leloniem - Lost lover in the abyss
leloniem
Lost lover in the abyss

All about my affectionate lost love, Downton Abbey syndrome, love for landscapes and mansions as well as the beauty of imperfection.

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leloniem
8 years ago

I fear you close by; I love you far away.

Friedrich Nietzsche, Thus Spoke Zarathustra (via thelovejournals)

Do you?


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leloniem
8 years ago

We were together. I forget the rest.

Walt Whitman (via thelovejournals)

The most important thing


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leloniem
8 years ago

I am too young and I’ve loved you too much.

Fyodor Dostoyevsky, The Brothers Karamazov (via thelovejournals)

even though i should have hated you.


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leloniem
8 years ago

I’m not used to being loved. I wouldn’t know what to do.

F. Scott Fitzgerald, More Than Just A House (via thelovejournals)

Maybe that’s how you felt.


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leloniem
8 years ago

Isn’t it rotten? There isn’t any use my telling you I love you.

Ernest Hemingway, The Sun Also Rises (via thelovejournals)

But I do.


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leloniem
8 years ago

We emotionally manipulated each other until we thought it was love.

Warsan Shire, 34 Excuses For Why We Failed at Love (via thelovejournals)

What i wanted to tell you so badly


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leloniem
8 years ago

I wanted it so much. I don’t know why I wanted it so much.

Ernest Hemingway, Cat in the Rain (via thelovejournals)

The way you make me feel now


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leloniem
8 years ago

It takes two to make an accident.

F. Scott Fitzgerald, The Great Gatsby (via thelovejournals)

The wrecks that were left, could it been my fault as well, when all i wanted was you but you didn’t anymore?


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leloniem
8 years ago

Soon we will be strangers. No, we can never be that. Hurting someone is an act of reluctant intimacy. We will be dangerous acquaintances with a history.

Hanif Kureishi, Intimacy and Midnight All Day: A Novel and Stories (via thelovejournals)

The first quote that reminded me of you


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leloniem
8 years ago

I’m stuck somewhere between hopeless romantic and cold-hearted cynic.

surgeryandsex  (via wnq-writers)


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leloniem
8 years ago
Then There Is The Boy You Can Never Stop Thinking About

then there is the boy you can never stop thinking about


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leloniem
8 years ago
Because I Never Stop Thinking About You

Because I never stop thinking about you…


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leloniem
8 years ago

He looked like he did two years ago, back when we were young and hopeful and much different. He looked like the boy I fell for, the boy who made me see love as something timeless, though the days of our infatuation were numbered. I’m haunted by a boy who no longer exists.

I’m in love with a ghost (via multa--paucis)


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leloniem
8 years ago

Because he was nice in the beginning did not mean he was a good man.

Deb Caletti, The Secret Life of Prince Charming (via simply-quotes)


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leloniem
8 years ago
We Haven't Yet Seen The End Of The Matter.

We haven't yet seen the end of the matter.


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leloniem
9 years ago
The Sun Reflecting Pure Beauty, Making It Look Perfect..

The sun reflecting pure beauty, making it look perfect..


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leloniem
9 years ago

Thoughts of the day

And there was only one thing I wanted to tell him: How much I was in love with him and that I wanted to be with with him no matter what. But I couldn’t . Too many times he had hurt me, had not told me what was in his heart, had dismissed me and replaced me as if I was a toy sitting in a corner waiting to be in the center of attention again. My self respect told me how much I’d be devastated if he’d disappoint me again. Was there a point in trying again? It feels like I am splitted up. On the one hand there's my brain and it’s fears were protesting and on the other I couldn’t help but wonder how deeply my feelings have ran after I’d finally let them in. A decision had to be made. But I knew I couldn’t possibly answer or trusting in the fact the fog would disappear that lurred my brain. For now there was nothing to do but wait. Only this time I was waiting for myself to become clear, not him.


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leloniem
10 years ago

katniss: *has nightmare*

peeta: are you okay?

katniss: yeah

peeta: it's okay i get them too

katniss: will you stay with me, peeta?

peeta: yeah sure

me and peeta in unison: always

me: *cries*

leloniem
10 years ago