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"superman is overrated" "no batman is overrated" they both are. and with your help, we can finally kill them ! by signing up for just a small monthly donation to me, Lex Luthor,

when u reblog a post from ur mutual and put some funny shit in the tags and then they like ur reblog. THAT’S my shit right there. getting a good grade in mutualology, something that is both normal to want and possible to achieve

me???? tired???? sleepy???? yes constantly

HERE’S WHY EJ AND GINA ARE SOULMATES

a very long post under the cut mostly me being overanalytical and crying about portwell and their perfection. i may or may not make sense but in my defense it’s like 2am. enjoy!

after the musical video call 

ej: so you’re leaving? gina: maybe. i’ve never really stayed anywhere for more than four months. having to commit to another five it’s like learning a foreign language, you know? ej: not really. i only speak english. 

i’m not sure how canon these video chats are but it’s interesting how ej sees gina transfer money onto his account and immediately leaves his chat with ashlyn, carlos and seb to check up on her. not only that but he continues to keep the conversation about her even if he can’t relate to what she’s going through. notice the expression on his face after she hangs up. ej genuinely cares about gina. 

their scene in 2x08

gina can’t relate to having her life planned out for her because there’s constant change in her life. she says she’s “always one natural disaster away from landing in a new place.” and although the conversation began because of ej’s reluctance in attending duke, he asks her and shows interest in learning about her experience. it parallels to their video chat—they can’t claim to know what the other is going through because they have never gone through the same experience. however, they’re willing to listen and help each other as best as they can. the way gina sees ej shows that she genuinely cares about him, too.

while they may not share the same backgrounds, they do have some subtle similarities that aren’t brought up verbally to one another because portwell has a way showing, not telling which makes their dynamic so much more compelling.

for example:

although their dynamic began to develop in s2, it began in s1 when they were less developed versions of themselves. gina and ej 1.0—chaotic, self-serving and overly ambitious. nonetheless, they found solidarity in that even though they weren’t always on the same page but at the end of the season, we see that ej appreciates gina and although their plans failed, he wanted her to be part of the show and took action in making it happen.

moving onto s2, they’re the 2.0 version of themselves—working on being better people together. they were together during their darkest moments and now, they’re each other’s light. a bit like chidi and eleanor from the good place. “i was dropped into a cave and you were my flashlight.” they continue to be there for each other and understand the other’s needs. ex. gina letting ej tell her how he felt about duke and ej showing up at the airport to pick gina up and bringing her a granola bar without knowing that she’d been looking for one earlier that day.

there’s just something so magical and wonderful about this dynamic that if it weren’t about regular high school students i’d swear they were some type of cosmic soulmates brought together by the universe. whether you ship them romantically or platonically, they tell a good story.

reasons i headcanon neil josten as autistic with adhd

based off of canon and my own personal thots and experience:

the kevin & riko scrapbook shrine binder. this little man made multiple pages of news clippings and magazine clippings and put them in a binder with all of the coded documents his mom left him. he carried only essential items in his little duffle bag and apparently his fan pages were essential. hyperfixate much?

he has basically no impulse control when he's angry. he went on kathy's show scared for his life and then riko says one thing that bugs him and he immediately attacks riko. not to mention the iconic riko roast.

the way he interacts with people??? idk what says autism like not realizing someone's flirting with you but also being able to physcoanalzye someone's personality to create the perfect persona to befriend them <3

you can not tell me that neil knows how to sit still. he is always fidgeting with stuff. when andrew gives him a house key he connects it to his lanyard with his school id. he'll be walking to class and will twirl it because he likes how it clicks and it's just fun.

andrew buys him fidget toys and leaves them in places for neil to find, like in neil's waterbottle, in his bed, in an empty butter container on top of the fridge, in neil's running shoes, or he'll just chuck them at neil's head in the locker room.

he likes math and is allegedly good at it. my little baby man did not have a solid education but he was still somehow smart enough to major in it? gives me very much gifted kid with undiagnosed adhd energy. i bet he does math for fun when he's bored.

he doesn't like buying new clothes because it Does Not Feel Right. he had so much money but he kept wearing his worn out clothing. it is hard for him to wear certain materials becuase of the way the cloth sits on his scars. andrew figures out which cloth neil likes so he doesn't buy him clothing that makes his sensory issues worse.

he's on the ace spectrum. it is super common for neurodivergent people to be ace or aro. he has trouble understanding why people flirt with him and needs things spelled out for him before he realizes what they mean. me too neil, me too.

neil is hot and sexy and people with adhd and autism are always hot and sexy

tumblr is my scrapbook, i find something pretty i want to look at later and i glue it to a page . like yesssss you are my little memory forever to look at lovingly

but mom i didn’t choose to be transgender, tumblr just banned me from being a #girl

The final stage of every OC's creation is having to go through websites like this to name it:

Can we have more Emmy on her scooter?

Everytime I get to draw Emmy I jump in the air do a little spin and sparkles fly everywhere btw

I would like to highlight this chat response to “Remember Them” cutting out in the livestream

tanoshii moomin ikka has one of the best soundtracks ever

Kylar is very cute to me, especially since my PC can overpower him if he wanted to💕 short top x tall bottom ftw

Part 4! What happens next will be interesting.. *metal spanking noises*

dont ask me what this is girl i dont KNOW

Every Dreemurr gives fantastic hugs I’m sorry I don’t make the rules as soon as you’re adopted into the Dreemurr family you give fantastic hugs even if you didn’t before.

i look pretty dead for a good bitch

loki: the path to inner peace begins with four words

loki: not my fucking problem