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Something I find funny, is the fact that I relate to both Leo and Don from rise

Don? Autism, we genuinely act a lot alike and I love his character. We have similar stims, a dislike for not being touched, not being a people person, spending most of our time in our room/lab, hyper focusing on something, having terrible self care habits (hc), can’t read emotions, and more shit. I relate to Donnie sm

Leo? Personality and ADHD. I act similar to Leo as well. While mine toned down, and I don’t act 100% like him. We still share personality traits, and I relate to his adhd. We’re competitive, put up an act, love being social (even if we don’t want to be), have special interests, like skateboarding/rollerskating, being silly, cracking jokes when not needed, making stupid puns, wanting to cheer people up, having a hard time looking like we’re taking stuff seriously, not being trust, inferiority complex, having someone else be our father figure, and more. I relate to Leo sm

I relate to both of them for different reasons and a few of the same reasons. I love the disaster twins, and I relate to both of them sm.

Do I also happen to be questioning if I kin Leo cause I’m a fixation kin? Yes, yes I am. Does that matter? Probably. Help-

Fixationkin just means my kins change as my hyper fixation does as well. Most of kins that are hyper fixation are my fictionkins, and my one ockin.

I still count the characters as my kins, but they change at who our vessel is hyper fixating on currently. And it just moves in a giant circle for me, so my fixations are constantly changing and the level that kin our vessel kins the characters is also changing.

Makes it very confusing for us to differentiate between hyper fixating on a character and actually being them. The autism also makes it hard as we have a hard time understanding the emotions our vessel has, and knowing the difference between some emotions. It’s hard, but we shall keep u updated

Something I find weird is my limited vocabulary despite being a yapper. The reason I bring this up is the fact I’ve wanted to start getting more comfortable with myself and trying to unlearn a lot of lingo.

Obviously we’re otherkin, and have multiple kins. The problem is that most of our words for what we use to describe ourselves comes from system’s. I need words to replace the system words we’ve learned.

We’ve already replaced one so far, ‘host’ to, ‘vessel’ Which works amazingly for us.

We just need a better word for, ‘fronting’ We need a better word for it cause we are a fixationkin. Our kins are constantly changing who is the up front kin. They take ‘turns’ depending on our hyper fixations. We have had times where we have multiple kins be our mains.

That’s also a word we should replace.

Basically system lingo is currently the only way we know how to describe the way our kins work, but we don’t want to be mistaken for a system (as we are not). So we are looking for better words for them. If you have any that would be helpful!

I just learned you don’t get notifications for anon asks

I learned this cause I checked someone who I did an ask for as an anon and they responded but I never got a notification.

Which means I now have to hunt down all the asks I’ve done recently for my otherkins and hope to gods they have been answered

Man being a fixationkin is weird.

I go from being like, “Yeah I’m Leonardo from the rise universe” to’ “Huh, nah I’m currently Sun Wukong from Osp’s videos”

Like, they are always there but damn is it still weird. And I mean weird in a silly/funny way. I enjoy being a fixationkin because my hyper fixations are constantly changing.

Even funnier is that I come back to those hyper fixations either days, weeks, months, or if it’s a rare one a year. Like I have such a long list of hyper fixations, that I genuinely forget about them half the time.

So I’m constantly changing between my fictionkins, my sirenkin, and my ockin. Constantly changing world. The only ones that stay are my fallen angel kin and my space kin.

What a funky vessel I get to be :)

My current list of fixationkins:

Leonardo from Rottmnt

Ink sans

Sun Wukong from OSP

Xiao from Lmk (oc)

Vinus/Ceinus (siren)

Cant wait for there to be even more :3

consider: fictionflicker

I have considered it, but I don’t stop being the characters. As my hyper fixations change, who’s pulling the strings of our vessel also changes.

They don’t stop being our kins, it’s not that kind of temporary. Just changes of who’s the main kin.

Fixationkin :3 changes with my hyper fixations. I have a large list, and it just goes in a circle. I come back to the them, and I don’t stop being them. It just changes who’s running our vessel and who’s on ghettos side lines.

lol I hope those makes sense

I found out today that while my friend my not be an alien

He is non human spiritually. Or well that’s what he said.

He says his family has this thing where they can see like ghosts and shit, and that also means that they can see whether or not someone isn’t actually a human/fully human

And he says that he’s been told his isn’t fully human, but that he doesn’t care about it. He’s just existing

I’m glad for him. While I won’t call him anything but human unless he wants me to. I still think it’s nifty I have a friend who’s on the nonhuman spectrum in some form.

It doesn’t have to be an active part of his life, or any part

Just existing is good enough for me cause it means we can hang out.

So even if he’s not an alien like I originally thought. He’s still my best friend who’s just there. No need to figure out if he’s otherkin or therian or anything really.

He just exist, and he be friend

Easy simple

Friends

Silly

lol

I love the fact that im just a bunch of different people suck in a random persons body.

We don’t know how to navigate the world and it honestly doesn’t make sense lol

There’s the embodiment of space, the fallen angel, the siren, sun Wukong from osp, Leo from rise, ink sans, and one we shall not name for reasons.

Like what do you mean you expect us to do human things? None of know what human shit is, apart from leo, so how are we meant to pretend to be human?

Humans have weird practices anyways.

We’re not meant for this, and some day people are gonna realize how shitty of a job we’re doing.

- We’re not a system, and we don’t actually hear any of our kins in our head. We do have our vessel but they are the only one thinking and existing in our headspace. I’m sorry if it’s confusing :(

I have a lot of kins, but one that I’ve been kinsidering for a bit is like a cryptic cat.

Little cute cat with too many eyes. I wanna be a kitty with many eyes

Which explains the cat like behavior, and that one eye shift we had when we discovered them.

So this is my post kinfirming them :3

[Art link]

The art is what started this, and I’m glad I saw it.

One of the first things I’ve seen and just gone ‘That’s me’

Kitty cat me

I’m try quads again. It’s enjoyable but I’ve just never gotten to really get into it 😔

Hopefully I can soon :3

There’s plenty of labels for more voluntary therians or just doing it for fun.

There’s also pet dreaming(which I saw was already suggested)

Even so, no labels are required and you’re very valid and welcome in the community :3

Pat pat

I like pretending to be a canine but not in a therian sense... Like, I just like pretending to be an animal for fun, but I'm afraid to make posts about it and people will say I'm lying about alterhumanity :(

Is it time for a Kintro?

(No real order btw)

Probably [Updated as of: ##\##\##]

Clover - The Vessel!

Any but she/her (loves neos)

Trans masc / Genderfluid

Omnisexual

Demiromantic

Polyamorous

Interests: Ninjago, Lmk, Jttw, Tmnt, Video games, Roblox, Transformers, DnD, Baking, Drawing, Writing, Undertale, OSP, Mythology, Music, Goth music and fashion, Countryhumans/Statehumans, Empires smp, Hermitcraft smp, The life series, and more (I forget)

Xiao Siye Cao

Xiǎo Sìyè Cǎo

Aka Clover

He/They/It

Trans masc

Omnisexual

Cupioromantic

Polyamorous

Interests: Messing with friends, Exploring, Swimming, Painting, Designing, Making stuff, Making clothes, Spending time with family, and The winter time

Onyx

He/They/Fallen/Dark

Male (probably)

Omnisexual

Aromantic

Interests: Gardening, Cleaning, Spending time outside, Listening to music, The gardens, meeting other fallen angels, and chilling in the gardens

Cosmo

Ally/Lolo/Apo

Nebula

Star/Starry

Orion

Comet

Space/They/Star/Planet/Void/Nebu/Solar/Orbit/He

Cosmogender

Unlabeled

Interests: Causing chaos, exploring, messing with life forms, chilling in/near black holes, chilling on/near stars, chilling on comets, destroying stuff

Sun Wukong

Sun

Wukong

Monkey King

Pilgrim

Pilgrim Sun

He/Xe/She/It

Genderfluid

AroAce

Demiromantic

Asexual

Interests: Fighting, Fashion, Hanging with friends, messing with gods, messing with mortals, causing chaos, hanging with the children (the monkeys)

[OSP]

South Carolina

SC

Palmetto State

They/Them

Nonbinary

Demiromantic

Pansexual

Interests: Pirates, The ocean, Reading, Hiking, Boating, Rafting, Outdoors, Alone time, and other things we forget

Reed

He/They/It/Siren/Deep

GenderOcean

Omnisexual

Demiromantic

Interests: Shiny objects, sea shells, swimming, the depths, messing with humans, luring humans, singing, talking with other merfolks, and nom-ing on non edible things

Ink Sans

Paint Brush

He/They/It

Demiromantic

Demisexual

Unlabeled

Interests: Painting, Drawing, Watching over the aus, Helping creators, hanging with the bad sanses, hanging with Error, messing with Error, hanging with the star sanses, and making art/stuff

Leonardo

Leo

Leon

Nardo (Donnie only)

Blue

He/They

Gay

Transgender / Trans masc

Interests: Swords, Hanging with his brothers, Sleep (insomnia is a bitch), Hanging with April, hanging with Casey jr, Medical stuff, Skateboarding, Comics, Exploring, Water activities, Swimming, and telling jokes

Enigma

He/They/It

Eldrecryptic - Gender

Interests: Playing, getting pet, getting treats, stalking humans, hanging with other cryptics, roaming houses, sleeping, getting food, finding new humans to meet, messing with humans, and playing with other cats

I love circling back to fandoms I haven’t visited in a while and realizing I kin a character from said fandom. Like: “Ohhhh, that’s me! That’s why I liked them so much!” Like yeah me core, I wanna see as much stuff about them as I can cause they’re me.

Anyways reason I say this: Nee kin unlocked

Legends from the linked universe.

So I think Hylia messed up somewhere lol

Felt

I have lots of kins and I can’t find any stim or just general emojis for any my kins :(

I'll start; obscure nonhuman culture is I don't see a lot of emojis for butterfly wing stim and it's scary trying to request some :<

Love the fact I can tie my pain to kins

Back pain? Yeah that’s my wings being sore, and also probably chronic pain from Legends. Also probably the siren fin we have in our back

Knee pain? Legends chronic pain followed him here, and how we got pain there two. Also Leo’s

Feel shitty from thunderstorms? Yeah Legs again, he got struck by lightning. Scars still hurt

Headaches? Pain the circlet Wukong has (far less worse luckily)

Shoulder/Arm pain? Leo’s and Legend’s injuries as well.

Stomach pain? Yeah this one I got no clue, just vessel problems

It’s just euphoric :)

Like yeah the pain has been with me even outside the vessel

Yall ever look at dolls and just have a connection?

Anyways, hi I’m dollhearted 🫡

I feel a connection with porcelain dolls with black hair, usually done up in ponytails/pigtails or braids, in fancy old dresses. The eye color isn’t really important lol

It’s not in a, “oh that’s me way” Just a weird connection to them lol

Oh to be a porcelain doll who gets to wear fancy old dresses all day, and definitely me haunted

So on discord my pfp is one of my kins

I don’t have it stated in my pfp that’s it’s my kin as I have people who I’m not ready to tell or am not going to

But I can’t explain how incredibly happy I get very time someone is like: “Wait I know who’s in your pfp!”

Like: “OMG! Someone recognizes me! This is amazing!”

The joy I get from it

I love being recognized when it comes to specifically that kin. Mainly because he’s a diva and loves to be recognized.

So euphoria for being recognized

Love my kins lol

So I just hit with a bad memory from Onyx :(

(my fallen angel kin)

I saw this TikTok of an angel with a specific audio, and it just triggered something.

It’s still fuzzy cause all of my memories are, but:

It was this angel (or deity maybe), telling me that they were glad I was done pretending to be a sinner and that they were glad I was coming home. I told them I wasn’t, and they continued to ignore me as they insisted I wasn’t pretending anymore and I was coming home.

Bit blurry, but then I remember I got through to them and there was a lot of screaming and crying. And then they left.

I don’t remember how long it took to get them to realize I wasn’t going back, or what words were said exactly.

:( I don’t think I like this memory

My legs feel weird :(

They feel like they should be like fused together but they’re not, and it’s weird

Help

My leggggggggs

🙏 helpppppp

Yall just ever think about the names you call yourself as a deity type figure and then realize that one of them belongs to a god, and you never asked said god how they feel about it?

Yeah. Well my spacekin is also a deitykin (kind of), and silly ol me just remembered that one of their names is Apollo. I never asked the guy how he feels about a deity using his name!

I have absolutely no idea how he feels about this type of stuff, so I asked a server I’m in (which I know has people who have alters for him) if they could ask him for me. Someone said yes! So now I’m waiting for them to get home so they can ask me for me :)

I need to plan ahead sometimes man 😭

And if you’re wondering why I’m so pressed about this, it’s cause I want to know how Apollo feels about this. I don’t want to disrespect him or make him uncomfortable, and I definitely don’t want to make him mad. Cause keep in mind this is for my deity (type) kin.

Like I’m aware not very god will want their name to be used some deity, and some gods don’t want their name used at all. Other might not care

So I’m just doing this so I know how Apollo feels, and if he would rather me use a nickname or something.

Trying to respect the guy’s boundaries okay? I want to be a good deity for once and also not piss off more gods than I have already.

My kins and gods have some funky relationships lol

Update as of 9/16/24 : I got an answer! He said no, so Apollo has been removed 🫡

Have some loosely inspired names instead lol

Ngl I’m currently just watching some of people from my media interact on discord rn, and it’s silly and fun :)

Do they know this? No, and I don’t plan on saying anything because it’s someone’s channel and I don’t have permission

Plus I’m a lurker

So watching the sillies interact instead :3

Sometimes I just want to cuddle my wife

Wait- I need to state which one

Zelda

I want to cuddle Zelda rn

I need my Platonic wife yall

:( I miss her

I miss my friends

I miss my boyfriend and my platonic girlfriend as well :[ (Sidon and Yona)

Why can’t I be with them?

I miss them sm

I want my wife back!

Please!

😭 let me see my wife again!