Can't Recognize. Can't Feel. Can't. Can't.

h hey hey now heyyy nowww why must you do this also also. i purposefully ended the comic before chuuya gets to touch dazai. something about his grief and pain always being denied his inability to physically comfort dazai in the way dazai does for him. hmmmmmmmmmmmmm sorry. every thing i draw has a purpose even if it looks shitty. PREV TAGS OP there are tears in my eyes why this is the sign i should stop scrolling tumblr and sleep ill cry if somehow my brain conjures a chapter 109 dream for me bc somehow my brain either makes: the most mundane dreams that i confuse for with actual reality or bsd interfering with my irl life soukoku bsd something something soukoku and touch bawls