Not To B All Woe Is Me But Its So Hard To Stay Clean, I Feel Like A Fuckin Failure Bc I Cant Keep My

not to b all ‘woe is me’ but its so hard to stay clean, i feel like a fuckin failure bc i can’t keep my hands off my blade. and ik i’m facilitating the issue bc i keep it accessible to me, but fuck it’s just so frustrating

didn’t realize until now but i “match ppls energy” but in a masking way yk??

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ponytober day 14: powered up

i think my ed is getting worse ,,im getting sucked into it more and more + im supposed to be upset/disappointed but deep down i’m happy :(

how can my bf love me? how come i can’t see a single thing he does in me??