What Do You Do When You Realize Your A Colossal Jerk?

What do you do when you realize your a colossal jerk?

I'm a jerk, I've just realized this. I lost it on a dear friend and they said it was cool but it dosent feel cool, not to me. Were gonna talk agian tomorrow but I feel like too much of a, well, jerk. Should I just drop the friendship, save them the trouble of me.

Story time

So I love sharing this story, cause I it still makes me laugh and cause it was the spark to my multiple gender meltdowns.

So around - let’s say seventh grade - my school had a lockdown.  I later found out it was cause some guy was stealing a purse but whatever, it spared me the lesson.  Now in the classroom there was bathrooms and swear to god, everyone swarmed to the girl’s bathroom.  They literally poured in there until no one could fit.  So me and my group stayed in the corner between the bathrooms.

We all had roles, I spent the first half cramped with everyone else on the wall as one of my other friends stood in front of us like he was going to fight god and win.  Then I joined in with him as the four rest stayed behind us.  

This went on for a while - the guy was sure taking his sweet time but I still didn’t really mind.  I don’t know who, but someone brought up maybe we should go in the bathroom.  Except we all knew the only bathroom left was the boys and well, let’s just say we all turned out queer.  Except two - but anyway.

Me somehow feeling the most adrenaline in my life yelled “FUCK GENDER” and stomped into the boys bathroom.  Then we spent the rest of the time in there where one of my friends kept turning the lights on and off in attempt to scare us.  And the rest of us comforting someone else. 

Ah, good times.  Good times.  

So long as you apologized for what you did and try to do better, things should work with your friend. People tend to be pretty forgiving about that if you are not actively malicious.

Thank you, that's good advice. I just finished doing that and we made up. Though, this is appreciated.

I have something to say

Nothing serious just that I’m a zenyatta main and have never once said “Experience tranquility”

Nah, I say “Experience getting no heals cause I have died for the hundredth time due to zero protection.” 

WIP

Ya know when you on hiatus but ya keep drawing anyway?  Yeah that’s my mood right about now.

Finished doodles of Genji in my AU that’s become just me doodling my favorite bois.  Won’t post tomorrow but until then enjoy this!