Am I Abnormal???

Am I abnormal???

Ok so I've known I have always wanted to have a males body like. How do I explain this so it make sense. So whenever I look in the mirror I hate seeing my feminine features, like for one I have D cup boobs so it's alot harder for me to not notice them half the time. And my face structure is a bit more feminine at least to me. My voice is feminine and over all I just hate seeing my female body.

But when it comes to pronouns and things like that. I really don't give two fucks what you call me. You can call me he,him,she,her, it, they,them, that being I don't care. It's also like that's with my name but like a bit different because my name birth name is Iliana, so to make it easier on my younger relatives and siblings I told them to call me Ilias because everyone tends to call me Ili. And to help out my best friend as well seeing as big changes stress her out. But truthfully I have always loved the name Elijah but that's just a me thing. Anyways don't need to get into me choosing a name. Because what someone calls me isn't that big of a deal to me what pronouns you use also isn't that big of a deal. Because in my mind I'm human so that's the only part that matters to me. Yeah I would prefer if people didn't use my birth name as much, but at the end of the day at least to me it's just a name it doesn't truly matter at least in my books.

I'll get more into this topic in a new part because I feel as if I wrote to much already.

Story on how j got my puppy

So have you ever seen a puppy and was like oh I want one? Well about 8 months ago my little sister showed me a picture of a litter of puppies.

(those are the puppies)

And me being me I was like oh I want one, because who wouldn't there puppies. Fast forward a few days, and while I was at my dad's we were all eating out for breakfast when my sister tells her mom. Her mom ask me if I was serious about wanting one so I started to think. I mean I was already looking for a potential service dog so I said yeah just had to check if it was okay with my mom. She said yes (obviously I mean that's why I'm writing this lol) had to wait those long 8 weeks, it was torture the lady who had the puppies wasn't answering us for like a week. This whole time I didn't know the gender of my puppy so I was calling it an it, making me think of the movie it so I came with the conclusion that if it's a girl the name would be Penny if it is a boy it would be kada . Then the day came April 22 2019 I went and got my tiny little puppy.

I finally had my little Penny. She was so small she was smaller then my little sisters teacup Chihuahua and she is small. I could never ask for a better dog she is the craziest,smartest, most dramatic dog I've ever had. I've only had her for 6 months but she fits so we'll into my life that it feels like I've had her forever.

She is a pain at times but I would never choose another dog. This post is random but I just wanted to appreciate my little Penny.

Fucking mood

Robert Pattinson's commentary in Twilight is hilarious

BLACK LIVES MATTER

(Avengers End Game Edition)

So lonely lol

I'm the only single person in my whole friend group so when we go out there with their boyfriends and shit and I'm like fuck me then where's my lover I'm lonely someone love me. Lol

You didn't have to do that to me😂😂

Favorite Quotes from School 2013 (K-Drama, 2013)

A good drama will only be complete if it has beautiful quotes. So does School 2013.

Episode 1

Everything in life is an experiment. The more you experiment with it, the better it gets. What kids hide and parents don’t know, this is a school. – Narrator

The school system is not that poor. – Go Nam Soon

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