Pls The Way I'm Screaming Over Them They Are So In Love ..the Future Angst I'm So Not Ready.... It's

pls the way i'm screaming over them they are so in love ..the future angst i'm so not ready.... it's gonna be heartbreaking 😭 can't wait!! i think about alk on the daily so so good 🥺

( 08. ) A LOVER’S KISS.

a friends with benefits relationship never ends on a good note. unless, both parties are not dumb fucks who find themselves falling for each other along the way of their agreement, of course.

and in yours and jeongguk’s case, you should have known better than to think the two of you would be an exception to the so-called curse of being friends with benefits with someone you already hold dear to you, since not even five months since it was agreed upon—the line between being only friends and being a little like lovers only continue to get hazier and hazier.

━ jeongguk x reader ━ 3.5k words. ━ 18+ ━ smut | angst | fluff | friends with benefits au | idiots to lovers au | college au | yearning? pining? | ft. swimmer!jeongguk, editor-in-chief!reader (small appearances from swimmer!jimin & associate editor!taehyung) ━ warning/s: swearing | explicit sexual content | vulgar speech | has the feel of infidelity but,, it's not really infidelity since jk and soomi aren't exclusive | heavy petting | slight sub!jk | kinda exhibitionism?? but like only 5% | oral but not really too lmao

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EPISODE 08. the one with the end of an era !

you could tell that there was something wrong the minute you stepped inside the lecture hall yesterday morning, murmurs coming from the left side of the room particularly bothering you, most especially because it consisted of soomi and her closest friends doing those said things. it wasn’t like they were staring at you and obviously talking about you, however; they were just so fucking loud for people who were apparently trying to be quiet, and when you dared to glance at their direction after setting your things on your table, you saw soomi obviously devastated about something that you didn’t want to dwell on since you honestly didn’t care.

then oddly enough, this morning, she and her friends were still doing the exact same thing, only this time you were pretty sure that they were now staring and obviously talking about you, their heads turned to your direction while soomi was taking all of her liberty glaring at your face. you didn’t need to glance at her to be sure of that, so you spent the entire period and every class that you shared with her pretending that you didn’t notice it or at least wasn’t bothered by it—when deep down, hell fucking yes you were.

soomi’s been clinging onto you for the past couple of days, talking to you more when the professor still wasn’t around and blatantly sucking up all the information she could get about jeongguk during those excruciatingly long minutes. you always entertained them, of course, just to honestly get her off your back. it was already fucking torture enough to hear rumors about soomi and jeongguk circulating around the campus; already an absolute tearjerker like you said to yourself whenever you’d see some posts made by soomi about them on instagram and twitter. but the worst part of it all? it was exactly what you’d do whenever soomi tried to be close to you: acting fine and breezy and happy for them, not bitter nor angry nor fucking frustrated like what you truly felt.

when your last class was done, only having three courses scheduled for this day, you subtly waited and tested if soomi was going to approach you, perhaps speaking her mind to give you an insight about her odd behavior to you since earlier. from what you were positive of, she’s been insisting that the two of you were close friends now thanks to her dating jeongguk. she tried so hard to get along with you for the sake of maybe getting along with jeongguk more too—that you considered it strange now that she was seemingly repulsed by your existence, her eyes still sending daggers right your way as she left the lecture hall with her friends, avoiding you instead of reaching out to you like she’d always do.

you had the nerve to chuckle in amusement at her showcase of attitude, rolling your eyes and heading to the campus publication office to meet with haru who wanted to run over an article with you.

you were 99% sure now that it was about jeongguk thanks to what soomi just displayed right there. it has been four days since the both of you made up and this was only the second day you saw soomi after it happened. the day after he took care of you, you didn’t have any classes—even if you did, jeongguk kept telling you to skip them since your fever wasn’t going down as rapidly as you hoped—and then the day after that, that was when soomi was looking like the world was doing nothing but raining down shit on her. you had your suspicions that it was about the guy you both conveniently liked (sarcasm intended) since after jeongguk left you at your apartment, he stalled for a few seconds and disclosed something that admittedly made your heart skip a beat.

“i’m going to end it with soomi,” he said.

you folded your hands together, placing them on your lap as you reclined yourself on the bed. you made your face as casual as possible, but you knew jeongguk could notice that you were pleased. “oh?”

“you’re right. there’s no use in dragging this for so long when i don’t even find myself seriously liking her.” he chuckled.

“it’s only been a few days though,” you quietly reasoned, another lame attempt to hide your true feelings, “you sure you’re never going to like her?”

“i’m sure,” he answered without even contemplating it.

“why?”

jeongguk looked at you before standing up, giving your forehead one last touch to see if it wasn’t as hot as hours ago. “i just do. make sure to drink your medicine later, alright?”

you rolled your eyes at the smooth topic change but nodded.

now, it has indeed been four days. you didn’t really hold onto jeongguk’s statement on breaking it off with soomi because the more you thought about it, the more impatient you knew you were going to be. but with how today’s agenda seemed to be hating your guts according to soomi, you’re a bit positive that jeongguk finally done it. however, you didn’t want to act too cool or too happy for that matter. it wasn’t like just because he wasn’t going around and having dates with soomi—he was going to go back to you (or date you, specifically).

arriving at the office, you had to halt because of the sight of haru and jeongguk sitting on the couch, talking about a basketball game that was broadcasted yesterday, both of their heads spinning towards you in return. you smiled, a confused and amused smile at the same time, and carried on trudging inside, closing the door behind you.

“if you’re going to be here all the time, might as well be a member, guk,” you said jokingly, going to the main desk.

jeongguk grinned at you. “i could, but i’m afraid you’ll get tired of me by then. we can’t have that, can we?”

you sent him a look, alarmed for his rather flirtatious comment but haru didn’t seem to mind it, just walking towards you to go forth with what he wanted to discuss.

“how was your day, chief?” haru started as he pushed one of the swivel chairs closer to your desk.

you smiled at him. “great so far. you?”

“amazing now that—”

“i’m doing great too.” jeongguk piped in and you glanced at him, a chuckle inevitably escaping your mouth, haru’s too at the obvious intrusion done on purpose. “what? you guys are the only ones allowed to talk about their days?”

“don’t you have somewhere to be?” you asked him, your head tilting and tone teasing still.

“not really.”

“you don’t have training?” haru asked.

jeongguk shook his head. “not for this afternoon.”

“you have an upcoming tournament though,” you said.

“i do, but i don’t have training for this afternoon like i mentioned. actually, i only stopped by because i’ve been meaning to talk to you about something.”

“me?” you feigned naivety.

“yeah, just about some written stuff i’m going to work on for a class as usual.”

you raised your eyebrows. that statement of his was a statement you were very aware had a hidden meaning since it was what jeongguk always said whenever he wanted you and him to go someplace alone, but was in the presence of others who didn’t know about the both of you. and from how jeongguk was smirking at you while haru was opening his laptop to present you a word file, it was evident that he knew exactly what he was implicating.

so for the rest of the minutes that followed, with you and haru discussing something related about the next issue of the campus paper, and jeongguk playing a mobile game with his phone, you seriously couldn’t concentrate well, this irritating giddiness surging in every part of your body. your knee kept on bouncing, your heart kept on hammering, and your hands were clammy as fuck—not to mention your eyes that kept on also flickering to jeongguk’s way, jeongguk glancing back with a smile whenever you did.

at long last, haru finished talking to you after almost an hour and expressed his farewells quickly afterwards, saying that he still had a class for the afternoon until the evening that clearly needed attending. you nodded, patted his back, and watched as he slipped out of the office with a final wave to you and jeongguk, the latter standing up from the couch once your common close friend was away.

you narrowed your eyes to jeongguk as he approached you, perching himself on the desk while you leaned back on your seat. “do you seriously have something to tell me?” you started.

“do i?” there was a mischievous glint in his eyes.

“you just want to get in my pants, don’t you?”

jeongguk snorted. “you always think so lowly of me.”

“don’t you?”

“that’s not the point.”

you laughed, mouthing an ‘ahhh’ mockingly before going ahead and taking your planner back inside your bag. as you did that, jeongguk smiled again and cheekily pulled your swivel chair closer to him, perfectly situating you between his knees. you looked at him in disbelief, taking a cautious glance at the door and back at him.

“i ended it with soomi,” he said.

you had to control your features at the news. “really?”

“yep,” he placed his other leg underneath the chair, locking you in place in case you’d think of dragging yourself away, “and she was actually the one who dumped me.”

“what?”

“well, i still proposed the idea of just ending it—she wouldn’t accept it at first, and insisted that there might be something real between us. so, i felt really bad, agreed to go on a date with her one more time—” he saw you roll your eyes, scoffing too (you had a feeling jeongguk would do that; it might not be obvious to some but jeongguk really had a hard time saying no)— “just to see, you know? but then apparently her idea of proving our so-called connection was having sex with me.”

you scoffed again, enraged by the idea of them having sex and soomi thinking that was going to solve it. “and? did you sleep with her?”

“do you want me to be honest?”

“oh my god—”

“let me finish,” he cut you off immediately and you crossed your arms, “because i swear you’re going to be fucking flattered after i finish telling the story.”

“in what fucking way will i be flattered in a story that involves you and soomi having sex?”

“____, let me finish.”

“no, i don’t want to hear disgusting details about you and—”

“i said, let me—”

“no, no, no, i’m not listening, tell that story to anyone else, just not—”

“i said your name while she was sucking my dick.”

your next complaint gets stuck in your throat as you paused, blinking, and glaring at him in utter confusion. “what?”

“i said your name while—”

“i heard you—i mean, how—why—why the fuck would you—”

“oh, i don’t know, ____, maybe it’s because you’re the only person who’s been fucking doing it for the past months and it became a reflex at this point,” he mocked.

you laughed, but the second you did, you covered your mouth and pressed your lips together. “are you serious?”

“why would i lie about this?”

“to get on my good side.”

“i’d use other means to get on your good side. specifically means that doesn’t involve me looking like a pervert or some shit.”

“how did soomi react?”

“violently.” jeongguk shrugged. “she accused the two of us with a bunch of ridiculous things—like how we’ve been making her a fool and plotting everything to make fun of her or something. i had to clarify a bunch of times that what i did was only a mistake, saying that we talked earlier and your name just slipped out of my tongue without meaning to, because i was afraid she’d start attacking you too if i didn’t get that out there.”

“well, she did keep on looking like she wanted to kill me all day.”

“did she? i swear i already apologized like a hundred times last night.”

“you don’t get over things like that through apologies, guk. if i was sucking someone’s dick and heard a name other than mine, i’d be fucking pissed too.” you snorted.

“i honestly said your name without thinking.”

you leaned back again on your seat, staring up at him. “does that mean she was good? i mean, you were obviously meaning to moan during that time when you accidentally said my name.”

jeongguk raised an eyebrow. “i thought you didn’t want to know the details?”

“i’m curious about this one.”

he sighed, his gaze falling down where his legs were still keeping you hostage. “i’m a dude, ____. and it’s been considerably long since i had my dick wet.” he chuckled humorlessly.

“so, you liked it, is that what you mean to say?”

“no. it was different obviously—but she got me hard, i’m not going to lie to you.”

“you don’t need to explain. it was just one question.” you gently pushed his knees to propel yourself away from his makeshift cage, standing up and returning to your task earlier, which was shoving your things back inside your bag.

jeongguk looked at you. “should i have just told a little white lie about that?”

“no, guk, don’t be ridiculous.”

“but i’m getting a feeling that you’re mad at me.”

you glanced at him. “why would i be mad at you?”

“because she still got me hard?” he persisted.

“that’s stupid. it’s not like… it’s not like i should have any right to be mad, you know?”

“of course.” he frowned.

“and besides,” you said calmly, making sure you already zipped your bag close before abruptly going back to your spot earlier, your passive aggressiveness getting the best of you as jeongguk bore a surprised expression but didn’t dare question it, scared that you’d walk away, “how could i be mad when i still got you saying my name while being sucked by someone else?”

he inhaled sharply, a soft ‘oh?’ being let out at the sensation of your hand rubbing along the front of his pants.

you may have a competitive streak within you, you weren’t going to deny that. however, you weren’t just competitive about every other thing in the whole world—you only were with things you cared about, and obviously, hearing that soomi still got jeongguk hard frankly pissed you off despite the whole thought not being a big deal in the first place. it was no secret how men didn’t have any control sometimes on the instances they get hard or not, so you couldn’t blame jeongguk; you appreciated his honesty even, but that didn’t mean you were in any aspect pleased to hear it. you didn’t want to be possessive, or jealous, or whatever else you haven’t been good at being—truth be told—since the both of them began dating, yet that didn’t mean either that you didn’t want to finally act on it just this once.

“do you want me to stop?” you asked nonchalantly, pulling his zipper down to grab him through his boxers.

jeongguk glanced below and saw your fingers fondle with his clothed length. “never.”

you chuckled under your breath, continuing with your ministrations, his shaft definitely hardening at each of your strokes. it made you feel better about yourself, helped you forget about your admittedly bruised ego at his confession, especially when it hasn’t been that long since you’ve been touching him that precum was already leaking from his tip, a wet spot showing itself on his undergarment.

upon the sight, you took a quick glance again at the door and brought his dick out, the gesture possibly drawing out another inch from him as jeongguk bit his lip, entranced now at the way your small hand was gripping his growing cock, your palm toying with the head before you abruptly spat on your palm and brought it back against it, humming in satisfaction. he unconsciously leaned his head towards your shoulder, slow and shaky breaths being taken still, his own fingers gripping the edge of the table he was sitting on tightly.

“faster, baby,” he said with a grunt.

“you actually want to come here?” you smirked, giving into his request, jeongguk blowing a loud gust of air out.

he nodded. “it’s been too long.”

“why? haven’t you been touching yourself?”

“not the same,” he tried to conceal his moan with another grunt, “it’s better—always better when you do it.”

“is that why you said my name while soomi was sucking you, guk?” you asked, your hand squeezing him. “have you been touching yourself with the thought of me?”

“fuck, yes, babe—baby, i have. i fucking have.” jeongguk allowed himself to moan then, kissing your neck to try not to do it again, his little sounds of pleasure turning you on.

you smiled and jerked him hurriedly, not really planning to delay his orgasm for you were in a public setting after all. for all you know, someone could suddenly walk in and see you giving jeon jeongguk a handjob. you weren’t going to act chaste and say that the idea bothered you however; this whole thing you two were doing at the moment gave a certain thrill that you certainly liked to experience from time to time. if ever someone would really catch you giving jeongguk a handjob, it wasn’t just that that they were going to catch—they were also going to see jeongguk ceaselessly planting wet kisses on your throat, seemingly so lost in bliss, that you bet he wouldn’t even notice it if a person opens the door and gasps dramatically at what they were witnessing.

“gonna come—” he whispered in harsh breaths—“holy shit, gonna come, baby, gonna come, i’m gonna come—” he kept on repeating over and over again and with one last effort to possibly hide what just happened in this office, you hastily went down on your knees and let him blow his thick load inside your mouth, jeongguk groaning and holding the back of your head while you continuously moved your hand rapidly along his shaft, milking him, and gulping down his cum roughly.

you pulled away once he became soft, licking your lips and reaching out for your handkerchief laying on top of the table to remove the excess mess on your mouth. jeongguk was quick to haul his dick back inside his boxers too, realizing the risk of this situation, zipping his pants close while you searched for the mint tin inside your bag, popping a mint in and chewing, your eyes soon flickering to jeongguk who was grinning at you, appearing like a boy who just won the lottery.

“what?” you asked him, a smile conquering your features too, jeongguk pulling you towards him.

he chuckled, returning to his actions earlier, littering kisses on your neck. “let’s go to my place. i’ll return the favor.”

you bit your lip. there were a thousand reasons why you shouldn’t agree to his offer. for starters, it hasn’t even been 24 hours since jeongguk stopped dating soomi, and you shouldn’t have been so quick in jumping back in his arms the second he cut out all possible romantic relations with her. you were still hurt from everything that happened during this whole time of not knowing where you stand with jeongguk despite clearing it up with him the other day; in this month alone, you think you’ve gone through so much heartbreak than you have in your whole life, a claim that should have you saying no in going to his place to sleep with him again—but you already started it, haven’t you? you already made it seem like you were willing to put the past behind you and fuck with him again like nothing bad ever happened.

you were a goddamn stinking idiot. yet if being an idiot and a fucking fool was what it had to take to be with jeongguk, you were still an idiot to think that it was somehow worth it, too deep in what you felt for him that you couldn’t think of the consequences of your decisions or bring yourself to care.

“okay,” you said.

jeongguk leaned his head back, squinting his eyes at you in suspicion. “just okay? no playing hard to get?”

“it’d be pointless considering how i just swallowed your cum, guk,” you joked.

he grinned and kissed the corner of your mouth, awfully close to your lips, “alright, let’s get going then. wouldn’t want to keep you waiting.” he hopped off the table.

“are you sure i’m the only one anticipating it?”

jeongguk laughed, taking his backpack from the couch. he outstretched his hand as you slinged your bag over your shoulder—and you knew that even if you had to let it go once you pass through other people towards your way out of the campus, in order not to bring attention to yourselves or reveal your most precious secret, you still grasped it without hesitation, smiling.

fucking hell. this thing is going to bite you back in the ass again, isn’t it?

note. i have mixed feelings about the semi-smut we got in this chapter shdjhsdj,, on one hand i love it, on the other i feel like it’s so cringe and like,, doesnt make sense AHSJAJSDSHJDHSJ BUT I LOVE IT NONETHELESS SO I HOPE YALL ENJOYED THAT TOO? JDHSJD we are officially having our commercial break before the angst starts again folks,,

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they’re so… strong

cuddly koo with his hobi hyung 🐰🐿

pov: jungkook is your boyfriend

tell me they are not in love ?!!? pls the "baby" pet name made my heart melt 🥺 the smut babe it's so good and the escalation of it is PERFECT. the soft sex at the end...my heart exploded they are so in love ☹️ gosh oc stayed the night ... they said no boundaries here 🤧 but pls it was so domestic and cute my heart !! the cuddles at the end... hmmm yea they are just friends for sure ;)) I LOVED THIS AS ALWAYS !!! ugh so so good <333

( 09. ) A LOVER’S KISS.

a friends with benefits relationship never ends on a good note. unless, both parties are not dumb fucks who find themselves falling for each other along the way of their agreement, of course.

and in yours and jeongguk’s case, you should have known better than to think the two of you would be an exception to the so-called curse of being friends with benefits with someone you already hold dear to you, since not even five months since it was agreed upon—the line between being only friends and being a little like lovers only continue to get hazier and hazier.

━ jeongguk x reader ━ 3.4k words. ━ 18+ ━ smut | angst | fluff | friends with benefits au | idiots to lovers au | college au | yearning? pining? | ft. swimmer!jeongguk, editor-in-chief!reader (small appearances from swimmer!jimin & associate editor!taehyung) ━ warning/s: swearing | combined implicit and explicit sexual content | oral (f. receiving) | fingering | masturbation | penetrative + protected sex

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EPISODE 09. the one with the unexplored territory !

“i feel like i’m going to die,” you said after a few seconds of laying down on his bed, your laptop being placed next to you after you gave up on squeezing a few more paragraphs in.

jeongguk snorted, typing a set of sentences himself on his own laptop.

one thing to know about jeongguk is that he didn’t like using his dining table inside his apartment for school related tasks. he claimed that it was too far from the bed and the sockets available in his living space; other than that, he just felt ‘more relaxed’ if he did his assignments on somewhere comfier than a chair and a table. so, at this moment, the only thing he was using to keep his laptop within eye level were his knees and stomach, his back leaning against his headboard with two pillows stacked right behind him as well. it was your previous position before deciding to stretch your limbs and back, opting to make use of the bed with how it’s supposed to be utilized when some joints began to ache.

“take a nap,” he suggested.

you sighed, staring at the ceiling. “i can’t. i might oversleep, and i need to go home in about an hour.”

“i can just accompany you until you reach your apartment if you’re worried about heading back on your own.”

“nah, guk, you know i wouldn’t want you to bother.”

“then are you going to leave already?” he tilted his head to the side to glance at you.

“i’ve been here for about four hours now—i wouldn’t use the word ‘already’ if i do decide to leave.”

“but wouldn’t you want to stay for a little longer?”

you sat up, checked your word file, clicked the save button for another safety measure (even though it autosaves, you were just that paranoid), and closed your laptop. “why? what’s in it for me?” you teased, heading to your things that were placed on one of the dining chairs, quickly tidying up.

jeongguk closed his laptop too. “was that an invitation to start dirty talking?”

you laughed.

he crawled out of the bed and left his laptop beside his stacked pillows, soon walking towards you who had your back faced to him, busy with your belongings that you didn’t notice him do so; you even jumped a little when you abruptly felt his arms wrap around your waist, his chin resting on your shoulder before he turned his head sideways and lightly pressed kisses on your cheek down to your jaw. “how about i at least eat you out before you leave? i missed the taste of you, baby.”

you blinked rapidly, controlling your breathing and acting unfazed. “that’s… that’s awfully straightforward of you.”

“don’t you want it too?” jeongguk teased with a chuckle, his teeth biting lightly on your earlobe. “we’ll just be quick, i promise. i’ll make you come fast.”

“hey,” you moved your head sideways and narrowed your eyes on him, “i want you to take time on things like that.”

he slowly turned you around and grinned. “yeah? want my tongue against that pussy for as long as you like?”

“would you want me to blow you in just three seconds and call it a day?”

“no, but i always feel like i’m gonna come in three seconds anyway whenever you put your mouth around me.” he snickered.

you laughed at that and he began kissing your neck, pushing you ever so gently against the wall beside the chair your bag was sitting on, his hand already roaming south and going forth with his proposed plan for tonight. you bit your lip as you moaned quietly, jeongguk’s hand caressing you between your legs, his audible wet kisses causing goosebumps to rise on your arms, the scent of his cologne becoming prominent at the close proximity of your bodies.

“guk…” you sighed, his fingers lifting your top up that you comply to, seeing him toss it somewhere on the floor. “let’s do this quick, okay? i need to go home in a few minutes.”

“okay, baby.” his mouth then began to travel downwards, first giving attention to your neck and collarbones, leaving damp marks on then before attending to your breasts next, gnawing on them softly and humming, whispering how ‘cute’ and ‘cuddly’ they were with a childlike chuckle, until he kneeled down and kissed you all over your stomach, seriously taking his time like you noted, all the while unzipping your jeans and tugging them off.

he brushed his lips against your thighs, a murmur of “lift your feet for me,” being spoken as he removed your bottoms and left you with nothing but your undergarments. jeongguk kept on kissing along the insides of your legs, arousing you more and more as each peck of his lips sent something straight to your core, the sound of his deep inhale once he was near your clothed pussy turning you on and you dared to flicker your eyes down to where he was, watching jeongguk rub the spot where you clit was supposed to be with his thumb, this eager look noticeable with his gaze.

“no teasing,” you warned.

your eyes met, and jeongguk chuckled and nodded before sliding your underwear to the ground, carrying on with licking your heat—an experimental and barely satisfying lick that was followed by another one that gave the same lacking feeling. you unconsciously pouted in greed of pleasure, lifting your feet again to discard of your panties, but the moment you raised your left leg higher, jeongguk was quick to hold it and move closer to your pussy, setting your thigh on his shoulder as he dived right back to his promise of making you come, no longer being timid now.

“ah, fuck,” you hissed, pushing yourself harder against the wall.

he groaned at the growing taste of you and sucked your clit with more intent, his eyelids closing as he concentrated on nothing but the sensation of your pussy lips on his tongue and the smell of your arousal conquering his sense of smell. you heard him grunt, felt him sway his head from side to side, and you placed both of your hands on the top of his head for some kind of support, puffing out air.

jeongguk pulled back and replaced his mouth with his fingers, gliding two of them against your slit as he stared up at you. locking eyes with him, he smirked, mouth and chin glistening with your slick that you immediately clenched at right at the same time when he slipped one finger in, jeongguk thus getting a feel of that action. “am i doing it right, baby?” he asked, kissing gently on your mound, lips puckered and all. “am i making you feel good?”

you nodded, whimpering as he added another finger inside. “yes… yes, guk.”

he went back in, sucking your clit while establishing a delicious pace in fucking you with his fingers. you moaned loudly and tightened your grip on his hair, lowering your cunt towards his mouth in search of that one angle that would help send you to cloud nine, too engrossed with the ecstasy you were experiencing to realize that you were practically grinding your pussy against his face at that point. jeongguk groaned, his cock hardening underneath his sweatpants; he couldn’t stop himself from sneaking a hand inside his sweatpants to fondle with his manhood, pausing a bit to use the hand coated with your juices to jerk himself off before immediately going back to work with more vigor, diving his tongue deeper inside you and holding your thigh on his shoulder firmer.

“fucking hell—fuck, guk—that feels fucking good—” you cried, your hands tugging on his hair and guiding him where you want it still. “you’re gonna make me come.”

he opened his eyes and stared up at you, moaning and licking up and down. that sight was absolutely one for the books, with his gaze dazed and fucked, his lips even turning up in a smirk. you moaned, begging him to make you come for you were really only a few steps away, and he slid the tip of his tongue inside your walls, his nose rubbing along your clit.

you screamed his name shakily and covered your own mouth afterwards in self-consciousness, jeongguk sighing when you clenched around the small muscle, precum leaking on the tip of his cock at just the thought of having his dick inside you instead—to feel that grip and that wetness surrounding his cock instead.

“oh my god—” your heart was hammering inside your chest, the knot so close to snapping. “faster, faster, baby, keep on doing that—”

he let out a snarl, fixed on granting you that orgasm, his hand on your thigh moving behind you to cup your ass, pushing your heat harsher towards his face. you bit your lip, whimpering, your horniness driving you to squeeze your tits together, massaging them and adding stimulation to everything that was happening at the moment—and jeongguk moaned loudly, enjoying his view below you as well.

“come, baby,” he grunted, his cock hard underneath his grasp; you couldn’t see it for you were too distracted with your pleasure, but no doubt you’d only get turned on further if you did, “come on my mouth—give me what i want, hm?”

“fuckfuckfuck!”

he growled, sending vibrations up your core, lapping on your pussy like a fucking starved and deprived man.

“jeongguk!” you cried—a final cry before the coil breaks and you’re coming on jeongguk’s mouth, your hips erratically thrusting towards his face with no control. all you wanted to do was feed onto the high you were feeling, obviously not thinking much to your lewd actions that jeongguk nonetheless and eagerly welcomed, sticking his tongue out for you to use and fuck as he rapidly stroked his cock back and forth.

it was already a given that after that happened, and you managed to calm down, you gestured for jeongguk to stand back up again, begging him to fuck you properly with needy kisses on his throat. he agreed immediately, literally commanding you to go at the bed while he rushed to get a condom, putting that one on and running back to you, no longer acting hesitant or what for he was sure you were stretched out enough to take his cock right away. you were practically dripping, perhaps both with your slick and his saliva from jeongguk practically making out with your pussy, that when he finally pushed his dick inside you, it went in so smoothly and so good, jeongguk moaning and pulling his shirt off before continuously ramming you with his cock.

another thing to know about jeongguk—that guy can go for ages. it was a pro and a con at the same time. a pro, because obviously, your libido was still quite high at this rate and you reveled at the fact that his was too; a con, because just like what was taking place right now, once jeongguk began fucking you, he was gonna want to go again and again as long as you wanted it as well. and most of the time, also like right now, you wanted him to fuck you over and over again until you were satiated too, your initial concern to go home supposedly in a few minutes fading away.

the latest hour you could allow yourself to leave jeongguk’s apartment was 9:30 PM because you didn’t want to take the bus too late at night. even though he always insisted that he could just accompany you until you arrived at your own place as what he did earlier, you didn’t want to be a burden and let him waste time heading home with you only to take another ride back to his.

plus, it wasn’t like you could sleep at his apartment too; he never asked anyways and you didn’t want to push your luck, thinking that it was probably best not to engage in sleepovers as it might complicate things too.

“so fucking amazing,” jeongguk hissed against your ear, fucking you for the third round that evening. he kept on kissing your cheek, your temple, your ear, and your hair while whispering that phrase repeatedly.

you wrapped your legs around his waist, the heels of your feet pressing on his ass once you were getting closer to come again. you embraced him, seemingly holding on for dear life as you closed your eyes, moaning and enjoying each of his thrusts. they were slower at the moment, feeling quite intimate if you were going to be honest—but per usual, you didn’t say anything, still not ready how to confront whatever topic might arise if you do. besides, you were convincing yourself that jeongguk was probably a bit tired to not be as ‘wild’ as he usually was. before yesterday, you haven’t seen each other for a few days because of his constant training for the upcoming swimming tournament next month, so you figured his body was truly exhausted to go all out tonight since he’s been working hard already to do so.

“gonna come, baby,” he softly said, one long and lingering kiss on your cheek. “come with me?”

you arched your back a bit. “go harder, babe.”

he pushed himself up, your arm sliding to hold onto his biceps instead as he slammed his hips towards yours with intent. it didn’t take long for either of you to come, jeongguk groaning as he did, his forehead touching yours, his cum shooting inside the condom while your warm walls squeezed him tight, your mewling mixing with his grunts and the sound of your skin hitting each other for the last time prominent until he pulled out, carrying on with the standard routine after having sex.

you tried to regulate your breathing, watching him pick up his boxers and wear them, jogging towards his fridge to get something to drink next. he returned swiftly and handed you a water bottle that you took, sitting up to drink from it properly as your gaze flickered to the digital clock he had on his bedside table.

11:14 PM it showed; you grimaced.

“stay for the night,” jeongguk said then.

you lowered the bottle, blinking at him in confusion. “what?”

“or are you magically okay with going home at this time?” he took the bottle back when you handed it to him.

you slid off the bed, searching for your undergarments. you were just thinking about how sleepovers was an unexplored territory in this set-up, and yet here he was, prompting the idea of doing it after the months you’ve been fuck buddies. you didn’t know how to feel about that, but whatever it was that you were going to feel eventually, you knew it was going to be far from anything negative (which maybe wasn’t a good sign on its own).

“you can just leave early tomorrow. i have training at about 5 AM too, so i can ride with you on the bus and you can get off at your stop.”

you finished clipping your bra on. you were either going to be a dumb bitch or you were going to be smart and not give in to temptation for once.

“what do you say?” jeongguk placed the bottle on the counter.

“are you going to let me borrow your clothes for me to sleep in? or do you expect me to sleep naked?” you asked with a teasing tone.

being a dumb bitch, it is.

he grinned. “well, i have no problem with you doing the latter, to be honest,” he snickered, “but of course, i’m going to let you borrow my clothes.”

“uh, then can i wash for a while in your shower too?”

“go ahead, ____. i’ll try to find you something that’ll hopefully fit while you’re at it.”

“okay.” you sprinted to his bathroom after getting all of your clothes from the floor.

you kept telling yourself to act cool as you washed your body with his soap, his familiar scent not really helping you indeed act cool and unbothered. you even had to ask borrowing his towel when you were done, contemplating for about three minutes before doing that since you were aware that it might not be hygienic for you to do so, but jeongguk soon knocked on the door and handed you a fresh one plus old clothes of his, your overthinking minimizing in relief as you thanked him and continued to dry yourself.

“can we go straight to sleep after i take a shower?” jeongguk asked when you were done, going inside to take one himself.

you nodded. “sounds great.”

“great.”

in that vacant period of him showering and you laying on his bed that notably had new sheets on when you hopped on it, you still thought if there was a way to possibly back out. you were already laying down, you already used some of his mouthwash, his soap as mentioned, and now you were wearing this shirt you knew he couldn’t wear anymore since he’s gotten bigger for it along with boxer shorts you swore you’ve seen him wear a couple of times (and you were wearing them with no panties inside, may you add, since you washed your underwear for you to wear when you head home tomorrow, letting it dry on the towel rack inside the bathroom).

“what’s with that face?” jeongguk laughed as he stepped outside, finishing his shower. his hair wasn’t wet which meant he might have washed his body too like you did.

you crossed your arms. “what face?”

“you look constipated.”

“consti—i don’t look constipated.” you denied.

he smirked, turning on the bedside lamp and proceeded to switch off the main light. you sucked in a deep breath, your fingers dragging the blanket up as you sank lower on the mattress. you kinda hated how normal he was acting, like you’ve been having sleepovers since forever; you mostly hated it because it was making you once again feel like you were the only one who cared too much.

“one pillow enough?” he asked, slipping under the same blanket.

“yeah.” you stared ahead.

“you don’t like sleeping with the lights on, do you?”

“nope. you don’t too, right?”

he hummed in agreement, the last source of light disappearing on cue. the only thing that was keeping the room remotely lit was now the moon and some street lights outside the building, and upon the darkness enabling you to become sleepier than you were, you brought the blanket higher to your shoulders and thought about turning your body sideways opposite to jeongguk, but you weren’t fond of facing the floor or any empty space when sleeping without a pillow being in between, so you didn’t continue with the idea.

“goodnight, ____,” jeongguk yawned, a short affectionate caress given to your hair.

you exhaled. “goodnight, guk.”

you ended up sleeping soundly despite your unnecessary worries. though other than that, you ended up doing something else too—and that was cuddling with him in the middle of your slumber (shocking), realizing that when when you woke up at about 4:10 AM because of jeongguk’s alarm and finding yourself already hugging his torso, your face pressed against his neck while an arm and leg of his was thrown over your body carelessly, the position clearly screaming ‘cuddle’ for you to mistake it as anything else.

you blinked a bunch of times, your barely awake brain not really processing anything vividly, then jeongguk stirred, pulling away to snooze the alarm and suddenly returning to his position, embracing you tighter with the front of his chin resting on your hair. that’s when you were seriously starting to wake up and couldn’t sleep anymore, only pretending that you were for the sake of avoiding any type of embarrassment, your heart thumping in that familiar rhythmic manner as you daringly decided to make use of those minutes behaving less cautiously and afraid.

you hugged him tighter, scooted even nearer, allowed your mouth press on his throat ‘without meaning’, and at each of your movement, jeongguk’s hand would groggily rub your back, as if he was putting you back to sleep, until his alarm rang again and the two of you were forced to wake up.

maybe not only to start the day—but also to come back to reality too.

note. yes,,, they are still apparently friends folks JHDSJHDJSD this chapter was really just pure filth and fluff (as a part of the commercial break still) hehehehe also im kinda rusty with smut scenes for some reason so meh wish my good luck for the next ep that will also *spoiler alert* contain smut :>

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