STOP MAKING NSFW WORKS FOR JUNGWON Like Literally Is It So Hard For U To Keep It In Ur Goddamn Pants
STOP MAKING NSFW WORKS FOR JUNGWON… like literally is it so hard for u to keep it in ur goddamn pants and not write ab him until his next fucking birthday ??
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TO ALL THE BOYS I’VE LOVED BEFORE SIX — you gave her my favorite hair tie?

On the day of the Ski Trip, your father bids you and Riki goodbye, making sure to tell you to supervise Riki, much to the Japanese boy’s dismay.
“I’m not a child!” Riki whines, crossing his arms, “and it’s not like I’m going to ski. Skiing is for losers like Park Sunghoon.”
“He ice skates, Riki.” You say, shushing him.
When the both of you get on the bus, Riki finds a seat next to Sunghoon and Jungwon, who only stared at him with raised eyebrows as he mushed himself between the the couple.
“Sit with me,” Sunoo says, pulling your arm softly, “you wouldn’t want to be around a grumpy couple and Riki.”
“It’s fine, I’ll sit with Riki,” you say awkwardly, grabbing the tall boy up from his seat between Jungwon and Sunghoon, “sorry about that lovebirds.”
“Yahhh Kim YN!” Riki whines.
“You can sit with me,” Yuna smirks as she looks at Sunoo, “that is if you’re okay with it, Sun.”
Sunoo looks at you, then back at Yuna, and he shrugs. “Uh—sure, I’m fine with it.”
Though he’d much prefer you in her seat instead.
Throughout the ride, Riki falls asleep on your shoulder, snoring loudly. You kind of wished you invited Wonyoung instead, for she didn’t snore or had saliva all over her mouth when she napped.
“Go get your man,” is the first thing Riki says to you as you enter the ski resort.
It was big and fancy, and you would’ve enjoyed it if it wasn’t for Yuna’s presence and the memory of Sunoo and yours argument at the front of your mind.
“Are you kidding? I can’t Ski, Riki.”
Riki bites the inside of his cheek. “You’re telling me we came all the way here just for you to not ski and go after your man? Cmon YN.”
“Sorry to interrupt,” Sunghoon pops up from behind Riki, making the boy shriek. “I overheard you guys and I don’t really ski either so—wanna hang out?”
“Whatever,” Riki ignores the older, “I’ll go ski with Jungwonie then, you two have fun”
Sunghoon’s eyes twitch at the nickname Riki gave his boyfriend, but he still has a smile plastered on his face. “Oh we’ll for sure have fun Riki. Take care of Won for me.”
“Will do!”
“So you guys have been faking it this whole time?!” Sunghoon gasps as he applies on the face mask you gave him.
You two were currently in your room at the resort, drinking Korean yogurt drinks while applying face masks. Heaven, if you asked me
“Yes, but you promise not to tell anyone, okay?”
“Who would I tell anyways?”
“I mean it—not even Jungwon.”
Sunghoon sighs, “okay fine, only because you’re my BFF.”
You laugh at that, smacking Sunghoon on the chest jokingly.
“I know homeboy likes you,” Sunghoon smiles, “I can tell by the way he looks at you. It’s how I look at my Wonie.”
“Gross,” you say, which makes Sunghoon stick out his tongue.
“It doesn’t matter though,” you frown, “he’s still so obsessed with Yuna, and I’m just another one of those stupid girls who fell for Kim Sunoo. It’s embarrassing!”
“Look,” Sunghoon takes off his face mask, “every guy, you know, gets a bit obsessed with their first love. But lets look at the facts, shall we? The whole fake relationship was his idea, you came up with the no-kissing rule, and you’re the one who keeps trying to breakup. If Sunoo’s obsessed with anyone, it’d be you Kim YN. And here you are, getting advice from a gay man who you confessed to while Sunoo’s probably waiting for you at the hottub.”
“You think he’s waiting for me at the hottub?”
“Is that the only thing you got from my big speech?” Sunghoon pretends to be offended. “But hell yeah, go get him girl”
Park Sunghoon was goddamn right. There Kim Sunoo was, waiting for you at the hottub.
You take off your towel, revealing a crop top and some shorts. Then slowly, you dip your legs into the hottub, making sure not to sit too close to Sunoo.
“Sorry that I’m not a good skier, but you never offered to teach me either.”
“So I’m supposed to be sweet to you after you decide not to sit next to me on the bus ride up here? I had to sit with Yuna for Gods sake.”
“Shouldn’t you be thanking me? Isn’t getting Shin Yuna back what you wanted?”
“You’re so dense sometimes,” Sunoo says, looking away from you, “I wanted to sit next to you, Kim YN. I even packed the snacks, I asked Riki where you find those Korean yogurt drinks you like so much and drove all the way to H-Mart to get them before the trip.”
“H-Mart is all away across town,” you whisper.
“I know, so if I went all the way across town, to get you something you like, then that means…” he waits for you to finish his sentence.
“You must really like that brand of yogurt?”
“You are impossible,” Sunoo splashes water at you, making you throw your head back, giggling.
You finally sit in the hottub, right in front of Sunoo. “I’m sorry I didn’t sit next to you.”
“It’s alright,” he says.
And before you know it, Kim Sunoo leans into you, closing the distance between yours and his lips.
Guess he broke the no kissing rule.
What the two of you didn’t notice was that somebody was behind the bush, taking photos.
Click. Click.
“Goodnight,” Sunoo says as the two of you approach your room. He gives you one last peck, making you blush a deep red.
When the ski trip finally ends, you sit next to Kim Sunoo on the bus, Riki muttering curses to himself as he places his body next to Yuna.
He turns back to look at you, mouthing a help me, making you quietly laugh.
“Hey YN, I think it’s so cool you came on that ski trip,” Yuna approaches you when the ride is done.
Weird. Shin Yuna would never compliment you, let alone be nice to you.
“Gee, thanks Yuna.”
“Also—I just wanted to say that it’s really sweet of you for being so understanding of my friendship with Sun.”
“What?”
“Oh, I just mean like.. other girls would be pretty weirded out by their boyfriend sleeping in somebody else’s room, but you’re so cool! You’re absolutely fine with that, right?” She grabs a hair tie, getting ready to put her hair up into a bun.
“Is—Is that my hair tie?” You eye it.
“Oh I didn’t know that! Sorry, Sunny gave it to me. I just love the colors on it. Well, have a nice day!”
Sunoo approaches you after Yuna leaves, “ready to go?”
“You went to Yuna’s room last night?” You go straight in, not caring anymore.
“Uh yeah, but—”
“And you gave her my favorite hair tie?” You are almost close to tears, “am I just a joke to you, Kim Sunoo?”
“No no, you’re not understanding the situation,” Sunoo says, stammering over his words.
“No I understand completely,” you gesture towards you and Sunoo, “this… whatever this was—it’s over in every possible way.”
“Can’t we just talk it out?” Sunoo panics, “I’ll drive you home, let me explain.”
“There’s nothing to explain,” you say, sniffling.
Riki quickly wraps his arm over you, his smile disappearing instantly when he sees your tear stained face. “Hey, hey, what happened?”
He looks up at Sunoo, giving him a scowl, “leave pretty boy, before things get ugly.”
Sunoo surrenders his arms, walking away from a concerned Riki and heartbroken you.

´Д` author note. I wrote this in one sitting LMFAO 😭😭 my head hurts but whatever. Sm emotions in one chapter!! sawry y’all 💔
SYNOPSIS. kim yn’s life gets turned upside down when she moves back to korea, hoping for a fresh start. befriending nishimura riki, (a foreign exchange student who lives with yn) might’ve been a big mistake, because he purposely sent out all of her love letters to the boys she wrote them about!
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star lost with you | hyunjin au | part 7

synopsis: working in a quaint little art store, you’ve had the honor of meeting all kinds of people, but you’ve never met somebody like him.
there were many reasons hyunjin returned to his hometown; a getaway from the ephemeral and fast-paced life of the city, so he could fall in love with life again. he thought he was prepared for everything, to study art in the way that he’s always wanted to, but what he didn’t anticipate was meeting you.
hwang hyunjin realises that sometimes, the best things in life happen unplanned.
series: star lost with you
pairing: idol! hyunjin x artist! reader
genre: friends to lovers, angst, smut, fluff, set in the idolverse, mutual pining, unrequited love, forbidden (?) romance, slowburn (!)
word count:15K
warnings: cursing, angst, drinking, fluff, mentions of past cheating, jealousy, sexual tension, too much conversation, shirtless belly-button pierced hyunjin (!)
a/n: ahh a lot goes down in this chapter in terms of developments and writing hyunjin here was so fun. he’s so precious, and i hope you like this part! you can listen to my star lost playlist here! thank you @ortali for this gif <3
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Hyunjin was enjoying this; a bit too proud of the way he’d managed to trick you into coming into the water.
Even though he was full of apologies, his eyes were full of amusement, not the guilt that he supposedly spoke of.
Still, you couldn’t fault him for it, because his little apologetic giggles distracted you from the fact that you should just be mad at him, not enamoured by his laughter.
Minho was right before.
The only person who could have got you to come inside the lake was Hyunjin.
You were far too used to your friends’ antics, and would never have fallen for the oldest trick in the book. When your friend asks you to help them out of the water, it almost always means they’re going to pull you in. You were smart enough to know that, but perhaps when it came to Hyunjin, you stopped thinking.
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a taste of something new — 31. practicing
a/n: i apologize for the lack of consistency but!!!!!! wow look at us getting somewhere. who would've thought.
warnings: poorly proof-read, language, things getting a little............ "complicated", i don't know how to write this type of stuff so forgive me qweens and kings and non binary majesties
word count: 3.5k oof
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Things have been… A little strange, to say the least. It's been over two weeks since your sister's birthday, and though your relationship with Soobin hasn't changed much in general, you've been noticing a few differences in your own behavior, which gets you thinking you might just be embarrassingly touch-starved at this point.
Sure, Soobin seems to be more comfortable with the idea of sharing some physical contact. He'll hug you from behind and keep you close when you're with your friends, and he'll hold your hand and kiss your face to look like a loving boyfriend. He also doesn't complain when you're alone and your head falls on his shoulder, and he's fallen asleep on your shoulder a fair number of times too. You're okay with all of that. You're touchy with all of your friends, and Soobin is no exception, though you need to be a little more careful with him.
However, sometimes you notice how you get entranced just watching him. You won't admit it out loud, but there have been times when you lost to him at some random game just because you got distracted by his presence. The last time the two of you agreed to have a "study date", you couldn't stay focused for too long, because he decided to start working on his lyrics when he was done studying, and your eyes kept wandering in his direction, observing his face of pure concentration.
Why did you have to find an attractive creature such as Choi Soobin to play the role of your fake boyfriend for three whole months? This wouldn't be happening right now if you had picked someone less endearing.
It doesn't help that your friends seem to be getting on your case about the lack of kisses in public. Not that they wanna watch a full-on make-out session, but it was awkward when you two met up with Giselle, Jisung, Sunoo and Yeonjun for lunch on the previous Friday, and your best friend would constantly kiss her boyfriend briefly, while the best you could show them was your body leaning against Soobin's as if you were tired. You know Sunoo is smart, and you don't really want him to find out this is nothing but a ruse. But how can you find a middle ground for that?
So that's your current dilemma. You wanna kiss someone to get rid of those thoughts in your head, but you don't want that someone to be Soobin, because that would only make things complicated. However, now you kind of have to kiss him at least once in public to look more convincing before someone calls you out. You've been "officially together" for a month and a half — which means you're halfway done with this whole clownery — and nobody has seen you kiss him once, not even a peck. Sunoo even made a light-hearted joke about it, further confirming your suspicions: he's definitely onto something.
A sigh escapes from your lips, drawing Soobin's curious eyes to you.
"Um… You know we're gonna have to actually kiss at some point, right? Before our friends catch up and all," you remind him as he takes a sip of his hot chocolate.
See, the weather decided to get a little "colder" today — well, not cold, you're still in the middle of spring, but it's kind of chilly —, so after spending hours playing games in front of his television to "accidentally forget" the dounle date Beomgyu asked for, the two of you decided to make yourselves something warm.
Your words make him nearly choke on the drink, so he places his mug on the table as he tries to stop the coughing fit you just caused. You stifle a laugh and bite your lips to hold it back while he punches his own chest a few times.
"Wow, am I that undesirable in your eyes? I should feel offended." Are you deliberately throwing a trick question at him? Absolutely. If he's gonna cloud your thoughts, he deserves to suffer as well.
"No, it's not th– It's–" He coughs a couple more times and then takes a deep breath. "It's not about you," he answers firmly, but vaguely enough to dodge that curveball.
You squint your eyes in a judgmental expression. If it's not about you, then what's his problem? Why would he have such an exaggerated reaction?
Oh, wait.
He's always been so shy, so maybe… No, it couldn't be.
"You've kissed people before, right? You know how to kiss… right? You had a girlfriend! Don't tell me your relationship with that psycho was based on only holding hands, you were a teenager already!" You refuse to believe someone who looks like him has never kissed anyone. No matter how shy he is, it's unacceptable. Especially with those lips… Not that you're paying much attention to them, it's just that they look very kissable, objectively speaking. Besides, he said he was with Jiwon for two years, so he must have kissed her multiple times. Ugh, you don't even wanna think about it. Wait, that's not the point right now.
"Of course I know how to kiss!" He sounds defensive at first, but quickly backs off a little. "It's just… Well, I haven't done it in a while," he mumbles.
"How long is 'a while', Choi Soobin?" You inquire, and he sighs and drags his mug on the table, passing it from one hand to another without ever lifting it off the surface.
"Like a little over two years? Maybe almost three?" He says sheepishly, eyes focused on the hot chocolate.
"The last time you kissed someone you weren't even in college yet? For real? With that face? Is that what you're telling me?" That's terrible, isn't it? "Oh, God, was Jiwon the last person you kissed?"
He shrugs, avoiding your eyes, his cheeks slightly tinted in pink.
"Jesus, it actually was?" You question in disbelief.
No, that's unacceptable! Did he never think of maybe going out with someone else? Was that why his friends wanted to literally pay him to find a girlfriend? It kind of makes more sense now. And must you solve everything by yourself in this agreement you have with him? More than that, do you want to solve that problem? Because, as you said, you're gonna have to kiss him eventually, but you have to do it just like the actors do: professionally, without second thoughts or intentions. This is a business transaction.
No, okay, it's fine, you can totally do it!
"Get up," you say as you make your way around the table to stand next to him.
His gaze follows you, looking hesitant.
"What are you doing?" He questions and you gesture to rush him.
"We're practicing. Get up."
"Practicing?" His eyes widen as realization dawns on him. "N-no, I don't… I don't wanna… do that right now."
"We need to look believable, Soob," you reason. "I'm pretty sure Sunoo is suspecting that we're up to something, he's been acting weird lately and we still got a whole month and a half ahead of us. So I need to make sure you can kiss me without malfunctioning in front of everyone, okay? It's just for show, just a quick kiss will do. Come on, just pretend this is some theater class or something. I'm not gonna eat you alive."
He pouts and mumbles something unintelligible, but stands up and faces you nonetheless. He's a lot taller, so you have to look up, but you're used to it by now. Maybe next time you could pick a fake boyfriend who's not a living tower. But then again, he's a pretty decent choice and has been a good friend so far, so you can't complain — except for the part where he messes with your brain sometimes.
You can already feel the regret creeping up your thoughts before you even do anything, but you gotta do what you gotta do.
"Ok, now imagine we're out with our friends. Sunoo says something like, oh you guys are so adorable together!" You try your best to sound like your friend. "So we smile and I say 'yeah, we are' and then I pull you closer like this to act like a cute girlfriend who's totally in love with you." You reach up to his face and bring him a little closer, standing on your tiptoes. "And I give you a quick peck like this to show them how adorable we are." You do just what you said, placing your lips on his for a quick innocent kiss.
Okay, that wasn't as hard as you thought it would be for you. Maybe a little awkward, sure, but it could've been a good start, and it should be alright, except Soobin is completely frozen, staring at you.
"Soob, come on, at least try," you whine as soon as your mouth is away from him again. "It's just a peck."
"I just feel weird doing this," he admits, kind of pouting once more. "You're my friend."
You get where he's coming from, but it would be a lot easier if both of you just did it without giving it much thought, which is why you're in a rush to get it over with. Just a quick practice and then a few occasional kisses here and there over the next six or seven weeks and boom, done, problem solved.
"Okay, let's forget the hypothetical scenarios and practice the important part. Close your eyes."
"But–"
You sigh out of frustration, but you don't wanna be harassing him, do you? You know how he is, and if it's already awkward for you, it's probably ten times worse for him. Maybe you should just back off, you can keep kissing his face whenever you need to look cute. It's been working so far, anyway, so if Sunoo pressures you about it, you can just claim Soobin is shy.
"Fine, if you really don't wanna do this, we can stop right now," you give in, not wanting to force him into something against his will, and you're about to turn around, but he holds you by the wrist.
That move takes you by surprise, freezing you in place, and you just stare at his face for a moment. He then sighs and shakes his head, apparently changing his mind.
"No, let's– Let's do it. It's part of our roles, and we should know how to play them. It's a matter of pride now, right?" He says, so you twist your lips. "It's just pretend, like you said. It shouldn't be too hard."
"Are you sure?" You insist, just to be safe.
"Yeah, just… be patient, please."
You nod. You're always patient with him, anyway, so it wouldn't be different right now. You want him to be comfortable.
"Okay. Close your eyes." You repeat, more softly, and reach up again, this time gently covering his eyes with your hands, which makes him chuckle. "I'm gonna kiss you now, is that alright?"
"Okay."
You give him another peck, and this time he reacts more naturally, so you smile.
"Hands on my waist now, loverboy," you instruct him and he complies, bringing your body closer to his, and you have to ignore the feeling it brings to your chest. "You gotta look like you want me really close to you, so try to picture me as someone you have a hard crush on." After another gentle peck, you remove your hands from his eyes and place them on the sides of his neck. "Can I kiss you for a little longer now?" You whisper, with your lips practically brushing over his.
He nods to give you permission, so you close the gap between the two of you, kissing him gently.
Though hesitant at first, he slowly starts to let go of his own tension as his lips move in a newfound synchrony with yours, and it feels… good. It's sweet, it's gentle, it's innocent and comfortable. His fingers calmly run up and down your sides when he manages to relax enough, and maybe you let the kiss last just a little longer than it should, but it feels so nice that you don't really wanna stop, despite knowing you have to.
When you finally break away, you keep your eyes closed and your face close to his. The rush inside of you is similar to the one you felt on your last night at your family's house with him, but you're sure it just means you've been needing some physical attention and some kisses for a while, and your body is finally getting a quick taste of it. There's nothing wrong with that, right?
"See? It wasn't so bad, you got the hang of it quickly," you murmur, and you feel him unconsciously pressing you closer to him once again, as if he doesn't wanna let go yet.
"I, uh– I don't think I did, actually. It's… um, it's still kind of weird." His hands are still absentmindedly caressing your waist, and you can feel his breath fanning your face.
You chuckle, not sure whether he means it or if he's just as needy as you've been lately. Judging by all the stammering and the tone of his voice, you assume he's probably blushing right now, but you don't open your eyes to check. You can't judge him, can you?
"Yeah? Wanna try again?" You offer quietly, and he shyly hums in agreement, so you kiss him one more time.
It feels different this time, as he holds you very close to his body, and your mouths slowly seem to find a new sense of urgency within that kiss. Sure, it started just as gently as the previous one, his lips adjusting to yours as his hands keep doing the same soft movement over your waist, probably trying to stay on safe grounds, but this time the slow pace starts to dissolve gradually. You run a hand through his hair, on the back of his head, and you can feel his mouth getting greedier, though everything still feels pretty sweet.
There's a voice inside your head telling you to stop, but you give it little to no attention at all. You see, your recent kiss deprivation is hitting you hard now that your mouth has been connected to another, and, to be honest, it doesn't help that his lips are so pretty and soft and overall kissable as fuck, and that his fingers keep running over your body gently, giving you a little boost of pleasure from that whole thing.
At some point, he sighs against your mouth, slightly parting his lips, and you take the opportunity to put your tongue to good use, looking for his own, and he doesn't try to stop you. On the contrary, as a soft, quiet groan leaves his throat, his grasp on you gets firmer, causing a whole new streak of sensations to hit your body.
He carefully turns you just enough to lift your body and sit you up on top of the table, and one of his big hands finds its way up to your hair, at the back of your head, while the other is pressed against your lower back, once again in an attempt to keep you close.
With him standing between your legs, you catch yourself wondering how a simple kiss practice session turned into a full make out session, but you're not about to complain. You don't know why things escalated so quickly, but your body feels hot, especially when you hear a soft whimper leaving his throat.
The way Soobin kisses you makes it clear that what he said about not kissing anyone in a long time is true. Not because he's bad at it — mind you, he's doing a fantastic job at making your heart race and your temperature rise right now —, but because he's kissing you like your lips are the only thing that can save his life right now. He kisses you like he needs this, like he needs you, like he's been craving this for way too long.
It's like fireworks going off in a beautiful starry night sky. You can't put your finger on it, but there's something there. His lips are warm and like hot chocolate and future regret, and the more you get from him, the more you want.
You tug at the roots of his hair and he groans quietly, and the muffled sound of that sends a whole wave of electricity through your body as his right hand slides from your back to your waist and then down to your thigh and his body gets pressed against yours. You're finding a whole different side of Choi Soobin, one you never even thought was real, but now that he's here, something inside of you wants to see more.
God, why is he so tempting?
Both of you only seem to come back to your senses when you pause a little to catch your breath, and reality hits you like a brick of ice.
For fuck's sake, what were you doing? Okay, just play it cool.
"Good job," you say playfully, slightly out of breath, and poke his stomach gently. You open your eyes, but his are still closed.
"Thanks," he replies timidly, panting softly, and even the sound of his irregular breathing causes some type of reaction inside of you.
You run a thumb over his plump lower lip, and it takes all your mental strength to not kiss him again. If it were up to you, you'd taste his mouth for the rest of the night, but you know you can't. You shouldn't.
It's not like you didn't know Soobin is beautiful — that was actually one of the first things you noticed about him when you first saw him, and it's a thought that's been haunting you lately as well —, it's just that right now he looks like temptation and sin, and the way his lips look even pinker than before — matching the color of his ears and cheeks — while he's still trying to get the rhythm of his own breathing under control is like an open invitation for you to jump right back into what you were just doing.
Still, you must respect the boundaries between the two of you. He's not a hookup, he's not someone you met at a party. He's your friend, your partner in that crazy mission you set up for yourself.
You give him a moment of silence, not moving away just yet. If he wants to kiss you again, that's his chance. You hope he does, because you want more of whatever he has to offer. But he stays still, not moving, not opening his eyes, not taking his hands off of you, not doing anything. Maybe you went a little over the top.
"I should go now." You gently push him, so he lets go of you and finally opens his eyes.
You can see the exact moment when realization hits him as well, just by the way his gaze shifts and he hurriedly pulls away from you.
"Yeah, uh, it's getting late." He grabs his mug and scurries away from the table to take the piece of ceramic to the sink, probably to gain himself a moment to recover.
"Kiss me like that when we're out and everyone's gonna believe us." You tease and he laughs awkwardly.
"Sorry about that," he says, rubbing the back of his neck.
When he comes back to where you are, you shrug.
"It's cool. I guess you missed kissing someone. It's cute." You slide off the table and smile at him, which makes him get even more flustered.
"So, um, see you tomorrow? We're… having lunch together, right?" It sounds like he's just trying to change the subject quickly, but you don't comment on it, because you don't want him to freak out right there.
"Yeah, Gigi will be there with Jisung as well and they're like… really into PDA, so be aware of that. It's gonna be gross," you warn him as you grab your bag and he nods. "That also means we're gonna be snuggling a lot." When you start to leave, he trails along.
"Okay, noted."
"We can even test this whole kissing thing, huh?"
"Ah– Well, uh, I, um– sure, yeah."
The rest of the walk to his front door is totally silent, filled only with the soft sound of both of you trying to breathe at a regular pace. Have you gone too far? Should you have cut the kissing session off earlier?
He opens the door for you as soon as you put your shoes on, and though he can't look you in the eyes, his gaze still follows your movements.
"See you tomorrow, loverboy."
"See ya, Y/N." He bows his head slightly and you do the same to show politeness, as if you weren't sucking each other's faces just a moment ago, before you finally leave.
It's awkward, and you don't wanna think about it.
Unfortunately for you, the thought of him and how his lips felt on yours follows you all the way home. You can still hear the soft sounds in your head and feel his large hands on your skin, like a ghost tempting you.
Unfortunately for him, and unbeknownst to you, this whole ordeal just made him wanna think of any excuse to kiss you while playing pretend just to taste your lips again, and he hates himself for it.

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a taste of something new — 30. wimp
a/n: omg dani?? updating early?? unheard of! not much to say about this one except that obviously i cut yeji's monologue to sunoo bc it felt unnecessary to keep it (plus i wanted to keep the 3x3 layout today) and sunoo is in his 🤔 era
anyway! our ASK GAME is finally open, so hurry up and drop your questions if you want!
warnings: swearing, beomgyu is a little dirty-minded but he's also dumb as HELL
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star lost with you | hyunjin au | part 8

synopsis: working in a quaint little art store, you’ve had the honor of meeting all kinds of people, but you’ve never met somebody like him.
there were many reasons hyunjin returned to his hometown; a getaway from the ephemeral and fast-paced life of the city, so he could fall in love with life again. he thought he was prepared for everything, to study art in the way that he’s always wanted to, but what he didn’t anticipate was meeting you.
hwang hyunjin realises that sometimes, the best things in life happen unplanned.
series: star lost with you
pairing: idol! hyunjin x artist! reader
genre: friends to lovers, angst, smut, fluff, set in the idolverse, mutual pining, unrequited love, forbidden (?) romance, slowburn (!)
word count: 23K (haha, sorry about that)
warnings: cursing, angst, drinking, fluff, a lot of jealousy, sexual tension, mature language and content, references to unprotected sex, kissing, mentions of broken glass, more angst, yn is in love but very oblivious (!)
a/n: this part was so fun to write, and i was looking forward to it forever. im so sorry for the delay, but i truly hope you guys enjoy this! you can listen to my star lost playlist here! thank you @ortali for this gif <3
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The view from the train was absolutely breathtaking.
Every little town you passed felt like it came straight out of a picture-perfect postcard, or as if it was ripped from the storyboards of a Studio Ghibli film.
Grassy fields blended seamlessly into sand, leading up to the ocean. The sea was far enough from the train tracks, but it was still loud. Its presence could be felt all the way here, and if you tried, you’re sure you could smell the salt water.
You could almost imagine the sand under your toes, even though you were on a train right now. Your feet were tucked into your trusty sneakers and sky-blue socks instead of basking on the hot sand.
The sea was far, but the train hurtled closer to it with every stop, until it would bring you all the way to Yongbok’s cabin, which sat on a beautiful stretch of sand.
You’d been there before of course, but every time you visited the cabin was just as precious. You would spend all those train journeys with your nose glued to the glass, not wanting to miss a single thing outside.
The view outside was breathtaking.
But then again… so was Hyunjin.
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