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Theyre Perfect

they’re perfect

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They’re standing in front of you, looking at you with so much awe and love you would think they fell in love with you all over again. They might as well have.

“I don’t know what I would do without you. How could I? You, my love, are my whole life. You’ve lit up my life in a way people have tried but failed at doing so. My love you did it all and more. As cheesy as it sounds life has no meaning without you in it. Although I didn’t know it at first, when I first saw you my heart knew that I wanted you and only you. To spend the rest of eternity with you even if you didn’t return my feelings.” they say full with love.

Tears are falling from both of you eyes at this point. This is all you’ve ever wanted from someone and here you are. Getting the love you’ve been waiting for and deserved.

“Don’t cry now my love. People can only dream to cherish you the way I get too. Our love for each other is the reason I can wake up and continue living in a world that’s constantly changing.” they finish, giving you a sweet smile while looking deep into your eyes.

“You, my love, my life, you are my world no matter what anyone says,” you start, “if anyone dares to come between us they won’t succeed. Our love is too strong for not one, not ten, but over a thousand people to conquer. I can’t imagine a life without you my love. You will always be the first person I turn to when I’m in need. I love you with my heart, my soul, and my eternity.”

As you finish speaking they’re starring at you. ‘How could someone so perfect want someone like them?’ they wonder, not knowing how much they matter to you.

“I love you with my heart, my soul, and my eternity as well my love.” they say.

Sealing you words and fate with a passionate kiss, you realize how lucky you are. To find someone who understands you, who loves you, and who sees you for who you are and not your past mistakes.

You couldn’t be happier.

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hey first writing since being back!! i wanted to write something short just to tease you guys, this is the type of content you guys will be getting for a while :)) lots of sappy, lovey dovey, cheesy things like this

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2 years ago

Chapter Two

Maricela Swan’s POV

I want to get the story moving too but in order to do that we need to look back again because there’s more to the story. I know so much happened in the span of a day I’m still processing it too.

Flashback

Holy shit we’re in Italy. I’ve always wanted to go to Italy but not for these circumstances. Alice, Bella, and I were in a bright yellow car Alice got, driving to go stop Edward from killing himself. Not my first choice for color but that’s not important right now.

“I guess you didn’t rent this car?” Asks Bella as Alice speeds past cars.

“Oh my god you stole a car?! Alice I love you.” I stated with enthusiasm.

Alice let out a small laugh and said, “I figured neither of you would be opposed to grand theft auto.”

I burst out laughing as Bella said, “Not today.”

“I cannot believe you stole a car Alice! What would Dr.Cullen think?” I asked jokingly.

Alice gave me a sad smile and said, “What he doesn’t know won’t hurt him.”

She suddenly spaced out again and looked worried

“What? What do you see?” Bella asked worriedly

“They refused him.” Alice states with shock

“So?” Bella egged her on

“He’s going to make a scene. Show himself to the humans.” Alice says grimly

“No. When?” Bell asks

“He’s going to wait until noon, when the sun’s the highest.” Alice says

“Wait how is that going to get him killed?” I asked

"The Volturi have rules set to keep the balance. One of them is to keep our existence a secret from humans." Alice answers for me

"Why did Bella know then?" I asked

"That's a story for another time Alice you got to hurry up." Bella urges

Why did Bella know? I never thought about that until now. I get they have feelings for each other but you would think if humans weren't supposed to know Edward would've stayed away from her.

"There's Volterra." Alice says as my gaze lands on the gorgeous castle in the distance.

Alice speeds up passing by people wearing red cloaks and soon we appear behind a crowd of them.

"Why are they all in red?" Bella asks freaking out

"St. Marcus day festival. They're commemorating the expulsion of vampires from the city." Alice states quickly

I let out a snort at the irony of the situation.

"It's th perfect setting. The Volturi will neve let him get far enough to reveal himself." Alice tries to comfort Bella

"Five minutes!" Bella grunts

"You know Bella, just breath." Alice says trying to calm Bella

"Come on Bella, we'll get there in time. It's okay." I say

We run into cops stopping th car and Bella rushes out.

Turning to Alice and I she calls our names.

"You're the only he can't see coming. He'll read my thoughts and think I'm lying. He'll rush into it." Alice urges Bella to go.

"Where do I go?" Bella asks rushed

"He'll be in the clock tower. Go!" Alice exclaims

Bella runs in the direction she was told too. This is happening. Wow. I stay quiet as Alice talks with the officer too shocked to say anything. I try and keep my eyes on Bella as she runs. What if she gets hurt? What if she doesn't save Edward in time? I don't want her to be hurt anymore then she already was. Would her relationship with Jacob ever return back to normal?

"icela! Maricela!" Alice yells waving a hand in front of my face. I snap out of my thoughts.

"What? What happened?" I asked nervous

"You spaced out. Now come on we have to go with them." Alice says getting out of the car.

I rush out of the car walking as fast as I can to the clock tower without drawing anymore suspicion. We make it to the door but before I can try and open it Alice turns to me.

"Maricela before we go in there I want you to know, don't be scared it's supposed to happen this way. You're going to be okay and happy. It's our only option to get out of here alive." Alice finishes and before I can ask what the fuck she was talking about she broke open the door.

Why won't she answer my questions? What does she mean by "It's our only option"?

"Come on guys, it's a festival. We wouldn't want to make a scene." Alice says with a teasing voice.

I walk in and see two guys with vibrant red eyes look at me. The bigger guy takes my attention first. He's as big as Emmet Cullen but doesn't have the mischievous look in his eyes Emmet has. Emmet and I had a few classes together and when he wasn't staying quiet he was joking around in the back of the room. The other was very handsome. Damn. He stared dead into my eyes with so much intensity that I was worried he would burn holes through my head.

"Enough." I hear a young voice say with foot steps echoing through the hall. A girl comes into view. She's really pretty an looks young, aroun my age but with an innocent face. The way she carries herself says completely different, she moves stiff but with grace and menace. I should stay away from her.

"Jane." Edward says bowing his head.

"Aro sent me to see what's taking so long." the girl, Jane, had replied looking to the two unknown men she stood beside. She looks at all of us and quickly turned and walked down the hallway. Edward, holding Bella, pushed her gently forward and I followed next to Alice.

"Just do as she says." says Alice with a warning tone

Jane lead us to a stair case and turned to wait for us to pass. As Bella and Edward passed though, she cut off Alice and I and walked in front of us. We reach the end of the stair case and I see a pair of elevator doors. The two men behind Alice and I walk ahead of us and open the doors waiting for us to go in. We all gather in the elevator and as the doors close I can feel my heart start to beat faster than eve before. I don't want to die here. I can't leave Charlie without saying goodbye. Edward turns to look at me and smiles slightly, tightening his hold on my sister. The elevator doors open and Jane walks out keeping a steady but rushed pace.

When I walk out I see a woman stand up from a desk and say something in Italian. I look to Alice and giv her a confused look. She looks human, why is she here?

Once we're out of hearing distance Bella turns to Edward and asks what her and I are thinking, "Is she human?"

"Yes." Edward replies with a grim voice

Bella, still confused, asks, "Does she know?"

"Yes." Edward answers again, this time looking more anxious.

"Then why would-", Bella cuts herself off, "she wants to be-" Bella hesitates to finish he answer.

"And so she will be" I jump a little, startled, as the short man behind spoke up. He looks at me, smirking and giving me a wink. I, very creeped out, looked away quickly and stood closer to Alice.

"Or dessert." Jane chimes in.

Shit. Fuck. I'm going to die here.

We reach a set of door and Jane opens them with ease. I see into th room and I'm shocked to see how gorgeous the room is. White tile is everywhere, clashing with the red tiles that patterned the ceiling.

"Sister they sen you out for one and you bring out two. And a half. Such a clever girl." a voice startles me. I never knew voices could be so addictive until now. I look around to find the sourc of the voice and see Jane approaching a boy, seemingly around her age.

I couldn't look away. Something in my wouldn't let me draw my gaze away. He must've felt it because he then looked at me. As we made eye contact I realized. He was effortless. His milky pale skin and blazing red eyes just like every other vampire in this room but they weren’t even comparable to him. His brown hair was cut like Justin Biebers and though I usually hated that cut it suited him. He wore a black suit, fitting him perfec-

"Maricela." a voice broke me out of my trance and I turned to Edward shocked and confused to what just happened.

As I look into Edward's face I see that he looks scared and worried.

"Stay close." He tells me stiffly without looking m in th eyes.

I nod and get closer to him and my sister with Alice standing next to me.

"What a happy surprise." A man standing in front of one of three thrones says with enthusiasm.

"Bella is alive after all. Isn't that wonderful." says the same man walking towards us.

"I love a happy ending." he says eerily happy as he reaches out for Edward's hand that was holding Bella's. Bella gasps at th loss of contact between them.

"La tua cantante." the strange man says after holding Edward's hand for a moment.

Something blood?

He continues to speak in Italian, the rest a cannot pick up.

"It makes me thirsty. How can you stand to be so close to her?" he asks glancing at Bella. What the fuck.

"It's not without difficulty." Edward replies quick and rushed

"As I can see." the man says with a chuckle.

What the hell is happening right now.

Edward glances at me and says, "Aro can read every thought I've every had. From one touch. And now you know everything." he finishes pulling his hand away from the man, Aro?

"So get one with it." Edward continues with the hostility

"You are quite a soul reader yourself Edward, though you can't read Bella's or Maricela's thoughts. Fascinating." Aro says finally glancing at me. I forgot that Edward can read minds. God that's so creepy. No privacy with him.

Aro takes a step back and says, "I would love to see if you are an exception to my gifts as well."

"Would you do my the honor." he continues this time holding out his hand for Bella. Bella steps forward and take his hand. She stumbles as Aro drags her closer. As the room goes quite I'm suddenly aware of the eyes on me. I look around and catch the eyes of the boy. When I caught him looking he didn't look away but something in his expression changed. Not enough to be noticed by most but I did, somehow. Why can't I look away. He has my graze trapped on him and I know I should b scared but I can't find it in myself to be. I see Jane turn to look at me in the corner of my eye and then looks at the boy beside her. A look of fury comes across her face and he quickly turns back to me to glare. I almost immediately look away from his eyes and focus back on what's happening.

"Interesting. I see nothing." Aro says looking at Bella. He then turns to me quickly and gestures for my hand. I place mine in his and after a few moments he looks up.

"Similar with Maricela here." he says as he backs up. When he's far enough away I finally look around and notice two other men sitting on thrones, each beside the center where Aro was sitting. The man on the right was blonde and had a menacing look on his face, with blood red eyes, and a face seemingly set in a forced snarl. The man on th left looked tired, withered away, and completely depressed. He looked like Bella a couple months ago but more aged. And a man.

"Let us see if they're immune to all our powers." Aro says bringing me back to the conversation.

He turns to Jane and says, "Shall we Jane?" I turn to look at Jane and she has a small smile on her face as she turns to look at us. Edward yells in protest and runs in front of Bella and I but stops suddenly. He then falls to his knees in agony as Bella protests loudly. The boy beside Jane rushes to stop Bella from interfering after she tried to run to Edward. As he holds Bella back Alice leaves my side to be next to Edward. I don't know what to do. I want to help but what can I do when these are powerful vampires, they can kill me in seconds.

Bella then turns to Aro and yells, "Please stop! Just stop!"

Aro then turns to Jane and signals her to stop. Edward gasps in relief as Aro tells Jane to "Go ahead".

The boy holding Bella back moves slightly, blocking me from Jane's view. I look up at him shocked but he isn't looking at me, still looking at Jane.

"This may hurt just a little." says Jane as she looks at Bella. A few moments pass and as Jane's smile falls I could hear Aro's joyful laugh.

"Now for Maricela." he says. The boy still standing in front of me, hesitates to move.

Aro taken aback by the boys hesitation says, "Alec, you're blocking you sisters view."

Alec. That's a good name for him.

Alec slowly moves out of my line of sight and Jane finally lays her eye on me. Fury is in her eyes as she looks at me. The same as before everyone stood for a few moments waiting for something to happen when, nothing did. I felt completely fine.

Aro laughs again and exclaims, "Marvelous! They confound us all. So what are we going to do with you now?"

"You already know what you are going to do with Bella." the man on the left throne speaks up. What about me though? What are they going to do with Bella?

"They know too much." the man on the right throne spoke.

Aro's face goes slack and he says, "True. Felix."

All hell broke lose after that. Alec, who was still holding Bella, spins her around but guides me with him away from what's happening behind me. As he pulled me away Edward rushed in front of Bella. Flipping her behind him as he rushed to Felix, the bigger guard from before. Alice tries to run towards Edward but the man who was with Felix before took her by the neck, stopping her from helping.

As the fight between Edward and Felix gets more intense with Edward being thrown across the room I look up at Alec. He still has yet to look at me, instead choosing to watch the fight. His hands are hovering against my back, I would be flustered if it weren't for the situation we were in.

As I look back to the fight I see Edward still getting his ass handed to him. At least he's trying. Felix slams Edward into the steps and pulls him to his knees.

"No! No! Please! Please!" Bella screams

Aro gestures for Felix to stop, shocked at what Bella's doing.

"Kill me, kill me. Not him." Bella says with her voice shaking

"What the hell Bella no!" I shout. She can't die!

Aro walks towards Bella after looking at me and the hand Alec has on me.

"Extraordinary. You would give up your life for someone like us." Aro says gesturing to himself

"No she wouldn't, right Bella?" I asked angered by her decision

"A vampire. A soulless monster." Aro continues

"Stay away from her." Edward says gruffly

"You don't know anything about his soul." Bella glares at Aro

Aro starts speaking in Italian and turns towards Felix.

"This is a sadness. If only it'd be your intention to give her immortality." Aro says turning back to Bella walking towards her

"Stop!?" "Wait!" Alice and I shout at the same time

Aro doesn't look away from Bella until Alice says, "Bella will be one of us. I've seen it, I'll change her myself. There's something you should know about Maricela too." Is this it? Is this the only option she was talking about? Aro holds out his hand and Alice walks forward to show him what she saw.

"Memorizing. To see what you have seen before it has happened. You gifts will make for an intriguing immortal Isabella." Aro pauses before looking at Alec, "And it seems our dear Alec has found his mate." Aro then turns to me and I back up. What is happening right now. What's a mate?

"What? No! Alice tell me you're lying!" Bella begs turning to Alice with fear written all over her face

"What do you mean mate?" I ask and the room goes quiet

I look at Alice and she's looking at me with pity again. Bella looks like she's about to cry and Edward looks furious.

"Alice what the fuck did you see?" I ask again

Alice opens her mouth to explain but Alec cuts her off, "A mate for vampires is similar to a soulmate for humans."

Fuck. Crap. Shit. Dammit.

This isn't happening.

"Oh. So I'm your mate?" I ask hesitantly

Alec nods

SHIIIT

"That's cool. When can we go home? Back to Forks." I ask panicked

"I'm afraid it isn't a good idea for mates to be separated. That's why Edward was here because he believed Bella to be dead." Aro says with a smile

I can feel myself get lightheaded.

"What about my dad? What about my school? I can actually go somewhere in life which was shocking for me and my dad to find out. Is Bella going to leave?" I ramble on asking question after question, scared at what I know is going to happen.

"She's not staying here she's coming back to Forks!" Bella protests

"Bella. Maricela. I'm sorry but there's nothing we can do." Edward says

Nothing? I start to tear up thinking about my life being ripped away from me. Will I be killed here? They're all blood thirsty vampires.

"He's right. Either way Maricela is staying here th only difference is in one option the three of you don't leave here alive." Aro says with a grim expression

Bella and I look at each other and she rushed towards me. She hugs me with so much strength I feel like I can't breath. Alice joins us and hugs me after Bella let's go.

"I'm so sorry. I was going to try and make you stay back at Forks but I know you wouldn't have listened." Alice apologizes

"Yeah no I would have still come with you." I say and glance at Alec who stepped back when my sister and Alice rushed me.

"Go now. Make your preparations." Aro says as Felix let's go of Edward. He rushes towards Bella and hold her waist. Gently pushing her towards the door.

I take her hand in mine, "Tell dad that when I went with you I got a really good schooling opportunity and that's why I couldn't come back. Okay? Tell him I love him." I say as more tears cloud my eyes.

"Let us be done with them. We have a different situation to discuss." the left throne man says

"I'd advise you follow through on you promise, we do not off second chances." says right throne man

Bella, Alice, and Edward all walk out the doors giving me sad looks. I see Bella with tears rolling down her face as the doors finally close.

Silence fills the room.

"Aro food is nearly here." says left throne man

"Lovely. Marcus why don't you take dear Maricela to another room so Alec can feed and clear his head." Aro says to left throne man, Marcus

Marcus stands slowly and gestures me to follow. Alec now standing next to me again puts his hand around my waist to lead me to him. He leaves my side when we reach Marcus. Marcus starts to head towards another door at th back of the room and I, too scared not too, follow behind him. We were in a long and dimly lit hallway. As Marcus leads me I pay attention to my foot steps echoing throughout the hall. I must've spaced out because when I come to I bump right into Marcus who's standing in front of a door. I jump back, frantically apologizing while he doesn't even turn to look at me and he just walks in. I wall slowly behind him and look around all over the room.

It was gorgeous. Shelves full of books going all the way to the ceiling, red velvet chairs and black leather chairs are placed all over the room, small circular tables beside them holding lamps. A giant carpet with patterns covered a majority of the floor. The walls that we're covered with book had paintings of the same woman. She was gorgeous, hair dark as space and eyes as red as blood.

I realize Marcus was staring at me waiting for me to take a seat in front of him. I nervously walke over to the chair in front of him and sat down.

"Do you have any questions Maricela?" Marcus asked with a fragile voice

I stay quiet. My thoughts are racing. I don't know what's going to happen to me. I don't know how my dad will resp-

Wait. How will he respond to me when I don't have a phone?! I must've forgot to get it when we were leaving Forks. I'm such an idiot!

"I know it's a lot to take in at once but please know a mate bond is very important to a vampire. Don't feel pressured to accept but give Alec a chance. He's had a difficult life and humans weren't exactly his friends." Marcus finishes

"Give him a chance? He's the reason I won't be able to see my family or my friends ever again!" I exclaim finally crying after holding in so much emotion.

"I just want to go home." I finish

Marcus just stares at me before opening his mouth to say, "A chance is all he needs Maricela. Please think about it. Now clean up your face he's coming to escort you to your room."

I quickly wipe my tears away and focus on my breathing to calm myself down. We sit there not talking for a minute when there's a knock on the door.

"Come in Alec." Marcus calls out, voice still fragile as ever

The door opens and walls in Alec. His eyes are on me instantly and suddenly I feel more relaxed.

Flashback over

I still can't believe that happened. I'm never going to see my family again. I wish this story was a good one like those Disney stories. I don't even know if my story has a happy ending.

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Chapter two!! I'm rlly excited to keep writing for this story. Idk how often I'll post to it but I'll try to as much as I can. If u want to be tagged just comment on the most recent chapter and I'll tag u bye<33

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2 years ago

Chapter One

Maricela Swan’s POV

Welcome to the story about how my life changes forever because I’m fated to be with one of the most powerful vampires in existence. I know, big dump of information at once so let’s start over from the beginning.

Flashback

“Isabella Swan what the hell were you thinking?!” I yelled at my sister, Bella, wondering why she would try and kill herself. She doesn’t answer me, only looking at Alice who told me what she was trying to do.

“Bella can you at least look at me when I’m trying to talk to you?” I asked, tears brimming in my eyes. She still doesn’t look at me, doesn’t move, I don’t even know if she’s breathing. Next thing I see is her jumping into Alice’s arms. What is up with this girl?

“Alice?! I’m sorry I just can’t believe you’re here?” Bella exclams nearly bringing down the fairy like girl with the weight of the hug.

“Do you mind explaining to me how you’re alive?” Alice asks with shock and concern laced in her voice.

“Yeah you’re sister would like to know too if you don’t mind.” I stated.

Bella looked confused and asked what Alice was talking about.

“I saw a vision of you. You jumped off a cliff,” Alice qaused, “Why in the hell would you try and kill yourself? What about Charlie? Or Maricela?” Vision? What does she mean by vision?

“I didn’t try to kill myself” Bella cuts off Alice.

“Then why the hell would you jump off a cliff Bella?!”

“I was cliff jumping. Recreationally. It was fun.” Said Bella as she whipped of a tear from her cheek. This girl is insane. I thought she was doing so much better after Edwar broke her heart and left her in the woods. She didn’t talk to me or her friends and when she did it was distant and cold. Like she missing a piece of herself. Then she started becoming friends with Jacob again, her nightmares stopped, she started smiling more, and started talking to me and her friends again.

Alice shocked at the bullshit she just heard told Bella to sit down on the coach and I followed them to the living room. Wait I never asked Alice what she meant by her seeing a “vision” of Bella jumping off the cliff.

“Alice I have a question. What does it mean when you say you saw a “vision” of Bella?”

Alice froze seemingly taken off guard by the question. Like she didn’t mean to say it?

“I’ll explain everything to you once we finish yelling at Bella. Please, please don’t argue with me I know it’s important but it’s too much to explain right now.” She pleaded.

“Fine but as soon as you’re done explain everything to me. I’m getting Bella something to drink.” I said brushing past her and Bella to the kitchen.

I went straight to the cabinet for a mug. Hot chocolate will be good, it’s too late for coffee. I hear the door open and Jacob and Alice’s muffled voices snapping at each other. I don’t even want to know what beef they have between them. Lately, all I’ve been hearing is arguments. Between Bella and Charlie. Bella and Jacob. Bella and her mom. I must’ve spaced out because Bella and Jacob come into the kitchen to stare at me.

“Oh my god if you two want time alone don’t go into the most public parts of the house.” I say as I leave the kitchen. Guess there’s no hot chocolate for me. Or Bella of course. I see Alice outside and decide to ask her again about her “visions”.

“So the ‘visions’?” I asked as I stepped outside.

“This is going to be a lot to proccess but please bare with me until the end.” Alice said in a nervous rush. I just nodded as an answer.

Then she went on in this long explanation about the last year. How her and her family are vampires, about Bella’s run in with James and Victoria, and why the Cullens left. I’m seriously going to smack Edward if I ever see him again.

Suddenly Alice froze, looking spaced out. What the fuck. I’m never interacting with this family ever again. What the hell is happening right now?

Alice comes to with a scared look on her face. She looks at me and gives me a pitiful look. What just happened?

“Edward is in danger!! He’s trying to kill himself because he thinks Bella is dead!!” She suddenly shouted and ran into the house.

I stood there shocked at what I just heard. This is definitely the last time I’m ever interacting with them. I finally go inside once I hear Alice explain the situation to Bella.

“Why didn’t you let me speak to him?!” Bella yells at Jacob as I enter the kitchen.

“Bella what happened?” I asked

“He didn’t ask for you.” Jacob snarled

I was about to ask what is going on, again, when Alice cut me off.

“Bella. Bella. He’s going to the Volturi,” Alice qauses, “He wants to die too.”

“Holy shit. Who the fuck is the Volturi?"

Alice gives me a look. Oh my god I don't read looks. I'm not a mind reader. I was about to open my mouth and tell Alice my thoughts when Bella ran towards the front door.

Nope she is not doing this without me.

Alice quickly follows and so do I. I can hear Jacob behind me begging Bella not to go but she's not slowing down.

"I am not going to let him kill himself." Bella say to Jacob

"What about your dad? Maricela?"

"I'm eighteen, I'm legally free to go and I left a note." She says getting into the car.

"I'm going with her, she's my younger sister I can't just let her go without me." I chime in getting into the car. I can feel Alicems eyes on me as I buckle my seat belt. I look up to lock eyes with her in the rear view mirror and she's giving me that pity look again. Now she's starting to worry me. Was Edward trying to kill himself all she saw?

"Please Bella. Just stay here. For Charlie" Jacob begs.

"For me."

Oh my god this is so sad. As much as I don't like either of them I would prefer Jacob. Just because he has some cute friends that Bella can introduce me too.

"I have to go." Bella says with a soft but firm tone.

"Please I'm begging you. Please. " Jacob says again. He needs to stop. Seriously it's getting irritating now.

"Good bye Jacob." Bella finally puts and end to the upsetting conversation and he walks away from the car. Bella puts her seatbelt on as Alice drives off.

"That was upsetting. Not because it was sad but because the desperation on his face gave my chills. In a bad way of course. He needs to calm down with that whole 'I love you Bella' thing." I say looking out the window into the dark trees.

Bella gives me a look telling me to shut up. I can't help but be a bitch, it's a lot of fun.

"No one ever answered my question about the Voltari." I stated after a few moments of silence.

Alice looks at me through the rear view mirror and says, "They make and keep the laws for our kind. They have some of the most powerful vampires backing them up so people follow the rules in order not to get killed."

I stay silent for a few second's and ask, "So like the government? Oh yeah where are we going?"

Bella mumbles something then says louder, “Mari please the questions.”

Okay I have a problem with asking too many questions but it's not my fault I want to know everything.

“I didn’t here you saw where they were. Where are they?” I asked.

Alice gave me the side eye and said something under her breath.

“What?” I asked

“Italy. They’re in Italy.” Alice finally answered

Fuck

"Oh. Okay. Going to Italy. Let's see how dad reacts to that." I said my voice uneasy.

I decided to stare off into the dark forest of Forks and think. One of the things I can be proud of is my ability to tune people out just by thinking of something else.

I still can’t understand why Bella wants to go save him. He left her for dead in the woods and she still loves him? If someone did that to me I would never forgive them. She won’t listen to me or Charlie.

Oh my god what are we going to tell Charlie when we get back? Bella’s going to get grounded for the rest of her life and he’s going to be so disappointed in me for letting her go.

I was focusing on my breathing to calm myself down when I heard my name. I looked up at Alice and Bella but they were looking at each other, whispering.

“What are you two talking about? Is there anything I should know?” I ask confused.

Alice looked panicked and stuttered thinking of a response.

“I-um-I don’t know if you’re ready to hear this yet because I know it’ll just confuse you more. I’m just telling you now something is going to happen in there but I want you to know that it’s going to be hard at first but it’s meanth to happen this way. I know I’ve said this a lot tonight but please trust me.” Alice finished rushed.

I just stared at her. What does she mean by “Something is going to happen” that’s so eerie.

“I’ll trust you. As long as Bella stays safe I don’t care what happens to me. I came back to Forks to help her I’m not letting her get hurt now.” I stated.

Alice smiled and asked, “You two are half sister right?”

We both nodded and Bella answered, “Kind of. We tell people that because Charlie adopted her after my mom and I left.”

“That never stopped us from becoming best friends.” I said once Bella stopped talking.

“I never lnew you were adopted. Do you mind telling me what happened to your parents.” Alice asked politely.

“I don’t mind. Both my parents left, first my dad when I was around one year old and my mom when I was five years old. One day she just up and left, no note, no goodbye, nothing exepct food and water. I didn’t know what to do so I stayed in the house until I ran out of food.” I said pausing as Alice looked at me with pity. I hated pity.

I continued, “After all the food was out I went to my neighbors house and told them everything. Charlie was the responding officer and took me in.” I finished with a smile. Charlie is someone I will forever be grateful for, I don’t know what I would do without him.

It was quiet in the car for a moment until Alice spoke up, “I’m so sorry about your parents. Was it hard in the beginning?”

This time Bella answered for me, “She fit right in with Charlie, with me, and even my mom. She asked if Mari wanted to visit Arizona once in a while.”

I smiles at the memory. Renee was always so nice to me. She treated me like her own child.

“I remember how scare Charlie was I would leave and never come back.” I said with a fond look on my face.

“Yeah that would never happen. You and Charlie get along way too well.” Bella said chuckling a little bit.

Alice looked at us and smiled. She turned to us and said, “It’s going to be a long drive you two should get some rest.”

“Say no more.” I said laying down in the back seat.

“I won’t be able to.” Bella said with a frown.

Alice nodded understanding and said good night to me. I’ve always wanted to live in Italy, it’s sucha beautiful place.

Flashback over

As of right now I wish I knew how much this trip would suck. I wish I knew how much I would regret coming. I wish I knew how to resist him. But I didn’t because if I did I wouldn’t be sharing this story with you.

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My first fanfic ever!! Tell me your thoughts and what I can improve on pls. I’m rlly excited, more info will be told abt Maricela later in the story.


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2 years ago

Chapter Three

Maricela Swan’s POV

My heart is beating uncontrollably right now but I feel safe? Before he came in I couldn’t wait to find a way to leave but now that he’s in the room with me I can’t find it in myself to want to leave. What the hell is wrong with me? I dont want this I want to go ho-

“Master.” Alec’s voice cuts off my thoughts as he looks away from me.

God why does he have such a nice voice. It’s calm and I can hear a slight accent, I don’t know what his accent is.

“Please escort Maricela to her room. I believe you both could talk more privatly there.” Marcus said making my heart pound even harder. I don’t look away from Alec as I notice his shoulders tense up. Does he not want to be around me? Asshole it should be the other way around.

“Of course master. Come Maricela.” Alec says as he turns to me and holds out his hand for me to take.

Holy shit.

The sound of my name coming out of his mouth is one of the best things I’ve ever heard. He made it sound like he would say it again, a thousand times more just because he wanted too. I look at his habd in front of me. I don’t know if I should take it. Noticing my hesitance Alec pulls his hand away and goes to open the door. I spare one last glance at Marcus and he has a bittersweet look in his eyes. Standing up and walking towards the door Alec opens it, waiting for me to exit first. As I do I finally look at the hall I was lead down. Dimly lit with torches keeping to the stereotypical “vampire aesthetic” and the doors to the main room down further to the right of the hall.

“Follow me.” Alec says sternly before walking off

I quietly follow him slightly behind until he moves to stand next to me. I keep my head forward not wanting to look at him. The lack of noise is starting to creep me out. It’s super quiet the only thing I can hear is our footsteps and my breathing. My heart stopped pounding so much, finally settling to a more acceptable pace.

I have to pay attention to my surroundings, if I want to get out of here I need to figure out the wa-

Fucking feet

I’m faced with the concrete floor with my hands stinging. I tripped over my own feet, of course. I quickly pick myself up and look to Alec, my face flushed in embarrassment, and just starred. I was waiting until he continued walking to lead me to the room but he just started back.

“Get up. I don’t have time for this.” Alec says rudely

“No need to be so rude about it.” I say standing to my feet

“Let us continue then.” Alec says as he begins walking forward once more. Fucking asshole. I should be treating him like shit he’s the reason I’m being kept here. I noticed he slowed his pace a little and is now taking smaller strides. ‘I don’t have time for this’ my ass. Turning my gaze to the floor, finding it more interesting than what the fuck is happening with this guy, I don’t notice him stop.

I see a door, smaller than the others we’ve passed but it’s decorated. Black wrought iron, the kind you’d see around a rich families yard, is curved into patterns closer to the hinges of the door. Fake roses made up of the same material on top of the curved bars, making it look more opening. Especially compared to the big doors, almost impossible to open, not knowing what lies behind.

“Where are you going, your room is right here human.” Alec says rushed.

I turn back to see a door, smaller than the others we’ve passed but it’s decorated. Black wrought iron, the kind you’d see around a rich families yard, is curved into vine looking patterns closer to the hinges of the door. Fake roses made up of the same material on top of the curved bars, making it look more inviting. Especially compared to the bigger doors, almost impossible to open, not knowing what lies behind.

“You seem to like the door, are you fond of roses?” Alec asks braking me out of my trance.

“Why would you care?” I snapped back

“Doesn’t the meaning change with the color?” Alec asked

“Yeah it does. Can we go in now? I haven’t showered yet and I would appreciate it if I could, seeing as I’m stuck here for the rest of my life.” I reply

Alec doesn’t respond so I look to see what’s going on only to lock eyes with him. It’s that feeling again. Does he feel it too? I can see the fondness in his eyes for a split second before he looks away and walks towards the door. Fucking weirdo. The weirdo pulls it open to show me the gorgeous room that lies behind them.

The first thing I see is a canopy bed with dark red bed spread and sheer curtians tided around the posts. Two side tables on either, nothing on top expect for a book on one. I turn to look on the opposite side of the room spotting a bookshelf, filled with books and tiny statues of those baby angels.

That’s ironic.

I look straight into the room and see a window, big enough for me to climb out of like Rapunzel. To the roght of the window there’s a simple door, hopefully to the bathroom. At the center of the room I see a small round table with a letter on it. Not checking that. I don’t want to know what kind of threat they have written in it. Attached to the walls are lamps, they look to be just above my head easy so I can reach to shut them off.

“This will be your room until Aro decides it’s time. There will be a gaurd outside your door ask them to get you anything you’d like.” Alec cuts in making lose my focus

“I want to go home. Please at least let me say goodbye to my family, to my dad.” I say to Alec. He doesn’t say anything for a couple moments until,

“Do you have any questions about our situation?”

“Yeah can’t you choose someone else? Why me?” I asked furiously

“I cannot control it, it just happened to be you. Don’t act like I’m not disappointed either.” Alec answers face growing more frustrated after every word.

He’s disappointed? I don’t kill and drink the blood of his kind! What the hell is wrong with him? I’m the only one here who should be disappointed. I want a real relationship, not one decided for me!

“Whatever, can you leave now I need to showe and I don’t really want you listening.” I said turning my back to him.

He didn’t respond as he stormed out of the room. This absolute asshole. The nerve he has to say he’s disappointed. I walk over to the door next to the window, hopefully a bathroom, and to my luck it is. Compared to this place it looks pretty modern except for the window in thw shower. Who thinks that’s a good idea. ‘Lets just put a window right here in a shower where someone can see you naked! That’s a great idea’

I step into the shower to see what’s putside the window, when I just see the sky I try to look down only to see the ground around 20 feet bellow the window. Okay not escaping through there. I go to the sink and open the cabinets to search for a towel and thankfully there’s multiple. I’m so lucky it’s not a wash day if it was I would jump out of the window. I turned on the water keeping the water cold needing something to keep me awake. No way I’m falling asleep here. Finally when the shower is ready, I stripped off my clothes, put my curly hair into a pineapple with a scrunchie I had, and welcomed the cold water. Atempting to relax a little I let the water run down the front of my face.

Alec Volturi’s POV

Why did she have to be human? Why? Her kind is my meal. What did I do to deserve this? Her smell is so intoxicating, I don’t know if I can help myself. Aro told me to “give it a chance” because “Despite all the bumps you two will come across the reward will be fulfilling.” One bump is already hard to get passed, my thirst. Usually I have a good control but around her, surrounded my her smell, it’s like I’m an addict and her blood is my drug.

After leaving her room I storm back to mine, angry with myself with how I treated her. She’s the person I’m supposed to live for, protect, she’s the person who I would choose over blood. I can’t be treating her like that but at the same time I cannot help it. Her blood is so sweet smelling, it aggravates me to think about how the other guards must be thinking the same. I need to get control before I see her again, no matter how long it takes. I don’t want to hurt her anymore than I already have. As much as it hurts to admit, I know she won’t care about not seeing me. She’d probably prefer it.

A knock on my door breaks me out of my thoughts. Before I can tell them to come in the door opens and my sister walks in.

“Sister, what do you need?” I ask not wanting to be bothered at this moment.

“You have met your mate brother I am just curious to see how you are feeling.” She says with concern. I sigh and look at her apologetically.

“I’m sorry Jane. My situation isn’t going good. Her blood is making me go crazy, I haven’t had this problem since I was a newborn. Even worse because of it I treated her in a way she doesn’t deserve.” I unload all my thoughts to Jane and as she listens I can see her face relax and eyes fill with sympathy.

“It’s all going to work out Alec, you’ve been waiting for too long for it not too.” Jane comforts me. Ever since we were turned this side of her was a rare occurrence for me to see. I miss it terribly but I won’t say anything in fear of making her uncomfortable.

“I do hope sister. But ad you know nothing goes our way unless we force it too and I don’t want to force her into anything else. She already must stay here, away from her family.” I complain

“Do not worry for an outcome that might not even happen.” Jane says

“For now I must stay away from her, I don’t know for how long but I must to keep her safe. Now, if you may, I would like to be left alone with my thoughts.” I finish

“I understand Alec. Please take in consideration what I’ve said, don’t lose hope just yet.” Jane walks out my room leaving me in silence.

I walk over to my balcony doors and walk out. Looking out at the view always calms me down. One thing I love about being here in Italy is the scenery. My balcony has one of the best views in the entirety of Volterra. I look out at the grass fields and trees that surround other houses and stores.

My mind goes back to Maricela. Maricela. I could say her name for hours. A beautiful name for a beautiful girl. I wish to make her happy, I may not know her well now but I know I will do anything to see her smile. Even if it meant her, as a last resort, leaving back to Forks to live a happier life. Without me.

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Sorry this took so long I haven’t been sleeping well so I’ve been trying to get my schedule back. I hope u like this chapter the next one will be longer than this one:)))

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2 years ago

Dating Paul Lahote

When he first imprints on you, you got scared because his gaze was so intense

That and with all the rumors kind of weary of him

I feel like he's like Jacob when it come to imprinting, he doesn't like the idea of it

Sam and Jared talk to him an tell him to accept it

He does, hesitantly

Trying to talk to you

Terrified he's going to scare you off

Very flirtly after talking with you the first couple times

But not the very obvious type of flirting it's the subtle type that you're would have to rethink to get

You ever catch him shirtless he's going to be the most confident but shy person in the room

Constant touching (his hands on your waist, back hugs, FOREHEAD KISSES, etc)

Jared teases Paul every chance he can get

Paul brings jackets to the beach whenever you come, not because he gets cold, it's for you

Whenever you're at Emily's together you're sitting on his lap, no arguing about it

His anger issues calm down a lot whenever you're around

You not liking Bella that much because she hit Paul

He deserved it but still upset you

His flirting got so much worse

Not bad worse but more often and more forward

Calls you his angel

Talks to you about his mom

You see a spider? It's gone, Paul got it

He's going to protect you no matter what

Likes it when you watch him cliff dive

Shows off a lot in front of you, you say he doesn't have to do that but you're not complaining

Beach dates are hi favorite thing

Will start to tear up at your wedding, definitely proposed


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2 years ago

Regret Playlist

“Shake It Out” by Florence + The Machine

“Reflections” by The Neighborhood

“As the World Caves In” by Matt Maltese

“Can’t Help Falling In Love” cover by Haley Reinhart

“Turning Page” by Sleeping at Last

“Roslyn” by Bon Iver, St. Vincent

“Heart Like Yours” by William Stone

“Sparks” by Coldplay

“Look After You” by The Fray

“I Found” by Amber Run

“Mr Loverman” by Ricky Montgomery

“Please Notice” by Christian Leave

“i love you” by Billie Eilish

“Mind Over Matter (Reprise)” by Young the Giant

“Unrequited Love” by Breakup Shoes

“Siempre Have Frio” by Selena

“All I Want” by Kodaline

“Young And Beautiful” by Lana Del Rey

“Fine Line” by Harry Styles

“Somewhere Only We Know” cover by Darren Chriss ft. Glee Cast

“You Get Me So High” by The Neighborhood

“Love Like This (Acoustic)” by Kodaline

“Already Gone” by Sleeping At Last

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I sob and cry in the middle of the night to some of these songs. Just so you know I’m planning on making this story hurt your soul but it’s going to be worth it :))) def a happy ending but not without a lot of angst


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