I Want To Be Boyfriends With U

i want to be boyfriends with u

not to b all ‘woe is me’ but its so hard to stay clean, i feel like a fuckin failure bc i can’t keep my hands off my blade. and ik i’m facilitating the issue bc i keep it accessible to me, but fuck it’s just so frustrating

ponytober day 14: powered up

how can my bf love me? how come i can’t see a single thing he does in me??

i’m not like my autistic coworkers and ik i’m not supposed to be bc it’s a spectrum , but it still just makes me feel like i’m lying to myself hah