Not To B All Woe Is Me But Its So Hard To Stay Clean, I Feel Like A Fuckin Failure Bc I Cant Keep My

not to b all ‘woe is me’ but its so hard to stay clean, i feel like a fuckin failure bc i can’t keep my hands off my blade. and ik i’m facilitating the issue bc i keep it accessible to me, but fuck it’s just so frustrating

i’m not like my autistic coworkers and ik i’m not supposed to be bc it’s a spectrum , but it still just makes me feel like i’m lying to myself hah

Who makes the porn bots. Where do they come from. What do they hope to achieve.

my mom and sister both, separately, called me out for how literal i am. and i didn’t exactly realize just how often i take things the wrong way until now

i need to destroy myself

so, we talked about what happened + how it hurt me. they apologized and acknowledged that it’s something they still have to work on removing from their vocabulary. i appreciate the effort , but im still so sad it happened :<

tw // r-slur, ableist language

someone i love very much just called me r-tarded as a joke :( i still love them, but i’m scared to tell them it hurt my feelings..