I Let Her Destroy Me And Now I Am Paying For It. I Wish She Would Come Back To Me, But I Know She Is

I let her destroy me and now I am paying for it. I wish she would come back to me, but I know she is his. I know that I lost. 

Did you destroy me?

Or did I let you destroy me?

-M.N

Now that I am sitting here in my pool all I can think about is her. Why is she on my mind now? I wish that she could have loved me as I had loved her. I wish I could have fulfilled my dream of my life with her always in it.

I put my happiness into her hands and she dropped it.  She dropped my happiness very quickly.

Don’t ever put your happiness in someone else’s hands. They’ll drop it. They’ll drop it every time.

Christopher Barzak

I would give my life for he to look at me like she use to. I thought we were headed there again, but alas she ended up with him once again.

“I’d give anything for you to look at me again the way you did back then.”

-16/01/2019

Better to let someone walk away from you than all over you

(via lovendrugs24)

I did not let her walk away. She walked away on her own. 

I tried not to build any walls, but now that she is not in my life I am afraid that is all I can do.