HELLO EVERYONE I JUST FINISHED THE RAVEN KING( From The Raven Cycle) AND BOY DO I HAVE QUESTIONS

HELLO EVERYONE I JUST FINISHED THE RAVEN KING( from the Raven Cycle) AND BOY DO I HAVE QUESTIONS

The thing is that I enjoyed the series but I need to solve these doubts of mine to really decided whether or not I really loved it ( also this is going to be a whole lot of basic stuff for you but I am very stupid don't judge me please )

1. WHAT WAS GLENDOWER FOR???? Are you telling me that the magical ley line decided to save poor little Gansey only to make him obsess over something useless??? I'm not even mad that the king was dead , the problem was that finding him didn't solve ANYTHING, nothing in the tomb or on the way to it gave the guys ANY new idea or solution for the situation they were in. And I'm sorry but that is just straight up cruel because it means that Gansey life revolved around a wild goose chase for SO long, in his place I would have been unbelievably frustrated

2. What was Noah's role? Towards the end of the book , when calla and Maura offered to help him pass (?) , he refused , saying that it wasn't time yet. What did he have to do? Why wait? In the end , he goes back and whispers the thing about Glendower to young Gansey and then he goes away and why was it so important that he did it during Gansey's second death? If time is a circle for a spirit he could have gone back any moment, no? I don't get it

+Also about point one I was wondering , maybe getting Gansey to look for Glendower was the only way to get the gang together but no , I'm pretty sure it wasn't, Gansey could have been sent to look for Glendower's daughter ( I don't remember her name lol) , who was weird as fuck but at least she was alive and actually useful and the gang would have still come together

3. At the end of the book Gansey is alive but he is different, he is now bits and pieces that the ley line put together to form a human and how does that work? it can't just be left like this I NEED that to be explored and explained

4. Okay last thing, what did the three women with blue's face and red hands symbolize? I get that they weren't super relevant to the plot and were most definitely a metaphor for something, but my head is really small and I have no idea what they were for

Therapy isn’t enough I need to be adopted by a found family and commit a heist

People look at me like I am a normal and functional human being but they don't understand that actually the only things that are keeping me alive are my silly little shows and my silly little books

SO IT'S LIKE SAFE AS LIFE AND MAYBE I DREAMT YOU DREAM ME THE WORLD AND HE FELT KNOWN THE OCEAN BURNED AND HE WAS STUPID ABOUT ADAM AND RONAN'S SECOND SECRET HE THREW ME OUT THE WINDOW AND NOW THAT SHE HAD THIS KIND SHE DIDN'T WANT THE OTHER AND I'LL BE PROUD FOR YOU AND FRIENDSHIP OF THE UNSHAKEABLE KIND WE INSTEAD OF YOU AND ME THEY ALLOWED NO ONE ELSE TO BE COMFORTABLE WITH THEM SHE SAW HIS EYES DART TO GANSEY NOW WE NEVER SPEAK OF IT AGAIN AND HE WOULD TAKE THEM ANYWHERE WITH HIM HE WAS A KING AND SHE WAS A LITTLE IN LOVE WITH ALL OF THEM. HER RAVEN BOYS.

Obviously the lack of appreciation that my last few lettering posts got didn't stop my desire for the fleeting beauty that is tumblr fame

Sooooo here you go

( if you haven't watched She-Ra do yourself a favor and go see it )

sorry for ignoring you ive been going insane