. You were screaming but no one heard you. No one came to help. Why can't anyone hear me? Please, help me! You yelled out, crying out as more came and tortured you. Why won't they leave me alone?

Gasping you opened your eyes and tried to sit up, only to fall back against the soft pillows underneath your head. You laid there under the warm covers and tried to catch your breath as you looked around in caution.

"Whe-" You winced, bringing a hand up to your throat and even found that to be difficult. Every limb on your body felt as if it had a 10 ton pound of sand on them.

"Oh? You're awake?!" You blinked up at the figure tiredly, feeling a warm hand press against your forehead. "Ah, you're fever's gone down. That's a relief."

You felt the bed dip and managed to finally open your eyes long enough to study the handsome man that now sat beside you, giving you a gentle smile.

"Annyeonghasaeyo. My name is Jung Yonghwa. You're in my house and you're safe so don't worry. Ah! I'll get you some water real quick, I bet your throat is sore."

Jung Yong-hwa..? You felt a small smile tug at the corner of your lips, not used to be treated so gently before. He treated you almost as if you were fine china on the verge of breaking and you actually liked it.

He came back with a smile and a small glass of water, "Here. Let me help you."

So with one around around your back and the other holding the cup to your lips, you were able to drink and let the water soothe your raw throat. "Gomawo," you said after he laid you back down and set the cup down.

"Anniyo, I'm just glad your up and able to talk. How are you feeling though?"

"Tired."

"Jinja? Well go ahead and get some more rest, I'll leave this here so when you wake up just call alright?"

You nodded and smiled as you watched him leave, blinking slowly as your tiredness hit you. As soon as his figure was out of your sight completely you let your eyes fall shut and felt yourself fall asleep, praying no demons would haunt you this time.

~I spread a red carpet for you in front of my house. Walk over here, I'll treat you like a princess. Don't worry, I'm different from all the other wolves, I don't mean anything else, don't worry worry. When the clock strikes 12, you disappear like magic but I can't let you go today girl. When the clock strikes 12, turn off your phone I just wanna be with you~

You opened your eyes and blinked against the light shining into the window, brightening up the entire room and warming you. A small smile was set on your face as you looked around and your gaze landed on a re-filled glass of water and some medicine along with a note.

Hey, I hope you're feeling better! I had to go to work for a little bit, but I'll be back before lunch. I went ahead and fixed you breakfast but I left it downstairs so go ahead and see if you can get up. You should have your strength back! c: Alright, there's clothes on the counter in the bathroom you can use and my friend brought over some stuff you can use. Be careful and make sure you eat!

-Yonghwa

You smiled and surprised yourself when you laughed, more like giggled though. You hadn't laughed in years and it seemed almost foreign when it slipped out that for a second you weren't even sure if you had been the one that laughed. Smiling, you set the note back down and took your medicine  finishing the glass of water before standing and heading into the bathroom to freshen up.

Now dressed in clean clothes and washed clean you were sitting at the bar, eating the delicious meal that Yonghwa had made you. You were just getting new surprises every minute and if you were being completely honest, you loved it. You enjoyed the fact that for once someone was taking care of you, caring about you, and it definitely was new.

"Why, you little- How dare you speak back to her!"

You whipped around on your stool, eyes widened and breath coming out in pants. Looking around the room you swallowed nervously when you didn't see anyone, but you knew that voice and it terrified you. You jumped off your stool when you felt something touch you, repeatedly starting to shake your head. No no no, this isn't real. You thought to yourself, trying to convince yourself but the demons were just too real and too terrifying.

They started towards you and you couldn't help yourself anymore, feeling someone touch your arm you screamed and let the tears fall.

~Cinderella ooh ooh ooh. Don't leave me alone, baby drive me crazy (crazy) Cinderella ooh ooh ooh. Without you tonight, I'm a loner baby. Somebody help me ooh ooh. Somebody help me yea yea. Somebody help me ooh ooh. Somebody help me. Somebody help me ooh ooh. Somebody help me yea yea. Somebody help me ooh ooh. Somebody help me~

"Shh, it's okay. It's me. Everything's okay."

You calmed down and looked back at Yonghwa who was now holding onto you and looking down at you with concern. "gwenchana?" He was talking softly, almost whispering, and rubbing your hair back which strangely calmed you down instantly.

You started to nod, then thought about what might happen if you stop pretending for once, so you shook your head and let your sobs out as he pulled you tightly to his chest.

"It's alright," he said still using that soft comforting voice, "I've got you. No one's going to hurt you, I promise."

You let your eyes fall closed and let yourself fall asleep yet again, comforted by the warmth of him and the gentle strokes of his hand. Though, before he had lost you to sleep you heard him whisper something almost as if he was promising himself.

"I'll never let anyone hurt you again, I promise."

*a few months later*

"Y/n-ah," a deep voice called out softly as it pulled you from your sleep.

You let out a groan and turned over, burying your face into your pillow and tuning the voice out.

"Yah~ Get up! We have to spend the whole day together remember? Awe~ jagi come on! I leave for tour in a couple days and you said you wanted to spend the time together!"

You sighed and turned over, rubbing your sleep weary eyes before blinking up at your handsome boyfriend tiredly. "Arraso~"

Yonghwa smiled widely, leaning down and kissing you sweetly then jumping from the bed and racing to the kitchen. "I'll make breakfast! You just go ahead and get ready!"

"Gomawo!"

You smiled then got out of bed to get ready, excited for the day ahead yet sad that it meant that the day Yonghwa was leaving was getting closer. After you were finished you headed downstairs and chuckled when you saw Yonghwa sitting on the couch in the living room, eating the pancakes he had made.

"Mmm, they smell delicious." You took the seat beside him and leaned over, giving him a kiss on the cheek. "Gomawo, oppa."

"Anniyo. Go ahead and eat, they're your favorite."

"Oppa," you waited til he looked over to you and made a heart with your hands. "Saranghaeyo."

"Ooh? So cute~"

Yonghwa smiled as he pinched your cheek lightly making you let out a laugh and push his hand away. "Hajima."

He was silent for a moment before moving closer and tucking a strand of hair behind your ear. "Jagiya, saranghae."

You smiled and closed your eyes when he leaned forward and pressed his lips against your cheek lightly. Saranghae, you thought to him as you settled beside him snuggling into his side, always.

~I'm so curious about the beautiful you. I wanna know you a little more. I'm so dangerous, You that I love, I wanna feel you all night long. Somebody help me. Cinderella ooh ooh ooh. Turn on the green light turn on baby ooh ooh. Cinderella ooh ooh ooh. Without you tonight, I'm a loner baby. Somebody help me ooh ooh. Somebody help me yea yea. Somebody help me ooh ooh. Somebody help me. Somebody help me ooh ooh. Somebody help me yea yea. Somebody help me ooh ooh. Somebody help me~

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Very Nice(Joshua[Seventeen]&V[BTS])

Very Nice(Joshua[Seventeen]&V[BTS])
Very Nice(Joshua[Seventeen]&V[BTS])

Requested by: raphiewuzhere

~I used to need wake-up calls in the morning so why am I waking up so easily today. Maybe it's because I have a date today, I even had a nice dream last night. I wear new shoes (When I go out the front door) Today's weather resembles you a lot, the way to you becomes flowery. If I can catch a glimpse of your elusive heart (My whole body is itching and beating) What is this sensation, what do I do~

"Raphie, Joshua's here!"

"Thanks mom!" You hurried down the hall and to the front door, putting your shoes on quickly before waving to your parents and rushing out the door. "Hey, Joshua. Thanks for offering to walk with me today."

He smiled up at you and offered a hand for balance as you tried to fix your shoe, "It's no problem. I'm just glad to have someone to walk to school with."

"Oh yeah," you set your foot down on the ground and leveled your gaze at him, "you don't know anyone in your neighborhood."

"Yeah, sometimes being a new neighbor has it's down points."

You laughed and bumped your shoulder into his as the both of you started your walk, the light breeze blowing against your face and making you smile. "By the way, happy birthday."

His eyes widened as he looked over to you, the shock evident on his face. "You remembered?"

You rolled your eyes and hit his arm, "Of course I remembered. Jeez, I'm not that stupid you know."

Joshua laughed and you briefly had time to admire the way his eyes crinkle cutely when he smiles or laughs. "I didn't mean to call you stupid, but now that you mention it."

"Yah!" You swung your palm at his arm but missed when he jumped to the side to avoid it.

"Raphie! Wait up!"

The both of you stopped and you turned halfway, smiling at the boy that was getting closer to you since he was running. "Hey, Tae."

"Mo-Morning, Raphie. Morning Joshua."

"Morning, Taehyung."

"Happy birthday, Tae."

~Very nice! Very nice! Nice! Very nice! Let me ask you something, do you think you would float around in a dream too? (Yes) Do you think that if I got a gym membership I would become a cool guy? (Yes) Do you think I'm nervous because this is my first love? I think you are the answer to all of my questions~  

The boy in front of you straightened up and smiled widely at you, reaching his arms out to give you a hug. "Thank you."

"Yeah, happy birthday twin." Joshua said as he smiled and pushed Taehyung playfully.

Tae laughed and pushed him back, "Yeah happy birthday to you too."

"That's so strange," you muttered to yourself not realizing you had spoken aloud.

"What is?" They both asked in unison, before looking to each other weirdly.

"Well, that for one thing. But I meant you guys being born on the exact same day of the exact same year."

They shrugged and turned to each other, discussing about something that had to do with their after school jobs while you listened in. Walking to school with the two was something that rarely happened but when it did it always seemed to put you in a better mood so you had arrived at the school with a wide smile on your face as you laughed about something Taehyung had said to Joshua. You got the usual stares and heard the occasional whispers that you always did when you were with either of them, making it worse since you were with both of them.

You waved goodbye to the both of them and headed off towards your locker, sad now that you wouldn't see them for the rest of the day. "I hope school goes by fast," you muttered to yourself as you grabbed your books.

"Hey, Raphie!"

You jumped and grabbed onto your locker door, slowly turning around to find a smiling Hyuk. You narrowed your eyes and hit his chest, "That's not funny!"

"Ha! I thought it was, you should've seen your face when you turned."

You rolled your eyes but smiled slightly, getting the rest of your books and shutting your locker before heading off to class. Hyuk was in step with you and instantly started his normal interrogation.

"So, it's the boys' birthdays today."

"Mhm," you said absent-mindedly as you walked along.

"So, did you ask one out already?"

~Ah, I wonder how you can be so pretty. There's a good restaurant across the street (Let's go) Today's weather resembles you a lot, the way to you becomes flowery. If I can catch a glimpse of your elusive heart (My whole body is itching and beating) What is this sensation, what do I do? Very nice! Very nice! Nice! Very nice!~

You stopped and turned to Hyuk with wide eyes, "What?! No!"

He frowned and pursed his lips, "And why not?"

"Becuase, I-" You paused and looked off to the side, "Because, I can't ask either of them. Besides it's not like they like me like that."

"So many likes in one sentence," Hyuk muttered as he rolled his eyes then quickly followed behind you as you walked away again. "Seriously though, I feel bad for those boys. You're just stringing them along and you know that's not nice to do. I think you should just choose one and get it over with."

"Hyuk!"

"Sorry, sorry. I'm going." He stuck his tongue out at you and turned into a classroom calling out behind him, "See you later Raphie! Make your decision before those boys die for you!"

"Yah! Han Sanghyuk!"

You sighed and turned, utterly confused and unsure about what to do, and you headed to class.

~~~

You were walking out the school doors, school just being dismissed, with Hyuk and smiled when you saw Taehyung and Joshua waiting for you. "Hey guys," you called out as the both of you drew near. "Have a good day?"

"Raphie, we spent our birthdays in school." Taehyung said matter-of-factly as he raised an eyebrow, "What do you think?"

Joshua rolled his eyes and smiled, "I had a good day. Hey, Hyuk."

Hyuk nodded and smiled at the boys, telling them happy birthday before turning and giving you a hug. "Choose, don't string them along."

You felt heat rise to your cheeks and was instantly thankful that a breeze had just started to blow by, helping you cool down before the blush settled. "You guys ready to head home?"

"Actually~" Taehyung said slowly as he glanced over at Joshua, who has nodding to him. "We wanted to swing by that cafe, you know the one we always met up at?"

"Oh, okay. It's your birthday, let's go."

~Some people say that dating is only dating and that's it. Then if I can make the starting point the ending too so I can start with you and finish with me. Like when we hold our hands together, like a circle we are endless. This situation, forever. Just the two of us, forever. Let's not believe that first love never comes true. I hope that we aren't tricked by familiarity and lose each other~

"I can't believe you actually did that," you told Taehyung as all three of you laughed from the story he had just told you.

"Well, I did and she was not happy."

"What'd she do?" Joshua, who was sitting next to you, asked as he leaned forward on his arms that rested on the table.

For once you found yourself surprised at how well they were getting along today, not that they didn't get along good before but they never got along like they were today. In a weird way it almost scared you that they were getting along so well. You kept watching closely to see what exactly seemed so off to you, what seemed to change overnight. Taehyung was closer to you than he's ever been today and Joshua seemed more helpful than anything.

Maybe it's because it's their birthday, you thought to yourself as you took a sip of your drink. "Hey guys, are you done with your drinks?"

They looked to you and nodded in sync, freaking you out even more, before looking to each other and laughing. "Seriously, so weird." You shook your head and stood from the table, pushing your chair out as you headed towards the door to throw your stuff away and wait for the boys.

After you were a couple blocks away from the little cafe you noticed that the two had been whispering, their faces suddenly turned serious. "Uhm, guys? Secrets don't make friends," you told them with a smile on your face. "What's up with you two today? You've been acting strange all day and it's starting to weird me out."

They glanced at each other, silently communicating, before Joshua opened his mouth to speak. "Wanna go to the park?"

You were silent for a while, trying to gauge whether he was serious or not. "What? No. I want you guys to tell me what's wrong."

Taehyung sighed, something that was very strange itself, and rubbed a hand over his face. "We just don't want you to freak out."

"Freak out? Why would I freak out?" You took a half-step back and looked at them, your eyebrows drawn together in confusion. "What's going on?"

"Calm down," Joshua said reassuringly as he walked towards you and patted your shoulder. "It's nothing bad."

"You promise?"

"We promise," they answered yet again in unison.

"Okay, fine. Then tell me what's going on."

"Let's go to the park first, it's just down the street. We'll tell you there."

~So we can protect "us", uh. I'm serious, out of nowhere, out of nowhere. Today I am. Very nice! Very nice! Nice! Very nice! I had a great day today. I hope to have our next date soon. The way to your house is too short. I'll see you, same time tomorrow~

You were now seated on the first bench you came to with both boys one either side of you, neither speaking. The tension surrounding you was so thick you felt like you were going to suffocate. Neither seemed to be eager to start talking, both looking away from you lost in their own thoughts. You sighed and looked down at your hands now your fear was worsening tenfold and you had no clue what they were even feeling.

"Guys," you said slowly to break the silence, "Are we going to sit here all night? Because I don't know about you but this is awkward."

"Raphie, we have something very important we need to tell you." Joshua started but paused once he finished the sentence, making you even more worried.

You stayed silent waiting for him to finish, to say something, to say anything but he never finished speaking. He just stared at you with wide, unsure eyes. Finally Taehyung sighed and turned your attention towards him by clearing his throat.

"What we have to tell you is very important to us, Raphie. So, we don't want you to freak out and leave us hanging but we don't expect an answer from you right away. We just need to tell you this before the both of us explode."

You didn't know what was freaking you out more, the fact that Taehyung looked so serious at the moment or that Joshua looked so scared. Staying silent another minute, you tried to figure out if you actually wanted to know what they had to tell you. Your brain voted no, coming to the conclusion that if it affected your friendship overall you didn't want to know, but your heart voted yes knowing it was important enough to them to risk the relationship.

You sighed and  nodded to Taehyung, silently letting him know you were listening to him. A small smile came onto his face and he looked so relieved you felt your heart constrict, a familiar feeling lately, and you turned to Joshua who also seemed relieved yet still looked worried. You weren't sure how you had managed to fall for both guys, who were so different in so many good ways, and you knew that you shouldn't but you had and there was no coming back from that.

"Raphie, we- uhm- same time Joshua?"

Joshua must've nodded because the next thing you knew they were standing and walking in front of you, standing in your line of vision so you could see them both. Then at the same time, this time planned, they told you the four words that made your heart feel like it stopped beating completely.

"I like you, Raphie."


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I Need You Right Now(Chanyeol-EXO)

I Need You Right Now(Chanyeol-EXO)

Requested by: lolamahone

~Crashing, hit a wall. Right now I need a miracle. Hurry up now, I need a miracle. Stranded, reaching out I call your name, but you're not around. I say your name, but you're not around. I need you, I need you, I need you right now. Yeah, I need you right now so don't let me, don't let me, don't let me downI think I'm losing my mind now~

You hated school, hated it more than life itself, and that was all because of a boy named Park Chanyeol. He always seemed to have some new way to make you life even more miserable and he always succeeded. You sighed as you stood outside of the school gates dreading heading inside since you would have to see Chanyeol and his 'friends'. You never had a day off from them, even if Chanyeol wasn't in school his 'friends' always did something.

You shook your head and decided to just get it all over with so you took a step then another and another until you were walking in through the front doors to the school, surprised you had made it that far without anything happening. A small smile slowly crept onto your face as you thought about how lovely your day could be if none of the group was there today. Though that smile soon slipped off your face when you were at your locker and saw a certain tall male standing against it, smiling and talking with a small group of boys.

You stopped dead in your tracks and then quickly thought of escape routes. You could go through the library to your first class and just not get your books but you really needed your second period books, that was one of the class rules.

"Dang it," you muttered when you saw Chanyeol look up and lock eyes with you, a smirk slowly creeping onto his face. You swallowed nervously and looked around nervously knowing no one was going to help you out, if they helped anyone it'd be Chanyeol.

"Well, good morning y/n."

"Not today Chanyeol, I'm not in the mood."

"Oh? Well, I don't believe I care. I missed you this weekend," he said slowly.

You looked to him with confusion, he had never said anything like this before and you weren't sure why he was now but you knew it wasn't good. "What?"

"Yeah, I got into an argument with my father this weekend didn't have anything to take my anger out on."

I knew it, you thought to yourself. You glanced up as the bell rang and your eyes widened. You made to move around Chanyeol only to be stopped as he stepped in front of you and smirked down at you. "Move Chanyeol."

"Don't tell me what to do," he yelled at you.

You slightly jumped, surprised at his sudden outburst and looked down at the floor with wide eyes. A gasp slipped out of your lips when he shoved past you, his force knocking you sideways into the lockers. You let out a groan as you held your shoulder and slid down the locker doors and onto the floor.

More surprised than anything you just sat there, staring at the opposite wall of lockers as you fought back the tears forming in your eyes. Yes, Chanyeol had yelled at you before and you've been shoved but not that hard and you've never been hurt physically. Everything, every shard of pain, every hurtful word was the only things that hurt you. You were only ever hurt emotionally never psychically and the fact that Chanyeol had just hurt you physically on purpose really surprised you.

Wiping a finger under your eyes you stood up and cleared your throat before grabbing your books from your locker and making your way to class. All your thoughts were turned to the tall, big eared bully that had huge mood swings.

~It's in my head, darling, I hope that you'll be here when I need you the most. So don't let me, don't let me, don't let me down. D-don't let me down Don't let me downDon't let me down, down, downDon't let me down, don't let me down, down, down. R-r-running out of timeI really thought you were on my side but now there's nobody by my side~

You were walking home from school, the sky turning dark from the long walk you had. Thoughts of what had happened earlier today still replayed in your head. After Chanyeol had pushed you into the lockers you neither saw him nor his friends the rest of the day and to be completely honest you were not only happy but confused. You had seen Chanyeol's reaction after you were pushed into the lockers, you had seen how shoulders had tensed and thought you had seen his eyes widen.

You weren't completely sure if he had felt bad since he had taken off so quickly after though. So you were now lost in your thoughts, trying to figure out Chanyeol. He was always mean but only with his words, he had never once actually layed a hand on you and you had never actually thought about why. Being so lost in your thoughts you had no idea that you were in the middle of the road and didn't see the headlights that were getting closer, at least you didn't until you heard someone shouting your name and turned and noticed too late.

Chanyeol's POV:

I let out a frustrated shout as I messed up my hair. Dealing with my father was just too ridiculous and frustrating to deal with sometimes, he was too hardheaded to accept anything I told him about my life. As much as I hated to admit he was where I got my hardheadedness from. Shaking my head I let out a sigh and tilted my face upwards, closing my eyes as I felt the breeze brush against my face.

I opened my eyes when I heard a honk and squinted my eyes in confusion as I saw a figure walking in the path of a car. Then squinted them even more when I slowly started to recognize who it was. I was familiar with the hair that was gently being blown back from the wind, the little chin that was turned down, the beautiful eyes that were looking down at the road.

"What is she doing? Why isn't she moving?"

My eyes widened as the headlights got closer to her and I stepped out onto the road to cross, hoping she'd look up and run out of the way. "Why isn't she moving?!"

My feet started to hit the ground faster, carrying me closer and closer to her as I tried to beat the car to her. "Y/n!"

I felt relieved when her eyes widened and she looked up, but it was too late. My voice got caught in my throat as I watched the scene unfold in front of me. No no no, I thought as I watched her fall to the ground. Motionless.

~I need you, I need you, I need you right now yeah, I need you right now. So don't let me, don't let me, don't let me downI think I'm losing my mind now. It's in my head, darling, I hope that you'll be here when I need you the most. So don't let me, don't let me, don't let me downD-don't let me down. Don't let me downDon't let me down, down, downDon't let me down, down, downDon't let me down, down, downDon't let me down, don't let me down, down, down~

Third Person POV:

The funeral the y/n's family held was small yet a lot of people had shown up, showing everyone that she wasn't just poplar but she was a kind person that everyone knew had a good heart. Chanyeol had shown up along with some of the other kids at school, some had only spoken to her a few times and some had been mean to her. Those like Chanyeol and his friends.

Chanyeol looked bad, but he felt worse. He blamed himself for everything, for not being able to save her, for hurting her that day, for being mean to her ever since he found out his feelings. He loved her but he could never have told her, his father wouldn't condone it. That's why he always said mean stuff to her, he figured that even if he said stuff that hurt her it would put him in her mind and he'd always be close to her.

Now, after finally telling his dad off and deciding to apologize and tell y/n upfront she was killed in front of his eyes. She had died in his arms, cracking her eyes open and staring at him before using her last breath to say something that was supposed to help him but only made his heart break more.

Right before y/n died she looked into Chanyeol's eyes and forgave him. She forgave him for ever saying hurtful things and for hurting her that day, for all of it. And as she went limp in his arms he held her tight to his chest and cried, begged her to come back to him, to let her head him tell her how sorry he was and how he loved her. He prayed that she'd just come back to him and all of this was a dream. But he was denied his prayer and wish when he woke up the next day and heard the news on the television.

Baekhyun laid a hand on his friend's shoulder when he saw the tears falling down the younger's face. "Chanyeol-ah," he said softly scared his friend might break if he was too loud or rough, "I'm sure she knew you didn't hate her."

Chanyeol shook his head, "I never told her I loved her. I never got to apologize. I never got there in time."

"Chanyeol this wasn't your fault."

Chanyeol's shoulders shook as more sobs tore from his mouth. He knew, he knew it wasn't his fault, he knew she forgave him but in his mind it all was his fault. Why? Why couldn't it have been me, he thought to himself as he felt Baekhyun wrap him in a hug.

"It should've been me," he managed to whisper out before he let his face fall against his friend's shoulder and let his tears out.

~Oh, I think I'm losing my mind now, yeah (yeah)Oh, I think I'm losing my mind now, yeah (yeah)I need you, I need you, I need you right now yeah, I need you right now. So don't let me, don't let me, don't let me downI think I'm losing my mind now. It's in my head, darling, I hope that you'll be here when I need you the most. So don't let me, don't let me, don't let me downDon't let me downYeah, don't let me downYeah, don't let me downDon't let me down, oh noSaid, don't let me downDon't let me downDon't let me downDon't let me down, down, down~


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Without U(Seunghwan-ROMEO)

Without U(Seunghwan-ROMEO)

Finally! So happy to have gotten a Romeo request! They really deserve more love and support. So please guys, please give hem some love!

Requested by: ImChaeRinVevo

~Check it check it out ROMEO is back. It did feel weird, I couldn't get ahold of you (Why) You don't know. How anxious I feel. I love you so much. I don't wanna lose you. I wanna stay with you until always. Your soft lips, your eyes I miss them every day~

"Mianhae," he said before getting up and walking away from the girl who was now sitting in her chair with tears sliding down her cheeks.

"Tch, jerk." You muttered before walking over to the girl and setting her drink down. "Mianhae," you told her softly as you placed your hand on her back, "Do you want anything? It'll be on the house."

The girl wiped her cheeks and shook her head before smiling up at you. "No, but thank you. I'm going to head out now though. Bye."

"Oh, bye."

You shook your head in pity and headed back behind the counter, "I hate guys who do stuff like that." You were muttering to yourself as you cleaned the counter. "Reason number one as to why I've never dated."

"What the hell do you mean break up?!"

Your eyes widened as you turned your head to where the screech had come from, leading your gaze to a girl who was quite literally fuming. "Another one?" You muttered to yourself and tilting your head slightly, "Though this one looks different from the first one."

"Mianhae," the guy said, "But i'm tired of you doing this. You always act innocent yet you're the one who's been cheating the whole time we've been together."

~What's the use of hanging out with friends every day? (Without you) What's the use of eating delicious food? (Without you) What's the use of sharing love? (Without you) What's the use of having a lot of money? When you left?~

Your eyes widened and you watched as the girl's face turned red, whether from embarrassment or anger you didn't know, and her jaw tightened. You opened your mouth to protest when you saw her hand grab a hold of her glass siting on the table but before you could speak she threw the contents on the boy, grabbed her bag, and was walking towards the door. You shook your head and quickly called out to her.

"Ma'am!"

She looked to you with narrowed eyes and thinly smiled, "Yes?"

"I'm sorry, but you're going to have to pay the bill."

"What?"

"Yeah, it's either you pay the bill or you pay for the dry cleaning. Either is fine with me though."

Her lips thinned and you just smiled at her before handing her the bill, "You can go pay over at the counter."

She grabbed the bill and stomped off with a frustrated yell while you watched with a satisfied smile before turning and heading over to the table where the boy sat.

"You alright?"

His eyes were on you already, you realized, and they were wide with amazement and amusement. "Th-Thank you for that."

~Without you, without you. What do I do? Without you, without you. What am I? Without you, without you. What are you doing? (without you) Without you, without you. I miss you so much. Ready! Action! Go shoot a movie by yourself, why don't you. Crying all night like this. I erased your number from my phone but I keep touching it~

You chuckled and turned your head to see the girl leaving, "No problem. I can't stand people that act like that."

He snorted and quickly covered his mouth with his hand, making you look to him with confusion. "I-I cannot believe you did that. I have never seen someone stand up to her like that."

"What, are people scared of her?"

He shook his head and wiped underneath his eyes, "No more like no one can stand her. Of course, her father is rich so they're smart enough to leave her be."

"Ah, people like that really irritate me." You cleared your throat and turned your head away when you felt his gaze still resting on you. "Uhm, I've got to go now but it was nice uh...talking with you. Glad I could help, but I've- yeah. Bye."

You turned quickly and rushed into the kitchen area where you could put your palms on your burning cheeks without anyone noticing.

Yet, you never realized that that same pair of eyes had watched you hurry off and was staring at the spot he last saw you with amusement in his eyes. He had never met anyone like you, especially not one that could speak their mind so easily. Seunghwan realized that without even noticing he was getting up to chase after you, he wanted to see you again and he wanted to get to know you. He didn't want this to be a one time meeting. So deciding that he got up and headed to the counter, determined that he'd at least get a promise to meet again.

~What's the use of good weather? (what're you doing?) What's the use of dressing up? (what're you doing?) This damn night alone feels so long. You're not here. Your soft lips, your eyes, I miss them every day~

"Y/n, there's someone asking for you." F/n said as she poked her head in through the doorway.

"For me? Oh, okay."

You got up and followed her through the doors and back into the cafe, stopping once you reached the counter and saw who was asking for you. "You again," you said slowly as you walked up to him. "Did you need something?"

"Your number," he said bluntly making you start to choke on your own spit.

"M-My number?"

"Mhm, I'd like to get in touch again."

"You...would," you said making you close your eyes and mentally hit yourself. Gosh, stop sounding so stupid.

You opened your eyes when you heard him laugh and your heart almost stopped when he smiled at you. "Of course, I have to thank you for helping me out back then right?"

"Oh, no you don-"

"Please?" He said softly, looking at you with a small yet gentle smile.

Eventually you caved and exchanged numbers with him which was new to you. And so, after a smile and a wave he walked out of the cafe and past the windows out of your line of sight. After you couldn't see him anymore you collapsed against the counter and banged your forehead against the top, only stopping when a palm was placed underneath it. Glancing up you saw f/n standing beside you with a soft smile on her face and an open expression letting you know she'd listen to you.

"I am really stupid aren't I?"

~What's the use of hanging out with friends every day? (Without you) What's the use of eating delicious food? (Without you) What's the use of sharing love? (Without you) What's the use of having a lot of money? When you left?~

She rolled her eyes and shook her head, "In what way exactly??"

You laid your head back on the counter top and told her all of what happened, leaving her with raised eyebrows and a smirk on her face. "So? Any advice?"

She covered her mouth quickly but didn't fight back the laugh that escaped her. "Omo, why don't you just humor him and go on a date with him? Didn't you think he was cute?"

You straightened quickly and turned your face away so she wouldn't see your now red cheeks. "Of course not! I gave him my number because otherwise he wouldn't have left me alone!"

"Wow, you're so transparent. And you're a really bad liar."

"Unnie!"

"What? You are. Look, you think the boy's cute right?" She stared at you and watched as a blush formed on your cheeks again and you reluctantly nodded. "And do you think he has a personality you like?"

"What personality? I've only met him once! How am I supposed to know what personality he has?"

"Well, simple. You said he broke up with his girlfriend cause she had been cheating on him right?" You nodded and looked to her in question. "So, seeing as how he said the whole relationship wouldn't that mean that he gave her more than a second chance?"

"Yeah I guess, so?"

"So~ It means he has a kind heart."

Your eyebrows drew together in confusion and you looked at f/n closely. "How the heck did you come up with that conclusion?"

"Simple, I use my brain."

"Yah!"

You both started to laugh and then set to work, closing up and all the while you thought about Seunghwan.

~Without you, without you. What do I do? Without you, without you. What am I? Without you, without you. What are you doing? (without you) Without you, without you. I miss you so much. Without you, without you. What do I do? Without you, without you. What am I? Without you, without you. What are you doing? (without you) Without you, without you. I miss you so much~

Five Months Later

After Seunghwan had gotten your number he had called you and you both had started to hand out more frequently, and now here you were in a relationship with him. He had asked you out about a month after you guys started hanging out and yes though you knew it was very early you really did enjoy your time with him. Every time you both would be together you had so much fun and he always did something, whether big or small, to make you feel special.

"Jagi!"

You looked up from the counter and smiled, "You're back! Did you have a good practice?"

"Yeah, I just missed you." He pouted and walked up to you wrapping his arms around your waist and laying his chin against your shoulder.

You laughed and patted his head, "Awe. Don't worry I'm sure the boys kept you busy."

"Ugh, yes. Today they wouldn't stop being mean to me."

"Oh? How were they being mean?"

"They kept making fun of you because apparently I was 'whining' about wanting to see you."

You smiled at him and leaned over to pinch his cheek. "My Seunghwan-ie is so cute."

"Ja~gi, not you two. Don't pick at me," he said puffing his cheeks out and turning his head away.

Laughing you walked over to him and kissed his cheek, "Ah mian mian. I won't do it again."

"Hmph."

"Oppa~ Mianhae," you said as you pouted and blinked quickly.

~Put your hands in the air, if you love me tonight. What more can I want? Let's get down down down down. Put your hands in the air, if you love me tonight. What can I do? Let's get down down down. Without you~

He fought a smile but lost as he soon let the smile cover his face and he grabbed you quickly, pulling you close. "Aiya, I can't stay mad at my jagi. You're too cute!"

"Oh shut up. Go ahead and get washed up, I'm going to finish dinner and you're not eating dinner sweaty and smelly."

"Yah! I don't smell!" You didn't answer and instead raised an eyebrow at him. "Ugh, fine~ It's not like you'll let me stay anyways."

"You can stay, but you're sleeping on the couch."

"Jagi~"

You laughed and watched him walk away, grumbling the whole way. You shook your head in amusement and went back to cooking glad to be able to cook for someone you care about now.


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Reason #578764359 to Stan CROSS GENE

That one time on Vapp when Seyoung was talking in English and he said he likes all men and then Casper called him gay and then Seyoung fucking lost it and was laughing so hard and in between laughs he was saying he wasn’t gay(still in English) while yongseok yelled in English “GAY FANS WELCOME” And sangmin in a low monotoned voice pointed at Seyoung saying “Gay.” Then Casper proceeds to read a comment saying “ Sangmin is a lesbian” Meanwhile Takuya was laying in Shin’s lap and they were about to make out at any moment and finally Casper puts the camera on them and says “Those two are the most gay.” Then Shin started to suck on Takuya’s neck. And Casper says “Those two do that all the time, we’re used to it” Then Takuya gets up and shows off his hot pink panties with a flamboyant pose. Seyoung ends the live stream with “We’re not gay.”

Together(Zuho-SF9)

Together(Zuho-SF9)

Requested by:  KpopFangirl173

~Pretty girl, what am I going to do if youkKeep on looking at me like that? I feel like I'm going to explode just by looking at your eyes. The more I get to know you every day is different. I keep falling deeper into you yeah. Girl can't get you off my mind. It was hard to be patient about wanting to meet you today~

"Y/n, it's time to go."

"Okay, eomma!" You called out as you rushed down the stairs and into the kitchen, kissing her quickly on the cheek and then rushing out the door.

You were nervous seeing as how it was your first day at a new school and you didn't know anyone. The only thing you really knew was how to get to and from school and the house. So to say you were nervous was actually a huge understatement, you were almost petrified. And seeing as how you weren't exactly a social butterfly, the exact opposite actually, you were even more worried as to how your new school life was going to play out.

And now here you were, standing in front of the opening and taking in deep breaths while reassuring yourself. You can do this Y/n! Fighting! You nodded to yourself and pulled the door open before walking inside and looking in amazement at the school.

"Holy crap, my other school wasn't this big," you muttered to yourself as you looked around eventually deciding to find the office. "Uh big problem."

"Do you need help?" A deep voice sounded from behind you making you almost jump from your skin.

You turned and froze when you saw the handsome boy behind you, your words leaving your brain in an instant. "Uh-uhm-I-uh."

The boy laughed and tilted his head to your right where a hallway broke off from the one you were on. "If you're looking for the office it's that way."

"Oh, th-thank you. Then, goodbye."

The boy turned and walked away from you down the hallway, and you watched his figure slowly disappear from your sight before you turned and headed down to the office.

~Why is time slow. Why can I only think of you. I'm so curious that I'm going crazy. So c'mon girl. Come to me, together. I keep on thinking of you whenever. I really don't want to miss it. Today again over and over again girl. So c'mon girl Come to me, together. I can't stop forever so baby let's get back together. Let's get back together~

With help from Jieun, the girl from your grade that offered to help you out today, you made it to where your first class was being held and almost over. She knocked on the door and motioned for me to follow her as she headed inside the room. You kept your gaze down and only looked up when the teacher smiled and greeted you. After bowing your head to her she asked you to introduce yourself to the class and you froze, looking out at the many students who were staring at you with curiosity.

You gulped and nervously wrung your fingers today, your eyes scanning the different boys and girls as you introduced yourself and they stopped at a certain smiling figure that was seating near the back. You finished your speech yet was unable to take your eyes off of him. Your eyes widened when his attention was briefly taken away by a girl seated next to him and you quickly turned your gaze back to the floor.

"Y/n, why don't you have a seat next to Jieun? Is that alright with you?"

You nodded and followed Jieun to the desks, taking the seat beside her own, and noticing that you were far enough away from the boy from earlier. Realizing that you let out a breath of relief and brought a notebook onto your desk, the pencil placed in the spiral. And for the rest of the class, which wasn't long, you gave your full attention to the teacher and ignored the itching sensation on the back of your neck.

After the bell had rung Jieun waited while you got your bag ready and smiled at you as she began to explain your next class to you and you listened closely, too closely as that when you were heading out the door you hadn't noticed the girl next to you and bumped into her. You quickly turned and saw her glaring at you with narrowed eyes.

"I-I'm sorry, I wasn't paying attention."

"Obviously," the girl stated angrily before stomping from the room.

"Tch, I hate that girl." Jieun stated from beside you making you look to her with raised eyebrows. "Hey, you don't know the half of what that girl has done to me. She's such a -"

"Yah!" You said with widened eyes which made Jieun start to laugh.

"Omo, you're so cute! Mianhae, I promise while I'm with you I won't curse."

You smiled and shook your head, glad you had made a friend so quickly, and followed her down the hallway not noticing the boy that had stayed behind captivated by your gentle smile.

~(Come to me, together I keep on thinking of you whenever) (I really don't want to miss it. Today again over and over again girl) Pretty girl, I can't fall asleep in your thoughts. I keep falling deeper into you. Girl can't get you off my mind. My feelings toward you. No matter how many times you come in you won't know this feeling. It doesn't make sense, impossible. Love has started again~

Your morning classes had passed by in a breeze and now you were sitting in the cafeteria with Jieun as she introduced you to her friends. They were all nice you realized and they had quickly welcomed you into the group with smiles, introducing themselves one by one. You were listening to R/n[A/n: sorry can't think of any names atm x'D] talk when suddenly everyone stopped talking and was staring at something behind you with wide eyes.

Confused you turned and looked up at the person who was standing behind you until you noticed who it was, then it was your turn to look at him with wide eyes.

"J-Juho, did you need something?" R/n asked him as she stared up at him who was still looking down at you.

You turned around and kept your gaze to the table, suddenly becoming very uncomfortable under his stare. Jieun seemed to take notice and started talking to him with a stern voice. "If you don't need anything please leave you're freaking her out by staring at her like that."

You heard him walk away and let out a breath you'd been holding. "That's weird," Jieun muttered as she looked over to you, "You okay?"

"Yeah, does he make it a habit of doing that to the new students though?"

"No, I didn't even think he'd paid attention enough to know when there was a new kid here."

Your eyebrows drew together and you looked to her with a raised eyebrow, "Really?"

"Yeah," r/n cut in as she chew on a cookie, "That was strange. He's the most popular boy in school so he'd always surrounded by tons of kids so you wouldn't think he'd notice any new people."

"I saw him this morning though and he was alone," you said softly.

"What?!" Jieun exclaimed with wide eyes as the girls around you also took on the same expression. "Really?! You saw him this morning?! When?"

"When I first got here I didn't know how to get to the office and he pointed me in the right direction. But his stare was so frikin scary that I couldn't say anything other than thank you before I left."

"Hmm," all the girls said before they started up a new topic leaving me alone with my thoughts.

~So c'mon girl Come to me, together. I keep on thinking of you whenever. I really don't want to miss it. Today again over and over again girl. So c'mon girl Come to me, together. I can't stop forever so baby let's get back together. Let's get back together. Even a boring island can become a scenery with you. I'll fill your secret diary with special events. Baby we belong together Ba ba bay~

"Jieun-ah, I'll be right back okay? I forgot my book in my locker." You said before you rushed off, hoping that you could make it there and back before the bell would ring again.

Though that seemed like a lost thought because as soon as you got halfway to your locker you were surrounded by a small group of girls. You recognized, unfortunately, one of them as the one you had bumped into earlier this morning and instantly felt dread sink in. Looking around at all of them you realized that this wasn't going to be a nice and warm welcome but a cold and hard warning.

"New girl, what was your name again?"

You didn't answer her and instead look at the girls who were creeping closer to your sides. The girl who seemed to be the 'leader' of this group smiled thinly and stepped closer to you, and if she took another step she would be right against you.

"Right, you're too stupid to talk. Listen, Juho? Keep away from him. He doesn't need trash like you to ruin his reputation or his life so stay away." You narrowed your eyes at her and shook your head. "That's right, I'm being nice so far. If you don't heed my warning I'll-" [A/n: Man I really hate writing bullying scenes D'x]

"You'll what?" A deep voice sounded out with anger hardening his tone.

Everyone looked behind you and gasped when the realized who it was. You hadn't turned around and you didn't plan to yet when the girls had stepped back away from you, excluding the 'leader', you felt a presence right behind you. A hand was laid on your arm and you felt the person pull yourself behind him, his tall frame blocking you from the girls' sight. You kept your gaze on his back and listened as he told the girls off.

He's helping me again, you thought to yourself. Why is he helping me again?

~Everyday it makes sense with the two of us. Stick by my side, my arm is a seat belt belt belt. I honestly want to be embraced. I want to hug you together like this in my embrace whenever. I only want you in my heart over and over again girl. Let's do everything together. I want you forever so baby let's get back together. Let's get back together~

After the girls had left Juho turned and laid his hands on my shoulders trying to get a look at my face. "Gwenchana?"

You nodded slightly and made to step back from him but was surprised when he pulled you into his embrace, wrapping his arms tightly around your back.

"Mianhae, that must've been scary for you."

"Why did you help me?" You questioned as you stood frozen still in his embrace.

"Because you don't deserve to be treated like that, because you're not trash, and because I want to get to know you more."

You looked up to him with widened eyes and questioned, "You want to get to know me?"

He nodded and smiled before reaching a hand up and patting your head, "When I first saw you in the hallway this morning and you were looking around with amazement I just thought you were so cute."

He thought I was cute?! Wait, oh my gosh I had my mouth hanging open then! Why'd he have to see that? You mentally sighed and looked back up at him, "You thought I was...cute?"

"Mm, really cute. That look of amazement that you had in your eyes is what did it though, don't worry it's not like I noticed your mouth hanging open."

He smirked and walked around you heading down the hallway while you stood there with your eyes wide. You were brought out of your panicking thoughts when you heard him stop and ask if you were coming or going to stand there all day. You turned and stuck your head up heading past him, which just ended up making him laugh more as he tried to catch up to you.

"See," he said as he poked your cheek, "Cute."

You blinked quickly and turned your head away to hide the heat rushing to your cheeks. "Shut up," you muttered as you let a small smile slip onto your face.

~So c'mon girl Come to me, together. I keep on thinking of you whenever. I really don't want to miss it today again over and over again girl. So c'mon girl Come to me, together. I can't stop forever so baby let's get back together. Let's get back together~


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