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so, we talked about what happened + how it hurt me. they apologized and acknowledged that it’s something they still have to work on removing from their vocabulary. i appreciate the effort , but im still so sad it happened :<
tw // r-slur, ableist language
someone i love very much just called me r-tarded as a joke :( i still love them, but i’m scared to tell them it hurt my feelings..
tw // r-slur, ableist language
someone i love very much just called me r-tarded as a joke :( i still love them, but i’m scared to tell them it hurt my feelings..
ponytober day 14: powered up
didn’t realize until now but i “match ppls energy” but in a masking way yk??
not to b all ‘woe is me’ but its so hard to stay clean, i feel like a fuckin failure bc i can’t keep my hands off my blade. and ik i’m facilitating the issue bc i keep it accessible to me, but fuck it’s just so frustrating
i have been led to believe my sister has hopped on the autism train suddenly.. and it kinda upsets me bc she didn’t take me seriously ab it when i brought it up years ago, but whatever i guess
my mom and sister both, separately, called me out for how literal i am. and i didn’t exactly realize just how often i take things the wrong way until now
i think my ed is getting worse ,,im getting sucked into it more and more + im supposed to be upset/disappointed but deep down i’m happy :(
i’m not like my autistic coworkers and ik i’m not supposed to be bc it’s a spectrum , but it still just makes me feel like i’m lying to myself hah
i love feeling physically empty, there’s something ab it that makes me feel strong. i think thts the worst part