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JISUNG WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE???!!


Our chipmunk Cheeks is outside of his den. We love this little guy!





Hoshi, I'm sorry but I get the urge to scam that pang pang tiger mf.
I bet I could sell him orange juice by telling him it's a magic potion which will make him a tiger.
which svt member would u deceive for no absolute reason (and can u 👁👁)
Your blog is insanely funny (ToT)
Ah well, you know what they say, if you ever wanna laugh, come to a depressed multi who has no time to sleep because they are stanning too many groups—
But on the other hand, thanks a lot T-T , I try.
;(
I wanna read this so bad but it's so gonna kill my eyes, reblogging to come back to it tomorrow morning.
❥ єηнуρєη 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗁𝗈𝗐 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗒 𝘬𝘪𝘴𝘴 𝗒𝗈𝗎 ♡



☆🄶🄴🄽🅁🄴: 𝗉𝗎𝗋𝖾 𝖿𝗅𝗎𝖿𝖿 ᰔ // 𝗼𝘁𝟳 𝘅 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗱𝗲𝗿 // мαѕтєяℓιѕт
“𝘋𝘢𝘳𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨, 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘬𝘪𝘴𝘴 𝘮𝘦 𝘴𝘭𝘰𝘸. 𝘠𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘐 𝘰𝘸𝘯. 𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘦𝘺𝘦𝘴, 𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘩𝘰𝘭𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘦."
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♡ H⃨e⃨e⃨s⃨e⃨u⃨n⃨g⃨~
Kisses with heeseung are what start off as clumsy and shy but dissolve into the most endearing ones. The kind of kisses that start awkward with bumping of noses, but immediately melt into a romantic mess. Hee’s the one to giggle in between kissing a lot and he usually loves to caress your soft skin while his mouth tastes yours. He loves to stroke your cheeks or brush his fingers against your exposed waist, and pulls you into his lap carefully so your bodies are fully touching and he can feel your beating heart. The one who thinks eye contacts are really important and detaches his mouth from yours from time to time to look into your eyes dreamily, stitching into them his thousand unsaid love confessions. His kisses are butterfly kisses, his feathery lips pecking yours softly at first, then parting to take in and drown in your sweet taste. At the same time, his kisses can also be hella intimate, his hands working up to your hips and his tongue darting inside your mouth for sweet dominance, when he’s feeling himself. Heeseung loves it when you grab the back of his neck and pull him closer to you to desperately intensify the attachment of your mouths, and swoons over you when you initiate the kiss. Usually, kissing leads to cuddling and sleeping together cozily but when it’s something he demands, he will position you down on the bed or sofa and hover on top of you, dragging his kisses down from your lips to your chin, jawline, neck and everywhere he sees. You’re up for a long night of loving kisses, with your loving boyfriend, that might never end anytime soon.
♡ J⃨a⃨y⃨~
Kisses with jay is the definition of passionate. The kind of kisses that invade every cell of your body and make you feel beautiful inside out. He connects with you dearly like this as a way to remind you constantly how much he wants you. The one who sets the whole mood skilfully, tucking the loose strands of your hair under your ear, giving you a hazy smile and looking inside your eyes with unwavering adoration. When he feels you nod and close your eyes, he leans in closer and connects his lips with yours, letting his love and yearning for you take over him and guide his way. His kisses are gentle and full of fondness, and his hand strokes your thighs in loving motions, easing you into his touch. Jay has the ability to teleport you in a completely different world of just him and you, filling you with reassurance and affection. Forehead kisses are a must for him and also kissing on your cheek. Not someone who is gonna be up for a train of kisses 24/7, as he knows how to use his words and other skinship, but goodbye goodnight kisses are almost mandatory. He will never leave for work without kissing you goodbye, and never let you sleep without you knowing the taste of his delicious love.
♡ J⃨a⃨k⃨e⃨~
Kisses with jake is the description of romantic. Despite being someone who’s really good with words, he uses his kisses to remind you of his overwhelming love for you and to sensually connect with you. His kisses are full of tenderness and warmth, and he never lets a single opportunity slip by without using it. He’s addicted to kissing your body, and takes kissing you as his divine duty. Jake even makes sure to kiss your eyelids, your knuckles, the space below your ears, your temples, your shoulders, and basically everywhere to remind you how each part of your body is equally loved by him and how all of you is divine. You are his goddess and kissing you is his religious prayer. His kisses remind you of comfort and make you feel secure, and he uses words to accompany his love in order to make sure you bask in his endless ocean of feelings for you. *kisses your forehead* “I love you” *kisses your cheek* “I love you so much” *kisses your cheek* “you’re the most beautiful girl i know.” *kisses your lips* “I’m the luckiest guy to have you.” *kisses your chin* “I’m glad you’re mine.” His lips are like soft cushions, sinking between with every little contact and he loves his hands all over you to pull you close and feel you completely. He’s awfully good at using his tongue, gliding it over your lips and inserting it within your mouth to plaster his taste inside it and make you shiver with how good he makes you feel. Seriously, this lover boy can go on kissing you for hours and hours, without ever getting tired of it. His kisses are therapy, his kisses are magical, his kisses always feel like home.
♡ S⃨u⃨n⃨g⃨h⃨o⃨o⃨n⃨~
Kisses with sunghoon are possessive. His kisses never fail to remind you who you belong to. He loves to pin your wrists with whatever surface is behind you and kisses you with his intoxicating dominance so by the time he’s done, the only thing your mouth remembers is his name alone. He doesn’t normally kiss too much, but when he does, they are of fierce passion and leave extra ordinary aftermath. He buries his fingers in your hair, till your bodies collide and kisses you with so much love and intensity that you feel weak in your knees. He lives for it when you wrap your legs around his torso and climb on him so he’s holding you with his bulky arms. You can not just feel him in your mouth and on your lips, you feel him linger everywhere and dominate your body for hours and days even after he’s gone. Neck kisses are 100% his thing; he always drags his lips down to the sensitive spots of your neck and leaves hickeys and love bites to claim you and leave pieces of him when you miss him the next day. However, soft pecks with sunghoon are next level adorable, because he’s so shy and smiles with his eyes whenever he leaves mild pecks on your lips or cheeks. He runs away immediately after to avoid eye contact with you and if you’re the one initiating it, your heart is bound to melt from the way he blushes and his face takes a rare and cute strawberry tint.
♡ S⃨u⃨n⃨o⃨o⃨~
Kisses with sunoo is the epitome of affection. His kisses are doting and depict how happy you make him feel. He’s so smiley throughout the whole time, and more than prolonged kisses, he’s super into little loving pecks. On your lips, on your cheeks, on your hands and fingers and your hair when he’s hugging you. He loves intertwining hands while kissing you and his cheeks and ears take an evident red tint afterwards. He buries his head in the crook of your neck after a heated kiss, so you can’t look at his damaged heart after the impact, but he’s so cute and nuzzles up in your touch like a little koala. He never kisses you or initiates any sort of skinship in public or infront of the members, but whenever he gets a chance of comforting privacy, he takes it and pulls you into a loving hug followed by a little kiss. If you’re someone who initiates it, he will gladly play along, and if you’re someone who’s into a lot of skinship, he will go out of his way and practice kissing you a lot to make you feel loved no matter how badly it blows up his heart later. Anything, to keep his beloved girl always smiling her most beautiful smile.
♡ J⃨u⃨n⃨g⃨w⃨o⃨n⃨~
Kisses with jungwon are the ones that happen once in a while but leave your heart fluttering for decades. He’s the type of person who doesn’t indulge into touchy-kissy romance normally, but oh boy when he does, he obliterates everything around him till the only thing existing in your world is yang jungwon alone. His kisses are body-burning intense and deliver his unspoken ownership over you. He leans you against the counter or anything behind, and crashes his body into yours so you’re pressed tightly to him. Jungwon loves to brush his fingers with your jawline and chin, and like sunghoon and sunoo gets really shy when the moment fades. His mouth is one of those dripping in plunging sweetness, and he makes sure to imprint his love on your lips with each movement. He’s someone who kisses you a lot when you’re asleep so you can’t find out what a simp he is for you. Long duration kisses because he uses every passing second to explore your taste, and he ends it by kissing your nose softly. Catboy sprints out the door the very next millisecond, to catch his breath from the steamy situation he himself created. Overall, jungwon’s kisses are the cutest kind of memorable kisses you can ever receive from a boy.
♡ N⃨i⃨ k⃨i⃨~
Kisses with ni ki are playful yet so intimate. Like you can’t pinpoint how from teasing eachother and pulling eachother’s legs, his plush lips will be buried on yours and his breaths would warm your cheeks. He loves squeezing you like a teddy bear when he kisses you, slowly dragging out his kisses to your whole face especially the sides of your mouth to catch you smile, and he’s always the one smiling and melting into the act because he gets flustered easily. But he can be quite romantic and confident too and in moments like these, he’s usually up for a lot of kisses that’s unlike him. One thing he absolutely admires doing is squishing your cheeks so your lips automatically pout, and that is when he giggles and leans it to kiss your mouth. A series of nonstop pecks follow, and then he withdraws, just to watch you pull him back into the kiss again and whine. Because he’s really tall, he makes you stand on his feet so you can reach him, or just simply carries you only to throw you mischievously on the bed later on. The most adorable part about niki’s kisses are the fact that he does act all cool when you ask for them as if you’re the one needing them always, but everytime you sleep, he is the one who can’t hide his obvious admiration for you and showers you with nonstop kisses.
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🄰/🄽: 𝗁𝗈𝗉𝖾 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖾𝗇𝗃𝗈𝗒𝖾𝖽! :) <𝟥 𝗉𝗅𝖾𝖺𝗌𝖾 𝗱𝗼𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝖿𝗈𝗋𝗀𝖾𝗍 𝗍𝗈 𝗅𝖾𝖺𝗏𝖾 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗱𝗯𝗮𝗰𝗸𝘀 𝗶𝗻 𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗺𝗲𝗻𝘁𝘀 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘁𝗮𝗴𝘀! 𝖸𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝗄𝗂𝗇𝖽 𝖺𝗉𝗉𝗋𝖾𝖼𝗂𝖺𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗌𝗎𝗉𝗉𝗈𝗋𝗍 𝗆𝗈𝗍𝗂𝗏𝖺𝗍𝖾 𝗆𝖾 𝖺 𝗅𝗈𝗍 𝗌𝗈 𝗉𝗅𝖾𝖺𝗌𝖾 𝗿𝗲𝗯𝗹𝗼𝗴 𝗂𝖿 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗅𝗂𝗄𝖾 𝗆𝗒 𝗐𝗋𝗂𝗍𝗂𝗇𝗀𝗌. ^~^
No but the girl with the black mask in the first gif is kinda fine tho
I mean chan is obviously a cutie but damn girl at the back, i dunno why but kinda fine.


the cutest boy in the world looks at you pt.2
HOLY COW, NOW I UNDERSTAND....BANGCHAN, JAY, NAMJOON, NO WAY...THEY ALL HAVE ONE THING IN COMMON....
NAMJOON IS LIKE THE KINDA PERSON WHO YOU CAN GO TO FOR ADVICE, LIKE YOU KNOW HE WON’T OVERREACT, HE’S JUST A CALM EAR READY TO LISTEN OR GIVE ADVICE. HE EXPRESSES HIS LOVE BY BEING A READY EAR, BY BEING UNDERSTANDING. NAMJOON ALSO HAS THE MATURITY TO NOT FIGHT WITH HIS S/O IN FRONT OF HIS KID. BECAUSE HE KNOWS THAT’S GONNA TRAUMATIZE THEM. AND HE WOULDN’T RAISE HIS VOICE, BECAUSE HE KNOWS THAT IF HIS KIDS HEAR HIM RAISING HIS VOICE, GROWING UP THEY’RE GONNA THINK THAT PEOPLE RAISING THEIR VOICE ON THEM IS NORMAL AND THEY WOULDN’T SPEAK UP BECAUSE THEY KNOW THAT AT HOME WHEN THEIR PARENTS RAISE THEIR VOICES AT EACH OTHER, IT ENDS HORRIBLY.
JAY IS THE KINDA WARM PERSON WHO’D SCOLD YOU WHEN YOU GO WRONG BUT HE’D SUPPORT YOU AND YOUR DREAMS ANYWAY LIKE HE’D FEED YOU, HE COULD BE ANGRY BUT LIKE YOU’RE A KID HE CAN’T BE MAD AT YOU FOR TOO LONG, MOREOVER, JAY EXPRESSES HIS LOVE THROUGH ACTS OF SERVICE. JAY HAS THE MATURITY TO NOT LEAVE THE BURDEN OF THE HOUSEHOLD WORK AND CHORES TO HIS S/O. HE DIVIDES IT FAIRLY, IN A MANNER HIS S/O WOULD NOT GET OVERSTRESSED, HE WOULDN’T GET OVERSTRESSED, HIS KID WON'T GET OVERSTRESSED. HE’S GONNA TEACH HIS KIDS THAT ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS, THAT HE’S ALL BITE , AND THAT’S GONNA BE THE BEST, HE’S GONNA KEEP HIS PROMISES SO THAT HIS KIDS KEEP THEIRS.
BANG CHRISTOPHER CHAN. (THE MOMENT I STARTED STANNING THIS DUDE I REALIZED THAT I HAD DADDY ISSUES ) HONESTLY THIS DUDE, LEMME TELL YOU, HUGS, CUDDLES, ALL THAT SHIT, AND THIS DUDE. HIS KIDS AINT GONNA BE TOUCH DEPRIVED, OH NO, THEY GONNA BE OPEN, THEY GONNA LOVE A PERSON AND THEY’RE GONNA BE PROUD AND RESPECTFUL ABOUT IT. LIKE SERIOUSLY, THAT DUDE IS SO OPEN TO LOVE, SO UNAFRAID AND BOLD,( LIKE GROWING UP THE MOMENT I TURNED 7 I WAS TOLD TO STOP HUGGING MY DAD AND UNCLES AND LIKE THE REASON BEING I WAS ON THE PATH TO WOMAN HOOD ) HONESTLY HIS KIDS ARE GONNA HUG HIS DAD, THEY CAN HUG DAD, THEY DON’T HAVE TO BE WORRIED ABOUT HIM BEING IN A BAD MOOD, DAD WOULD NEVER TAKE IT OUT ON THEM, DAD’S GONNA LEAVE HIS BAD MOOD AT HIS WORKPLACE.
ALL OF THIS IS MY PERCEPTION, BASED ON THEIR IDOL IMAGE IF THEY ARE LIKE THE WAY THEY SHOW THEMSELVES IN RL IT’S COOL IF THEY AREN’T THATS ALSO COOL, THE K INDUSTRY IS A HARD PLACE TO BE IN.
BUT LIKE ALL THESE GUYS HAVE ONE THING IN COMMON; THEY ARE UNDERSTANDING AND MATURE, AND MANY TIMES, PEOPLE WITH DADDY ISSUES HAVE DADS WHO WEREN’T MATURE, WHO WERE FUCKED UP AND THEY FUCKED THEIR KIDS UP. BUT THESE GUYS, THEY WON’T FUCK YOUR LIFE UP, THEY’LL BE DADS, NOT FATHERS, BUT D A D S. THEY’RE GONNA BE PRESENT IN THEIR KID’S LIFE AND THEY’RE GONNA BE LOVING, CARING, AND UNDERSTANDING.
THEY’RE GONNA BE FUCKING MATURE THAT’S THE BEST FUCKING PART, I’D DIE TO HAVE A DAD LIKE THESE LIKE, HONESTLY I DON’T WANT TO DATE THEM, I WANT ONE OF THEM TO FUCKING ADOPT ME.
holy shit…I just made a discovery


everytime on tiktok they talk about the issues every engene has when they bias a specific member.
as a jay stan…
i-
NO WAY, IS THIS BECAUSE JAY CAN COOK AND MY DAD CAN’T ???
holy shit…I just made a discovery


everytime on tiktok they talk about the issues every engene has when they bias a specific member.
as a jay stan…
i-
WTF, this makes too much sense
holy shit…I just made a discovery


everytime on tiktok they talk about the issues every engene has when they bias a specific member.
as a jay stan…
i-
all of us are dead is so fucking unrealistically grotesque because it is realistic.
runaway bride ( ✶ ) idol! sunghoon x fem idol! reader


⸝⸝ SYNOPSIS 𐪆 right when you thought you could run away from your past life as a figure skater by being an idol, you meet the sole person who made you want to leave that life behind in the first place. ₊˚✸ ༘
⸝⸝ GENRE 𐪆 pro figure skating + idolverse, childhood friends to (sort of) strangers to lovers au, angst, fluff, crack?
⸝⸝ WARNINGS 𐪆 my humor & some profanities :p
⸝⸝ STATUS 𐪆 completed : 05.17.22’ % START : 03.14.22’
⸝⸝ UPDATE SCHEDULE 𐪆 every two days! around 12:30 kst
⸝⸝ TAGLIST 𐪆 taglists are closed!

◖ MASTERLIST ?! — profile 1 : polaris ꔛ profile 2 : enhypen
prologue . . . much needed fresh start
O1 . . . hybe’s obsession with figure skaters
O2 . . . the idol life is actually pretty fun
O3 . . . flashbacks at music bank
⠀⠀⠀ ˓ bonus chapter . . . deez nuts this deez nuts that
O4 . . . is this about yuna
O5 . . . 1 yr 9 months and 20 days
O6 . . . jake’s big beautiful blonde brain
O7 . . . no, what’s wrong with sunoo?
⠀⠀⠀ ˓ bonus chapter . . . did the world stop?
O8 . . . the dumbest plan ever created
O9 . . . wish i had a time machine
1O . . . May 2020
11 . . . what if it’s fates calling?
12 . . . thriving without me
13 . . . everyone knows it’s us
14 . . . oh ok yeah sure totally
15 . . . Yn_Out
16 . . . is this the end of ynhoon?
17 . . . free lotte world tickets
⠀⠀⠀ ˓ bonus chapter . . . this always happens
18 . . . i wonder
19 . . . in another universe
20 . . . this isn’t like u
21 . . . something productive
22 . . . runaway together
23 . . . wanna be partners
24 . . . lotte world part one
⠀⠀⠀ ˓ bonus chapter . . . not bad
25 . . . lotte world part two
26 . . . i wonder why
27 . . . An Apology Video.
28 . . . thru text?
29 . . . defensive gf era
30 . . . not my problem lol
31 . . . f the smooching stage!
epilogue pt.1 . . . can’t help myself
epilogue pt.2 . . . mrsynpark
STOP HAMSTER-HATE !


WOAHH HAPPY COMING OUT VELMA
GOOGLE VELMA. JUST THE WORD VELMA. RIGHT NOW
Thank you for advice, I really needed it rn....I know what to do now, thank you so much, and I'm sorry you had to go through that...
Have you ever come across hurt nice people.
My parents used to be selflessly good and considerate. But yesterday one my acquaintances wasn't feeling good so I went and checked up on her then I told my parents.
The next day very seriously my dad goes like don't do too much, you do what you want but not too much.
Because he during peak covid and the person was suspected with covid had gone to check up on his friend because the friends wife called and though it was my mom's birthday she spent more than 3 hours in the kitchen preparing food so that friend had enough to eat for around a week.
But during the second wave even though I was vaccinated and had no symptoms. But was alone in the house his wife said no to taking me in their house. And my parents were deeply hurt by this.
For me it just makes me sad. This is only one example.
I've learnt to only be kind to strangers because when kindness is shown to friends it should accompany obligation or the friendship will fade.
Horizon Masterlist

AN: I made a header :D And I wanted to use it for something and I remembered someone said they wished there was a masterlist for just Horizon so here it is!! This’ll probably be easier on me as well tbh anyway yes !
Plot Summary: Once a princess of a kingdom you loathed to call yours, you have somehow found yourself aboard a pirate ship, stuck on the ocean waves. Now you try to figure out how to escape them, but as you continue to journey with them, you find yourself wondering if you even want to.
Pairings: Ateez x Reader (Kim Hongjoong x Reader)
Content Warnings: Mentions of death and sexual implications throughout the fic, nothing ever specified in detail
Status: Complete
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen
Chapter Sixteen
Chapter Seventeen
Chapter Eighteen
Chapter Nineteen
Chapter Twenty
Chapter Twenty-One
Chapter Twenty-Two (Final Chapter)
In kdramas depressed leads are always somehow attractive af.....
I could be a female lead !
Where is my handsome male lead ?!
Inequality....
I'm a depressed potato, but tumblr do ur thing !
Now Or never pick up pick up ~
Jeongin: Who the hell is trying to call me?
Felix: Me.
Felix:
Felix: *whispers* Pick up. It’s love on the line.
Yes ! A part 2 pls ! 🙏
jealousy
warnings + notes: yandere relationship, my multifandom side showed out, not proud of this but lmk if u want a part 2
"why can't you understand you're ours? nothing will change that. we aren't planning on letting you go, so just accept it." beomgyu snapped. i felt scared and so weak in that moment. i held my tears back, wanting to seem strong. "i'm not your pet..." i muttured. "repeat that again-" "you're being a little harsh on her. let's go." heeseung interuppted while holding my hand. he and eric took me to my new room. "we tried to make fit your your taste. hope you like it." eric softly said. they left to give me time for myself.
i had gotten kidnapped by my own friends. how could they do they and claim they love me? we had become friends at the end of freshman year and became best friends immediately. during senior year, i began to notice they were more possesive of me. i mentioned my concern, but they told me they were just 'protecting me'.
last week a boy confessed to me and i kindly rejected him. they were enraged. yeosang said he was going to 'take care of him' resulting in him coming late to our study session. i got taken that same night. i cried and begged for them to let me go, resulting in me being locked up by beomgyu. when yeosang came in, i tried to explain how it didn't mean much, of course he didn't pay attention. i would hate to admit it now, but i had a crush on all four of them.
a while had passed. jisung came into my room with some food. "i bought you food. please eat it." he sighed at my appearance. "do you want to talk about it?" he asked. "no...i want freedom." i muttered. "you know you can't earn it yet. i'm sorry. i wish i could let you go, i really do." jisung apologized. "than why don't you?" i asked. "because it was yeosang and eric's idea to take you. we were upset when that boy confessed to you." jisung explained. "he didn't deserve it!" i exclaimed. "i know...there was nothing i could do about it." he agreed.
i ate in silence as he watched me. it didn't feel as if he was my best friend anymore. my trust issues just got worser.
soon i finished and he took my dishes, getting ready to leave. "goodnight...sweet dreams" jisung said before leaving. i was left alone. sleeping was hard to achieve as i kept tossing and turning. i finally got to sleep. but i know when i wake up i'll repeat this cycle again.
Y/N : Fuck me if I'm wrong but -
Jay : You're wrong
Y/N : But I didn't even finish my sentence-
Jay : idc, you're wrong
Y/N:
Jay: so do u wanna do it rn or like -




minsung everybody
do it for her (your thirteen year old self)



you are so blue



the sky reminds me of you



— i look for blue wherever i go









I am 1% human and 99% tired
gif @yttokkyz-luvs