Might Adapt An Old Piece Of Mine Into Angst

might adapt an old piece of mine into angst… <3

childe makes out with you at parties in front of any dudes who show the slightest interest in you, he’s just so lewd with you… you know it’s wrong but he already had you on his lap and now you two share a string of saliva, it’s so hot and gross that people would just think it’s a couple having huge pda. but little do they know it’s your new step brother from one of your moms more serious flings and now whenever you get to know a guy he ends up seeing your big bro show them who you belong to <3 -degen anon <3

anon i- the moment you go get a drink alone and get hit on, childe's coming up behind you to sneak his hands up your shirt, fondling your nipples while mouthing at your neck possessively with a deadly glare towards the idiot you dared approach you <3 you're all blushy and putty in childe's arms, not even pushing him off but rather melting into his embrace like a good little sister. poor dude, he'd get the message but walk away with a hard on, the cutie he tried to hit on lewdly moaning in another man's arms- (cough. what if it was kaeya/albedo who knew his friend, childe just got a super hot new step sis?) the entire party, you're sharing drinks with childe while all over each other despite it being so risky, swapping shots through drooly obscene kisses and childe would even grind onto you to the beat of the music <333 the two of you probably would end up fucking drunk in one of the bedrooms of the party or even publicly on the couch once wasted enough, the edge of getting caught making the act even more heated hehe. just a normal step-sibling relationship that anyone can find out easily mwah

Xiao being too busy and occupied with adepti matters for months (this will probably only feel like days to xiao since he had lived for thousands of years) and human reader trying to communicate with him but failed everytime since xiao was always in a haste saying he has more important matters to attend to and he didn't realize that it has been months since he and reader had time spent together, she tried everything to make xiao spend time with her that xiao started to get annoyed and decided too ignore readers calls thinking it was just another human nonsense, after a while reader got tired of it and called xiao for the last time to say goodbye but he ignore it. After a while xiao realized that he hadn't seen reader for a few days nor did he heard her call him so he ask ver but ver just gave him a letter from reader. A letter of goodbye.

Im called angst anon for a reason hahahaha the pain for both xiao and reader here.............

head in hands. the pang of pain i felt in my chest, this is why i need alcohol. no because… mortality is like a butterfly. the moment you look away, the beautiful luminous wings that you admire are snapped by the hands of time. their lifespans simply differ too much from humans, like an adepti’s to a mortal. you just never knew that you were that fleeting moment in xiao’s life, so you try your hardest to move on. he’s made it clear he doesn’t care after your repeated calls of his name, even though he had promised, “i will be there when you call.” it hurts, like a dagger in your soul, knowing the man you love no longer wishes to honour his oath - perhaps it’s time you say goodbye. out of liyue and to adventuring, anywhere to keep your mind away from xiao. what if the last time you call his name, you’re in danger of losing your life in another archon’s land? he doesn’t show, he hasn’t for months yet you still bothered to shout his name, and just like a wingless butterfly, you spiral towards death, once loved and admired - only now, broken beyond the saving grace of life.

xiao never finds you or your body even after he tries months later, scouring your letter for clues as to where you may have gone. it’s for the best he remains oblivious that he inadvertently caused your death.

(p.s anon your angst asks aren’t buried, i’m just working on them :3 i actually need a shot after this i’m so sad, i’m gonna cry while thinking abt all of them and all the heartbroken metaphors imma make)

laven is going to get wasted tomorrow then when hungover, write tons of angst!!! hopefully you all enjoy the thirsts i've put out today despite my silly mistakes n less speediness. i lov u all, drink water, have your meds, eat a good meal and have a wonderful day <3

one of the few moods that ever make me feel euphoria is bloodlust <3 just wish i could destroy everything <3

the voice in your head that says kill, kill, KILL. why don’t you just listen? what’s stopping you?

the world doesn’t deserve mercy - you and i know this oh so well.

laven loves blowjobs and extreme kinks so much hehe… sometimes i read my own writing and think wow you one freaky nasty bitch!! the ickier and more sadistic the happier i am <3