Chapter 2: Denial

Chapter 2: Denial

Summary: Through the first 9 years of your life, you always knew that you was special but you never knew how special you are. Being the daughter of Tony Stark and the youngest avenger was a life of danger and excitement. With all the family and love in the world you still felt alone and helpless. Everything felt alright until that one night that didn’t just change your life but your fate.

A/N: This is my first fanfic. If you like it, i will be continuing this story. i hope you enjoy and I would love your feedback. I will tag you if you want to be tagged.

SONGS TO LISTEN TO  

"Hold Up" (FOR BEGINNING)

"Wake Me Up" (FOR BEGINNING)  

“Lost Boy” (MIDDLE)

"House of Upside Down" (FOR ENDING)

"Little Parade" (FOR ENDING)

A/N: Sorry if this chapter sucks and is terrible. Don't be rude about it, it's my first time doing this I love you all!!!

Warning: Near Death Experience,Fluff,Sadness

Part 1

(NOT MY GIFS)

Beginning Quote: “I Didn’t Deny Death, Death Deny Me”

Reader P.O.V

All you heard was bits and pieces of the heavy waves of the ocean water as you body was being pull down further to the ground. “ I couldn’t hold on for much longer ''As the water was hitting me, I knew it was over. I knew there was no point in fighting it. I had made my choice and it was happening. A vicious wave hit me, knocking me down, dragging the air from my lungs. Even though my mind had made a decision, my body did NOT agree with it. Then my chest started to pull out and open,it started to bubble to the surface.  I could feel all my colors fading away, even my lungs screaming for air, crying out, as my legs and arms thrashed around wildly, hoping and praying to get free. I knew I had to stop them, hold them still, but it was so hard NOT to fight, with the air leaving me, It felt like there was a heavy blanket over me. I couldn't breath... and it was crushing, devastating and horrifying! Couldn't I have ended it another way!? It didn't matter... soon it would all end. I could feel my heartbeat slowing down increasingly so and I felt the panic fade away into numbness. I tried to breath in, but when all I got was water... my mind went blank... my heart began to give up its fight and my body stopped altogether... I was gone.''

But then without any warning, I started to have a sticky strange feeling in my chest. Then I open my eyes and realizes that my body and face  was surrounded by these creepy sea slugs fish. My body started shaking as I was in fear and confusion, then I screamed "Please don't touch me!""Don't hurt me!""Leave me alone!". I screamed until my voice was hoarse. I cried and just let fear overcome me. Then I heard a sweet innocent voice “Don’t move. They are not going to hurt you” “They are here to help (Y/N)”. “Wait what are these things and how do they know my name” I thought in confusion. “Wait (Y/N) and be still.” Then a bright light was walking or floating near me. (In fact it was so bright that it forces my entire body to shut down from little oxygen). I then drifted into a deep sleep.

TIME JUMP. A few hours later….

Slowly and reluctantly, I uncover my face. I blink, close my eyes, and blink again. Streaks of light coming from a small lamp had brighten the room and blind me. "Where am I" I asked in confusion. I sit up and looked down at my stomach and noticed that it was packed up. "Who did this to me" I said in fear. Then a sweet voice came out of nowhere"Daddy had rescued you and Mommy helped you feel better". I screamed “Where am I and Who are you?” Then I saw her holding a plush that looks just like mine. “Hey, where did you get Mr. Bubbles?”. Then the little girl just stared at me then replied “ I don’t recognize you. You are new. I remember this scenario. However, it’s a strange thing to want to do, to come here. I’m curious what events will lead a person to want to spend their lives in a place like this willingly. Maybe curiosity, maybe ignorance.” I looked at her in shock. “What are you talking about and What is this place?”. She giggled as she said “This place has long been forgotten, left to decay. The place is a skin to your soul, abandoned, unloved, alone. Yet it's in situations like that we can grow the most, even without ever realizing it. If you take everything out, new growth will come. Those little shoots can grow unlimited. Our tears was watering them, and one day they will flower and bloom.” Then she gave me this strange blue liquid called (EVE) and told me to drink it. I started to cry, this girl was freaking me out “ I don’t understand.”“ I don’t understand.”“Please I just want to go home please.” She just smiled at me and said “ They're watching us. “ [ whispering ] “ Huh, you have to leave now, we’ll see you again soon. “Wait what!!!”. Then my body was numb and I started choking on air, the next thing I knew I was out cold.

TIME JUMP.

As my eyes open my limbs flex in shock. There is a liquid in them, around my entire body too. Tubes run up each nostril and all that meets my skin is the warm glass that surrounds. There is binding on my limbs and around my neck. Everything is blurry. For a second, you never know who or where you are. I don't know how I got in that bed, or how I got in those clothes. Then, everything is processed. I was in a hospital room. The thing above you is the ceiling. The thing on top of you is the duvet. The thing underneath you is the pillow and mattress. The thing you are wearing is your pajamas. You can see everything clearly now. You slowly sit up. You slowly wake up. Before I could say anything, I had screaming and looked to the door as my momma was crying and screaming ‘NURSE!!!!!!!!!!” 'TONY!!!!!!!!!". “Mommy.” you said your voice raspy room dehydration “water” she reached for it and helped you drink. “NURSE!!!!!!!!! “ she yelled out again and pressing the button for about the millionth time. “How long was I ou-" "three months (Y/N),we thought that you were gone out of our lives". I was looking around and I couldn’t find my dad,“Mommy, but where’s Daddy? ”. Pepper gave you a sad look. “Your father is right there”. “(Y/N)!!!!!” Tony cried as he ran to you.  (Y/N) “I am so sorry, sweetheart. I love you and I can’t lose you.” The doctor said that you were surely gone from this world within the second month but I never gave up hope. He said with tear filled eyes as be placed a hand on my cheek.“Please don’t leave us. (Y/N) we can’t live without you.” he said while moving your hair out of your face. “It’s alright daddy I’m here” I said while crying out in pain. “(Y/N) there’s someone special here to see you” Pepper said with a light smile and then pulled out my plush. “MR.BUBBLES!!!!!” I screamed with happiness as a hug him. Then I pulled everyone in for a group hug “I love you mommy and daddy so much and Mr.bubbles”.

Later that night….

I was in the middle of coloring some art pictures of my family until my nurse came in. “(Y/N) sweetheart it’s time for bedtime”. “What no but I’m not finished yet” I replied in sadness. “Oh I almost forgot there’s a letter for you”. “What really” I said in shock. She then walked out the room while I opened the letter, then my hands began to burst rainbow colors and hanged all my drawings all around the room. It said….

“You are always going to be my special little girl and Even in abandoned places flowers still grow. So don’t forget-me-not”

Sincerely,

Mr.Bubbles

I just looked at Mr.Bubbles and smiled while singing “Mr. Bubbles, Mr. Bubbles, are you there? Are you there? Come and give me lollies, come and bring me toffees. Teddy bears… teddy bears.”

Quote of Chapter:

I tried to change, closed my mouth more, tried to be soft, prettier, less awake. Fasted for sixty days, wore white, abstained from mirrors. Abstained from sex, slowly did not speak another word. In that time my hair I grew past my ankles. I slept on a mat on a floor.I swallowed a sword, I levitated into the basement...

I whipped my own back and asked for dominion at your feet. I threw myself in a volcano.I drank the blood and drank the wine...

But still inside me coiled deep was the need to know

Are you cheating on me?

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

Happy 36th birthday, Christopher Robert Evans! (June 13, 1981)

Brains are just noisy. We analyze the past, we worry about the future. Our consciousness is very spread out, and as a result, it’s hard to stay present. And if you can kind of stay present and know that that’s all that you have in life — life is just a series of nows — if you can kind of surrender to that, you can never lose.

Chapter 1: Intuition

Summary: Through the first 9 years of your life, you always knew that you was special but you never knew how special you are. Being the daughter of Tony Stark and the youngest avenger was a life of danger and excitement. With all the family and love in the world you still felt alone and helpless. Everything felt alright until that one night that didn't just change your life but your fate.

AN: This is my first fanfic. If you like it, i will be continuing this story. i hope you enjoy and I would love your feedback.

SONGS TO LISTEN TO  

"Pray You Catch Me" (FOR ENDING)  

“FireFiles” (BEGINNING)

A/N: Sorry it’s Very long for a first chapter (So prepare to read ;3) I love you all!!!

Warning: Angst,Fluff, Language

The moment we had brought her home from the hospital, she was the light of my life, no one was going to take her away from me. She was the sun, the moon and the stars all in one special little girl. “You know she takes after me right?”, "No, I don't think--" Pepper pursed her lips. "What do you mean by that?. Tony shrugged innocently. "I don't know she just so tiny and cute, it's like I'm falling love all over again" he returned his attention back to Pepper. “Well Tony, I can’t argue with love now can I” Pepper said while hugging Tony. “Alright Tony, give Mommy so time with her little one”. Tony held her up in his  hands, backing away from Pepper. "No, no, no, no. I don't want to, I don't--!" He groaned in defeat when she took the baby away from him. He rolled his eyes and looked at them.

The look of curiosity and wonder stole his heart. The baby smiled at her and cooed happily, holding up her tiny arms up to her. It grabbed her finger and held it tightly, giggling as she did. "Looks like she loves me more than you ," Pepper stated with a smile. "That's a first for a girl that just met you." Tony sent her a look. "And thank you for ruining another moment Stark." “Thank you I’m here all week”Sticking out his tongue.  She rocked the baby in her arms, bouncing her somewhat. She said in a goofy voice, "Tony's a mean old man, isn't he? Huh? Isn't he?”. Pepper lightly smacked his arm. "Hey, keep that up, no family cuddles for a week." Tony stuck his tongue out at her, receiving an eye roll. He asked JARVIS, "JARVIS, do we have anything scheduled tomorrow?" "No, sir." "Pep, you feel like baby shopping tomorrow?" Tony asked. "I'm fine with that." Pepper sat down on the bed, Tony joining her. He leaned against her, so they could both see the adorable little girl. Tony smirked, "I have an excuse to make more suits now. My little Iron Baby!". Smack! "Antony!". "Whaaaaaaattttt. ..?! Tony cried, She'll want one later in life so I might as well make her one!". Pepper lightly smacked his arm."My..God...I fear for this child."

TIME JUMP. 5 years later

She sat quietly on her bedroom floor, quietly playing with her favorite toys. She was very cheerful even for an only child. (Y/N), Honey. Are you-- GOD DAMNIT--SON OF A-!" Tony cut himself off, jumping in the air and crying out in pain. The billionaire was trying his hardest not to curse up a storm around his baby girl, but it was kind of tough when he had finished his conversation on his phone. "Daddy?" The little girl asked, looking up at her father with fear in her little eyes."A-Are you okay?"Tony bit his lip and took a seat on her bed,"I'm... I'm fine. Don't worry baby girl." She then returned back to her toys. "Come on, (Y/N)." "Time to clean up, now. Your mom has lunch ready for us, okay?" "Noooo....I don't wanna!" you shouted, holding your favorite stuffed animal closer. "Mine!" "Come on, I mean it. We can go back to playing after lunch." He reached to take your toy. "Jarvis, can you clean up the rest?""Of course, Sir." A robot arm came out of a panel in the wall and started picking up your toys. "No! Jawvis, no!" You grabbed as many of your toys as you could and hid in your closet. You heard your dad go into the hall and call out to your mom. "Pepper? I need a little help here."You heard you mom come from the kitchen. "What's the problem, Tony? Did something happen?""She's having a tantrum. You know I have no idea how to deal with her tantrums. Please handle this? I'll go set the table.""Already done, but thanks. Go start eating, I'll get her." Your mom walked in, finding you in the closet. "What's the problem, Hun?" "Daddy twied to take Mr.Bubbles!"you told her, clinging to the stuffed animal. "Momma gonna take Mr. Bubbles?" "I promise I won't." she said, smiling. "How about you take Mr.Bubbles with you to go have lunch, and we can all clean up after?" she offered, extending her hand to you. "Okay, Momma." You grabbed her hand, skipping along as you followed her to the kitchen.

TIME JUMP. 9TH BIRTHDAY

SUPRISE!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY (Y/N). Everyone shouted and clapped as you blow out the candles. “Happy Birthday Sweetheart” Pepper said kissing your forehead. “Thank you Momma, but where’s Daddy? ”. Pepper gave you a sad look. “Your father soon be here soon (Y/N), he’s just running late.” “Oh ok Mommy, when will he be here ”you asked. JARVIS then asked for Pepper, “Ms. Pott, Mr.Stark has arrived.” Before she could answer him, (Y/N) ran straight to Tony. “DADDY!!!, but then she froze”. All she saw was her father drunk in his iron man suit shooting bottles and produce out of the air. “Hi sweetheart happy birth--*bulps*--day Tony said while dancing.” (Y/N) was about to call JARVIS until Rhodey(her uncle) came in saying “I'm only going to say this once. Get out!(Everyone expect me left the room)”. "Tony you don't deserve to wear one of these. Shut it down!” “Mommy!! (Y/N) screamed as she ran upstairs.” Meanwhile, Tony and Rhodey were fighting and Pepper was trying to escaped the house but she was try to find (Y/N). (Y/N)!!! Where are you sweetheart, then she saw (Y/N) run towards them and yell at her to get of there. But it was too late, Their blasts meet and there goes Tony’s house. Both of them are knocked backwards while (Y/N) flow out the window into the deep dept of the ocean and had drowned with her last breath until she passed out.

Quote of Chapter:

I tried to make a home out of you.

But doors lead to trap doors. A stairway leads to nothing. Unknown women wander the hallways at night.

Where do you go when you go quiet? You remind me of my father, a magician, able to exist in two places at once. In the tradition of men in my blood you come home at 3 a.m. and lie to me.

What are you hiding?

The past and the future merge to meet us here

What luck, what a f*cking curse.