I Don't Know What To Do - Tumblr Posts

Why does the sun go on shining knowing you, my baby, are not here to allow it to shine more than you?
(I have been moving the moon to make the days last less, the sun will never shine brighter than you)
Why does it sometimes seem like you are going to come back and then realize that I prepared everything in vain?
(your throne is here, waiting, grieving, getting older without you)
I don't get it.
I made a promise to keep your mourning forever, that nothing would give me the strength to get rid of it, that nothing would lift me up... and yet I began to feel so distant from that day, time stopped passing, now time is alive , now it seems that I find support in my legs and return to my principles, it is terrifying.
Tell me, I beg you, is this even right?

Okay so I was minding my own business and this message came up and i was like who are you
I didn't touch it yet and I really don't know what to do
I did some search and found out it was very unethical
I was planning to blocked it or just letting it stay right there not replying to it and someone say that message "stop" will stop them from spamming too
I just don't know what is going on right now I was randomly minding my business and this came up
After so many people leave you start to question whatโs wrong with youโฆ
Loving so deeply is so painful.
What do you do when you realize your a colossal jerk?
I'm a jerk, I've just realized this. I lost it on a dear friend and they said it was cool but it dosent feel cool, not to me. Were gonna talk agian tomorrow but I feel like too much of a, well, jerk. Should I just drop the friendship, save them the trouble of me.
Never had such bad dysphoria that my 2am breakdown still contined when I woke up. I shouldn't have told my sister I wanted shorter hair.
Opened Tumblr today and so far have seen three Hamilton posts in under three minutes.
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I uhm. I finally told my therapist about my anorexia.
AWWW THIS IS SO CUTE LOOKING THANK YOU FRIEND!! I love it! seriously this looks so damn adorable and well done AH <3 LOOK AT THE LIL GOOBER, I kinda like the purple hair to be honest, it looks cool :O SO GOOD AND CUTE AND JUST FOR ME WHAT?! THANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKY SUCH GOOD ART ISIUBISYVFFWF-
Idk just that for @choppedsouldreamer

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I uhm. I finally told my therapist about my anorexia.
NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO
FUCK I have therapy today I donโt want to talk about this. I canโt. Fuck.
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I uhm. I finally told my therapist about my anorexia.
help
i was today years old when i realized THERE ARE NO STATES THAT START WITH THE LETTER B
what do i even do with this information
I am wondering whether I should remove all my artworks related to the previous fandom since I have not recovered from the trauma until now... Feeling complicated when someone gave reaction to them ๐คฆโโ๏ธ๐ฅ
SOMEONE HELP ME GET PAST MY LOVE FOR TWO 7 FEET TALL WOMEN FROM OVERWATCH 2. I CANT DEAL WITH THEM BEING SO FINE
I'm in that state that I want to go ice skating at 11pm in the summer even though I am not so good at skating....
I just want to slide on the ice....
I don't know why but I feel it will calm me down so good.....
My "dad" made me feel awful this morning
And after that he acted so surprised
And later my "mum" said she suspects that I want to do something....and by something she meant kill myself
I mean she's not so wrong but yet wrong
It's not like I am preparing something but I am thinking about that every day
When I probably need to quit my job bc management is god awful but the idea of leaving my coworkers and the clients is killing me inside ๐๐๐๐๐๐
When you constantly joke about having fleas and now you actually do have fleas
