Something Funny I Wanna Talk About Is The Fact That In Both Technically A Fallen Angel And A Deity.

Something funny I wanna talk about is the fact that in both technically a fallen angel and a deity.

What do I mean? Well I’m a spacekin, and I view myself as a space embodied. I can change my form and look however I desire. I’ve existed as long as the universe has, and will continue to exist as long as it does. I am space, and can literally do as I please. I basically do have the powers of a god. I am similar to a deity (do not treat me like one, I’m just saying it’s similar)

But I’m also a fallen angel. One who hates my former deity/god. One who hates my heaven, and one who doesn’t much care for deities and their rules.

Two very different battles.

Well, not so much.

Cosmo is much more chaotic neutral, and definitely would not like to be worshipped. I would not like to be worshipped. I mean, yeah I am space and stuff but I’ve don’t messed up stuff in my life. Being the embodiment of space gives you a lot more freedom and flexibility to do what you want, since there isn’t really anyone to stop you. Definitely killed some planets and stars in my life.

Onyx? Fallen angel. Not a ruler follower, but does what he needs to survive. We’ve probably done less bad shit as him the as Cosmo. Like a lawful evil or lawful neutral. Chaos bringer, but it’s limited and much less powerful than what Cosmo can do.

Do we think they would get along outside of our human body? Probably not. Onyx would not like Cosmo, and the fact Cosmo would 100% rub their abilities in his face. Cosmo is sweet but also a jerk. We love them for it, but still.

So different battles, but just not in the normal sense.

Celestial bodies and fallen angels always get along in weird ways. Our Cosmo and Onyx are proof, but we deal with it :3

I wanna draw like a group photo of kins

All good right? Most of them, yeah I could do.

But Cosmo? How tf do I draw him???

This is his usual form, and obviously he can be anything but I want to do the form I do most often

So if I ever wanna draw him, I got to figure out how in the gods will I am meant to draw him.

Yeah he is me, but space and hair is hard okay. It’s hard to find a proper place to design a space embodiment

Idk how to draw myself normally anyway, so like just big ass problems on my end

Skill issues for real for real

Man do we hate that all of my kins are so complex and my drawing style isn’t developed enough for anything I wanna do.

I'M DOING AN EXPERIMENT

To prove something to a friend, please

REBLOG IF YOU THINK ASEXUALS BELONG IN LGBTQ+ SPACES

LIKE IF YOU THINK ASEXUALS DON’T BELONG IN LGBTQ+ SPACES

(Tw: blood and falling from heaven)

I’ve finished my beautiful drawing (the cloud looks so bad omg)

Anyways yeah. It’s done. I like the person, and I hope you do too :3

So I started drawing my fall(?) during math class today. It wasn’t really detailed but I’m going over it and making it a digital piece rn.

Obviously I’m not done rn, but like this is so random. I don’t have any actual memories, but just had this urge and this is what I drew. Not sure what it means, but I’m finish it.

I really like the word “folk” more than “kin”.

Dog folk. Cat folk. They both sound better.

Okay so like I’m a fallen angel right? That’s a thing.

I’m pretty sure my name was Onyx, and that I lost my wings (and by that I mean they were torn and ripped down to like a few inches off my back)

But like I want a god to “worship” idk if it’s just the angel urge to worship someone, but I want to be apart of a god’s following.

Not like in the angel way, even if I know that’s what I would have originally wanted, but more of in the way I want a god who is worshipped and that I can join the following but not be a “follower”

I don’t want to be holy or anything like that again. I do want a god, but not to worship. Just to have, and sometimes follow the rules. I want someone to follow and annoy because I won’t comply like angels should.

I lost my holiness long ago, and don’t care for it back. I want to playful piss of my god, and play pranks on the normal angels. I want to laugh and play with other fallens from the same following.

I want a community based on a god and the followers. I want people who I use to relate to, and people who I currently relate to. I went a home. I want the little of what’s left of my wings to be taken care of by my peers. I want to be home with others like me….

Man, what’s the point of having my wings if I can’t even feel they properly stretch out?! I can’t fly! They’re torn too much for them to fly.

:( I wish I could I miss flying, but my wings aren’t big enough anymore

Man am I glad I don’t remember my falling though. That’s gonna be a painful memory when it comes, but for now I think I’m fine with not knowing.