In Recognition Of World Down Syndrome Day On March 21

in recognition of World Down Syndrome Day on March 21

you never know what someone is going through. for instance i didnt know i was going through anything until about 2 years later. i thought i was just chilling

this is a poem

One more add here. Important one. Tell your loved ones that you love them. That they are enough already. They don't have to try harder to be loved. They may take a rest, time off, take care of themselves. You love them so much. Because, you see, noone told me. NO ONE. And I tried and I tried and I tried very hard and no love came. I could not do more. I was at my limit. Yes, we all have limits, surpirsing, ah? So I did what I saw as logical. I killed myself. Because I was as good as it gets and that obviously was not enough. Til this day I don't understand, why I'm alive, because I jumped before train, I really did it - but somehow train just pushed me aside. I spent two weeks in coma and then started to come back. And when I was more or less adequate, people showed up. "How could you do it, you hurt me su bad, I loved you so much, how could you do it to me?!" Shit. SHIT! So ... you could not say it before? You could not help me, when I was so down and spoke to everyone around me, how bad it is, how it hurts even to breathe? And now it's MY fault to try to escape, to hurt you oh, so bad? Fuck you, seriously. Almost 10 years are passed and I'm still pissed. Sorry, it's not your fault, you in tumblr. But say to people that you love them, that they do not have to be more, more, more, they are great already! They may not know otherwise.

"I would kill for you. I would die for you" would you take a break for me? Would you sit down and rest? For a day, a week, a year? Would you let others take care of your needs for me? Would you let yourself be held for me? By me?