Chapter 3: Anger

Chapter 3: Anger

Summary: Through the first 9 years of your life, you always knew that you was special but you never knew how special you are. Being the daughter of Tony Stark and the youngest avenger was a life of danger and excitement. With all the family and love in the world you still felt alone and helpless. Everything felt alright until that one night that didn’t just change your life but your fate.

A/N: This is my first fanfic. If you like it, i will be continuing this story. i hope you enjoy and I would love your feedback. I will tag you if you want to be tagged.

SONGS TO LISTEN TO  

"Don't Hurt Yourself" (FOR BEGINNING)

“Anything Can Happen“ (FOR BEGINNING)

“Friends” (FOR MIDDLE)

“Karma” (FOR MIDDLE)

"Hikari Yo" (FOR ENDING)

A/N: Sorry but this chapter is very long so be prepared to read. Don't be rude about it, it's my first time doing this I love you all!!!

Warning: Angst,Fluff, Language

Part 1  Part 2 

(NOT MY GIFS)

TIME JUMP.  months later….

Everyone was really getting annoyed by my whining. "Please?" "No." "Please?" "No." "Pretty please?" I cried.  "The physical appearance of the word doesn't change anything. It's still a no." Tony explained. "Pretty please with sugar on top?" "I'm not going to eat the word either. No." "PLEEEEEAAAAASEEEEE?" you whined. Tony Stark clutched his head while walking away. "(Y/N), for the love of god, stop asking!" Please can I go outside?" Tony Stark crouched down to your level, "No, (Y/N), I promised your mom and myself that we would never lose you again. Now deal with it"

Your lower lip began to wobble and two fat tears began to pool in your eyes. Tony's eyes widened in alarm. "Oh no, god no, please no." You drew in a deep breath. "Don't, please, don't!" Tony begged. You burst into tears, bawling loudly and throwing books and toys all around the room. “Oh great I did it again” Tony sighed. "Stop crying, (Y/N), please stop crying!" You continued to cry, knowing that Tony would give in eventually. "Come on, (Y/N), stop crying before your mother comes in. "Mommy!" you shouted, running into the living room. "MOMMY!!!" Pepper dropped her book and ran over to you, thinking something had happened to you. "What? What is it? What's wrong?" She asked, as she saw you crying then gave Tony the death stare. "Tony, what did you do?"

Tony P.O.V

"Pepper calm down she just wants to go outside but I told her no" he explained while backing away slowly. Your mom picked you up, comforting you. "It's okay..." she said, perfectly calm. Your mom frowned, still holding you. "Daddy's boring." I said while wiping my eyes and throwing a toy at him. “(Y/N), now why would you do that...” your mom looked at you, trying to be stern. "It's not nice to throw things." "Daddy not nice!" you told her while crying on her shoulders.  But what we didn’t know was those words set him off. “ME NOT NICE!!!” “ME BORING!!!” Tony’s eye twitched slightly while laughing and walking to his lab. (Y/N) looked at Pepper in confusion and shock.

“Don’t worry, sweetie. I’ll go and talk to daddy, okay?” Quickly, she put you down and wiped your tears away, kissed your soft cheeks then walk downstairs to the lab . Tony and Jarvis was there, discussing about something. Tony?” Pepper then interrupted their conversation. Both of them looked at you. “May I talk to you?”  Tony gazed at her before leaving his desk. Pepper then came from behind and hugged him. “So, Is there a certain reason why you don’t want us to go?” She asked him. His body tensed under hers. “Please, for (Y/N). She needs to go outside. She is captured in this house ever since the hospital. Come on, just for a few hours. I promise she won’t get hurt. His eyes were locked with hers. He looked at Pepper intensely and it seemed like he had trouble giving an answer. Several minutes later he sighed. “Fine. But only until 5 pm. “YAY!!!!!!!” (Y/N) screamed. “This is going to be the best day ev--” *cough**cough*. They both turned around and looked at me in shock and worry. “(Y/N) sweetheart are you alright.” they said while checking my temperature. “I’m fine- *cough* really- *cough* I am- *cough*” as I cried in pain. “But (Y/N) your eyes are glowing yell--” Tony whined. “NO LEAVE IT ALONE!!!!!” (Y/N) yelled while running out the room and upstairs.  

“C’mon you guys” I yelled while pulling them to the park. “Calm down (Y/N) we’re here” It was one o'clock in the noon when we arrived at New York Central Park. From now on you had four hours to spend some beautiful time with your family.It has been a while since you were outside and it felt good to feel the wind blowing in your face, pushing your hair behind. You inhaled, filling your lungs with fresh air. “So (Y/N) What are we doing now?” mom asked. ” I  just shrugged your shoulders. “Well it’s up to you, Love.” she said as she was hugging me. "Daddy, can I play tag with the others childs!" You smiled brightly. He then looked at Pepper in worry. "Pretty please?". "I don't know sweetheart", your mother replied. "Pretty please with a box of donuts". "(Y/N) we don't know these kids". "Pretty please with a box of strawberry,vanilla, and chocolate donuts smothered in rainbow sprinkles." "(Y/N) , what do you take your father for?" "AND A ICE COFFEE!!". Pepper sighed in defeat.“Alright, (Y/N) just don’t go too far. ” “Ok I won’t” while running away. You were befriended to a 11 year old girl. “I caught you!” Then you abruptly ran away from her. “Hey, that’s not fair!” You heard her whining behind you. After a few rounds of tag and hide and seek,both of you were lying on the ground then I started getting very tired. I tried to keep my eyes open, trying not to yawn but my eyes became heavier and heavier until they shut.  

As you woke up, you noticed that I wasn’t at the park anymore. I was underwater again but this time the place looked like New York. I started to panick“WHERE IS EVERYONE? and WHERE IS MR.BUBBLES!!!! ” I started to cry then I saw my doll on the floor and decided to put it up. Then all of a sudden a big robot came out of nowhere and just looked at me. I'm scared to move; I'm scared to cry but I didn't want to be alone. But the robot reached out his hand and got on one knee to be at my level. When I reached out and touch his hand, his face turned green & his picked me. I just smiled and hugged him back while whispering “Daddy”.

(Y/N)!!!(Y/N)!!!!!(Y/N)!!!!! WAKE UP (Y/N), Pepper cried in panic. My dream ended abruptly, as I was shaken back into reality. My eyes opened, my eyelashes faintly batting against my lids when I blinked. “Mommy where am I and how did I get here” I asked. “You fall asleep while me and your father got us some dinner”, “Look there he is.” “Pepper how our princess doin--”.(screams) "A stranger!""No back away". They both looked at me in shock. “(Y/N) what are you talking about sweetheart, it’s me your dad” he said as he walked closer to me. “No Daddy” I cried. Then Tony dropped the food to the ground while staring at Pepper. She was as speechless as he was “No your not daddy and no touching!" I screamed as I turned my head to my mother…..

Quote of Chapter:

If this what you truly want.

I can wear her skin over mine. Her hair, over mine, her hands as gloves, her teeth as confetti, her scalp a cap, her sternum, my bedazzled cane. We can pose for a photograph, all three of us, immortalized.

You and your perfect girl....

Why can't you see me?  

Everyone else can

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This is how I'm feeling right now because it's actually has been three months since anyone he talked to me 

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Do you ever get that feeling?

I feel like this a lot about my friends.

Chapter 2: Denial

Summary: Through the first 9 years of your life, you always knew that you was special but you never knew how special you are. Being the daughter of Tony Stark and the youngest avenger was a life of danger and excitement. With all the family and love in the world you still felt alone and helpless. Everything felt alright until that one night that didn’t just change your life but your fate.

A/N: This is my first fanfic. If you like it, i will be continuing this story. i hope you enjoy and I would love your feedback. I will tag you if you want to be tagged.

SONGS TO LISTEN TO  

"Hold Up" (FOR BEGINNING)

"Wake Me Up" (FOR BEGINNING)  

“Lost Boy” (MIDDLE)

"House of Upside Down" (FOR ENDING)

"Little Parade" (FOR ENDING)

A/N: Sorry if this chapter sucks and is terrible. Don't be rude about it, it's my first time doing this I love you all!!!

Warning: Near Death Experience,Fluff,Sadness

Part 1

(NOT MY GIFS)

Beginning Quote: “I Didn’t Deny Death, Death Deny Me”

Reader P.O.V

All you heard was bits and pieces of the heavy waves of the ocean water as you body was being pull down further to the ground. “ I couldn’t hold on for much longer ''As the water was hitting me, I knew it was over. I knew there was no point in fighting it. I had made my choice and it was happening. A vicious wave hit me, knocking me down, dragging the air from my lungs. Even though my mind had made a decision, my body did NOT agree with it. Then my chest started to pull out and open,it started to bubble to the surface.  I could feel all my colors fading away, even my lungs screaming for air, crying out, as my legs and arms thrashed around wildly, hoping and praying to get free. I knew I had to stop them, hold them still, but it was so hard NOT to fight, with the air leaving me, It felt like there was a heavy blanket over me. I couldn't breath... and it was crushing, devastating and horrifying! Couldn't I have ended it another way!? It didn't matter... soon it would all end. I could feel my heartbeat slowing down increasingly so and I felt the panic fade away into numbness. I tried to breath in, but when all I got was water... my mind went blank... my heart began to give up its fight and my body stopped altogether... I was gone.''

But then without any warning, I started to have a sticky strange feeling in my chest. Then I open my eyes and realizes that my body and face  was surrounded by these creepy sea slugs fish. My body started shaking as I was in fear and confusion, then I screamed "Please don't touch me!""Don't hurt me!""Leave me alone!". I screamed until my voice was hoarse. I cried and just let fear overcome me. Then I heard a sweet innocent voice “Don’t move. They are not going to hurt you” “They are here to help (Y/N)”. “Wait what are these things and how do they know my name” I thought in confusion. “Wait (Y/N) and be still.” Then a bright light was walking or floating near me. (In fact it was so bright that it forces my entire body to shut down from little oxygen). I then drifted into a deep sleep.

TIME JUMP. A few hours later….

Slowly and reluctantly, I uncover my face. I blink, close my eyes, and blink again. Streaks of light coming from a small lamp had brighten the room and blind me. "Where am I" I asked in confusion. I sit up and looked down at my stomach and noticed that it was packed up. "Who did this to me" I said in fear. Then a sweet voice came out of nowhere"Daddy had rescued you and Mommy helped you feel better". I screamed “Where am I and Who are you?” Then I saw her holding a plush that looks just like mine. “Hey, where did you get Mr. Bubbles?”. Then the little girl just stared at me then replied “ I don’t recognize you. You are new. I remember this scenario. However, it’s a strange thing to want to do, to come here. I’m curious what events will lead a person to want to spend their lives in a place like this willingly. Maybe curiosity, maybe ignorance.” I looked at her in shock. “What are you talking about and What is this place?”. She giggled as she said “This place has long been forgotten, left to decay. The place is a skin to your soul, abandoned, unloved, alone. Yet it's in situations like that we can grow the most, even without ever realizing it. If you take everything out, new growth will come. Those little shoots can grow unlimited. Our tears was watering them, and one day they will flower and bloom.” Then she gave me this strange blue liquid called (EVE) and told me to drink it. I started to cry, this girl was freaking me out “ I don’t understand.”“ I don’t understand.”“Please I just want to go home please.” She just smiled at me and said “ They're watching us. “ [ whispering ] “ Huh, you have to leave now, we’ll see you again soon. “Wait what!!!”. Then my body was numb and I started choking on air, the next thing I knew I was out cold.

TIME JUMP.

As my eyes open my limbs flex in shock. There is a liquid in them, around my entire body too. Tubes run up each nostril and all that meets my skin is the warm glass that surrounds. There is binding on my limbs and around my neck. Everything is blurry. For a second, you never know who or where you are. I don't know how I got in that bed, or how I got in those clothes. Then, everything is processed. I was in a hospital room. The thing above you is the ceiling. The thing on top of you is the duvet. The thing underneath you is the pillow and mattress. The thing you are wearing is your pajamas. You can see everything clearly now. You slowly sit up. You slowly wake up. Before I could say anything, I had screaming and looked to the door as my momma was crying and screaming ‘NURSE!!!!!!!!!!” 'TONY!!!!!!!!!". “Mommy.” you said your voice raspy room dehydration “water” she reached for it and helped you drink. “NURSE!!!!!!!!! “ she yelled out again and pressing the button for about the millionth time. “How long was I ou-" "three months (Y/N),we thought that you were gone out of our lives". I was looking around and I couldn’t find my dad,“Mommy, but where’s Daddy? ”. Pepper gave you a sad look. “Your father is right there”. “(Y/N)!!!!!” Tony cried as he ran to you.  (Y/N) “I am so sorry, sweetheart. I love you and I can’t lose you.” The doctor said that you were surely gone from this world within the second month but I never gave up hope. He said with tear filled eyes as be placed a hand on my cheek.“Please don’t leave us. (Y/N) we can’t live without you.” he said while moving your hair out of your face. “It’s alright daddy I’m here” I said while crying out in pain. “(Y/N) there’s someone special here to see you” Pepper said with a light smile and then pulled out my plush. “MR.BUBBLES!!!!!” I screamed with happiness as a hug him. Then I pulled everyone in for a group hug “I love you mommy and daddy so much and Mr.bubbles”.

Later that night….

I was in the middle of coloring some art pictures of my family until my nurse came in. “(Y/N) sweetheart it’s time for bedtime”. “What no but I’m not finished yet” I replied in sadness. “Oh I almost forgot there’s a letter for you”. “What really” I said in shock. She then walked out the room while I opened the letter, then my hands began to burst rainbow colors and hanged all my drawings all around the room. It said….

“You are always going to be my special little girl and Even in abandoned places flowers still grow. So don’t forget-me-not”

Sincerely,

Mr.Bubbles

I just looked at Mr.Bubbles and smiled while singing “Mr. Bubbles, Mr. Bubbles, are you there? Are you there? Come and give me lollies, come and bring me toffees. Teddy bears… teddy bears.”

Quote of Chapter:

I tried to change, closed my mouth more, tried to be soft, prettier, less awake. Fasted for sixty days, wore white, abstained from mirrors. Abstained from sex, slowly did not speak another word. In that time my hair I grew past my ankles. I slept on a mat on a floor.I swallowed a sword, I levitated into the basement...

I whipped my own back and asked for dominion at your feet. I threw myself in a volcano.I drank the blood and drank the wine...

But still inside me coiled deep was the need to know

Are you cheating on me?

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Y/N sat at the table with a stone cold face. Bucky, her most current ex, had come to her apartment. He had brought flowers, chocolates, and more of her favorite candy. It had been weeks since she broke up with him. He had cheated on her after one of Stark’s parties. It wasn’t hard to figure out since she had walked in on him.

Ever since, he was trying to apologize by treating her better than even when they were together. Each time, she had given him the silent treatment. Bucky saw that he wasn’t going to get anything out of her today, again. He let out a long sigh as his shoulders slumped. He turned his head away.

“Y/N,” he started, “I…I messed up. Big time.” She snorted. He nodded in agreement. “I know. Extreme understatement,” he paused, “I know I can’t just say ‘she meant nothing’ and expect forgiveness, because even though she was just a one time thing, I’ve broken your trust…The one person that I shouldn’t have screwed over, I did.”

Silence. Bucky scoffed at himself. Y/N snuck a side glance at the man. He was staring at the flowers. The sincerity in his voice was getting a bit overwhelming.

“I don’t know what I was thinking. I was just being selfish.” He gripped the bouquet. “I know this can’t even begin to fix any of this. I’m so sorry, Y/N. I don’t even deserve a second chance.” He swallowed. “I’ll…I’ll just stop bothering you.”

Bucky stood up to leave. Keeping her own gaze low, she swallowed.

“Or…don’t.” Bucky halted, knitting his brows. “What?” Y/N took a breath. “I was raised to always give second chance,” she told him, “Maybe…maybe I’d like to give you one.” Bucky let out a sigh of relief, sitting back down. He became serious again. “Only if you’re absolutely sure.” She nodded. “Yeah…It’ll be slower than before, but I’d like to give it another shot.”

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Can you make a one shot where the reader had just lost her arm and had to get a prosthetic. She is feeling down about it and feeling out of place. Bucky runs into her and helps her overcome her sadness.

It’s Done and Done!!!