So, We Talked About What Happened + How It Hurt Me. They Apologized And Acknowledged That Its Something

so, we talked about what happened + how it hurt me. they apologized and acknowledged that it’s something they still have to work on removing from their vocabulary. i appreciate the effort , but im still so sad it happened :<

tw // r-slur, ableist language

someone i love very much just called me r-tarded as a joke :( i still love them, but i’m scared to tell them it hurt my feelings..

not to b all ‘woe is me’ but its so hard to stay clean, i feel like a fuckin failure bc i can’t keep my hands off my blade. and ik i’m facilitating the issue bc i keep it accessible to me, but fuck it’s just so frustrating

i’m not like my autistic coworkers and ik i’m not supposed to be bc it’s a spectrum , but it still just makes me feel like i’m lying to myself hah

me when i smoke and then everything is a lil more barable 💕

how can my bf love me? how come i can’t see a single thing he does in me??

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