Because He Was Nice In The Beginning Did Not Mean He Was A Good Man.

Because he was nice in the beginning did not mean he was a good man.

Deb Caletti, The Secret Life of Prince Charming (via simply-quotes)

I am too young and I’ve loved you too much.

Fyodor Dostoyevsky, The Brothers Karamazov (via thelovejournals)

even though i should have hated you.

We haven't yet seen the end of the matter.

Thoughts of the day

And there was only one thing I wanted to tell him: How much I was in love with him and that I wanted to be with with him no matter what. But I couldn’t . Too many times he had hurt me, had not told me what was in his heart, had dismissed me and replaced me as if I was a toy sitting in a corner waiting to be in the center of attention again. My self respect told me how much I’d be devastated if he’d disappoint me again. Was there a point in trying again? It feels like I am splitted up. On the one hand there's my brain and it’s fears were protesting and on the other I couldn’t help but wonder how deeply my feelings have ran after I’d finally let them in. A decision had to be made. But I knew I couldn’t possibly answer or trusting in the fact the fog would disappear that lurred my brain. For now there was nothing to do but wait. Only this time I was waiting for myself to become clear, not him.

I fear you close by; I love you far away.

Friedrich Nietzsche, Thus Spoke Zarathustra (via thelovejournals)

Do you?