I Will Have Another Part Of The Driving Exam Today....

I will have another part of the driving exam today....

Please beg, pray, manifest so:

- we will go right

- examinator will be kind

- it will be easy

- I will pass it

There is nothing in between

I'm either obsessed or I don't feel anything

I'll just pass the driving exam and I'll be able to go for long night drives

Just let me pass that shit

Psychologist time!

I'm not even in the office but I'm already nervous, stressed and prolly will have an attack

God, I promised I'll be there for you yet everything is against that:

I fell asleep

My parents took my phone

God, let me be and do my work

So I've been thinking and "diagnosing" (not mentally) myself lately and I think I got something about my past life

So I think I was a slave who was hanged for being a witch. I was starving from time to time for a fun of my lord and he was using me for his sexual fantasies.

I can't actually explain why I feel that way but I really want to find out if I am right. That would be funny to be right