The Parallels Are Killing Me

The parallels are killing me

Silena is a daughter of APHRODITE, dating a son of HEPHAESTUS

They're dating

They're parents are married

Clarisse is a daughter of ARES

Ares is dating Aphrodite

Clarisse has her requited yearning for Silena

And Ethan is there too ig

They are the BETTER VERSIONS OF THEIR PARENTS

"you can't ship ruegard they both have boyfriends!" They ALSO both have TWO HANDS SO FUCK OFF

I just watched a trans tiktok compilation and I'm not even sure I'm trans anymore???

Because while I am a guy and prefer masculine terms like boy and handsome and hate looking even remotely feminine

I use any pronouns and don't get dysphoric about it?? And can't get misgendered? And also use both my birth name and chosen name?

So like

Am I really trans?????

I can't relate to like any of these experiences and it's making me question myself

I came to have a crisis and got my gender validated???

I just watched a trans tiktok compilation and I'm not even sure I'm trans anymore???

Because while I am a guy and prefer masculine terms like boy and handsome and hate looking even remotely feminine

I use any pronouns and don't get dysphoric about it?? And can't get misgendered? And also use both my birth name and chosen name?

So like

Am I really trans?????

I can't relate to like any of these experiences and it's making me question myself

My morning routine:

Wake up

Lay in bed for an hour

Get up

Put my necklace on (if I remembered to take it off the night before)

Change my shirt and pants(optional)

Brush my teeth

Put on deodorant (optional)

How do people do stuff when they get home from school? When I got home I'm exhausted and frustrated and need at least 30 minutes alone to destress or I'll explode

How do people just

Function

Right after school????

I recently had surgery, and at the time I came home, I had both my cat and one of my grandma's cats staying with me.

- Within hours of surgery, I wake up from a nap to my cat gently sniffing at my incisions with great alarm.

- I was not allowed to shower the first day after surgery, and the cats, seeing that The Large Cat is not observing its cleaning ritual, decided I must be gravely disabled and compensated by licking all the exposed skin on my arms, face, and legs.

- I currently have to sleep with a pillow over my abdomen because my cat insists on climbing on top of me and covering my incisions with her body while I sleep (which is very sweet but not exactly comfortable without the pillow). She also lays across me facing my bedroom door, presumably on guard for attackers who may try to harm me while I'm sleeping and injured.

That's love. 🐈‍⬛🐈❤️